Relief from stress is not our goal

The next party I decided to send those Asuras who worked as so-called doctors, psychiatrists, who used their Asuric abilities to suppress people trying to rise above the harsh reality and go some spiritual way. I remembered that back in school, the Soviet years I was listening to the BBC Radio, there were often broadcast about the Soviet Krishnas. I then did not know who they were, but I felt sorry for them that they were put in mental hospitals and subjected to that monstrous supposedly treatment to cure their desire to escape from the material world to the spiritual. And I thought, most likely, the Asuras could be there. After all, this is also a good field for them, and there the victims are completely in their power, including physically.

And I decided that those Asuras who were such so-called doctors, who used their Asuric abilities to suppress good people and throw off them to the lower platform of consciousness, would be sent by me to their future lives not by the Asuras, but by the devotees of Krishna. I have decided that they all their future lives will be served for Srila Prabhupada, and because they have humiliated and abused many of the Lord's devotees, they will continue their so-called psychosocial service. In past lives they were psychiatrists, but in the next lives they will not be psychiatrists, but psychotherapists, psychologists and everything connected with it, that is, healers of people as souls.

They were as Asuras in all these psychiatric Affairs, and in the next life they will continue this psychological activity, because, being Asuras, to be there and do their dirty work, they received appropriate education, medical psychiatric qualification and all know it. And in addition, they have their own asuric developments, which they used in their professional activities. Therefore, into next incarnations they will take with them their abilities, skills, understanding, and knowledge. All their Asuric nature, of course, will be burned down. And they will all be devotees of Krishna, in ISKCON, in the mission of Srila Prabhupada, and will do everything to make Srila Prabhupada is pleased with them.

They will be great psychologists, psychotherapists, healers from God and will help people cope with stress and their mental and emotional problems, neuroses, hysteria, panic attacks and all that. But not in the psychiatric field, but in the psychotherapeutic, let them now help those people who can really be helped. They will be very popular, because now the Kali Yuga, the people are becoming more vulnerable.

People are instilled with such an understanding that it is necessary to squeeze as much pleasure from this world as possible, and since people are part of this world, then from these people also need to squeeze out more pleasure, more use them, since we live only once and need to make sure that it is not painfully painful for the years lived aimlessly. And people will use each other more and more, and so they will have more and more psychological problems. That is why psychotherapists and psychologists will be in great demand. Very many people will need help, because many people will be abandoned, exploited, humiliated, hurt.

Women are the most vulnerable part of society, and they must be protected, but if they are not protected, but are tried to exploit to get more pleasure out of this material world, then, accordingly, many women will be in a constant state of stress. Therefore, this psychotherapeutic specialty and everything related to it will be very popular, and it is necessary that such a popular layer of society worked for Srila Prabhupada and very, very successfully.

And this entire group on deletion, which were Asuras and psychiatrists at the same time, all of them will take all their psychiatric skills to their next lives and will help people there. But they will help people not as accepted in the Kali Yuga. Their motto will be: «relief from stress — it is not our goal. Our goal is to give pleasure to Krishna». This is Bhakti Vikasha Swami said, and his words will be their motto for all their remaining lives in the material world until they return to the spiritual world.

I decided that in their next lives, they will all be certified specialists, in order to no one said that they are charlatans, scammers. So that they really had weight and could safely do their job, it is necessary that they had a brilliant academic education. All of them will be very erudite, intelligent, will be able to find an approach to anyone, and will receive a very high, authoritative education in the psychological and psychotherapeutic sphere. No one will tell them that you are no one, ordinary Hare Krishna. They will have a strong basis, and no one even the words do not make a sound against them, they will win any opponent, because they of these their lives will bring all their psychiatric achievements, knowledge of souls and techniques and will also have a very significant psychological education. At the same time, they will all be devotees of Krishna.

Which usually now psychologists, psychotherapists tune people? They say that this period of life it is necessary as-that to endure. They dig in the childhood, in these complexes, and someone and in the past lives, find the reasons to remove from themselves responsibility, to consider that I owe nothing to anybody; I can do everything that I want. Such a crude materialistic platform, orienting people to receive pleasure from the world, to greedily grab this pleasure and not to consider yourself responsible for anything and that you are guilty. For example, a woman took someone else's husband from his family, made his wife and his children unhappy. Psychologists say that it’s okay, wife is to blame, and she should have been good. Psychologists and psychotherapists in Kali Yuga are perfectly calm and able to remove any blame to consider that they are right, that they are all good.

