Good trough for asuras is dating sites

I have opened this page of my existence in material world to Shri Ram, that I am destroying some terrible creatures in some worlds. Now it was his turn to reveal to me the hidden pages of our interaction, and he opened something to me. However, not all. There were still many discoveries ahead. But it stunned me. He told me that he and I had an interaction on a Dating site before I went to a karate coach about classes for kids. But let's start from the beginning. When I was in Moscow, when we lived with children in a rented apartment and I thought to settle in the Moscow region, I had a very good communication with a psychologist.

It was a very good woman who was able to mildly and unobtrusively turn me from the rejection of the male to the discovery of my future. She found words for me to accept the idea that being alone is not the best thing for me and that there is someone waiting for me. Then I felt in the space of his image and decided to actively act to attract him into my real life. And I began to do it in an irrational way, namely, from time to time intentionally causing the release of my female energy and her strong-willed direction towards his image, with giving her a strong pull, like a magnet, and with my words for him to come to me. To do this, I engaged in masturbation, in order to during orgasm throw my magnetized my call energy to him.

Shri Ram certainly felt these bursts of my energy in him, for he is my eternal husband and I have directed my energy to him. Well, also because he's Asur, he couldn't help but feel it. And to resist it he could not, because our connection with him outside this world. And that's how I periodically for a while did it, summoning him and attracting him to himself through space. And then, when we moved from Moscow, I was not up to it, and I'm stopped doing that. Shri Ram was waiting and waiting for when this energy again comes flooding back on him, but this did not happen, and then he decided to find me in the sleep territory.

He found among the Asuras some craftsman who knows how to find people in their image, the feeling of them. Shri Ram gave him a lot of them asuric currency, a downloaded female energy, piety, and that craftsman began to look for me by imprint my energy I sent Shri Ram. And he found me on sleep territory. It was March 1, 2014. We were talking to each other there, and he made sure that I exist, and I saw that he is and he is looking for me. And then I decided to give him a chance so he could find me. I thought that somewhere he is, that is, somewhere he should be. If I moved here, then he must be here. I could not move to another place, because nature so arranged.

And I thought it is necessary to give him a chance so that I, like an ovum, could stand where I'm easiest to find, and he will swim to me like a spermatozoon. After all, I sent him my energy, actively, with such good the magnetized content of «come to me, come to me», with such a powerful impulse, and he found me in the sleep territory, and he must look for me, I thought. And the easiest way to search in our time is a Dating sites. I thought that a reasonable man who feels and knows that somewhere there is his pair, his woman who calls him, that there is an energy unity with her, constant energy couplings, will use such way of searching, as a Dating site. And I registered on there and set there waiting like an ovum, thinking he will swim to me now like a spermatozoon.

I was sure that he must come, he can't not come to me, because if destined to come, will come. Just sit there like an ovum, and he'll swim up to me like a spermatozoon. But there swam up a bunch of other spermatozoon’s, who is not mine and which is not looking for a woman for whom they will take responsibility. There swam up a bunch of spermatozoon’s who did not want to take responsibility for anyone. They just wanted sex without commitment. Some men tried to covertly lead to this, others made hints, and there were those who openly talked about it.

I once sat there, sat and thought that I was tired of these rotten spermatozoon’s that swim there in search of gratis pleasures, don't want to be responsible for anything, who think that they fine fellows and that every woman dreams of giving him sex. Maybe someone wants, but I'm so sick of these encroachments on the bodily theme that I decided to leave. But we with Shri Ram had a meeting during my time on the dating site and not just once. Through those men who sit there.

Dating sites is a gold mine for the Asuras. Shri Ram is an Asur. And he is the chief among local Asuras. He is RA, that is in charge of the local asuric organization. In his hands, if you can say so, all the local Asuras. And everywhere are or his associates, or those through whom he see the people passing by and think whom to subjugate under themselves. And on a Dating site it's it is very easy to do that, because on a Dating site are single women who are looking for a man.

