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Payback for Shri Vishnupad. «Are you a ksatriya or a eunuch?»





The restoration of the chronology of events of summer 2016 gave me a lot of discoveries. And it was hard for me. Well, first of all, the big shock to me was that, turns out, when Shri Ram had a woman in real life that summer, he cancelled that our heavenly wedding and sent me on a free voyage. I didn't know that, though. I recorded 181th series of my novel and did not know that Shri Ram had abandoned me that summer, although he had come and insisted telling me «be my wife, became my wife». And even Nrisimhadev was in that illusion and united us with Shri Ram conjugal ties.

And all this time, I thought it was real, that everything is indestructible. But it turned out that Shri Ram so easily left me, seeing someone better. I was so ashamed... and in front of myself, and in front of the Asuras, who after all watched me, my novel, in my videos. They all saw that Shri Ram refused me, and I just did not know and ranted from the position that we are with him husband and wife. How did happen to Shri Ram be alive after such an insult to Nrisimhadev? How did I even know about all this?

I opened my diaries, e-mail correspondence, my accounts in social networks, began to revise everything from the perspective that everything I wrote there, not knowing anything about the true state of Affairs, was their reflection. For example, when he only connected to me and turned on his force methods, and I thought that my man came to me, who was looking for me and waiting for me and who is glad that he finally found me, and I thought that this is a karate coach, as all the interaction at first went through it. How wrong I was. Like a fool!

But on my wall in the social network at the time, just when those force methods are actively trying to bend me and put in front of all of them on his knees, I found a picture with the words «Sometimes to implement someone's fate of the Universe needed your mistakes». These words gave me at least some peace, and then I could not forgive myself that I was so wrong in the man and went to meet him, although he had very different intentions. These words kind of told me that my mistake was necessary so that he, Shri Ram, could realize his destiny. I went to him and exposed myself to his attack, he unleashed force methods on me to break me, and I, stupid, naive girl, thought he was glad that he found me.

At the same time there was a picture with the words « — You are a carrion. And you would get up». It's about me. They wanted to make me their common litter, their common slut. But just on the day I posted these pictures, I realized that I was being attack, and sent my angry message somewhere in the universe, demanding to protect me and punish the guilty. I got up, although they wanted to make me a carrion. And then a new record: «The man you love in me, of course, better than me: I'm not like that. But you love, and I will try to be better than myself». Shri Ram was not what he was once when we were a couple together. Now he is an Asura. And he was breaking me, trying to put me under his companions to make fun on next female. And I didn't love him, I loved who he was once. But how is it possible that someone you once loved and with whom you were once together, a happy couple, suddenly becomes one who mercilessly bends you under others?

And just before he began to squeeze me out of his space in August 2016, when I attracted the attention of Borka, the former leader of the Moscow Asuras, and their patriarch Bhishma, I posted another record.

***

God says: «Whoever you love more than Me, I will take from you».

And still: «Don't say: I will not live without it». — I'll make you live.

The time of year will change, the branches of the trees that once gave shade will dry up, patience will run out, the love that you thought was sincere will leave you, you will be confused.

Your friend will turn into an enemy, and the enemy will suddenly become a friend. — That is this strange world.

Everything you thought was impossible will come true.

«I won't fall» — you say and fall. «Not wrong» — and wrong.

And the weirdest thing in the world is, «It's over» — you say, and you'll still live...

***

 

It was August 17, and August 19, he conducted the first manipulation of squeezing me out of his space, and I collapsed shelves in the closet, and his whole life began to crumble. He was completely confident. He said «I don't make a mistake», but he made a mistake every step of the way. And it was fatal bad luck. He said «I will not fall», but began to fall. And he was already waiting for bankruptcy, poverty and lack of housing.

Everything he thought was impossible began to happen in his life. I stopped succumb to his manipulations of my consciousness. He was confident in his skill of manipulating consciousness by a thousand percent, and everyone always succumbed to his manipulations, and I including, but suddenly his manipulation of my mind did not pass. And him seemed that he was beating into an empty wall and there is nothing there. And then I even burned inner eye of one of his subordinates. It didn't fit within what he knew. But it did.