But these Asuras, so-called doctors, will not focus people on shifting from themselves the blame and adaptation to the current moment. They will not focus their customers to benefit from a losing situation. Although they will learned in such a tradition to take off responsibility, dig in childhood, blame the parents or the environment, way of birth. Anything can be found to absolve yourself of responsibility and say you're good. But if you are in the material world, that you're no good. If you were good, you would not live in the material world, you would live in the spiritual world. But want to justify itself, I want to look good and think to myself that you are good.

And these chosen, whom I have decided to expunge from the list of Asuras and from the material world, will reoriented, reformatted all their clients into Krishna's service, to become Krishna's devotee and return to the spiritual world. Their credo will be that freeing ourselves from stress is not our goal. Our goal is to satisfy Krishna and return to the spiritual world. And they will carry out such work with their clients. Because now the Kali Yuga. The so-called service to humanity is like cleaning a jacket. What will these people achieve by washing their jackets and shirts?

What can be achieved, if we say that someone left you, you remained one, utterly inconsolable, but we found a reason for this failure in your childhood, you must go on, continue to squeeze out of this life drops of pleasure and preferably more, so do not shun anything and if something turns up, then squeeze out of it more. But our crossed out comrades will be not such. Many women will come to them, as they will be offended, humiliated, exploited and they will need psychotherapeutic help. And since our crossed out comrades will be very popular, successful, even well-known experts in their field, will have a lot of weight, everyone will listen to them, then there will be a turn to them for two or three years ahead. But they will try to work well and very hard to help everyone more. Because the more they will help everyone, the more people will return to Krishna.

They will all be in ISKCON, devotees of Krishna, will try to satisfy Srila Prabhupada. They will say: «You want to get a better place in the material world, but this is absolutely useless, because everything is temporary in the material world. Today you are on a horse, tomorrow a horse on you, and a pig on a horse, and a sheep on a pig and so on. And everyone exploit each other, and you think you're on a horse. It is necessary to escape from this material world and return in the spiritual world. And for that, welcome — Srila Prabhupada came and gave us the opportunity to return to the spiritual world and completely solve all the problems that we have».

Not so that someone threw and this therapist wipes his tears to the client for a while made an optimistic appearance and rushed to catch a new one. Well, you'll catch a new one, but nothing fundamentally will not solve it. Yes, you can go through a bunch of seminars and learn how to make sure that he to fall in love with you irrevocably and not look at other women. How to do so, how to do such... but our crossed out comrades will not be such. They will say: «Do you really think that this will help you? But this is the material world. Yes, and Kali Yuga. In Kali Yuga There is not that you can settle down here and live as if in the spiritual world. You guys got something wrong. You've mixed up the place, first, second, time. Even in this place you mixed up the time. And this is the wrong place — the material world. In this place there is no such as in the spiritual world. And you want to settle here, make Paradise in hell, so to speak. Nobody will give you that».

This is how they will tell their clients who will think what to do if they meet someone who can not be loved, but so hard want to be with him. And these our cross out comrades will say: «Well, that's just lust. Open the Bhagavad-Gita (they will have Bhagavad-Gita on the table, they will use Bhagavad-Gita in their work), read the books of Srila Prabhupada. They say the right thing. You don't need all these coaches that don't to remove an abscess, but just stick a Band-Aid at it so that it can't be seen, but it's still rotting there, and then everything will go inside, there will be sepsis and death».

And they will tell their clients: «You're in the wrong place. You need to go somewhere else. You want that nobody deceived you, that to love was eternal and mutual, so that you do not ruin anything under the influence of emotions. You want to avoid difficult situations, to not have to think, how to quickly orientate them. You want to be not drawn somewhere, where you don't need. You don't want to be left with nothing».

