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Sending a large batch of the asuras to yamadutasAfter fly to the next lives of St. Petersburg Asur, I thought, which of the Asuras is next in line. And then Yandex showed me one plunged me into the abyss of grief little article. In that article, it tells the story of 150 American women athletes who opened up the ugly pages of their sports careers when a sports doctor all the time of their sports activities harassed them sexually, from their 10 years of age and older. That doctor was given life imprisonment. He sexually harassed them when he examined them before classes, competitions. And since they were professional athletes, they had to constantly undergo this procedure and they could not avoid it. And only in adulthood they have gained courage and opened those dark sides of their childhood to the coach punished. And I thought maybe the following Asuras specialized in perversion with children. Alas, we are in the material world, there are such situations. Especially in Kali Yuga, when most people look at others as material, as objects for squeezing pleasure and do not shun anything. Even some 30 years ago it was much quieter, but now everyone is driving cars, it has become technically very easy to kidnap a person, and even more so a child who is naive and believes everything. Many children get into the orphanage, and how they are treated, no one really knows. One of my friends told me how in the Soviet years under the windows of their house periodically came a car with children from the orphanage, there all night drove other cars, and men chose those children for the night for sexual pleasures, there were and girls and boys, and these children there screamed hysterically, trying to attract attention and escape. And that friend said that those children's cries prevented them from sleeping at night and they wrote complaints to the police to remove these cries out their windows. That is, people did not come to help, did not ask to eradicate this phenomenon and protect children, they asked to ensure their quiet existence. And that car came to their windows long enough until it moved to another location. It is still in Soviet times children in orphanages were selling, and right now what can happen, terribly to think… And from that story about that doctor-molester and from that story of my friend, I realized that now I was given a difficult task: is to eliminate those Asuras who specialized in children. But I did not want to look in that direction... I did not want neither seen nor heard about it. I tried to get those thoughts out of my mind, but they didn't go away. I decided that if I have to do this, I would. But what to do them? Just burn their Asuric nature, hurt them very much and send them into new incarnations as devotees of Krishna? Not for them. No, they didn't deserve that. It would be a tool luxurious gift for them. I'm not going to give any gifts to these kinds of creatures, I thought. I try to impose these thoughts, but I do not agree with them. What to do with those who scoffed at children, who are helpless and who can not protect themselves? Even adult women can not defend themselves from the force methods of Asuras, what we can say about children? It's unforgivable, it is punishable, I thought. And when these thoughts wandered in my mind, in VKontakte posted another, 142nd series of the series «Shani», which I then watched. I sat down to watch it, hoping to have a good rest and relax, but it was not there: Shani was the karma fruit giver, but in this series he suddenly became a Punisher. And as I watched this series, I realized that these Asuras, who bullied the children, should not be sent to their better lives, so that they could return to Krishna. Gifts in the form of following good incarnations with subsequent return to the spiritual world them do not rely. They will be punished. But I did not know what kind of punishment, what to do with them and where to send, and on the screenshots from the teleserial «Mahabharata» during my commenting on this story with Shani showed me that this group of Asuras should be sent to the underworld, to the hellish worlds, into the hands of the yamadutas, where they will for a very long time and a lot of torment. And Shani in this story by his punishing gaze began to hurt Devi Sanghya, whose he had to punish. In the form of karma fruit giver Shani gave the living beings many chances to return to the right path, but if someone, despite this, did not choose the right path, then, becoming a Punisher, Shani began to hurt them. And from all this, I realized what to do with this group of Asuras who bullied children. We have to hurt them so much and do it so long that they cannot tolerate this pain, but so that they cannot leave their body, and then we have to send them to hell, to the yamadutas. There sinners are punished, causing them great pain, but they don't die because they have a special fine-material body that feels pain but can't die. And during the near washing dishes I started punish them. As that time went on TV 143rd series of teleserial «Shani» in which Sanghya put some kind of powerful protection from Shani. Those Asuras, too, has made some powerful protection, in order to avoid punishment. All your attempts are in vain, I thought, since I am an inspector of Universe Patrol in the performance of myself duties and in this task I acting as a Punisher. Rakhe Krishna mare ke, mare Krishna rakhe ke, “When Krishna protects you no one can kill you but when Krishna wants to kill you no one can protect you”, I thought. The Asuras so naive, they set out to avoid the inevitable? None of your protection will not stand against my internal gaze and my thoughts, I thought. First I pulled out from them all the blessings they had, for the power received as a blessing can be lost because of the crime. Then on my internal screen I began to burn out them their body organs which they, actually, used in the vile activity. I burned their genitals a lot, tore from the inside and pressed them well on the pain points. In the 143rd series of teleserial «Shani» it was shown that it is necessary to make them as helpless and defenseless as those children who they were bullied. And I have so long and so hard drilling into their painful points in the area of their genitals that they even could not utter a word because of shock. Some Asuras decided to come to their aid to ease their suffering. They tried to cover them with some impenetrable covering so that I could not reach them, but this shroud could not be an obstacle to my inner gaze, and I during the day did several approaches, each time rending and burning out their different places and drilling different pain points. One thing was constant: even when I left them in order to do my business the pain wouldn't let go them, as my finger was always immersed in their pain points. And no the artificially introduced cover could not stop me. And waves of pain rolled on them continually, like wave after wave in the sea, with increasing the amplitude of the pain. In the 144th and 145th series of television series «Shani» it was shown that it is necessary to make everyone leave them and to they were completely alone. This group of Asuras still cherished hope, who someone from Asur will think up how to stop me and the rolling on them all increasing intolerable pain, but I was told to make so that they remained one, and I began to carry out it. First of all, I initiated the decomposition of prostate at this group of Asuras into components, and there's nothing left of their prostate. The prostate is a very important organ for all men, and since they did their abominations over children by their male organs, then which part of the body did it, there we will beat, I thought. I have activated the simultaneous execution of two opposite actions: the decomposition and restore of the