Why would a woman go to that Dating site to shame herself, sit there like an ovum? And some of the ovum’s are actively write to men, put the huskies, comments photos, and draw attention to themselves. An ovum that sits and acts as a spermatozoon. And there are a lot of them because they're single. Such a vast field of activity for the Asuras... Shri Ram is the local leader of the Asuras. Underneath him is a bunch of Asuras. They sit on Dating sites, on this gold vein, a field of miracles, and look out for those women who can come up to them for regular milking of their female energy, and with it, and pleasure, as the energy comes out with a female orgasm, which occurs as a result of either sex or Masturbation.

And the Asuras can somehow connect to you even at a distance, just through communication. Asuras can press your women's centers to generate a surge of that energy during your sex with some man or during your Masturbation. And when you have an orgasm, your female energy comes out of you, and the Asuras take it from you. You sit on this Dating site, and they are able to connect through likes, through communication, through conversations by phone, through meetings in cafe or on a bench in the Park. Somehow Asuras are able to connect to you energetically and bring you to the point where you have an orgasm. They do not need anything from you anymore, well, coupled with the pleasure by your body, at a distance.

But even this pleasure is not the main. The main thing for Asuras is your oil, your fuel, your energy. The main thing is that you had an orgasm that you threw out your energy. They somehow know how to take this energy from you. Even they can take your energy from you and not only with your orgasm. Enough and just your the rise of your emotions and a surge of jubilation. Some nice, cultural man invited you on a just mind-blowing roof raiser, you rejoiced at the emotions that flooded you, cheered from the surging emotions, and the asuras withdrawn your energy during this rejoicing, and you didn't notice it.

And not necessarily that it did who arranged you this just mind-blowing roof raiser. Because Asuras know how to connect to you. The main thing is not to hold your hand personally, and connect to you energetically, and all. Just mind-blowing roof raiser for you arranged through another man fool, with your energy spilled out when you was admiring the sunset in the company of a nice man, but Asuras connected to you completely invisibly, at a distance and your energy was taken away. A piece of your priceless pie was taken.

Yes, of course, you got a lot of pleasant emotions, just mind-blowing roof raiser gave you a lot of impressions, but nothing more. More than anything you have not received and will not receive. Because no one was going to take any responsibility for you. They just were going to summon you a surge of rejoicing in you, a surge of that energy. The jubilation has come out of you. They took this energy from you and went to another woman to take her energy. They don't need you for a while. Dating site for this just Klondike. And the Asuras are well aware of this and sit there. And in every big city has its own Asuric organization, which has its own main Asur, RA. He holds all his Asuras in his hands, like a spider feeling every thread in his web.

And Dating sites for asuras are a very large field of activity, generous to catch. These Ra sit each in their big city, each RA holds a neural network of subordinates, and many of his subordinates are on a Dating sites watching for women, who sit there as ovum, waiting for her spermatozoon. But most of the ovum’s there run around catching spermatozoon. And the spermatozoon is sitting there like ovum. And the Asuras use it. And Shri Ram and I had a lot of interaction on the Dating site, because he's in charge of the local Asuric organization. And since I was communicating with the alleged contenders for my hand and heart, although they did not even have such plans, and Shri Ram through them showed his influence invisibly, then I interacted with him. They arranged me just mind-blowing roof raisers. And there were bursts of joy.

And Shri Ram was able to take some of my energy from me when I was there admiring the pleasant views in the company of a nice man, ready to warn any of your desire, if only you had this surge of your exultation, admiration for something, some pleasant emotions that are so rush out, so that they immediately took it all. Woman sitting all days at work, and then the man from the site invited somewhere to a pleasant just mind-blowing roof raiser. And one of this contrast is enough to the background of this cool just mind-blowing roof raiser you had a rise of energy, even without sex and sexual harassment, and even without your Masturbation. Simply raising your energy and spilling it out is enough. And they will pump your feminine energy out of you and went to another transfer. And so in a circle. And you're such a good donor.