They will say: «I have simple and logical answers to all your difficult questions. Bhagavad-Gita is the Lord's book, the transcendental world, it is yours. Sing this song, sing, open the door to this world». And they will preach Krishna consciousness in their psychotherapeutic activities. With all the diplomas, certificates, academic degrees, authoritative and weighty. And all who come to them will be converted into Krishna consciousness. Everyone will come to ISKCON, Srila Prabhupada's mission, and then return to the spiritual world. Because all their clients will read the books of Srila Prabhupada, to solve their problems in a cardinal way. Once and for all.

These so-called doctors, but in fact Asuras, who mocked civilians, who, falling into their hands, became completely defenseless, I expunged for two days. I tormented them with extreme cruelty, which did not even tell in my videos. I tortured them so much. I have several friends who were in those places and who told me what them were doing. And I these two days connected the sufferings transferred by them in those places with these so-called doctors-Asuras, representing that at these «doctors» everything burns. And I gave them the command of what procedure they would experience.

They had to take turns to experience all those procedures that they appointed where they worked. At the same time they were completely defenseless, as well as their patients there, as when they get into my field, they become just as motionless rabbits. And they experienced all the pain and defenselessness that they had appointed to others. I also performed various painful manipulations on their dental nerves, then gave them a strangulation session, like an asthmatic attack, while simultaneously squeezing their throat and their testicles, so that they could not breathe.

Then I began to shed on them my red, combustible tears at them, rising above them like a huge snake. And these are my blood red tears filled them completely and were eating away at them, inside and out, giving rise to the appearance on their entire body inside and out ulcers, through which I passed an electric current. God, what I did to them... they experienced a lot of feelings. When I got tired of it, I under Narasimha Maha Mantra, turned the funnel-shaped vortex over them, and sent them all there.

I was sure that my Mahabharata in Asuric modern community here on Earth had come to an end. Alas, I was wrong, because there was a continuation. But at that time I was sure it was over. I commented in my videos a hundred saved screenshots about what good I brought to my Shri Ram during our interaction with him, and decided to finish recording the video of my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife». I thought that the story developed quite slender, though when I started to record my videos, there was no plot at all. But as the recording came to me all the new and new ideas, and so I came to a point that told everything. I thought that Hollywood can make on the basis of this my novel a chic blockbuster, just not enough of the final episode, namely our meeting with Shri Ram in real life. But since this meeting was not yet, I had to invent it.

I had one idea about this meeting, but absolutely ridiculous. And when I was at my lady friend's house, I asked her to help me. I told her my version of the meeting, she rejected my version of and gave her option of the meeting. I have taken note of her comments, suggestions and based on that I have written a very different version. I picked the day for record the series about our meeting. It was February 14, 2018, Valentine's Day and at the same time Mahashivaratri. I liked that two these holidays joined together in one day, and I scheduled a recording for the night of Mahashivaratri, after midnight on February 14.

Before that, a neighbor came to me, she had a zipper in her Shoe once again jammed, and I helped her. When she left, she stood up and looked me in the eyes, said: «I will not forget you». When she left, I remembered the session with pillow that Shri Ram and I had when he had Lona, the ideal of the vagina. Then Krishna arranged session with pillow with him, in which Shri Ram, somewhere in his house told me the words I voiced my own mouth at home. He told me that I am beloved, and there were still such words: «I will not throw you. I anywhere will not throw you. I will not let you go anywhere. You're mine. You will be mine». I thought it was Shri Ram through this neighbor who told me he would not forget me. I thought he wanted me to say that in my last, 181^st series of my novel.

And I decided to consider from all sides of this topic, that he not forgets me. That is, he has no choice. If he does not come to me in real life, then Krishna will break our connection with Shri Ram, even though we are an eternal couple. It was showed for Shri Ram in one of the sessions with pillow, when I had contact with the Holy names of Krishna as a person. During that session Krishna completely removed this connection with Shri Ram and Shri Ram was gone, it's like he never existed. He's not missing. He never existed. And Shri Ram saw what would happen if he didn't come to me, if he didn't take that chance, which I was born for in this life.

He was also shown that all his many lives when he was an Asur I somehow was connected with him, invisible and imperceptible to him, I supported him and helped him in his development. But when our connection with him will be interrupted completely, infusion of energy and a support for him will end. And he will have dark times, because he will remain in the material world, without his eternal couple. And it's fraught with him. He understands that. And he has no choice as such. Therefore, he by these words of a neighbor «will not forget you» he said there would be no breaking our eternal bond, that he will not allow it and will definitely come to me. Himself personally.