prostate tissue. Their prostate was constantly decompose, stinks, and immediately in this place prostate there was beginning regenerate. And I let in there many maggots, which are very fond of this stinking, rotting prostate, likes it. And these maggots were so glad that they got into such prostate that they began to devour it with great pleasure. And when they was seeing that somewhere the restoration of prostate tissue begins, they immediately was beginning to lay eggs there, from which the larvae that adore such places immediately hatched, and these larvae began to gnaw them completely. And I did it to every Asur from this group. I also let in some very small black biting insects in there. But it wasn't enough. So that other Asuras have no desire to help them, I did one maneuver. All these beetles, worms and larvae suddenly turned out to be very contagious. This infection turned out to be peculiar. It turned out that these beetles, worms and larvae spread this infection to those who wanted to help that group of Asuras, who even somehow tuned in to them. And I even felt sorry for those Asuras who have already managed to do something in this direction and who have already discovered the first signs of this infection in their prostate, since this infection cannot be cured by anything. Now and about them can be said, that this guy is not bad, just urinates often and sex is no longer for him, been mulling I. Now they will have to drink medications for prostate treatment for the rest of their lives, but nothing will help, because the infection is very insidious and tricky. This is to them for what they wanted to outwit the inspector of Universe Patrol in the performance of their duty. And I told for Asuras that if any of them will want to protect them, or do something to help them, or just throw his gaze at them, then they will sign their sentence. The thing is, these bugs and worms in the decomposing prostates has a special radar, sensitive to any perturbation in direction the ones I'm torturing now, and these bugs and worms immediately on this beam sends this infection in their prostate. And process goes, and those who wanted to help them acquire immediately disease in their prostate, and it can not be stopped, no by drugs, no by operations, no by passes of hands, no by conspiracies, nothing. And in case, if women Asury will want to help to these sent to the hellish worlds Asuras, I made another maneuver. I made their urethras radioactive. From their urethra constantly gushing powerful radioactive radiation. If any woman or even a man, no matter, will wants to help them, then immediately be irradiated with this radiation. And they will have all the signs of radiation sickness, when climbs the hair, nails deteriorate and crumble, baldness begins, nausea, vomiting attacks… And from this group of the Asuras constantly emanates radioactive radiation, a stream of radiation from the urethra. Hair loss is nothing compared to what will happen after that. The Asuras will be afraid to even think about them, I thought, and this whole group, which we are now striking out, will feel their loneliness, insecurity and helplessness, that children felt, over which they were bulling, because everybody will leave them: everyone is afraid for his prostate, prostate for man is very important and necessary, and prostate problems are very painful and unpleasant for a man. They are not enemies to themselves, I thought, they'll disown that group of crossed out asuras. They will be afraid even think about them because suddenly think now, and will begin problems with prostate. Women asury too, will don't want to help them, because each woman cherishes her own appearance, good health and mood. She'll think, «My hair is dear to me. I'll think about them, to support them, and then this radiation from their foreskin will pour down on me, and that's all. Hair will fall out, the nails will crumble, and diseases will begin». I calmed down. The problem is solved. No one needs them anymore. And they were all alone. One-on-one with me. And I am inspector of the Universe Patrol, punitive Shani. And I will send them all to the hellish worlds, and before that I will very much torment them. That's life. Such is the material world, here happen such situations. We must return to the spiritual world. When I drove away from that group of Asuras who specialized in children, all their companions and they remained one, one-on-one with me, absolutely helpless and defenseless as they liked to do it with children, I engaged them with all gravity. I was told to beat them on loins that are on that zone where there are male genitals, and around. And I have a few days with full force was hitting at their loins by my great cudgel, with sharp spikes and shards of glass on it, sticking it deeper into their bodies. No one could help them and somehow alleviate their suffering and did not want to, because even afraid to think in their direction. It turns out that I have a very sophisticated fantasy. And my trick with infectious insects and worms in their prostate and a radiation constantly gushing out of their foreskin was effective. None of the Asuras did not dare to even think about helping them. To each his own shirt closer to the body appeared. And I tortured them in the most incredible ways, as I was told. Their loins long all have been many times broken, but I continued and continued to batter there, stuck in them all sorts of terrible rays and broken glass. Those asuras already couldn't even whisper and waited when it will end. They were ready to go anywhere, even to hell. I did not give them to pass out for a moment, so that they could feel it all and not fall into shock state in any case. They were conscious every millisecond and felt everything very keenly. I smashed all at them completely. When they could not react any more that it hurts them, I heard a song with the words «not a rash to me salt on a wound, do not sob bitterly, not a rash to me salt on a wound, it still hurts». It is a good decision, I thought, and started to implement this decision. I took a corroding salt coarse grinding and sprinkled by it them, and then I took a Mace and hit it hard on them, right on that salt on them, so that the juice began to come out of them, like from sauerkraut. And on December 6, 2017, I began to send them to the final point of their route. I began to deal with them on December 1. All these days, I've been tormented by a terrible remorse who I am to do this... but I was told not to argue, and I did not argue. For five days, they were getting an unbearable sensation... but what was waiting for them in front... it's better not to think about it, because one kind of yamadutas plunges into a stupor and completely paralyzes the will, I thought. I had the experience of interacting with the yamadutas in my lifetime. This is when my husband krishnait and I lived after the accident at Prabhu Sasha near Mamonovo in his secluded house. He begged us not to do anything foolish there, because he offered this house for Krishna and now it is a temple. But we did not understand the seriousness of his request, and at some point engaged in the very nonsense, we began to have sex there. We lived in this house all alone and thought that no one could see anything. But when we once again engaged sex in complete darkness and silence, at some point the wall of the house suddenly dissolved and instead there was a wall of absolutely unimaginable terrible creatures. They looked terrifying, they had yellow unblinking eyes, and they stood side by side in front of me. I remember being numb and just looking at them. It was obvious that they were waiting for something, someone's team. I couldn't say anything or even think. I froze. But by some miracle, the words of Hare Krishna's mantra came to my mind. These yamadutas, and this were they, looked at us and slowly dissolved in