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The organizer of asuric totalizatorJust a few days later the toy king from «Kinder Surprise» was on my cream for hand, which stood on my table. It was almond cream for hand. From this, I concluded that our next a big chess match with our clear win in my Mahabharata is now with some big asur, as it is the king, and he is geographically far away from me, because Russian word «миндаль» can be decomposed thus: «миндаль» = «ми» + «ин» + «даль». The sound of Russian «ин» is equivalent to «in» in English, that is: «ми» = «мы» = «we», «ин» = «in», «даль» = «далеко» = «distance», «far», «away», that is: «миндаль» = «мы + ин + даль» = «we + in + far» = «we're far away». I wondered how far away, in what country he lives, and then some of my children put my coulomb in the form of a deer next to that king from «Kinder Surprise». I looked at this coulomb and decided that this king, who is far away, lives somewhere in the Scandinavian countries, as on sweaters from there usually embroider deer. I had this association: deer = sweater with deer = Scandinavian countries. And when I spoke about it in the 53rd series, I listed these Scandinavian countries: Finland, Norway, Switzerland. Then I suddenly thought that Switzerland is not a Scandinavian country, and decided that I not without reason said about Switzerland, because there I had to say about Sweden. And I thought that the blooper was correct. It was a Freudian slip: the king who is in the distance is in Sweden. And just to narrow it down and pinpoint its location, I misspoke. And the hand cream was Oriflame, also from Sweden, it`s also hint. I thought that since he is a king, a great asur, then he lives in the center, in the capital, Stockholm. But then I thought that, most likely, his house is located in the suburbs of Stockholm, as having a resource to choose where to live, most likely, he will choose to live a quiet place with a large own home somewhere very close to the capital, but not in it itself. I was interested in this person, and I got a story about him, as always, randomly. In the newsfeed in VKontakte I saw a picture of how Krishna conquered the serpent Kaliya, who lived in the waters of the river Yamuna. It was written there that this serpent lived in the waters of the river, right next to the place where Krishna lived. And so I realized that this great asur lives somewhere near the Hare Krishna temple in Korsnas Gard near Stockholm. Immediately resurfaced memories of Shri Vishnupad, Harikesha Swami. And in the story that came out in the news feed in VKontakte, it was said that the serpent Kaliya poisoned all the water in the river and even the air and friends of Krishna were afraid to go there, and even the birds flying over this river, from these poisonous fumes fell to the ground lifeless. So I was told that in Sweden, where lives the great asur, the king, he poisoned everything and many people were spoiled by his vile asuric influence. At that time I wanted to see TV. Of the many films, I stopped at watching comedy. It was a film «Rat Race». There the owner of the largest casino in Las Vegas decides that his richest clients need something special, and organizes for them an illegal totalizator — rat race. Participants of the race are ordinary people, randomly selected from the crowd. They get a chance to get rich: who first gets from Las Vegas to the provincial town, he will receive $ 2 million. But none of the applicants and does not realize that each of their step follows the owner of the casino and its customers who have made their own bets on the winner. I was just watching a movie, and I didn't know anything until that organizer of that illegal totalizator came on the scene in the movie, and then it dawned on me: I was specifically shown this movie so I would understand that this new king is the organizer of their asuric totalizator, where they bet on ordinary people. And I thought that it is not interesting for asuras to bet on ordinary people. They can suppress anyone. But to bet on those who go by spiritual path, who does not give in to their influence, who else somehow annoys them, them will be interested. The breaking the stupid, unsuspecting people on the asuric tote was giving the jaded asuras new emotions in life, thrills, a little excitement, a sense of superiority: and their own superiority, and superiority of their race of asuras over these stupid little people who think that they can choose and go their own way, what a stupid, naive little people... The asuras had special delight when they breaks down someone who goes the spiritual path. Asuras were be enjoying when, as a result of a joint bullying over their victim by asuras on asuric tote, this victim was falling from his spiritual path and became the same, like everyone, greedy for the pleasures of the senses and does not disdain to get it. A special bonus for asuras on this asuric tote was money, and there the stakes were very high, a very big pay-off for very acceptable risks. And the more resistant a person was, the more he did not succumb to the influence of the asuras, the higher were the bets on him at their asuric totalizator. I saw that they put someone on their asuric totalizator. They put someone who does not give in to their influence or goes spiritual way and they break him as in the gladiator fights, to the complete destruction, exposing against him alternately different the destroyers of female or male nature. I saw that these asuras were honing their different asuric tricks, abilities and skills on these victims. At the same time, these victims did not even realize that someone was doing something bad to them, since all the impact did not occur at the physical level, but through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level. The fact that this person is now a victim and he is the lot on an asuric tote, was known only to the asuras, since the impact was invisible, and the communication between the asuras was also mental, in their mental chat. I thought that this asuric totalizator was giving the asuras the excitement, a special taste of life. And a lot of money there, somebody made a fortune. After all, the asuras live here among us as people, but have a different nature, as we say, superpowers, which inherent in them, and they love money, because money are always good for the enjoyment of feelings. I clearly understood that this king, whom we will soon destroy and about whom I am now broadcasting in my novel, telling both myself and all the other asuras, is the organizer of such rat races. He was disgusting... And I said in the 55th series to the Swedish asuras that they will have a change of RA, that is, a change of their top, of the main asur. We'll remove him soon. And I warned him to start praying and writing a will, because I will not feel sorry for him. And on the basis of the picture about Krishna's conquest of the serpent Kaliya, which I just saw in VKontakte, I told that this Swedish asur, king was arranging sexual orgies, because the serpent Kaliya had many heads. The head figuratively means a dick. The picture depicted a serpent with many heads and women around him. A lot of heads figuratively means a lot of men, since only a male individual has a dick, and head means a dick. And this is clearly a sexual orgy, which asuras like, because in a normal sexual interaction there are only a man and a woman and there is no one else, but since there are a lot of heads and a lot of women in the picture, this is a clear indication of sexual orgies. This great king of the asuras was a fan of such orgies. And I also came to the conclusion based on the consideration of the picture that this asur do not respect women, and