From this I developed line that he won't let another man come near me, because he is an Asura. He easily can manipulate the consciousness of people. And if other man comes to me, Shri Ram will cause at him desire to move away somewhere. And these words of a neighbor «I will not forget you» say that Shri Ram himself personally will come to me. That no one else can come to me, because he will not let anyone near me, because he must come to me himself, so as not to forget me, that is, so that Krishna will not break our connection with Shri Ram.

Option with other man through whom Shri Ram could be with me not personally, and through a body of that man, for Shri Ram too is unacceptable. I cannot recognize who is with me, Shri Ram or another man, but Krishna is God, he knows everything. And although I can't see anything here, Krishna can see everything. And after this life I will see the true picture. I see, with whom I was, thinking that this man is my Shri Ram. And then the result will be the same. But he said through my neighbor he wouldn't forget me. That is, that such an option, with another man, will not.

By these simple words of the neighbor «I will not forget you» Shri Ram told me so much... and I decided to tell all this in the last, as I thought, series of my novel. I talked about this almost the entire 181^st series. I came up a banal scenario, like I went to harinama to sing Hare Krishna, there was a conversation with some man, he showed interest in what we do, I gave him my visit card, we met, I told him about Hare Krishna, then allegedly it rained, no one had an umbrella. We hid from the rain in a cafe. Ate there ice cream. Then he asked me what else I wanted, and I looked at my rings and said that I wanted a ring. Then allegedly the rain stopped, it was Sunday, I was going to the Sunday Hare Krishna program. And we went. he offered me to go to the jewelry store. I agreed. And like he bought me a ring, like I said at the cafe.

In short, I made up a completely ridiculous story, completely unrealistic. But I thought that it was a good option, because the first thing you think that it's all fantasy and nothing more, and means, everything else is also fiction. And I voiced this version in my 181^st series of my novel. Further along the story I went to Hare Krishna program, he expressed his desire to go there with me. We stood there before the Deities, and I thought that this man standing next to me is my Shri Ram, to whom I had come in this life, because he is my eternal husband, though he had become Asur long ago. And we all those millions of lives had been separated and could not come close to each other that even some sublime persons between lives offered me to break this connection, and given a different eternal couple, from which I turned down.

And I went to the higher planets to dance the dances of devotion to the Deities, I fell in love with the Deity of Nrisimhadev and somehow became his wife. And after Nrisimhadev began to fulfill my desires. And I began to be born in the Asuric worlds and destroy the strongest Asuras, which no one could remove. After that I went to destroy all sorts of different terrible creatures in different worlds, he became an inspector of Universe Patrol. And so it would go on forever, I could not get close to Shri Ram. He was an Asur, I didn't agree to become the same. Our reunion was impossible.

But then Srila Prabhupada came to Earth and gave everyone the opportunity to return to the spiritual world. As an inspector of the Universe Patrol, I saw this and decided to go into the spiritual world. But before that, I decided to give my eternal husband a chance to reunite with me and go with me to the spiritual world. And here I was born specifically for this purpose, I put myself in crosshairs of asuras, caused their fire on myself, and then destroyed them all, cleared the way for Shri Ram that he was able to reunite with me, if he wants it.

And here I stand before the Deities and think that this man who stands by me is my eternal husband, with whom I was separated for many, many lives and with whom I could not become together. And here he is standing next to me. And it could only be him. Because he told me he wouldn't forget me. That our connection with him will not be broken. And that's only possible if he comes to me personally. And if this man is standing next to me, it's Shri Ram. Himself personally. And all this thanks to Srila Prabhupada. And I stand and pray to the Deities that Krishna will bless us with this Shri Ram and take us to his spiritual world, together and forever.

In the course of this series, I said that we started Dating, then we got married, we moved to his house, we lived together for a long time and happily, and even went to India to worship Srila Prabhupada in his Samadhi, because he made the impossible possible. After all me not simply so offered there between lives another eternal couple of. Those exalted personalities told me that Shri Ram and I could never be together again. But here we with him not simply met in the real life, but and reunited, in the real life, have become husband and wife, on fact. And then we returned to Krishna in the spiritual world. Here is a series I came up and recorded on February 14, 2018, on Valentine's Day and the night of Mahashivaratri.