space, disappeared, and again there was a wall of the house in their place. It was night. How did I see the wall of the house and then them and then the wall again? And how suddenly the wall was gone? And why are they missing? Absolutely stunned, I said to my then husband: «You know what I just saw!» And he said, «You know what I just saw!» And we told each other what we saw at the same time. The description was word for word. And the yamadutas were now waiting for, and when I send this group of asuras into their hot embraces. And when it came time for them to fly away to that funnel-shaped vortex, I remembered that I was in the screenshots from teleserial «Mahabharata» was told to send them to the lower, hellish worlds and in any case not to argue, they deserved only punishment. If it is necessary, therefore, it is necessary, I thought, and remembered that when souls go to a higher existence, they come out of the body through the upper chakras and when they are so sinful that they should go to only in the lower worlds, then they leave through the lower chakras. That morning I got an email with some newsletter, in the subject of this mailing was written that today is the day of the big discount («день большой скидки»). «Скидка» («a discount») in Russian from the verb «скидывать» («throw off») and I said that once the discount that will do the discount («скину их всех» — «I'll throw off all»). We'll throw them off to the max. These days I have been busy with them so much that they very tired me. I so many was torturing them that when they told me to throw off them, I decided to do this quickly, so that more about them not to remember. First, I abruptly yanked out of them with some kind of bung from the bottom, like a plug from the bathroom, and then I imagined a huge funnel-shaped vortex under them, like deep black whirlpool, pulling everything down. Inside it I activated a powerful turbocharged and hit all of them with all my might and they all flew away into black whirlpool at the bottom. It was evident that they were flying there, reaching out their hands, with a chilling expression of horror on their face. They were all pulled in there, and the funnel-shaped vortex itself suddenly closed. It was so big and the whirlwind circled at breakneck speed, and then completely closed. There were no yamadutas, asuras just flew away into the funnel-shaped vortex. Probably, yamadutas are waiting for them there, at the other end of this whirlwind, I thought. I decided to burn all that was left of them and I put a powerful jet of fire from my flamethrower in there. I look: through the raging fire emerges someone's silhouette. I thought, maybe I missed someone? In this case, it is necessary to send them to the funnel. But the vortex is already closed. It closes when the case is brought to an end, when it has nothing else to eat, when the task is done. And I turned on my scanner and directed it to this silhouette. I look: such strange colors, not dangerous, neon, pink, and good such, bright. Who it could be, I thought. I look: the silhouette approached, and this is Shri Ram! I fell into his arms and how let's cry... I began to torment the torments of conscience, and I fell into a hysterics, that I, such a good, bright, kind, mother Svetlana, Sveta, mother of light forces [«мама Света» — such said karate coach when I expunged teacher of Shri Ram. It is a game of words. Света (Sveta) it's short for Светлана (Svetlana). «Мама Света» externally means that I am a mother named Sveta. But the word «Света», if it is not the name of the person, can also mean «light», «light forces». And this phrase in his utterance sounds like «mother of light», that is, «mother of light forces»], suddenly turned out to be so cruel, evil, soulless, that sent a whole group of Asuras into the abysm, into the hellish worlds onto eternal torment, although before I was sending everybody into a better existence, in a funnel-shaped vortex from above. But usually yamadutas take sinners in the infernal worlds, so why was it forced to I do? Why did I do all this? And there is the law of karma: what you sow, you reap. I was hysterical, and Shri Ram came to me there to comfort me. We long stood so embracing, I'm good in his arms burst into tears, and then calmed down and went to do my business. 126 at 02:40, 127 at 04:11, 128 at 01:50, 150 at 1:08:06.
https://youtu.be/2A76VaODS68 https://youtu.be/k8qqYAZfM40 https://youtu.be/xbMmtxQ11sw https://youtu.be/BOx0WckgLpE Man from past lives On December 9, 2017, another man came to me on those higher plans, at the energy level. Shri Ram and I were doing well, even though after Lona I had a strong inferiority complex and I all the time thought that I was far from his ideal and he really wanted and wants this kind of Lona with hot radiators, but he has to be with me, because we somehow turned out to be an eternal couple. Acts of family well-being were brilliant, as I thought. Due to the signs of the Universe we have improved them. On the sleep territory, too, we often met with him. And suddenly some other man came from somewhere. And I have became their immediately two men — Shri Ram and that man. And both were in my consciousness at the same time. That man ignored the presence of Shri Ram at me and clearly outlined his position. His desire and goal was to become my husband in the physical reality. How it happened that someone else could break into our interaction with Shri Ram, I could not understand. But then I realized it. Before that, Shri Ram has emerged Lona, the ideal of the vagina, with hot radiators, over whom he trembled. Lona was sent to him to asunder us from him, to after a while to deprive him of all forces and to get me away from the Asuras, so that I sat, shed tears and considered myself a insignificant, because he refused me and that there is much better. And he was so passionate about that Lona that he said to me, «Goodbye and be happy, we're breaking up forever, go find someone, fight fire with fire». And so he opened the door to other man, and kind of threw the invocation into the world space, saying, «I'm giving this woman to another man. Who needs such a woman, come, she's yours. I don't need her anymore. She's nothing to me anymore. Now she is completely free and ready to accept one of you as her husband. Somebody of you must approach this miserable Svetlana Vinodavani who seems to be my eternal couple, but with whom I don't want to be, because I have such a chic woman, incomparable Lona». That is, Shri Ram by his mental message put me on the transfer, so there someone to take me. And on December 9, it came out that to me came the man to whom Shri Ram threw me when he was with Lona. That man expressed a desire to take responsibility for me, for my existence, for my happiness, for my well-being and somehow told me that Shri Ram himself refused me and put me on the transfer, that Shri Ram lost all his rights to me and gave them to him. How did I know about that? As always, through the signs of the Universe and communication with my Shri Ram through other people. My son and I went to the store, and I saw there karate uniforms and belts for them. My children went to karate, and they had white belts. And then I see: the belts hanging very different — white with black stripe, purple, green belt, orange. Lots of different belts. I look at the white belt with a longitudinal black stripe on the entire length of the belt and I think: maybe buy it, especially since it costs quite inexpensive, and then suddenly have to pay more... I take the phone, call the karate coach and say: «Should I buy this belt or not?» I explained what kind of belt. He says, «No, no, this belt is not from our tradition». And I did not buy this belt. But when we arrived home, I understood that through this belt I was shown that at the highest level to me came a man. Here, in the physical reality, he is not yet, but on the higher