They can call you once a week to arrange for you the next just mind-blowing roof raiser, so that again you throw out this energy and they will use it. But no one is going to take responsibility for you at all, since there are many donors, all need to process. And Shri Ram used me thus on that Dating site. I was a good object for him: no illicit sex, no intoxication, no meat-eating, no gambling, energy is quite clean. The purer the energy, the more valued, the more expensive the currency.

For Shri Ram my energy was very fit, he could buy a lot of things with this energy as a currency at Asuras, but I off the hook every time. One man invited me to just mind-blowing roof raiser, but I'm off the hook, chastised him this format of relationship. I told him that I do not like when they call 1–2 times a week to appoint another just mind-blowing roof raiser. I also said another man, «Sorry, I'm not satisfied with this», the third drove up, and I chased him away. Shri Ram sent me different men and looked, what I like, choosing from the male half of the site of those who more or less fits my criteria to put pressure on their minds and send to meet me.

He sees: the energy of this chick is good, but the chick is too obstinate. The eggs of this chick seem good, from her goes good energy, but she flies off the hook every time. We gave her a good hook; she's the first time it swallowed. The first dose of poison from this snake is already taken, the poison is good, you can use it, and she is the second dose of poison does not, and still kicking… She's too obstinate a chick. She even reprimands those who sit on the site, through whom Shri Ram throws his network on women. Shri Ram very much didn't like my behavior. He actively wanted me under someone from inhabitants of the website to shove that through a body of this lucky already in full power invisibly to exploit me and to have me in sex, at the energy level, through distance.

Shri Ram was going to involve me in sex with some man from the site to invisibly be present in sex, where he would not be personally. Asuras can do it. Shri Ram wanted to get inside me to enjoy me, my body, and to pump my feminine energy out of me on a regular basis. And I wouldn't know that there would have been someone else in that sex, completely invisible. How disgusting! But the Asuras not only know how to do it, they do it. And they have a profit from those men who walk with many women, arranging them just mind-blowing roof raisers and laying them in bed, in sex, as the more donors, the more energy withdrawn from them. Shri Ram arranged for me a lot of just mind-blowing roof raisers on that Dating site. But I I always managed to get out of there.

For Madame arranged just mind-blowing roof raiser, Madame is happy. Just mind-blowing roof raiser was good, high quality. The energy of admiration, jubilation came out. She exclaimed: «Class! I love it!» They think: «Now we will arrange her one more just mind-blowing roof raiser, and in accordance with the pickup the third just mind-blowing roof raiser is already sex. We will milk her to the fullest. This woman we will milk on Fridays, and that on Fridays, and the next we will milk on Tuesdays». On the Dating sites there are many such Asuras who milk cows, that is, women. But every time I did not go to the second transfer of energy. Each time I refused, and harshly, strongly and very unpleasant for the Asuras. And Shri Ram couldn't catch me. And then I completely left the Dating site.

And when Shri Ram revealed this to me, I decided to announce a campaign for those Asuras who scour on Dating sites, but are not going to take responsibility for any woman, because they need to milk many women donors. They are not even going to walk with only one woman, as they need many women to pump energy from more donors. And I told asuras that I wanted to eliminate all such Asuras, and around the globe. They give false hope women who come to these Dating sites not to have fun their time. They give false hope women who come to these Dating sites not to become donors of female energy for Asuras, but in order to find their own man, the only one with whom she will always be. There are such women.

But for asuras it is more profitable download feminine energy from many women, so they scour on Dating sites and go on a schedule in a circle, arranging for many women just mind-blowing roof raiser. They pressing on women's energy centers in women, so that women are masturbate in satisfying themselves in the silence of their home alone or in sex with man from that site, in order to pump her energy from her. I came to this Dating site, thinking: «Now my Shri Ram will find me, I sent him my feminine energy, saying, „come, come to me“, and even he came to me in a sleep territory, he knows that I live somewhere here, not far away. He should be looking for me. Because he's mine».