On the night of 13–14 February 2018, I recorded the 181^st series of my novel, which I called «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife», in which I told the fictional story of our meeting and reunion. And on February 15 I already started writing down all the resulting in text form. I began to describe how we were together as an eternal couple, many, many millions of lives ago in this material world. Then I came to the description how he was made Asur, and I was left alone, in solitude, without him.

I described how some exalted personalities came to me between my lives, showed what happened to him, offered to break our eternal connection with him, because I was very bad without him, and gave the choice as another eternal couple, but I refused and went to dance dances of devotion to the Deities on highest heavenly planets. There I somehow became the wife of the deity of Nrisimhadev, then I went to destroy the Asuras in their Asuric worlds and all sorts of different evil in other worlds, became an inspector of the Universe Patrol and conducted with my faithful team different successful operations to eliminate all sorts of universal criminals.

I did not approach Shri Ram, although our connection with him has always been, but invisible and imperceptible. And I even helped him in his development, being far away from him. And so would have continued, no opportunities for rapprochement was not, as he is an Asura, and I am the Slayer of the asuras. But then Srila Prabhupada came, and I saw a real chance to return to the spiritual world. The material world has long been became disgusted me. Since I was left without my date and I saw what he was doing there, I did not spare myself on my path and I went to the most difficult, dangerous and unacceptable tasks. Because of this, I developed a a persistent aversion to the material world and a strong desire to leave it.

And when Srila Prabhupada made that possible, I decided to do it. But to leave my eternal couple without my help alone in the material world I did not consider ethical and right, and I made a plan somewhere between my lives to get closer to him and give him a chance for our reunification and return to the spiritual world. And so I reached in the narration in the text form of our history to the moment when I came to him under the guise of victim. I put myself under his attack, then I not destroyed him, although I could. I stood out from a series of women who constantly went through him. And then a situation created where he wanted to get to see those my life files and layers that were closed to him, and I gave him access.

There he saw some of our past lives with him, when we were together, as couple, and then he came to me with a proposal, without physical body contact, because he personally to me not yet come, all our interaction went on at a distance, because he as Asur is able to connect to people without his personal presence. And he then offered me to be his wife, Nrisimhadev us married, and after Shri Ram saw that I have a specialization to lead such large organizations, what was his, and offered me to lead her. I said I didn't sign up for this, but I will help him as his wife.

And so I came to the description in the form of a text to this point of our interaction with Shri Ram. What exactly happened next, I didn't know, as all of our interaction with him was without personal contact between bodies, as something in the distance, and I didn't have the whole picture of events. In fact, all the main events of the summer of 2016 were closed to my understanding. And I was thinking, how am I going to record all these events in the text, if such a large piece is unknown to me. And then I decided to suspend the presentation of my novel in the text and try to recover the chronology.

In the two years of this non-contact interactions I have accumulated six large notebooks in which I described events that took place in my life. When Shri Ram first came to me, I had signs everywhere that I needed to write all this down, and I started to write a diary. So I sat down on my couch, opened those six notebooks, an e-mail correspondence, record of phone conversations, took a lot of sheets of paper and began to write down on each of them some one small event that was somehow recorded in my diaries or in emails, or somewhere else, with the date.

I also reviewed the specified in my diaries at that time of the series with my favorite Vedic films, located all on specific dates and sat down to solve this puzzle. At school, I used to like to solve these puzzles. And then I began to do the same. Like the rectification in astrology, when by events in life determine the time of birth. I just put the pieces of the puzzle that I had fixed on the sheets of paper and placed them on the chronological feed so that I could understand what was really there and what was hidden from me. Of course, I taken into account and all that came to light thanks to recording my videos.

Open poured from the cornucopia. I discovered layers that I never knew existed. These revelations did not come at once, but gradually, one after another. Apparently, so I could contain the emotions caused by these implementations. I had three main questions. The first question — why was the heavenly wedding, which was at us with Shri Ram from 3 to 4 March 2016. The second question is why I needed that woman with whom Shri Ram was in the summer of 2016. The third question — why did need a blessing of Lakshmi allegiance to Shri Ram as my husband. And gradually I began to get answers to my questions. Yes, they did not open immediately, but I decided that you can not miss this and not to tell it anywhere. And I sat down to record the next series of my novel.