planes he has already come and already he already claims his rights. And when I realized that, I immediately felt this man in my space, in my consciousness. I felt both of them in my consciousness, and Shri Ram and this man. And he kind of said me that with him I will have no problems that with him at me everything will be okay, that he is faithful, reliable, and responsible. Into my mind was pouring thought blocks, they say, you with Shri Ram worry all the time that he, as an Asura, can plug unto you his companions in your intimate interactions, and you will not feel, that you have sex with several Asuras in parallel, through distance, energetically, without contact of physical bodies. He can install to you asuric programs or activate at you not the kind of energy you need. And you worry about it all the time, you don't believe him, because he's already done that. And even he wanted substitute instead himself some gorgeous man, they say, «We will act according to the same scheme, but from other phone. At least you'll be rich, and I will make everything to make you happy». And this man reminded me of those situations that Shri Ram had cheated me so many times already, that I should not hold on to him and regret it all. He kind of told me that there would be no such problems with him. Like, you'll be my only one and I'll be your only one. Like, I am a faithful man and do not know the Asuric techniques. We'll be a good couple... And with me your mind will always be calm. You're gonna be fine. I take full responsibility for you. He somehow conveyed these thoughts to my mind, and I clearly identified that he is not Shri Ram that he is the man who came to me to take me as his wife. Also, this man was convincing me that Shri Ram should not be pitied, because he can deceive me at any time and I will shed tears again and consider myself to be nobody and not a woman at all. That I should leave him without any regrets, forget him forever. Like, Shri Ram does not appreciate me, he personally expressed a desire to give away me to another man, and here he came. So serious... He didn't look at Shri Ram at all. Because Shri Ram himself opened the door for him and said, «Come quickly, take her». And now this man has come. I remembered that Shri Ram had already had a similar situation when he put his first wife on the transfer like that, just thinking that that he won't have children with her, probably she is some kind of defective, and probably with another woman he could have children. And with that thought, he also put her on transfer. There on the higher planes some man got interested in her and took her for himself, then he came to her in the physical reality, and she did not have time to understand how she became his wife. Everything happened as something by itself and very quickly. And now history has repeated itself. Shri Ram again wanted someone better, he was enabled option «and suddenly where is better»... In his field of sight appeared Lona, he switched to her and put me on the transfer. And like that, I was already taken at those higher planes by another man, and he does not even look on Shri Ram as if Shri Ram does not exist, as if he is an empty place, transparent. I see that he is so confident, he says that will come soon to me in real life, say, wait for me, soon we will together. And he looks at me like his wife, say, all is decided, I'm yours, you're mine, quickly get rid of Shri Ram, and I will come to you in the real world. I look: my consciousness began to flow to him. I look at them two and say to them: «Guys, you tangled something. You look at me. Why you need me? Go, there's plenty of good, beautiful, young, charming, feminine women. What are you bothering me, what do you want from me?» Then a neighbor comes to me and asks me to help her. I came to her, take a stack of her washed and ironed bed linen and put it in the closet, and there cleanliness is perfect... I look at this purity and tell her: «As you have in the closet clean, cleaned, perfect order», and she answers me: «And I love the order», and I told her: «I also love the order». I go home and decrypt these words that Shri Ram was alarmed because of this man and told me that he loves me, and I told him that I love him too, but I'm afraid him, because he is Asur, and they have such a distorted attitude towards a woman. Like, I don't know what to expect from you, I don't feel confident with you and not sure about you. But my consciousness began to spill over to that man, and this situation has become tiring me. I didn't want to choose any of them, I didn't even want to think about it, and I remembered how in a recent session with pillow, when Shri Ram still had Lona, he told me: «I will not throw you. I anywhere will not throw you. I will not let you go anywhere. You're mine. You will be mine». I thought, «You told me then that you wouldn't throw me anywhere and you wouldn't let me go anywhere». And I said to Shri Ram, «I will not do anything in this situation. Nothing. You told me you wouldn't let me go anywhere, please, do it. I'll see how you do it». And all day long, Shri Ram tried hard, led my consciousness away from that man, push him out there. I look: this man from my consciousness is gradually moving somewhere, moving away... Then I look: I felt sorry for him, because those desires that he would have fulfilled, if I had stayed with him, will not be fulfilled. I felt so sorry for him.… And I thought, I guess I was helping them all so much. They have some desires that only I can fulfill, because I am a corrector universe scale and a Genie who fulfills desires. And just because I'm with him, he can fulfill his desires that can not be fulfilled without my presence in his life. I felt sorry for this man, and I pitied him for two hours. Then I look: it somehow disappears from my consciousness; my consciousness was calming down, quiet and subsides completely. I look: Shri Ram is back in my consciousness, reigns there. I think: how Asuras can they do it? How can the Asuras manipulate the consciousness that I didn't do anything, but somehow it worked out the way he wanted? I thought: Asuras can throw his woman somewhere, pressing on her consciousness, so that faithful woman suddenly would go to another man and would become with him, when the Asura need to make it look as if not he kicked her out, and she dumped him. And in the same way may not let go anywhere... because my consciousness had already well spill over to that man by then, but Shri Ram did something there and reigned in my consciousness. What abilities and capabilities of the Asuras! And the way they look at us... Like at cattle, a herd of cows, obedient to their will. But thanks to these abilities, Shri Ram brilliantly coped with his task, because in my consciousness there was only one he, and about that man I did not even remembering, though from him and breathed such reliability, loyalty and such a good attitude towards me. How easy it is to suppress our will and our consciousness. And we do not even notice it, so smoothly and softly it can be done… Two days that man was sitting in my consciousness along with Shri Ram and not left. He very active and resolute was securing his space. He was very confident, knowing that I needed just like him. And he's been telling me all these two days that Shri Ram is unreliable, that I'm not sure about him, and that he can trick me or leave me at any time when he finds someone better. He assured me that he would never leave me, that I would be fine, calmly, confidently, well with him. He said he is a regular, normal man, without these asuric quirks that in sex and in life we will be with him a good couple and it's better for me to forget Shri Ram, as that man soon will come to me in real life. These two days have been very tiring for me. Shri Ram told me through a neighbor that he loves me, and I told him that I also love him. And I told