And there are women who come to Dating sites not to have flirt, to run from one man to another, to become dairy cows for asuras with pumping women's energy from women on a regular basis. Woman on Dating site is not in order to pay on a price list that for a smile of the man she has to agreed to a kiss, for a Cup of coffee she has to let herself be hugged, and for three meetings in a cafe she has to have sex with him. Woman on Dating sites gives her man a chance to find her. And she has every right to do so, because a woman must be protected by her man. And I told the Asuras that all those of them who insidiously exploits these women, who not going to take responsibility for any of them, I will send them to their next lives.

I even determined their future. such a lot around the globe, because in every big city there is a large Asuric organization and Dating sites. And I decided to give them a choice: which one of them will settle down and take responsibility for some one woman from those whom they are there on Dating sites work up, with whom he is happy to live the rest of his life, those will live, and the rest will go to their next lives to serve Krishna. Yes, I have such a resource and I use it at my discretion. Because I have the right.

And I gave them a deadline: until January 14, those Asuras who scour on Dating sites for pumping women's energy from women on a regular basis, must decide: either they will stop completely this activity and take full responsibility for some one woman, so to speak, will lead their site to the standard form, or they will go to their next lives to serve Krishna. Since it was December 26, I gave them a lot of time to think — more than two weeks. Very generous gesture.

But I made a reservation: they should not just take responsibility for one woman, only to hide behind her, in order to I did not kill him. They have to really live with this woman and really be responsible for her, so that she become happy. Each of them must protect his woman, and not to pump her feminine energy out of her on a regular basis. Everything has to be fair. They should treat their woman as their treasure, not as a cash cow or a hen laying Golden eggs. Since they scoured on Dating sites and they have their sympathies there, then they should decide whom of those women they will take as their woman. Women are waiting for their only man, and I want to make them such a gift, I decided.

And for those who will decide that this is not for them, I have determined the future as Krishna's devotees in the ISKCON program «Hare Krishna Food for Life», in extreme conditions: wars, hot spots, tsunamis, earthquakes, where it is very, very necessary, and where it is dangerous. And they will are all their future lives only in such places, I decided. They'll always have food, I decided. And it will be Prasad that is very tasty vegetarian food offered to Krishna. They will always be fed. I have already taken care of this, I told asuras in the 147^th series.

And they will go to Krishna and realize into practice that if you think for a second about material enjoyment, you are just a fool. They will not have the illusion that here it is necessary to enjoy. They will fully realize that it is simply a folly to enjoy in this material world. And they will all return to Krishna, because after this it is impossible not to return to Krishna. Shri Ram did not regret me on this Dating site. He wanted to pump my feminine energy out of me on a regular basis. But who's gonna take care of me and to take responsibility for me? I came to him because he's my husband.

He didn't say she is mine, my lovely, the only one I was looking for. No, he said, «We're going to put her on the stream now, for pumping energy from her on a regular basis. We'll milk the energy from her like a snake poison in the serpentarium». My dreams were shattered. Someone has to pay for this, I decided. And the Asuras will pay. They made my eternal husband Asur, dividing the eternal couple, and now they will be responsible for it, I thought. So I was not going to regret them for a second.

Those who do not want to bring their site to the standard form, will go to «Hare Krishna Food for Life», will many lives in extreme conditions feed the needy by Prasad, food offered to Krishna to see all the futility of being in the material world so they prayed to Krishna and so zealously served Krishna to return into spiritual world. And there, in the spiritual world, they will thank me from the bottom of my heart that I saved them from the poison of materialistic life, that I sent them to such places where they felt everything on their skin and escaped from the material world to the spiritual world.

And that they were grateful to Shri Ram, because if Shri Ram was not, then I would not be so angry. But because Shri Ram, my eternal husband, did this to me, wanted to put me on eternal pumping energy out of me and that no one took responsibility for me, I was so angry and sent them all there, in such extreme places to feed all there prasad. And they will beg Radha and Krishna to take us with Shri Ram to spiritual world. That was my decision after Shri Ram and I had opened to each other the hidden pages of our existence.