if he has the wife, he despises her, like all other women, because there are many heads in that picture. There are no accidents. If just at this time came this picture, so it tells about this character. And what can be respect for a woman, if there are many «heads», that is, male individuals? And Krishna in this picture has punished the Serpent Kaliya. Krishna was dancing on his snake hoods, but the wives of the serpent came and asked Krishna not to kill serpent, and Krishna spared Kaliya. Krishna not killed him, but purified from sins and determined the place of his residence away from their village. Krishna in this picture said that this asur must be expelled from there because cows need to be protected. We must protect the cows, that is, the pious people, and Krishna's friends from danger and very severely punish this asur and send him away to another place. So I became aware of the existence of this asuric totalizator, that the next in line in my Mahabharata is the organizer of this asuric totalizator, who is he and what and how to do with him. I understood that he should be expel, very severely punished and sent to another place. And all this I said publicly to this asur and to all the other asuras, and they were waiting for what I would do with him. So, about the new «king» I knew already quite a lot. I knew that he lives somewhere right next to Krishna's devotees in Sweden, and that he is the most main asur among all the asuras in Sweden, and that he is the organizer of asuric totalizator, that he is the organizer of a rat race. I knew that the asuras on their asuric totalizator amuse themselves by pleasure at the suffering of others, putting there, as the lot on tote, and breaking those who do not give in them, who goes spiritually way, who still somehow annoys them much, does not want to carry out their commands. Also, I already knew that this «king» was RA, that is asur, who has a great rank, an entire asuric organization under himself, whose members are connected with him by some invisible neural network, and that he likes sexual orgies, in which many males and many female individuals took part. I already knew that he has absolutely no respect for women and treats them only as objects to suppress his will and to fulfill his perverse whims. I have also been told that he has poisoned all the water around with his poisonous asuric energy in Sweden, that is, all the minds of the people living there, and that Krishna's devotees and friends are afraid to be there because of it. I did not know then that Harikesha Swami, as the lot on tote, was put on his asuric totalizator and asuras pounced on him entire crowd and honed their asuric tricks and impacted on Shri Vishnupad by their asuric energy. I did not know then that asuras burned through all energy centers, chakras of Harikesha Swami and dragged him to the lowest level of consciousness and someone got rich on it. I didn't know that they were going to break me on their tote and thrown up to the level of a female individuals, to animal level on this asuric sweepstake and because of that they were going to kill my Shri Ram. The fact that I was put on their asuric totalizator, where was thrown off the heights of Shri Vishnupad, does not mean that I was at the same level as Shri Vishnupad was at that time. Just to throw Shri Vishnupad was really a lot of fun for the asuras. Especially when they succeeded and all the devotees of Krishna were shocked by it. Then a great commotion arose, the faith of many was undermined by one of their operation, especially since someone asuras there made large money. I was put on their asuric totalizator not for this reason and not for this purpose. Who am I? I'm little thing. But I pretty much brought down Borka, the then leader of the Moscow asuric organization that I did not succumb to his influence. I didn't break down, and it set him off. I was put on their asuric totalizator by him because it was his personal vendetta, his revenge on me. 54 at 00:50, 55 at 05:19.
https://youtu.be/NGkXLy9-w-Y https://youtu.be/yWzXgD4GZ9I Exile of the organizer of the asuric rat race to the higher worlds for re-education Although I did not know then about all this, but I already knew what to do with him. In that picture of Krishna's conquest of the serpent Kaliya, it was said that he must be punished very severely and banished to other places, far away, in order to protect good people from the danger they are exposed to in his presence. And I began to engage in exile him away to protect everyone from danger. It was a good summer day, August 5. The kids and I went to the beach. And right when we went to there, I launched an operation to exile of the «king», of the organizer of the Asuric totalizator. We walked to the beach, I looked at my inner screen, I look: he is. All the previous asuras stood right in front of me, and I saw them very well, and this asur stood somewhere far away and was in some haze, even his silhouette was not visible, only a cloud, but I clearly felt that there, behind this haze, is he, this new king. He probably used all his powers and abilities, summoned those who can induce illusion so that I would not see him and could not reach him. I looked at the fog behind which he was hiding from me, and from there a white wall of water went, from all that cloud to me and was going long enough. I pulled this whole stream into myself, all this water from his fog, and then I suddenly found myself inside of him dancing. I turned on the farewell kirtan Bhakti Tirtha Swami «jai jai radhe jai jai shyam jai jai jai vrindavan-dham» in my headphones. I stood inside him and danced some Indian dance, knocking foot to the rhythm of the kirtan. I danced beautifully there. And then I stopped doing dance moves, stood inside him in one place and began with all the force to beat with one foot the beat of the kirtan as builders drives piles making the foundation of new building. I was banging into the same place inside him. I looked at myself and at my foot knocking at the same place inside him, and suddenly I remembered how on the picture of Kaliya Snake was written that Krishna began to dance on the heads of the Kaliya Snake and brought him to complete exhaustion. And I realized I was doing the same. We already came to the beach, the children went to swim, I stood on the bank, listened to kirtan with headphones and continued to bang by my foot into him, imagining that with every blow of my foot inside him everything at him is shaken and he's puking. I was listening to the kirtan of Bhakti Tirtha Swami «jai jai radhe jai jai shyam jai jai jai vrindavan-dham» and on every strong beat in this kirtan with all his might was driving my foot into him as was putting fundamental posts in the ground, sometimes even helping myself with foot on the physical plane. At some point, I felt that I had pierced something below him, as if I had knocked out the stopper that was holding his lower chakras, and it even became easier for me to breathe. Any thoughts what it is still possible to do, was not, there was a monotonous banging this rigid pile into him inside, as when building a house, piles are driven into the ground to make a solid foundation. In the Middle Ages was torture — the monotonous dripping of water on sinciput, in results of the victim just went crazy, and I was doing the same with this Swedish king. I monotonically on the strong beat of the kirtan beat with my foot and beat. And then I decided that should to play kirtan Hare Krishna, and turned on the evening kirtan of my Gurudev and continued the monotone, powerful tapping inside him by my foot, which was makind this asur crazy. The rhythm of the kirtan was accelerating, and I faster and faster with