And the most interesting thing is that when until the last, control shot, when he would have everything taken away, there was only half an hour, suddenly I succumbed to his manipulation and he came out of the nosedive and his Affairs began to improve. He thought it was the end, but you say — and you will still live... Everything happened as was written in one of my entries before that series of events. How did I even know about all this if I didn't see any of this? Comparing the events described in my diaries, in my social networks, in email correspondence, remembering sessions with pillow that became clear to me.

For example, session with pillow, in which I told him that he had other woman, and then said that he did not love me anymore, that I did not love him and never loved. And it was said by me in a commanding tone. Like I was giving him an order. How as if I was injecting him. From the memory of that session with pillow, I realized that he had a woman that summer and I turned his love for me off. And then there was another session, when I demanded from Krishna in a tough, categorical tone that Krishna protect him, Shri Ram. From this I understood why Shri Ram remained alive. Because I demanded it from Krishna. I was so ashamed when I said this to Krishna. As if I was ordering him. But it just so happens that it worked. Shri Ram is still alive.

And when Shri Ram was thinking about accepting my Gurudev's offer or not, I reposted a funny picture with the words «The most aggressive sign of the zodiac is Scorpio. You dare to hurt the Scorpion? You're finished. And if Cancer works out ways of beating in the mind, then Scorpio does everything in reality. Tough, vicious and fast. And you can believe he'll never regret what he did». Shri Ram hesitated... Hm... Then I spared him. I was wrong. But we needed the Mahabharata, and I spared Shri Ram. How many discoveries came when I put the puzzle pieces together!

But the most stunning discovery was waiting for me ahead. This is about Gurudev's lecture, where he held out on his palm a ring. Renders, through that lecture my Gurudev offered to Shri Ram me as wife. It was a discovery from discoveries. When I first found this lecture on the Internet I then saw in the lectures the answers to my questions that I wrote Gurudeva just before the succession of events. And it turned out that Gurudev offered Shri Ram me. And Shri Ram had to accept this offer, because after this letter, I watched a series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» in which Shiva told Chandra that his curse had not been lifted, that he had committed an unforgivable crime and that he should be punished. And that he should give Revati the status of his wife because he married her of his own free will. Such discovery…

When I realized all this, I began to take an entirely different attitude to this. My Gurudev did this! And it can be said, even Gurudev's order. I always found it strange when my spiritual brothers and sisters found couples with the help of Gurudev, this sometimes happened, rarely, but it happened. And I couldn't even think that I would be in this situation myself. And so I think, how Shri Ram already after this, next summer, before my Mahabharata started, instead of himself was going slip me another man in real life, a good man. And Shri Ram said then: «At least you'll be rich, and I'll do anything to make you happy». How did he even do that after he accepted my Gurudev's offer? After all, he found a man clone and already wanted to do it. What is it?! What a disrespect Shri Ram showed to the will of my Gurudeva!

My Gurudev showed him great honor, great trust, great respect for Shri Ram, and this Shri Ram threw that respect in my Gurudev's face, deciding instead to slip me another man, even if very good. But my Gurudev offered me not to another man, but to Shri Ram. The conclusion is that Shri Ram has inflicted a very serious insult, and someone has to answer for it. And I decided that I would send some big Asura or a big group of Asuras into their future lives to serve Krishna and Srila Prabhupada.

And Krishna immediately showed me in the screenshot from Mahabharata, that it is necessary to kill the three great Asuras. I also remembered that the Asuras put me on their Asuric totalizator and I eliminated many who wanted to earn and amuse one's ego on my breaking there, but those who on that Asuric totalizator crushed Shri Vishnupad, remained unaffected and flourished. And I said I'll cross them off too. Because those who spit at the sky only dirty their own face. The sky not as forgives, and punishes such.

I wanted so much to send them all to the hellish worlds, but I thought that it would be too easy and unproductive for them and they have to work hard for Srila Prabhupada. And I decided that I would strike out all those Asuras who either personally participated in the suppression of Shri Vishnupad, or put bets on him on their Asuric totalizator, or at least somehow were involved in that, but after I got ideas what to do with them all.