And though Shri Ram found me on a Dating site, he did not deign to come to me personally, because he is the main in the local Asuric organization, under him sit his subordinates Asuras, and he has such a Department of treatment of females on Dating sites. Because the Dating sites is for them, for the Asuras as the bonanza. There's women are there looking for a man, and they're lonely. And for Asuras this feeder.

And Shri Ram, like other big Asuras that are in all the big cities, has subordinates, men who start relationships with women on Dating sites, pretending to be looking for a woman for a serious relationship. Actually no serious relationship they do not need, because they are in the asuric Department of the pumping energy and the involvement of women on a permanent regular pumping energy. These men on Dating sites start relationships with different women. He engage with the female to contact, and find her weak point, psychological complex, an undercurrent of desire, by acting on which it is possible to constantly take with her feminine energy like from of the snake regularly take snake poison in serpentarium.

For something, asuras needs this female energy, as it is an important part of their activities. They are able to influence women's energy centers even without contact of bodies. To take away from the woman her energy, do not necessarily for them force her to have sex with someone or to masturbate. But in sex there is a pleasant feeling, and energy spectrum of the bigger, better, and a feeling of superiority that this stupid woman doesn't even realize what was happening to her. And on a Dating site Shri Ram sent to me different men to find someone to put me in bed with so that, by joining the supposed regular sex, he could take away my energy. But every time I did not give in. And through all of them Shri Ram communicated with me, allegorically.

One point was interesting. At the very beginning, one of those men invited me to one just mind-blowing roof raiser, as a result of which I was very much inspired and showed my delight, there was a surge of emotions. Just emotions, but this just mind-blowing roof raiser liked so much and matched my wishes that I expressed my glee. When we said goodbye, he asked me am I satisfied. I said «yes». Actually Shri Ram through that man was asking me if the exchange was equivalent. What kind of exchange? The exchange my priceless feminine energy, which I've been saving up for a long time, for this insignificant and transient adventure that was soon forgotten. He as would asked: «Do you have no complaints against us? We took a piece of your feminine energy, not so many, after all this was not sex, but we will force you to have sex and then we will drain you of your feminine energy. But now that we've taken droplet of your feminine energy, you admit that we didn't deceive you? It is equivalent to the emotions you've been felt?» I said «yes».

All, the transfer took place, the donor signed the act of acceptance, more claims for this transfer the donor fall anywhere is not entitled, as he personally agreed with the fact that the exchange was adequate. But I didn't go to the second transfer of energy. And Shri Ram had to constantly adjust which men fit my criteria and send me new and new men as Kamsa sent to Krishna in Vrindavan different demons. It got to the point that he found for me a very good man, with serious intentions, staid, determined to marry and live a quiet measured family life.

And Shri Ram somehow pressed on that man that he would actively take care of me, although I did not give preference to him. It was very ashamed to refuse that man. I was so rankled by torments of conscience, and lady friends said that it is necessary to take such man, that such rarely occur. He was suave, cultured, delicate, old-fashioned, wishing to marry and live in lawful marriage. We met a lot, he told me that a few years ago his wife died and he now thinks a lot about her. Shri Ram so needed me with my clean and high energy that even found such a man for me.

Of course, his plans not were to take care of me as a woman. He wanted to give me the kind of man with whom I'd been together, to whom I'd trust and have sex with him. Shri Ram wanted to deflate from me my female energy when I would have sex with that man. Shri Ram has already determined everything. He decided that I would marry for that man. He wanted to be linked up to me through that man's body in our with that man conjugal sex. Asuras do not hesitate to be in sex even in another's families, in couples, in legitimate intimacy. They do it at the energy level, through distance, without contact of physical bodies. I refused this man, though I was very embarrassed to do it, because it was impossible to find fault with him, everything was taken into account, and I left the Dating site.

And even Shri Ram, through this man, asked about me. After all, I sent him my energy from Moscow, and then we had a meeting with him in the sleep territory, and he knew that I am somewhere, but he could not even imagine that this woman, whom he so hard is trying to involve into a constant regular pumping out from her feminine energy, there's that woman of his. And he tried to bow down me for other men. But Shri Ram saw that signs were coming through me and that there was a hidden meaning in my words that is always true. And he asked me about me through that man.