my foot beat him, continuously, monotone and nonstop. I was battering him like a woodpecker hammering a tree. I was battering him a very long time, first at a slow pace, then faster and faster, then very fast. We were on the beach, the kids were swimming, I was sunbathing, there was nothing else to do, and I listened to kirtan and was hitting and hitting him. Then I look: he ended up in some kind of white cocoon, completely isolated from the world, from the external space, and I became his environment. Before that, I stood inside him, and here he all became like a larva in a white cocoon, and I'm like some energy around him, like the space in which he is. And on every strong beat of the kirtan I began to drive into him sharp needles. These spikes surrounded it like the needles of a porcupine, but I was stabbing him by these needles from outside to inside him. And when I'm on every strong beat drives him these terribly prickly stinging needles, I told him: «I will see you pay for your sins! You're going to answer for what you've done! YOU will ANSWER FOR everything, for your asuric totalizator, for Shri Vishnupad, for your attacks and suppression of Krishna devotees! YOU will ANSWER FOR your efforts to discredit ISKCON and Srila Prabhupada! You, the asuras, attacked the devotees of Krishna, on the mental level, manipulated their consciousness, you applied your asuric techniques to them. You're going to pay for what you did!» He couldn't get away, because he was immured in this cocoon, and at every strong fraction these red, long, bringing pain and stinging needles at the same time entered his body, and he could not even move. But Shri Vishnupad was standing in my mind's eye, and I was paying him back. Then I suddenly found myself inside his pipe, in the area of his Manipura and see: there hangs a white bright glowing ball. And this ball hung in one place and emitted a dazzling radiance. I did not immediately understand what it was, and then I realized that this ball is he, the former asur. He broke away from his body and hung in the area of Manipura and could not move. I remembered that when I was studying at the Institute, in the summer we had a practice, and I was a conductor on the train, and all the stowaways were mine. Everyone in our crew of conductors knew that I always take all stowaways, and sent stowaways to me to my railway carriage. And now I thought that I am such a great guide. I was the conductor of many living beings. I was helping them get into the best worlds. I was taking all the stowaways, that is, those who have no pious merits, who are in full minus, and brought them to where they without my help could not be reached, because they had neither a ticket nor money, and I thought that I know how to see off the souls in the best worlds, I'm a great expert. I thought that this former big asur, who has now come off from his body and hangs like this small brightly glowing ball in the center of his former body, is such a stowaway. He has no pious merit. He has only cons. He organized this asuric totalizator, subjugation of the many, have poisoned his asuric energy all around, spoiling the people, that they thought only of the vile and behaved on the animal level. He sought to awaken the wickedness, villainy and perversity that lie within each individual. And I thought that I have to help this stowaway and to transmit him into the best worlds. I began by the power of thought to raise the white ball higher. I raised him to the level of his throat. There he stalled and not moved nor there nor here. I thought that he was getting ready to get out of the body, he had already come off the body and hanging in anticipation of where to go, and it is necessary to transfer him to others who will lead him on. And then I thought: maybe should call a yamadutas? Let them drag him where they want, but then I thought that I'm the conductor up, into the better existence; him needs to be determined somewhere into a good place, but where? I did not know. And I thought if I didn't know that, then Krishna is God and Krishna necessarily knows. I surrendered to Krishna. I thought, «Krishna, yourself decide where he will go», and at the same moment we with this white ball, with this former asur, suddenly found ourselves in a completely different place. It was some shady forest, there were many deciduous, tall trees which crowns created a solid carpet at the top and covered the whole sky, and were a little dark, and there a wide straight road was in this forest. And I felt that on this road in this forest someone was already waiting for him. I didn't see those who were waiting for him on that road in that forest, but I knew that they are here and they are waiting for him. And I somehow gave him to them. He flew forward along that road and disappeared somewhere far ahead in this forest. And I thought we have done away with him and now we have to clean up everyone who was under him. I again appeared where he was standing in the beginning, and imagined all who were in his organization, who was under him. I spread my influence on them and became pull in like by a magnet into inside me all that they had. Something went out of them into me, and they all became pure. This Swedish king-asur was a real stowaway. He had no any pious merits at all, he did so much bad that yamadutas were supposed to come for him, but he was very lucky that he was given to me, and I am such a great guide and escorted him to some better world. This world was not meant for him, he could not reach it, but for some absolutely incomprehensible reason Krishna gave him to me and he got into that world. After all, usually the souls going down in their development leave the body through the lower channels in the body, and this asur was supposed to fly down, but due to the fact that he had fallen into my hands, he slowed down at the level of Manipura, and I began to raise him up. I put a lot of effort to raise this glowing ball up, it was doing not rise, but I persisted, and I managed to bring it to the throat. He himself would never have gone up there, but I tried very hard to lift him up. But I did not succeed in raising him above the throat. And there, at that level, I thought that it is time for him to go out, to leave the body. I thought that he should be sent to hellish worlds, to the yamadutas, he deserved it, and even I invited them, but no one came, and then I thought that kirtan so purified him that his fate changed. Yamadutas can not come to him, because his sins were canceled, and since he listened to the Holy names of Krishna, he came out of jurisdiction from yamadutas. Then I surrendered to Krishna, we with him, with the former Swedish king-asur, were in some shady calm forest, even, we can say, in some quiet an oak-grove, from which emanated some peace and power, on a straight clean dry wide road. And it felt like there some personalities were waiting for him. These personalities were godly, sublime, high order, even awe inspiring, and they took him there to themselves, to some other world which better than we have here, to higher planet. And all this happened because when I was conducting this execution, I was doing it during kirtan. And because the Holy names of Krishna cleanses everything, he was so cleansed that he could get to where he, like that stowaway, would never have got. He had no money, that is pious merits, because he was a stowaway. He had no ticket, that is opportunities there for him was not provided. I sent him there on August 5. August 6 I told about it in the 56th series of my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife”. On August 10, in the 59th series, I recalled this operation, and at some point there was a screenshot of «Mahabharata», in which Krishna looked somehow very much severe. This picture was spinning in my mind, and I assumed that Krishna was displeased because the former asur went to another planet in another world, even if it is of a higher order and level of development than we have here on Earth. I thought that there, in those worlds, which much higher than we have here, there is no Lord Chaitanya's sankirtana, no window to the spiritual world that has opened for us here on Earth by the grace of Srila Prabhupada. And this is such a great priceless opportunity. And no better worlds can be compared to this opportunity to return into the spiritual world, even if here and Kali Yuga flourishes and everyone wants to enjoy and snatch up to themselves more. I thought that this former asur is the fortunate. He as asur lived many, many lives with that vile asuric nature, had committed many sins and got a bunch of sinful reactions on his account. But despite all this, he got to a place to where he would never get with such a track record and with cons at spiritual account. He, of course, is lucky that he got to those, as I said, forefathers, in some better world. But in this pious world there is no window into the spiritual world, there is no mercy of Srila Prabhupada, there is no his blessing to return into the spiritual world through devotional service in the mission of Lord Chaitanya. So I screwed him, sending him to better worlds and depriving him of the opportunity to return into the spiritual world. I exalted him, but I pushed him aside from returning into the spiritual world. He will not have this torch of Krishna consciousness there, illuminating the path to Krishna into the spiritual world. Of course, he will get better living conditions, there he will be helped to pull himself up to some good level, but there is no movement of Hare Krishna there. If he were on Earth, he would somehow be in contact with the Hare Krishna movement, with the mercy of Lord Chaitanya and Srila Prabhupada. There are harinamas, the distribution of Srila Prabhupada's books, and a lot of spiritual programs in Srila Prabhupada's mission. Where I sent him, a planet of a higher rank and personality is also much better than here. He was lucky to get there, but he was not lucky to get there, because Lord Chaitanya's sankirtana is here, on Earth. And I thought that's why Krishna was showing me in that screenshot that He was displeased. I thought that I had not done my work, that I should give him a blessing, that he will not stay on that planet too long, because there is a very high life expectancy and there he can very linger for a long time, but here is a very different time, and it is necessary that he quickly finished his existence there, until Kali Yuga here has not yet entered into its full rights and we have this window of return to the spiritual world, which Srila Prabhupada gave us all. I thought that he needs to catch getting here, into this Hare Krishna movement. He must to exalt his nature there. He must to gain a foothold at that level and after that return to the planet Earth very soon, but certainly not as an asur, so that he would not fall under their influence and would not come in contact with them in any way. He must to join the movement of Hare Krishna, in the mission of Lord Chaitanya, of Srila Prabhupada. He must to very actively serve him and really receive the benefit from the fact that I came to him in such the form of, — he will return into spiritual world, and otherwise why at all it all need to? Well, I came up to him, well, he got to the highest planet, well, he sat there, enjoyed, raised his level, vibrations, so what? He still hangs out here in this material world, hanging out forever. Today he is on this pious planet, tomorrow still where will slide, it is unclear where. No, if we take the stowaway then we will drive him to the terminal station — to Krishna into the spiritual world, into Goloka Vrindavana. Then my work will be done successfully. And I asked Krishna to bless him and fulfill my wish — to bring him back to the Earth as soon as possible, into the Hare Krishna movement, so that he could return into the spiritual world before the Kali Yuga was work in full force. 56 at 00:46, 59 at 16:17, 150 at 36:55, 60 at 02:16.
https://youtu.be/vhVjlw2BueQ https://youtu.be/_l5lutPLSgc https://youtu.be/aUHvNp4KBm0 https://youtu.be/BOx0WckgLpE The woman who broke our couple to make Ram become an asur I brought to light for asuras a recruiter, who many, many lives ago have enlisted my eternal husband Shri Ram to the asuras. About it I told in 41–42nd series of my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife» on July 16–18. Recruiter was executed by his own, by asuras, for many of the crimes he committed against them. Then they pound his brains out and saw how he then recruited my Shri Ram, how he framed the first person, the leader who gave me protection after that recruitment so that I could get to the house, that is, to some safe place where that recruiter could not reach me. The asuras shook out his life files from the recruiter, and Shri Ram looked through everything that was in those files. I many times was asking him what he saw there, but he did not tell me anything and even manipulated my consciousness expecting me to give up. But I still wanted to know why did he succumbed, and since then I constantly reminded Shri Ram about it and somehow even blackmailed on him so that he still opened it to me. And here, 12–13 August, he did taking that big leap. It was difficult for him, because I made different assumptions about his motives but all my guesses were wrong. I thought that maybe he agreed to accept the asuric nature, because I was in danger and he thus wanted to protect me, but the reality was much more banal. He just took such bait as sex. That recruiter wanted to conquer me, because he liked me very much, but I was with my Ram, we were a good friendly couple. And to getting me, that recruiter had to get my Ram away from me. And that it took place, that recruiter chose from among their asuric women the skilled worker on stealing off of husbands, who very well knew the nature of individuals of a male and was able to impact all their complexes and desires that they left the family. And such a brazen woman-asuri got the job to steal from me my husband, my Ram. She did succeed not at once, because we were very fond of each other and he was not interested in other women, but to turn his eyes away from me, the recruiter began to manipulate my mind. And under his influence, I began to broadcast to my Ram the behavior and attitude to him, which was not at all and which was unacceptable for him. Manipulations of consciousness are strong suit of asuras, and that asur-recruiter all turned out: I began to somehow show my Ram that I am interested in other men. I suddenly began to compare him with them, and not in his favor, as there is always someone who is in something better than you. And although I actually did not look there, at other men, but because of the constant pressure on my mind I quite involuntarily was showing that attitude to him. I was saying that this man is handsome, and the other man is very intelligent, and the third man treats his wife very well. And all these comparisons began to do their job: Ram began to take offense at me and feel that he is not really needed, that I’m looking for another man. He got the impression that I need something that he does not have. But it didn't work either, and then the heavy artillery was put into action. It was the manipulation of my consciousness so that I actually got carried away by some other man. And though it was not, but for some completely incomprehensible