When I realized that my Gurudev, so it turns out, handed me to Shri Ram, then I looked very differently at the fact that Shri Ram is my husband. And this is exactly not a choice, but a fate. This is something over-worldly, above these, ordinary terrestrial categories. I felt sorry for Shri Ram. He wanted a completely different woman. The woman with whom he was in the summer of 2016, he was more suitable. And I'm lazy, I do not want to cook food, in sex also not super, and not really I want it. House cleaning is not for me. Washing dishes depresses me. Wear beautiful clothes, make an attractive appearance is just uninteresting, boring. And for what all this is necessary? I do not need makeup. For a skin of the face for a long time I do not look after. Manicure I do not, in my understanding manicure is insignificance. I do not paint hair, I am satisfied with my natural hair color, even if the gray hair becomes more and more. And why poison your body, your scalp with chemicals, poison? Ecology around and so bad. Why even more poison your body with hair dyes? I find that unwise.

Shri Ram's in trouble. I was not what he wanted. But Gurudev said he was offering me for him, and this is the will of my Gurudev. Is it? Well, it looks like it. Due to these circumstances, that my Gurudev made such a wedding proposal to Shri Ram and he accepted it, this case goes into another category and another, so to speak, jurisdiction, I decided. Now it's a matter of honor and my personal vendetta.

And I decided that I put all asuras a deadline — July 18, 2018. If by this date will not be given the respect of the goodwill of my Gurudeva, then I will destroy them all. As the inspector of Universe Patrol in this my novel. Shri Ram must do what he must do, and if he does not do it, all the Asuras will be responsible for it. They can run fast, but they can't hide. These are the discoveries and decisions that came to me as a result of my restoring the chronology of those events.

When the Asuras put Shri Vishnupad on their asuric totalizator, of course, they hardly suspected that Svetlana Vinodavani will come with the inspection from Universe Patrol, expose herself under them, and then destroy them all. They were stupid. That's strange, like Asuras are very clever, but somehow forgotten about the law of karma. Really did they not know that once the time comes to answer for their actions? Probably, they thought that it would be not very soon, not now. But so was their fate, that with the inspection from Universe Patrol came I and at this time. And I respect Shri Vishnupad very much. And I told those Asuras who were involved in the collapse of Shri Vishnupad, the pulling off him into the lower planes of consciousness, that now it was time to pay the bills.

When I was thinking what to do with them, on my Desk king from «Kinder Surprise» fell right next to the Murti of Srila Prabhupada, and it so happened, as if the king supports his right hand the right hand of Srila Prabhupada, and I said that these Asuras, who putted Harikesa Swami on their asuric totalizator, burned all of his centers, conducted a manipulation of his consciousness and broke him, in their future lives will be the right hand of Srila Prabhupada, they will be there to do everything to the mission of Srila Prabhupada to develop the way wanted Srila Prabhupada.

I decided that they would all be devotees of Krishna, in ISKCON, because they dared to throw their nets on Shri Vishnupad, they were very wrong. In the head of this king from «Kinder Surprise» lied a stone a cornelian. Since carnelian is a stone of happiness, I said that they would do everything to make the devotees of Krishna in ISKCON would be happy and happily would go to Krishna in the spiritual world.

And since there was a choice: you are a Kshatriya or a eunuch, it means that they will be Kshatriyas. The Kshatriyas are the leading role, they are managers, they are those who are at the helm, who are top managers and at the same time defenders. And from here I realized that some of them will be defenders, maybe military or those who know how to protect, and someone will be organizers, with organizational skills, in the leadership layers. Well, since they were so cunning that they were able to suppress Shri Vishnupad, then, of course, they have such abilities, and I decided that all their useful, good abilities they will take with them in their future lives, to help ISKCON.

I said that they would be monogamous and in every life they would have only one wife, they would be faithful to their wife and be an example to all. Of course, it is better to be a faithful husband than a eunuch. They will take care of all Krishna devotees, create an atmosphere of good attitude towards Krishna devotees in ISKCON and help them to be happy, both men and women. And after many lives in Krishna consciousness, they will go into the spiritual world forever. And there they will ask Krishna for us with Shri Ram, because they escaped hell and even returned to the spiritual world.

I wanted to torment them longer, to press their pain points, to drill in their head, I wanted to do a lot with them, but Shri Ram asked me to spare them and not to torment them, so I sent them very quickly, just at one day. I filled them with my vigorous snake venom, which burns all the Asuric, forced to sing kirtan, and then they flew away.

197 at 06:36, 198 at 04:38, 199 at 01:42.

 

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