I was sitting in the cafe with that man, he was sitting across from me and he started talking about his wife, that she had died some time ago, and that he was thinking about all this now. It was through these words of that man my Shri Ram asked me about me. He kind of said me, «I see that through you signs broadcast. Tell me what to think. I lost touch with the woman I even found in the sleep territory. I don't hear her call signs. She is gone somewhere». And I, looking in Shri Ram`s eyes through the eyes of that man, replied: «Continue to write her letters, good wishes, so that she became better there, she is there, she exists somewhere. You're her husband. You have to take care of her».

I told that man that his wife is not a body, and the soul and soul does not die, that she exists somewhere. But in these words I answered Shri Ram to his question about me. I told Shri Ram that I am somewhere so he would still think of me and send me good wishes. He asked me about me, and I answered him about myself, through that man. He looked for me and asked me about me through that man, while actively trying to put me under others men.

To such an extent I did not correspond to his ideas about his woman that he did not have even a shadow of the thought that before him sits the woman he is looking for, that this woman is she. Probably he thought that his woman would not be on a Dating site. Probably, he believed that on a Dating site are only women of easy virtue, not respecting themselves and whom not to bend which would be an unforgivable oversight. If Shri Ram did not recognize me, the woman he was looking for and who was his, then his expectations did not coincide with reality.

He must have thought his woman is different, not like me. He probably thought that when he will meet me, he would feel it, he would recognize me. He must have been very disappointed to find out that his woman, who he felt there and who he was looking for and even found in the sleep territory, is me, I thought. And what a disappointment I got! I thought that my man will love me, protect, take care of me, will treat me as the greatest treasure of the world, because I am his woman, but he actively thrusted down me underneath other men, in all sorts of ways, and on the Dating site including, and with the force methods, after a year and a half after the site.

I thought: here are my broken dreams. Now I will break the dreams of the Asuras. All my wishes, all my daydreaming, all shattered, and I said the Asuras would pay for everything. I thought I was a genie who performs desires and a corrector of universal scale. I can make dreams come true and I can break them. And then I stood above all the Asuras like a huge snake, looked at all of them from above and said, «I will destroy all your dreams. Every single one». I stood over them like a huge cobra and saw that they had a lot of desires.

I looked there and saw that all their desires are covered with cracks, and then everything there collapses and turns into a shallow rubbish, and nothing is left of their desires, zero. The world is cruel. And all the situations here are just to surrender to Krishna even more. This world is created for the perfect purpose — to completely disappoint the living being, to show that we cannot be God. We are not controlling, not managing and not enjoying.

On that Dating site, I had a communion not only with the male part of the site, but also with the female. And Shri Ram made several attempts to influence me and my behavior and through women. I there met with one inhabitant of the Dating site, with Olya. We communicated with her quite well and even met several times. And in personal meetings, she told me the following: «You're waiting for a Prince on a white horse». Although I did not expect a Prince on a white horse, I gave Shri Ram the opportunity to find me.

And she said, «Well, you're looking for some Prince on a white horse, but you look at yourself, soberly estimate their data, objectively. You are not 20 or even 30 years old. Not even 40. You're not beautiful. You have two small children. You live in a rented apartment. What are you pick and choose on a Dating site? You should be happy if anyone looks at you. You should be jumping for joy if someone is interested in you. Surrender at once. Snatch something for yourself. The time something goes. You're not getting younger».

This woman told me this. I understand that she has such a way of thinking, and many people think so. One of my familiar woman in her 30 years complained to me that she was an old woman. At the age of 30! I feel myself in my 50 years of age excellently. But this Olya, with her mindset, positions herself useless, substandard goods, as second hand. Like what do you think you are? Like, fall into the arms of any man who looks at you at least somehow.