reason to me, I then began to speak, openly, looking into the eyes of my Ram that I like that man and I would like to be with him. It was for him like a bolt from the blue, and then the woman-asuri had stepped in. She was a skilled to sneaking around other people's husbands and break up families. She made a move on him and seduced him. And he was coming with her, in the depths of his soul crying that his beloved had fallen out of love with him, and hoping that this wonderful, beautiful woman, a real woman, feminine, elegant, cultural, soft, respecting him, she would give him the happiness that I had deprived him. And he dove head-on in her. And then, to finally remove him from me, they decided to make him an asur. My Ram did not immediately agree to accept the asuric nature, and then he was tempted by the fact that with the asuric nature he will be irresistible in sex and no woman who will be with him, will not think that there is somewhere a man better than him. That he will be so good at sex that his woman will never even think about another men, will never look on another men and will never leave him. And he agreed. Of course, they did a lot of manipulation with his mind to push him into it, but the asuras are masters in the manipulation of consciousness, and the recruiter everything turned out: my Ram gave consent. Yes, the consent was voluntary, he himself answered «Yes» to the proposal to accept the asuric nature, but he was misled, deceived by the fact that I allegedly turned away from him and went to another. It was lying, it was just a manipulation of my consciousness so that I simply broadcast this behavior and attitude to him and I even voiced it out loud. Yes, even so. I aloud was voicing it. Asuras are able to influence human consciousness in such a way that under this influence person will say what is not there in reality. And although I did not think so and it was not, but I voiced it for him then. And he turned away from me and threw himself into arms of the woman sent to him. It was an asuri, for whom he was not needed. She just was performing the task and gaining her self-esteem, confirming her skills and feeling superior to these worthless, such predictable men who always fall on her, on such a feminine woman who knows them as inside and out and applies this knowledge to the full. And Shri Ram revealed me it from 16 to 18 July 2017, nearly a month after the disclosure the recruiter. And when I found out, I thought that the woman who did this had to be punished, because the woman is the one who protects the family, human values, the integrity of the family, but the one who invades another's family and breaks it, is not a woman. And I decided to give her a good vaccination, so she never moved in the direction of other people's husbands, to she was afraid to even look in that direction. I sent a request up somewhere, into space, so to speak, to Universe Patrol. I like to complain sometimes, to demand justice, I never hesitate of it. And I thought: she had separated me from my husband; he and I were separated from each other for millions of lives, because of this he became an asur. And even my Shri Ram in this life wanted to make me asuri, offered their «initiation». I was born many times in asuric worlds as Mata Hari, I was sacrificing myself, and I was risking my lives. They could turn me into asuri there many times. I suffered a lot of bad things there, but I gained a lot of blessings and protection, which protected me from their asuric effect. But if it weren't for that, then what they would do to me there, it’s scary to even think… Yes, outwardly I was showing them that their efforts are bearing fruit, but in fact their impact did not work on me. But if I was coming there as an ordinary woman, that it is scary to think that would they do with me, and many times... And I sent a request with all these points, demanding her punishment. A woman should not do that, to encroach, invade into someone else's family, but she invaded, she deliberately did everything to seduce him, because of what all this happened to me. And I sent this request somewhere in the Universe. Shri Ram so long delayed disclosure of the circumstances of his conversion to the asuras because he knew what my reaction would be. He felt sorry for the woman who seduced him then, many, many lives ago, because he knew that I would willing to do anything to punish her and very cruelly. I sent complaint to somewhere in the vastness of the Universe, where they take such complaints. It was complaint-request, with the requirement to punish her and all those who somehow took part in that, who somehow was there involved, as a warning to other presumptuous, so that they all shuddered with disgust and horror, so it was cruel, because it has no right for a woman to behave so. After a while I'm going somewhere by bus and suddenly I see: a red beam came out of me at my internal screen and went to someone's figure, who suddenly appeared and stood somewhere, in front of me. I did not immediately understand what it is that my request is satisfied and I was given her. And here I'm going somewhere by bus and from me suddenly powerful red-and-scarlet ray burst out itself and route somewhere ahead. This ray went ahead and only after that came someone's figure, and the beam goes straight to the stomach area of this figure and is so good there burns. I look at this case and I think: and who is it, who is it? The beam at me turned on by itself before this figure appeared, and it so powerfully burns there... And I thought: this is she, because I felt a woman's energy there. Before that all asuras whom I did were men, they had their own, male energy, and here is another energy, female. And this ray burned a lot from her, a large space right in the center of her belly, and then I thought that she needs to be sterilized. It is necessary that she do not want sex, and I gave her the command: «The total sterilization», and then I threw my attention, as a black beam, down under her legs and there I jerked something. Then I stood below her, right under the hole formed there and began to pull everything out of her. I pumped a lot out of her. Then I went in through that hole into her, into her inner tube, I expanded this tube top, stood there and I began to pronounce there «Krishna». I forgot headphones at home, I, of course, would turned on the mantra, the mantra would burn everything at her but without headphones I just had to mentally pronounce the name of Krishna. I think: Krishna is God and Krishna's name is not different from Krishna; when you say «Krishna», this is Krishna Himself, God Himself, and He cleanses everything. And I was standing inside her, saying, «Krishna, Krishna», and I thought that she doing freed from everything bad, everything is cleared at her. And then I thought that something should be done with her ovaries, because she's a woman and all her eggs are in her ovaries. As you know, when a girl is just born, her ovaries already have more than 300 thousand eggs from her infancy, and when she reaches puberty, every month in her follicles one of those eggs ripens and goes into the fallopian tube and fertilization can occur. And I thought that in her ovaries are sitting these eggs from her infancy, and since it have an asuric nature, then she has there asuric eggs, and I decided to remove everything from her ovaries. I started burning everything out of her ovaries. I was riding the bus, and I saw her ovaries inside her, left and right, and I saw that a raging fire burned in her ovaries and all her ovule eggs burning and turning into little black little coals in the fire. And when her ovule eggs were all completely burned down, I pulled out of her everything