Shri Ram to do everything himself. And in the second half of the second day, Shri Ram somehow smoothly, imperceptibly, but very effectively pushed that man out of my consciousness. I thought it was over, but on the third day, that man was with me again, was back in my consciousness, parallel to Shri Ram. It has come to my attention that all these years no one has approached me close enough, not because I am not interested in anyone and the Universe does not care how I live, but because I myself did not let anyone at those higher, energy levels, keeping the road open for Shri Ram. And when Shri Ram himself sent me to transfer, calling men who want to be with me, he removed, at the highest, energy level, that wall that separated the men who wanted to be with me from me. There were a lot of applicants to be with me and they were all very happy that Shri Ram had abandoned me since all these years I didn't give any of them access to me. And then were able to declare themselves and try their luck. But he won in this situation and got the opportunity to do it, and because he was so sure that he honestly got this opportunity, achieved his and now it's only for me that I will decide. And this man took advantage of this great opportunity and came to me in my consciousness as a full owner. Yes, he come yet on that level, in consciousness, but marriages are made in heaven. I mean, at that higher, energy level, and then at the physical level. Everything is solved there, but here, in real life, someone can come to you only when everything is already decided there. People don't notice it coming from their awareness, but I'm so lucky that I saw this interaction before it coming to the physical reality. This man wasn't going to back down so easily. Shri Ram somehow supplanted him of my space, and I thought that is the end of the story, but he still broke through, he came back in my consciousness, and so actively... This time he was convincing me that he knows me for a long time, that we lived been together as a couple for many lives, that we knew each other well from past lives and that it was always good for me with him. He told me that he is very reliable, that he had been with me for many lives and that he was always reliable, faithful to me. He even said that he love me and is happy to be with me again. It was all so amazing to me! I felt that everything he said is true. I really felt that I know this man well and that I feel calm and confident with him. And he tried so hard to convince me to remove from my vital files Shri Ram and include him. He said that at the two years of our interaction with Shri Ram, he did not came to me and that during this time he had many women.... But he, this man, was waiting for me and he did not need other women. That the Affairs on the side aren't for him, that he isn't such. His arguments were correct. I was not sure about Shri Ram and I didn't feel confident about him in our future, but I saw and felt that the man who came to me is a faithful family man who looks and will look only at me. But I was very confused by the fact that they both sit in my consciousness and that everyone sees his opponent and his arguments and actions. I was ashamed before Shri Ram that there was someone else in my consciousness with him and that I was listening to his arguments and agreeing with them. But I was not to blame for this; because Shri Ram himself put me on transfer and now reaped the fruits of his decision. Who am I? I am a woman. Really a woman is a baton, Olympic flame which one runner passes to another? This situation was very uncomfortable for me. I began to have doubts about Shri Ram because even though this Shri Ram is my eternal couple, the arguments of this man were really strong. And I as a woman need protection and confidence in life and in the man who is with me. This man could have given me that. And he also said he loves me for a long time, that all that lives when we were a couple (I didn't know about it), he loved me and protected and that this love and now he has. He said that he had waited so long for this opportunity and now he is not going to miss it. Shri Ram, he said, didn't wait for me, he was always having sex with other women. And when I came to him, he did not look at me as a woman who could be his woman and whom he was looking for even in sleep territory. Shri Ram looked at me as an object for pumping feminine energy from me on a regular basis and for plugging unto me his companions to have me in sex, at the energy level. He was going to make me have sex with some man so that he would connect to that sex invisibly and pump my feminine energy out of me and enjoy me sexually, invisibly, imperceptibly and without my permission, to violate my fidelity and even using force methods. Shri Ram didn't wait for me. When I arrived in his zone of influence, he wanted to pump my feminine energy out of me, to make this happen on the regular. And then, when he found out about us in our past lives and when guide brought him to me in the sleep territory, he still did not give up those sexual pleasures at the energy level. And when he had a good woman in real life, he immediately told me that I am free, it's over. He was with that woman and loved her, but at the same time he had sex at the energy level with a whole bunch of women from his Asuric organization, through distance, without contact of physical bodies. In real life he was only with that good woman, but actually he had was heaps of sex with other women. And when his life went downhill and he almost went bankrupt and a homeless beggar, all those women came to me on my internal screen to tell me that he had a lot of them and I'm one of them and must obey the commands of the owner. And this man told me that Shri Ram is unreliable, that for him the main thing is his pleasure, that the duty with a woman he will not follow, that his words can not be believed, because he knows how to juggle them, that any word he can turn in his favor. And this man said that he didn't run back and forth, that he was waiting patiently for the opportunity to be reunited with me. With me. Just with me. And Shri Ram has already deceived me so many times, and I have suffered so much because of this already in this life. And he has not come to me in real life still, but what will happen if he comes? If he does not appreciate me even so. I looked at his arguments and thought: he argumentatively says, lays out correctly, logically. And he even said he want to save me. From Shri Ram, from the vicissitudes of this world, from deception, from lies, from using me in the interests opposite to me. I began to doubt very much... Because he rightly says, confidently, with knowledge of the matter. And I mentally say to Shri Ram: «Shri Ram, you are in trouble. You're risking». And Shri Ram is sitting and grinning impudently, they say, not at risk. I told him: «So you have nothing to risk at all? I'm so useless, that you have nothing to risk? But others believe it is not so…» I look: Shri Ram again activated their asuric techniques and again began to oust that man from my consciousness. I see it's starting to work. I look: this man quietly, quietly so moves away, moves away... and again was gone. I think: till what time it will last? He is a good man, I feel sorry for him. I really feel sorry for him, and I think this is a good opportunity for me, and he is really reliable, and really everything we have with him will be honest, clean, without the presence in our intimate interaction of others, he will love me, everything will be fine. And this Shri Ram is my eternal couple, but he is Asur, and he loves all their Asuric stuffs. He can me so deceive, that I will to think, that all is well, but at the energy level he will plug unto me in our Shiva-Shakti whole the crowd their companions and they all will be in our with him sex, invisibly, but be and pump my feminine