This happened a month after recording the last, as I thought, 181st series, namely March 13, 2018. In it, I told what was revealed to me at that time when recreating the chronology of those events. Then I discovered that I needed the woman so that Shri Ram she refused me and cancelled our sky wedding. For what? It was necessary to me in order that Borka could put me on their asuric totalizator. To Borka confident he could do it knowing that I'm a nobody, that I have no protection.

That summer, Shri Ram was with some very good woman, she surpassed me in everything. And she appeared in his eyes the ideal of a woman. The comparison was not in my favor, and he without hesitation refused me and completely switched to her. Then he told me to go look for another man, he said I was a free woman now. But I stayed with him anyway. And then I summoned Borka, a former leader of the Moscow asuric organization. About ten years before that, when I was in Moscow, Borka and I had an invisible interaction. He wanted to subdue me and turn me into a limp litter, weak-willed whore for his entire asuric organization. He wanted to install on me their Asuric programs to make me a female, like an animal of the female sex, what they do women, so that they did not have their will and fulfill all the whims of their master, energetically. But I then didn't begin to load their programs, and after Borka saw in me the good candidate for a role of his wife.

Just then his former wife was devastated by him with his companions completely and he threw her somewhere in someone, pressing her consciousness. Outwardly, it looked as if she had betrayed him. It's like she cheated on him, left him, and went to another man. An empty, dried-up woman, without energy and piety was not necessary to him, and he needed the next victim, who outwardly would be his wife, but in fact such an oil rig, a borehole, to which he would connect his companions Asuras and with which they would swing in a chorus during their marital sex all that she had. And Borka saw that I am suitable for this role. He had already connected his fellow Asuras to me, and they saw that the throughput of my pipe is high and that the energies that come out of me are clean and high level.

I was a tasty morsel for him, and he even came to me personally one day and, like them, the Asuras, are able how to do it, he made me wedding offer in their allegorical language. But I refused. I fell off their hook, and even he promised me something (although here, at the usual household level, I did not even know about it). And here I left Moscow and suddenly summoned Borka to myself here. Yes, I did, mentally, and somehow he came to Shri Ram.

I was a tasty morsel for him, and he even came to me personally one day and, like them, the Asuras, they are able how to do it, he made me wedding offer in their allegorical language. But I refused. I fell off their hook, and even he promised me something (although here, at the usual household level, I did not even know about it). And here I left Moscow and suddenly called Borka to myself here. Yes, I did, mentally, and somehow he came to Shri Ram.

Borka saw a good opportunity for himself to take revenge and bend me under him. Especially since Shri Ram was with that woman and he didn't really need me. Yes, I continued to lead his organization as charioteer, but he was sure that without my leadership, he will successfully cope with everything. In fact, Shri Ram gave me to Borka. But I again did not succumb to Borka`s efforts to subdue me. This angered him even more, and he decided to break such an obstinate, as he thought, bitch, putting me on their Asuric totalizator.

I needed that woman so Borka could do it. I needed that woman so Shri Ram wouldn't care about me and gave to Borka me. To Borka quietly put me on their asuric totalizator and began gathering the venerable destroyers of feminine nature. Then a large crowd of Asuras ran to their asuric totalizator. Borka well described them my obstinacy, especially as there was to describe. And a lot of Asuras gathered. And those who were going to break me, and those who wanted to get rich by placing bets, and just spectators who wanted to get pleasure from the fact that one more human female is made by a female.

I needed it to carry out my Mahabharata, that is, the cleansing of the modern Asuric community. My task was to pull together more of the most capable Asuras, specializing in the breaking of women and a women's nature. After they all came to break me, I destroyed them all. And it happened. Borka put me on their Asuric totalizator. All the coolest Asuras, able to break women and a women's nature, came to the call of Borka to enjoy breaking me. All they were waiting for them to break me and on this totalizator get a lot of money for my misfortune. But my plan was to make a very different move. The situation was created in which Shri Ram had abandoned that woman and stood to my defense. So he could protect me, I needed that heavenly wedding in March 2016. So that he could legally declare that they have no right to put me on their Asuric totalizator and that he won't give me to them. He told them it, based on the fact that this wedding took place and I was actually his wife.