that was there, and then I came home. I had a lot to do. Between things I needed to go to the store, and when I walked out of there, I had a strong dissatisfaction… I thought: it isn't enough. Yes, I did her complete sterilization, I burned all her ovaries with all of her asuric eggs, but it not enough. And I felt that my husband, Shri Ram, agreed with me that it is not enough. I thought: strange, why? I came to idea that this woman lured him to her, and then after a while left him as a waste material, and he suffered a lot, and then he was always thrown by women, lots and lots and lots of lives. I thought there is no forgiveness for that, nor can there be, I will definitely take revenge for him. And then Shri Ram brought to my mind that even not that was the main. He made me understand that he was most dissatisfied with what happened as a result of this to me and what I endured after all this. Shri Ram saw in the life files which asuras shook out of the recruiter, what tricks he proceed, what manipulations of my consciousness he practiced to subjugate me. Shri Ram did not reveal all this to me, but I felt from him that there was a lot of terrible and we can't let them get away with it. He brought to my mind that this is the main thing and that there is no forgiveness for that, nor can there be and punishment for it must be cruel. 61 at 09:23, 62 at 02:56.
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Full portion of compassion And I decided that she should be punished so that all asuras shuddered with horror, disgust and compassion. And that's how I said, describing this situation, in the 61st series of my novel «My Roman. I'm asur's wife», at the very last minutes of this series. At the same time there appeared a screenshot from «Mahabharata», where Krishna with a determined look stretches out His index finger. This screenshot which coincided with my words about the fact that they will shudder with horror, disgust and compassion, drew my attention, but I did not understand why I mentioned about compassion... I realized it when I continued her punishment the next day. This Russian word «сострадание» («compassion»), which I uttered, saying that she should be punished so that all asuras will to wince in fear, horror, disgust and compassion, was paradoxical. And I didn't understand what to be done to her to make it all happen, but these words about I must punished her so cruelly to all asuras horrified from that, were rounding in my head all day after I said them at the end of 61st series, and I felt sorry for her. I thought: it was a long time ago, an innumerable number of lives... But at the same time if it all will stay unpunished and she continued to do it all in the same way, with other people, invading other people's families and ruining them, it is very, very bad. And it is necessary to punish for it. Especially if Krishna himself on that screenshot at the end of the 61st series showed that it should be done, that she is not right, it is unforgivable. But I did not do anything with her, I began to work, I turned on my playlist with mantras and lectures about Krishna, and at some point turned on Srila Prabhupada's lecture «Krishna appeared as Mahamantra», in which Srila Prabhupada said: «In the Bhagavad-Gita it is stated that when the women become unchaste for want of proper protection, there are unwanted children called varna-sankara. There will be peace and prosperity in the world due to good and sane population only; there is hell and disturbance only because of the unwanted, insane populace addicted to sex indulgence.... In Bhagavad-Gita Arjuna informed Krishna that if there is unwanted population (varna-sankara), the entire world will appear to be hell. People are very anxious for peace in the world, but there are so many unwanted children born without the benefit of the garbhadhana ceremony.... In Bhagavad-Gita it is said that if human beings do not follow the spiritual way of life, there will be an increase of varna-sankara population, population begotten like cats and. dogs, and the entire world will become like hell». I thought that Krishna tells me so, that the asuras took my eternal husband from me, making him an asur. Because of that I had to be alone and I was forced to be with others that creates the chaos and burden, unwanted offspring, it's very bad. After this lecture in is my playlist by accidental selection was the song of Mataji Gauri Devi Dasi “Shyam”: Shyam When will I see Your smiling face? When will I feel Your warm embrace? Cause I miss You and I always do Though I choose to be away from You I am lonely; You’re the only one… My tattered heart still beating My wandering eyes are yet weeping, And the universe has done it’s worst. I’ve been bitten, scratched and I am cursed. And I am lonely; You’re the only one… A distant memory of a dream still plays It’s wistful tune in the corner of my mind Flute song breathed from the sweetest breath Without hesitation they run to it, They just run and run and I am Still sitting here, Covered with sorry tears, yet Unwilling to move… I see You in the sunrise, I dance for You in moonlight, I raise my hands and I call to You I’m so lonely, You’re the only one, My Shyam… I was listening to this song, and I was flooded with this piercing feeling of loneliness, longing for Krishna. I felt very sorry for that woman-asuri, because we got her and I will deal with her very cruel. All asuras will tremble in horror, fear, disgust and compassion, but this lecture and this song already well have dissolved this my pity for her. The lecture said that when a woman is left without a husband, the whole world falls into chaos and degrades, and thanks to this song I began to feel alone. And after that was the song of «Sankirtana-Lila» «Tell me, Yamuna»: Tell me, Yamuna, where you saw Krishna, Where He played the flute, Where He and gopies broke up? Tell me, Yamuna, how the gopies were sad, How they suffered in separation, and how they sought Krishna, And how their tears dropped into your quiet waters, When they again and again were repeating the memorable name, How they with hope were crying out to the trees and to the birds, Trying to find faithful messengers of Krishna in them. Krishna, where are You hiding? You know every second without You is equal to eternity. Krishna, come! Where are You? Respond, Krishna… We suffer without You, where are You? Krishna, come back… And when I was listening to this song, I have gone analogies, associations with what I saw in those sessions with pillow, when I somewhere between lives included my radar, was looking for my Ram, was letting everywhere my call signs, but the answer not was, and as someone me there came and said «forget him», but I said «no». This song began to rise from somewhere in the depths of my own nature these memories and those emotions. I began to remember what happened when he appeared to me already in this life, we began to interact with him at a distance, but so tangible... I began to remember how he was pushing me under his comrades, causing me mode of oestrus and pulling me off to the animal level. I began to remember how I felt him in my hands, in objects, but I was thrown away at once, as from a high-voltage electric power, and I was feeling devastation, because there he is, and here him is not. And this feeling of Universal suffering began to rise up, outwards. This feeling of Universal suffering was kind of encased somewhere in the back of my memory, but it did not manifest in my life so I could exist normally here. And even Shri Ram even assigned to me four his asuras-wolfhounds that I have not looked there and could not feel it. This four very powerful wolfhounds block my immersion in those layers of