energy out of me on a regular basis. And they will be there, present in our sex... disgusting... this is disgusting… I had doubts, and as always, I turned for the signs of the Universe. I in I Ching, the Book of Changes, had the 37th hexagram: «It is time to leave great things and put things in order at home. Family problems are to be overcome as soon as possible, until the wind blew the fire of hearth. Protect your property. Keep the traditions of family. It is favorable time for the larger family — marriage, birth of offspring. Your place in the place where your heart pulls you, and welfare awaits you there. Hope will be fulfilled with the help of others. Perhaps you think about yourself that somewhere the grass is greener, but believe me: if you leave your land now, very soon make sure you have made a mistake. Enjoy family life, socializing with friends, and peace in the house». I thought I should stay at home with Shri Ram, but I'm so afraid of him... I'm Afraid he'll deceive me. So many times he lied to me and even put on the transfer that now came this man and to lawfully claim their rights. Like, Shri Ram himself gave up on you, and why he now resents? This situation was becoming more and more ambiguous. On the one hand, I was pleased that men trying to achieve me and so energetic and active, and on the other hand, what they want from me? This man said he wants to save me, and Shri Ram says he loves me. Some kind of his love is a strange... I did not know what to do. Shri Ram sent me to the transfer and on some higher spheres there was a tender, where men who wanted to be my husband were fighting for the right to come to me. On this tender the right to become my husband was won by one man who, having come to me in my consciousness, somehow revealed to me that he very hard was trying to gain this right, that he had been waiting for me for many years, that we had many lives together as a couple, that we got used to each other for a long time and he wants to be reunited with me. And he urged me in every way that Shri Ram was not worthy to be with me. He was persuading me to forget Shri Ram forever and find my happiness in a quiet and peaceful harbor with him. Shri Ram was very upset about it, and he very successfully was forcing out this man out of my consciousness. How he did it, I do not know. But I saw the result of his actions, as that man somehow from my consciousness was removed and for some time disappeared from there. But it was not for long. Shri Ram has twice forced out him out of my consciousness. I for some time calmed down that at me in there is no this fight and sensation at the same time of two men, each of whose wants to remain with me and to that his vis-a-vis left absolutely. But the next morning, I started to feel that man again. He was persistent. He didn't want to leave. He wanted me to make the final decision. Shri Ram was waiting for it too. He told me he love me. I told him I love him. At the same time my son and I went to the pediatrician in the clinic for a certificate for classes, and the pediatrician asked me if we live there, in our apartment. I replied that Yes, we live where we lived. After this conversation, I realized that Shri Ram was alarmed and asked me through her if I am with him or not. And I said Yes, I am with him and I'm waiting for him. But despite the fact that I said so, I had a lot of doubts. This man was sitting in my consciousness and was persuading me to be with him. He was telling me about Shri Ram, that he would not make me happy, that I am constantly in anxiety with Shri Ram, he deceived me many times and there is no guarantee that this will not happen again, that during time of our interaction he brought so many negative emotions, that I shed many tears. He said that Shri Ram can juggle with words, he will look in my eyes with a pure innocent look and say something ordinary, but he will imply a completely different meaning and will necessarily pull from me my unconscious consent to what he wants there. And I, not knowing this, myself will allow him have again harem of the non-contact whores at the energy level and I'll think, that we with him the two of and more no one there. And he will have fun with them, right in front of me, because he is the Asur and they for real sensations do not necessarily have physical contact. It is enough energetical connection, at the energy level, through distance, without contact of physical bodies. And this man said that Shri Ram is used to tricks and will use it to deceive me. And I'll be naive to believe him. And he will put me back on the same level with his non-contact whores that came to me on my internal screen when his business was rapidly rolling to a complete collapse. They after all came to tell me that I one of them and have to carry out commands of the owner. And this man told me that Shri Ram would make me one of the non-contact whores again. But when I will leave the body, one day it would happen, there I would see what he did to me... And what would happen? And that man brought to my consciousness thought that with him, with this man, I'll feel much better, calmer, safer, and more confident. I thought why do I have such a situation: or I have no man or at the same time two men? Both so good. I love Shri Ram, and with that man something so good. He is good to me, and with him there will be money, and love, and he is reliable, faithful. What a dilemma... I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to decide anything. Even I asked Krishna to decide for me. Krishna did not deciding for me. And they, too, sat both, no one was going to leave. Shri Ram was always doing something to keep me from looking at that man on my internal screen. Shri Ram kept squeezing him out of my consciousness. That man didn't was leaving and told me I'd be better off with him. I was so tired of this situation... And I didn't want to hurt Shri Ram, because he is my lawful half, eternal. And with that man is so familiar feeling like I know him very well and with him everything is securely. I didn't want to hurt him either. After all, he came to me with the best intentions; he wants to take care of me, and not about satisfying his feelings. But I came to Shri Ram to give him a chance. I have to give him a chance, although not in sight, that he wants to take this chance. As I sat alone, so I continue to sit alone. But this man said that he would come to me for sure, that he always was keeping his word and will keep it. And he brought to my consciousness a thought, they say, it is not known whether Shri Ram will come to me. He seemed to say to me: Shri Ram himself would not come to you personally and you with him would interact from a distance, without personal interaction in physical reality. And then what will happen to you? Well, he will look at you through other people's eyes. But if you will need real help, he even will not come to help. And you will be alone, without help. He seemed to say to me: think carefully, because with him you doom yourself to loneliness and insecurity. Don’t rush to give up on me. I'll be of use to you. I love you. I thought: really, it is masochism to wait for the one who is unlikely to come. After all, we interact with him for almost two years, but he didn't come to me. Looks like Shri Ram is satisfied and he is not going to come to me. And if I give up that man, then I'll be alone, without help. It`s completely illogical, irrational and wrong. No woman would agree to this, if somewhere there is a guarantee that there she will be protected and everything will be fine. To stay with Shri Ram at the energy level, without contact of physical bodies and be in real life alone is a very sad, disappointing prospect. And that man says that he is already going and will soon come to me in real life and everything will be fine with him, just say «Yes». I didn't know what to do. I was remembering