But piece with the heavenly wedding in this puzzle is in this place. After all, this wedding happened because it was necessary. I think it's just so I can see it. It was necessary for me to see the Parallels between what I had with Shri Ram and what happened in Moscow with Borka, the leader of the Moscow Asuras. I got answers to two questions out of three. The wedding was necessary in order that Shri Ram could fight back thanks to fact of wedding, when Borka put me on their Asuric totalizator and when Asuras were going to break my feminine nature and make me a weak-willed litter.

The presence of that woman was needed me to Shri Ram abandoned me and gave me to Borka. Borka put me on their Asuric totalizator. But what about the blessing of Lakshmi, which Shri Ram so persistently asked me before the battle in November 2016, when he would be killed, and then they would start to break me? For the sake of blessings of Lakshmi, he, being an Asura, had agreed to take initiation from my Gurudeva, Indradyumna Swami.

In restoring the chronology, I came to the conclusion that the blessing of Lakshmi was necessary for me to see everything even more clearly and to start my Mahabharata for cleaning the Asuric earthly community. In November 2016, Shri Ram went to battle with some of the Asuras, on a subtle plane, the astral sphere, but his physical body would have died after his defeat in that astral battle. He went to fight that battle to protect me from them. Before that, he asked me for Lakshmi's blessing to faithful to him as my husband. He thought that maybe this blessing would protect me, somehow contain those Asuras who would kill him. He had no illusions about the outcome of that battle. He was sure he'd be killed there. Such against him have exposed forces. And that though as-that to protect me after that, he needed the blessing of Lakshmi.

But I needed it for something else. After all, six months after this event, when Shri Ram remained to live, there was some situation that he in our intimate interaction through distance began to connect to me someone from his Asuric organization. But he couldn't do it while I had Lakshmi's blessing. The conclusion is that the fourth regulative principles Srila Prabhupada has given because we need it, it is vital, for our own protection, and faithfulness in the pair is very necessary, it protects us, and the blessing of Lakshmi to allegiance to her husband is also very, very necessary, as it can protect the women he encroachments of the Asuras.

And in order to connect to me another man, through distance, he needed me to give up this blessing. To do this, he carried out a serious manipulation of my consciousness, I refused this blessing, he connected to me another man, and I noticed it all and refused this intimate interaction at all. And a month later, Shri Ram had to remove from me another man. I saw all this, that is, felt and I had clear signs that there is happening. And then I analyzed all this and remembered what was with me in Moscow, I saw the full identity of the events and feelings.

And realized that actually happened with me in Moscow. And realized that Borka, a former Moscow the leader of the Asuras, was doing with me. I realized that Borka connected to me several Asuras, men, strangers to me men. Borka deliberately caused the desire and destroyed my loyalty to my husband, being present invisibly, energetically, through distance, in our with my husband sex, though I did not even know about it, I could not even come to mind, such a seditious thought. This is simply unthinkable, to in marital sex could invisibly, invisibly wedged some other man, who lives, like all of us, but we do not even know in real life. But Borka added himself in our sex and was there. My husband and I did not feel him or know of his presence, but he was there. And he along with himself added to our sex his fellow Asuras.

Realization of it so strongly revolted me that I then in the next series of my novel indicted Borka, and after Borka was given to me. He stood in front of my inner eye, and there I destroyed it, everything happened by itself, as if I was always doing it, as if it is for me a common phenomenon. For me it was a great shock that I was capable of such a thing. But that was the beginning of my Mahabharata in the modern Asuric community. I deleted their Asuric totalizator and removed everyone who was somehow involved in it, also removed everyone who was somehow involved in the fact that my eternal husband was made Asur and separated our eternal couple.

And also smashed their top, guide, their most important, who was responsible for all this. And to make my Mahabharata possible, that blessing of Lakshmi was needed. So that I could see what Shri Ram did to me, and, drawing Parallels with the Moscow events, I realized what Borka did to me. I couldn't help but illuminate it in my novel. And of course, I began to tell all this since the 182^nd series, explaining events of that summer of 2016.

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