our deep interaction with him, stop me, so I do not immerse my eyes there and did not feel this dissonance, contrast, would not fall into depression that there I feel him, but here him is not. But when I went through listening to this lecture of Srila Prabhupada, the song of Mataji Gauri «Shyam», and then the song «Sankirtana-Lila» «Tell me, Yamuna», I still plunged into those layers of memory and sufferings, although these wolfhounds and sat on guard. But I ignored them and plunged there and began to raise all these layers up, already intentionally. I kind of saw how my long-term sufferings, which I experienced both in this life and in many past lives, rise upward, go outside. I saw that my loneliness and my thoughts about complete hopelessness coming out of my deepest layers of memory. It all went outside and went up. And I began to understand what that word «сострадание» (I pronounced this word in Russian) meant. This word means «compassion». But then I realized that this word has not only the meaning of «compassion». When I was listening to the song about the sufferings of the gopis, I began to raise from the deep layers of my memory the sufferings. At the end of the 61st episode I said the Russian word «сострадание», «co» + «страдания», that is, in English «with» + «sufferings». Russian word «со» means «with», «together», and Russian word «страдания» means «sufferings». It turns out that I said «with suffering». And when I began to lift these deep layers of sufferings up, I suddenly saw her again. She was standing on my inner screen somewhere in front of me on the right, and I dealt a blow to her head. Of me into her head went to some white stream and I became to rummage by this beam-stream inside her head. I see: I have changed some contacts in her head to connect her to all these sufferings that I have raised from the deep layers of our interaction with Shri Ram, because this word «со-страдание» = со + страдания = вместе + страдания («co-suffering») means «she together with suffering». And I put all these sufferings in her head. I said to her, «You took a big part then; you tried very hard to seduce my Ram that he has now become Shri Ram. Payback's at the door». I turned off all the fuses she had in her head, so that she could not block the flow of these sufferings in any way, and these sufferings went completely unhindered a wide flow straight to her from my deep life files, and she began to receive «together sufferings», she began to feel all my sufferings as her own. But to make her feel these sufferings even more acutely, I cut her whole body in half lengthwise with some ray and divided these halves. I turned on the fire, and halves both were burning. She separated us with Ram, and we with him are the eternal couple, we were inseparable, but she climbed into this whole and has separated us and I gave her the same. She began to feel herself torn in two halves that burned and that could not be extinguished. At the same time, I lifted the sufferings from the depths of my memory and life files and routed these sufferings directly into her head. I began to feel it again, my tears flowed, and all this she began to feel at real, as her own sufferings. I sit and raise my sufferings, sit and redirect all my sufferings to her. Then I stopped crying, just I hooked up to her that layer of these sufferings and went out from there. But all the sufferings flowed and flowed to her directly, without my participation there. Sufferings continued and continued to go and be felt by her. And she felt so bad that she ran at the energy level, mentally, to all the asuras, asking for help. She tried to show the asuras what I did to her, but they would only come in contact with her there and immediately connect themselves to all these sufferings and receive their portion of this «together suffering». Everyone to whom she's appealed for help, so they take it away from her, each of them touched these sufferings and involuntarily sank into it completely. She thought that they were all great asuras and will be able to relieve these sufferings, but I took at her fuses off and put such protection that no one could remove it. I felt sorry for her. All these sufferings come to her. My Shri Ram even assigned to me four his asuras-wolfhounds that I have not looked there and could not feel it, and I pulled these sufferings out and put at her like at outdoor naked nerve. I felt sorry for her, I thought: «Here the woman got in trouble... She was having fun; she liked to steal other husbands and boyfriends. Looks like, she is such a good specialist in stealing husbands from couples. And Krishna sent me to her, so I did her a good vaccination and that all there, too, felt it. These sufferings are simply unbearable, sufferings are closed like under a sarcophagus, and I do not feel them, I live a normal life here. Sufferings lie there under a sarcophagus and now go straight to her, and she feels them as real and can not do anything with it. And she ran to asuras for help, but as soon as they touched her, they immediately connected to these sufferings. And them immediately started to violently shake, and they could not do anything about it, and they began to reject her as a leper, saying, «Go, go, go away, just do not come to us, we want to enjoy, we do not want this sufferings, what you have there». So another word became realized — «disgust». They are all focused on pleasure, but here is a complete immersion in sufferings, feeling by them of my sufferings, and they feel such aversion to sufferings that they immediately reject her, even afraid in her direction even to think. They are so disgusted by the feeling of sufferings that they do not even want to look in her direction. How can they help her if they can't even bear a fraction of the sufferings? I was flooded with pity for her, but then came the next lecture by Srila Prabhupada — «Krishna's lotus feet are the best protection», with the story of how Arjuna killed Karna when Karna was pulling the wheel out of the mud. And there were words that if Krishna gave the order, it must be done. Many things may look unethical from the point of view of ordinary morality, but if it is said to be done by Krishna, God, then it is the highest morality. And I thought she was totally over the line, she broke into the couple, and she likely used her asuric charms, skills, abilities. And my mental anguish and pity for her began to pass. She showed me no mercy; she did not spare me not a bit and must be vaccinated as a warning to other presumptuous. She must have broken more than one such couple, making many unhappy and lonely, and Krishna strongly insisted on her punishment, because such as behavior is unacceptable. After that, the children and I went to the Hare Krishna program, and as we were driving, on my internal screen I was seeing her experience this feeling of my sufferings, that she was running to everyone there, and they were turning away from her so that she would not interfere with their enjoyment and would not plunge them into feeling of my sufferings too. And thoughts came to me from outside: maybe there is some relief for her? And I said that only chanting of Hare Krishna mantra could help her, and all those to whom she will ask for help must tell her to chant the Hare Krishna mantra. I told them: the Hare Krishna mantra helps me, and only the Hare Krishna mantra will help her. Then there was the program, and there I continued her punishment. At the program, I saw again the man Shri Ram intended to throw me into, pressing both mine and his consciousness, at the Janmashtami of the previous year, when he was with that wonderful, sophisticated, feminine woman who would not have stayed with him after he