that Krishna said me to give a chance to Shri Ram. I also remembered how Krishna showed me that if Shri Ram and I are not reunited in this life, then Shri Ram will never see me again. Krishna will break our connection with Shri Ram completely, he and I will never approach each other again and we will never come in contact again. Never. I thought: Shri Ram is my eternal husband, and I did not betray him, I didn't give up on him many lives ago, when he was made Asur and when I was offered another eternal couple. I so many lives wanted to be reunited with him and now I have to give him up, so as not to remain in this life alone? In order at the end of one life just not be alone? And I didn't know what to do. I didn't mean to hurt that man. And I didn't want to be alone either, without help, without support, without protection. And Shri Ram is trying to push this man out of my mental space. I started thinking that I'm a soul. I many lives live in the material world. I have lived many lives with this Shri Ram. Then he became an Asura, and I went to the light forces side. We with him were in different camps many lives were. I became the inspector of Universe Patrol, a corrector of universal scale, a Genie who grants wishes, collector of universal scale, collector who claims debts from criminals of universal scale… And now I was born to give Shri Ram a chance. Yes, of course, I'm risking a lot, and my team without purpose tried to talk me out of from this step. He may not come to me, and I may be left alone, in such a vulnerable position. But if he doesn't take that chance, I will have a quiet conscience that I did everything that depended on me. In this case, Krishna will terminate our nexus with him forever, and this bond, this rope holding us together, will not exist. Krishna will destroy this relationship for good. And this man, with whom we have had many lives together and who is so kind to me, so caring for me, in the next lives can come to me if Shri Ram does not come me in this life, because then Shri Ram will no longer be in my future lives. And I decided to give Shri Ram a chance, because it's the one and only chance. I thought, of course, that I was taking a big risk, but if Krishna gave me this life so that I would give Shri Ram a chance, then it is necessary to fulfill it. But I all the same did not want to make a final decision, feeling guilty before Shri Ram, before this man, before Krishna, and before myself. I felt guilty before Shri Ram because he is my eternal couple and if I refuse him, I will betray him. I felt guilty before that man because he came to me with the best intentions, he really wants to take care of me, but I think that I should give a chance to Shri Ram, who does not seem to need this chance. Why would he tolerate my female tantrums, my pickiness, and my heavy, jealous and possessive nature? He's fine. Everything suits him. We have interaction with him through objects, there is love, sex at the energy level, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, and everyday life will no break love... Because we have no everyday life. We don't live together. We interact with him from a distance. Long can be together without living together. Why would he complicate his life with my presence in it? I felt guilty before Krishna that I should give Shri Ram a chance, that I want to live well here, in this body, so that he takes care of me and everything is fine with me. I felt guilty before myself that if I stay with Shri Ram, but he will not come to me, then this is masochism, because in this version I don’t think about myself at all. How can you not take care of yourself, so much risk your existence? And I felt guilty everywhere, that I was to blame before everyone. And then I remembered a story from my life. When I was 24, I met my second husband. Our relationship developed well, when suddenly my classmate came to visit me. I liked him. He was a smart, cute, tall, funny man. When we were in school, on the lessons we always played in the Navy Battle. He usually sat behind me. We easily learned, immediately understood everything, and we were bored in class. And so we played with him on slips of paper in a Navy Battle. After school, we had been together for a while. At some stage of the relationship drifted apart, stopped seeing each other, though continued to communicate, and then I met my second husband. One day, when we with my future husband were together, my classmate came to visit me and called me to the kitchen for some important conversation. There, he suddenly asked me to marry him. I was discouraged. Long his already not was and suddenly came. But I'm with someone else. My classmate was convincing me that we would have everything. He said that everything would be fine. That he wants to marry me. I look: there is a man sitting in the room who was not my husband then and I didn’t know what we with him would have with him. Maybe nothing would have happened. And that man says me: «Everything will be fine, decide, please, I beg you very much». I look, I have in my head two pictures loom, two roads. And this two roads show me what my life will be like with this man and that man. And I then made a decision on the basis of those images that emerged in my mind. The road of life with my classmate was simple: a quiet family life. Everything there is: car, house, money, pleasures. But everything is so monotonous, so routine, the same, and it was evident that he would be sick of it and I would be very bored. And the road of life with those a man, whom then became my husband, was the other: no apartments, no cars, no cottages, no money was not drawn, but so fascinatingly, so interesting... Something so interesting-interesting… And I thought: Yes, of course, in the first picture everything is, everything is reliably, everything is good, but so boring, the same, one and the same, and in the second picture it is not clear what will happen, but very interesting, a lot of drive. And I said «no» to my classmate. Just based on these two pictures. And now, when this man is very strongly was persuading me and I felt a sense of guilt and I could not make a choice, was in great confusion and did not know what to do, I remembered the situation, as I then made a choice. Indeed, my life with my second husband was very interesting. We hitchhiked with him traveled all over Poland, half of Russia, from Kaliningrad to Moscow on the hitchhiking, Moscow went a lot of hitchhiking, and we went as stowaways on the subway, on trains from St. Petersburg to Kaliningrad, on the train from Moscow to Divnomorsk and back, free. How we did it was completely incomprehensible. But it was a lot of fun. There was so much drive. We were on festivals, and each time for free. We always sang with him as a duet «Radha-natha». So it was fun... We sang Hare Krishna, the usual songs, «Time Machine», we were composed and sang the songs ourselves, everywhere, and in the markets, and in the trains, and at the stations, and on the radio, and on television, for Gurudeva. We had a very rich and interesting life. And I do not regret a bit that I then accepted such a choice. And I decided based on those memories of those pictures to choose Shri Ram. I thought it was unknown if he and I would be together and what would happen, but I see it's so interesting there. And with that man everything is good, reliable, but no drive that gives me a sense of life. And I chose Shri Ram. When I remembered that story with my classmate, I clearly saw that this man and my classmate are very similar. So my classmate is a prototype of that man. And I wanted to know more about him. And I chose to do this the usual way to find information, that is my words. I have long noticed that my words are true. I always tell the truth. And if I said something, even if I somehow mixed up the letters or words or something jumped out of itself, that this is