I told her that I'm not a dollar to like everyone, that I didn't have to be liked by everyone. I didn't fall for her persuasion. Yes, of course, she expressed her point of view, but through her Shri Ram actively tried to bend me, already with the help of a woman, as if on friendly female gatherings. And it was he who sent me this Olya, with her worldview so that I succumbed to his tricks and so he can include me in his program of pumping female energy from women and enjoying them in sex, at the energy level, through distance, without contact of physical bodies. He tried to influence me with the help of men and women from the Dating site. But through women it is much more effective to influence because the woman understands the woman. She must understand.

And Shri Ram thought that I would listen to the words of this Olya, and he would slip someone to me, and I would fall in his arms, so happy. As in the pickup is accepted, they say, some male will looks on the female, and she immediately raises her tail and will happily wag them, waiting for him to make her happy with his grace, and with all her strength to keep the tail, so it inadvertently fell. And this work with me through that Olya was carried out by my Shri Ram. He is the leader of the local Asuric organization, he is as a spider, under whom is the neural network of his subordinates. And he can to manipulate and influence people. And in the case with me he had a special fervor, courage because I didn't succumb to his tricks, and it only served to excite the interest and aroused desire press on me.

And he through Olya tried to instill in my mind such an installation: «You're female, female animal. Look at you; you're just like everyone else. You think of yourself as some kind of spiritual soul, that you're a woman that has a high value, just because you're a woman, because somewhere you have someone, and he's looking for you, and that's why you're precious to him and have a great value. Because for him, you are the dearest». And this Shri Ram, for whom I am the dearest, through this Olya told me: «You're cheap. You are second-rate goods. You are substandard. You are worthless. You are almost 50 years old. You do not have your own home. You live in a rented apartment. You have two small children. Fall into the arms of any man if anyone looks at you. But this is unlikely to happen. Who cares about you anyway? Nobody, because look at yourself, at your ghastly face».

All this for me was told my Shri Ram, my husband, my eternal couple, for whom I am the dearest, for whom I am his only love, because we are eternal couple and because he can't love anyone else. And he, for whom I am the only love and therefore I am his highest value that he must protect, he compelled me through this woman that I am a worthless person who can count on nothing. The same Shri Ram who was looking for me and who paid a lot of Asuric currency to some handyman to find me in the territory of sleep. Then he didn't spare any money and Asuric currency to find me there and make sure that I really am somewhere, and then he sent me this Olya and said through her that for me no one will give even the smallest coin, that I'm a shabby scary with repulsive appearance old woman and that I must to fall into the arms of any man.

Her words summoned in me sad thoughts, and I to calm down at random opened the Shrimad Bhagavatam, and asked Krishna what he would tell me about all this, and poked a finger without looking in the text. My finger pointed to the following words: «Besides, within all the fourteen worlds and even above these worlds — in Vaikunthaloka, beyond this universe — You never reject any beautiful woman, no matter who she is or whom she belongs to. We know this quite well» (10.29.39). Krishna said to me through these words that I am always beautiful woman for Him, no matter what Shri Ram or anyone says about me. But for Krishna I am beautiful, I always have been beautiful and always will be beautiful. He will never reject me. Krishna said to me through these words: «You are always Mine. I always love you».

Yes, of course, those words of Olya were the manipulation of Shri Ram to cause in me the inferiority complex and to lower my feminine nature, to pull off me to the lower plans, to the animal level, when you perceive yourself not as a value, as a person, but as a physical shell, which is not in the best conditions of life. When I realized that through Olya Shri Ram was trying to affect to me, I was angry at him and decided this feeling of my worthlessness and wretchedness to direct to some great Asur.

It was New Year’s eve, 2018. I imagined a tremendous Asur, which stood high-high above me. And I was standing below of such a tiny... I jerked corks out of all his chakras, and he blew away and became small. I went inside his pipe and turned into a bright shining star. I was singing inside him Narasimha Maha Mantra, and gave him orders to go to his next lives. And during this inside him spun the little Nrisimhadev at breakneck speed. And then I went up, turned on the funnel-shaped vortex and shot him by my beam. He broke away from his body and hung somewhere in the center, and I cut off beams of his threads-bonds, which stretched to him from everywhere. And then he flew away into that funnel.

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