had become a beggar homeless. He put me in his list of non-contact whores, at the energy level, and I summoned Borka, a former leader of the Moscow asuric organization. Shri Ram did not like unnecessary attention to himself and he decided to get rid of me, squeezing me out of his space. And then one of the attempts to get rid of me was the pressing to my consciousness and to consciousness of one man on Janmashtami. And here on the Sunday Hare Krishna program I connected asuric woman with my suffering. She many, many lives ago seduced my Ram, separating us and contributing to the fact that he accepted the asuric nature, and I was left alone to so many lives. I gave her the feeling of my sufferings. She ran to all the asuras for help, of course, not with her feet, but mentally; asuras know how to do it. They immediately automatically was plugging onto this stream of suffering as she approached them. And they were getting their portion of suffering, immersed themselves in my suffering and felt it as their own suffering. And they immediately were throwing her away, because were feeling this entire stream of suffering, my suffering, but as their own, and it was unbearable for them. She became rejected by them; they all ran her, shied away from her like the plague. And so I came to the Hare Krishna program and I look: the same man to whom Shri Ram wanted to throw me. I began to feel so sad... and I started to bring those feelings up again. I stood on kirtan and deliberately raised these feelings that he's not with me, that I don't even know what he looks like, that I think about others that it is he, that I am looking for him everywhere, in everyone, and I was routing this flow of new suffering to her head. After that I thought that Ram was very hurt by her actions. After all, she then left him and women always were leaving him, many, many lives. And in this life he had three wives and they abandoned him, ruthlessly. And then I connected him to her, and I routed his suffering into her head. From him it went to gray-brown stream with yellow flashes. I pulled his suffering out of him and sent it straight to her head, where I changed the contacts, took down all the fuses and put a protection that no one could remove. And she felt all his suffering as her own. She was feeling in the present moment, right now all his suffering that he had suffering during this life and even before. When was a good, powerful kirtan, I took my karatalas, the metal plates for pounding beat, and began to knock by it and imagine that I'm standing with my karatalas inside her head and with all his might knock by it. I was knocking right inside her head and thinking, «You've spent so many lives stealing husbands from families... You thought no one would do anything to you. You considered yourself a great expert in stealing husbands from families... Here is your retribution for it, get!» I played my karatalas inside her head and saw her head began to fall apart in pieces, as if the parts of the puzzle were falling out of the general mosaic, of the strength of her mind. And when I was playing the karatalas, the metal plates for pounding beat, inside her head my Shri Ram said, I realized that he was begging me: «Spare her, please, have pity». I stopped, I thought: why should I feel sorry for her? She showed me no mercy. She did not regret me, not a bit. And I think: Aha... why is he suddenly begging me to spare her? Maybe because he was with her? Maybe that's why he's begging me to spare her. I took my karatalas and began to knock with even more force inside her head, so she all fell apart. The kirtan lasted for a long time. Bhakti Bhringa Govinda Swami came to us, and he led kirtan for two hours exactly. And for the past two hours, I've been was playing the karatalas inside her head. After, the next day, I added a few more servings of suffering for her so she felt them, and I began to spin her like a toy whirlabout, spinning her head as if her head was a fully opened water lily. Someone from the asuras tried to help her and close this water lily, but I rummaged in her head and swapped there the contacts. There formed my labyrinth, which nobody can pass. And there she was connected to my suffering and the suffering of Shri Ram for many, many days, during which she gradually began to fall apart and completely collapsed, there were not even ruins left. She didn't go crazy; she just fell apart, piece by piece. If she went crazy, it would be too easy for her and it would be wrong. It was necessary that she felt it all at herself, and she felt it, until she`ve gone out into her next lives, into the best her lives. Thus retribution was committed. The woman who invaded our couple with Shri Ram many, many lives ago and because of which I was left alone for so many lives was punished. And leaving a woman without a husband leads the whole society into chaos and degradation. But it was turn of punishment the others who were involved in the converting my Ram into the asur. After all, when Shri Ram revealed to me the facts about the participation of this asuri woman in his converting, I sent a request about her punishment somewhere into the Universe, so to speak, into Universe Patrol. I then sent a request only about this woman, but Shri Ram gave me the idea that it is necessary to punish all who somehow was involved in that event. I didn't know who it was about, but since the request was sent and granted, it was the turn of punishment for the other participants. And very soon. This woman is very lucky that I only gave her only our suffering, mine and Shri Ram. She was a big expert of men, a lover to stole husbands from wives, and she was asuri, that is, she was using in her dirty work the most horrendous and vile methods, asuric. She did not disdain anything. And how many couples she broke and how many women she left alone in this world. If I had connected her to the suffering of these women, whom she had made deeply unhappy, her brain would have exploded immediately and she would have understood nothing and simply would not have had time to make any conclusion. But the main thing was not punishment, but vaccination — so that she gets a persistent aversion to such behavior and such activities, on a subconscious level, so that even a hint more at this she would never have. And what about those men who, because of work of that woman with them, abandoned their wives and earned a heavy karma due to which women will always throw them? She did not respect them at all, they were just cannon fodder for her, pitiful little people, male individuals, greedy for her lady bits. I could to add to those suffering also the suffering of those men who, because of machinations of that woman, have brought upon themselves the seal of a pariah, who is always thrown. I could to add to those suffering also and those operations on the heart of the many men whom she has deceived, and who of them as a result of this have become asuras, like my Shri Ram, and then caused much grief to others... She was such bait on a string, a shiny, attractive, delicious lure, on which is always stupid fish are biting, which is then fried in a frying pan and safely eaten. Because of her how many people, men, became asuras... No, this woman got off easy.... She's lucky that I gave her a suffering of only our couple with Shri Ram. Yes, of course, felt sorry for her, but what to do. Work is work. And there is such a thankless job as a job of demigod Shani, who few understood and who was silent when he was accused of cruelty, bias and pursuit of personal interests, while he was just doing his Dharma, his duty. 61 at 1:00:30, 62 at 13:13, 63 at 07:47, 150 at 38:32.
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