not a mistake, not a reservation, but a direct indication of the facts. In 132nd series I intentionally long and lengthy began to tell about my classmate, knowing that in the words about him will be hidden information about the man with whom I many lives were together and who have come to save me. Including from Shri Ram. And he so persistently tried to do it, what it inspired in me a limitless sense of respect. He didn't try to suppress me, to cheat, to be cunning, as Shri Ram always did. This man wanted to help me. And this man, after the continuous deception of Shri Ram, was like a breath of pure air, which I myself refused. Because I am not a body, because I am a soul and was born in this body to give Shri Ram a chance. To strike out Shri Ram from the material world into the spiritual world, and if he does not take this chance and will somehow cheat me, then to strike out him from my vital files. Because Shri Ram is my eternal couple, and it keeps me in the material world. And I began to talk about my classmate to thus to know about this man. From my story I realized that this man really lived a lot of lives with me, because we with my classmate studied all ten school years together. And sat close to each other. I really liked him, I even loved him. From this I realized that the man I liked as a man, and me with him was well in those past lives. The classmate was very nice, even beautiful, tall, stately, the smartest boy in the class. And his mind was so sexy. Attractive. And we are with him all the lessons played in a Navy Battle, cross-zero. And he often defeated me, using a cunning trick: looking at the reflection in my glasses of a piece of paper with my playing moves. From this it became clear to me that we were in the same team of light forces and that he, like Shri Ram, understood that everything that happens in my life is a projection on what is happening in the life of one with whom I am. That is, looking at my glasses, in the reflection of my leaf in them, can see the true picture. You can just watching and listening to what is happening in my life, and projecting it to your life, to see the real picture, and from above, from those areas where you can adjust the events, by taking steps to avoid negative clichés or placing on a winning position. Shri Ram knows this and uses it constantly to improve his life and to lead his Asuric organization. That is, I act as such the charioteer, the one who gives preemptive signs. And that man knew that too, and he could how to use it. He was looking at me and drew parallels inter this stream of preemptive signs and his life and mine life too, our life because we with him were together. How that's interesting! I so much already helped Shri Ram by this leadership and I think: if we had been together, it would have been much easier for me to live because he sees what I broadcast... Thanks to this stream of preemptive signs, he can see what to bet on and what to avoid. With him, I would not have to solve any problems in my life. Such a concurrence my preemptive signs and his ability to read information from them would have taken such a large load off me... and that man is the same. I guess it was really easy for me to live with him, because he looked at my glasses, at the stream of preemptive signs going through me, saw what to bet on, and always won. And I was winning too because we were together. What talent, what opportunities are wasted, how that could make my life easier... Through me these preemptive signs go, but I do not use them in my life, because it needs someone who can look at my glasses, see my leaf there and put at that will definitely bring victory. Shri Ram now uses these preemptive signs, but my life is not improved. And if he and I were to be together, as a pair, it would help me a lot. After school, my classmate he studied in nautical school. He became a navigator, a radio operator, mastered Morse code well, and sails all his life on ships, on the “Krusenstern”. From this I learned that this man is a great Navigator, pilot, radio operator, at the energy level, on some fine-material spheres. And since I am such a weapon that destroys all evil, he was pointing me the goal, he was showing me onto whom I need to letting out my raging, burning fire. I remembered how I looked at Shri Ram on my inner screen while singing the Narasimha Maha Mantra, how I was becoming a huge cobra, crawled toward him, I was twisting around him, like a liana around a tree, climbed straight on his body spiral up into space. I was peering into the space around him and letting out of my wide-open snake's mouth raging fire, hissing: «He is mine!» We with Shri Ram do that. I like a huge cobra looks from a height at those who surrounded him, and I think: «They surrounded him, I will destroy all them», well, I burns them all. And that man did something like that. He was pointing me a target I was supposed to destroy. And since my classmate sailed on ships all over the world, I realized that we with that man were such a successful couple as Bonnie and Clyde. We each incarnation was born in different worlds and did our job on cleaning the space where there were. Wow! I was like that and did it! And we lived together and knew what we were doing. We knew why we were together. For what purpose. One day, my classmate and I went to my familiar, who then interested in esotericism, the passes of hands. And he made this session with the passes of hands, and I decided to participate with all of them. I put a classmate on a chair, stood over him and began to led by hands around him, thinking that if someone has any influence on him, then I take it off him completely. And I added then that if I once influenced him, then I remove it at all. And then I had a dream. In that dream this my classmate million lifetimes ago I really liked, and I was a powerful witch, was in love with him and imposed on him the spell, to he always loved me and was always drawn to me and to he could not without me to live. And in that dream I was shown that we had a lot of lives together, he couldn't get away from me, because my spell was put on him. And waking up, I realized that all this is true and that I'm in this jesting esoteric session with the passes of my hands actually took off him that my spell that kept him with me many, many lives. Many lives he was with me. He loved me, because he could not not not love me, because of the spell. And in this life I freed him. It happened in a jesting esoteric session, but it happened really. Some time after this session, he came to me to beg me to marry him, after I had taken off my spell. It was so amazing for me, because I released him, he didn't have to do it, he didn't have this need, duty, but he still came and very much begged in all seriousness. That's how much I've learned about a person I've never even met in the physical reality in this life, but with whom I've had many lives together. And this principle is working. If you see parallels, analogies with someone in your real life, if he reminds you of someone, then you can, describing him, learn about someone he reminds you: what he is, what is waiting for you with him and whether to be with him at all. And when this classmate came to me to ask me to marry him, I was already removed the spell from him and I had already seen the dream. He came to me with a wedding proposal after I released him from my spell. And when he made me a wedding proposal, I remembered it all. I remembered that after the session with those passes of my hands we stopped seeing each other, and then I met my second husband, and suddenly came a classmate. And I look at him and think: unknown if I'll be together with that man that now sits in my room, and this man says «marry me», and I saw in my dream, how we are with him a lot of lives were together, as I put a spell on him, an
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