Onto the harinama because of the gentleman's word

The restoration of the chronology of events of that time led me to stunning discoveries. And they fell and poured in a continuous stream. When I was restoring what was connected with the beginning of the recording of my novel and the beginning of my Mahabharata, I suddenly saw that it all started with a letter from Borka to me. I also saw the true meaning of Gurudev's lecture, which I found on the Internet in January 2017. And I saw the true meaning of the words that are so sunk into my soul, from the book of Boris Akunin «Falcon and Swallow», which I read it just on February 14, 2017, on Valentine's Day. All this was hidden from me, and then, on Akshaya Tritiya, 2018, when I've already written my entire novel, I learned that there was actually.

That it all started with Borka's letter to me in the summer of 2014, to which I sent him a reply after receiving my Gurudev's blessing that I can start my Mahabharata at Asuras and after receiving the word as a gentleman of Shri Ram that he would not abuse my trust and would not do me anything wrong. Like the previous time, in the summer of 2016, when I wrote a letter to my Gurudev and sent it by email, and the answer was received in a randomly opened lecture on the Internet, and this time Gurudev's answer came in the lecture, but immediately as I sent the letter. In that lecture there were words that I took as the answer of my Gurudev: «Srila Prabhupada, I am happy serving you. I have no shadow of doubt, fear or illusion about my position as your servant. I'd do anything for you. If you had ordered me to go to hell to preach, I would have jumped on the first train rushing to hell, and on the way I would have happily sung the Holy names».

It was January 18, 2017. And on February 14, Valentine's Day, Shri Ram gave me his word as a gentleman, about what I learned from the book «Falcon and Swallow» Boris Akunin, which I at that time read. Then Shri Ram, sitting somewhere in his home, far away from me, said in the words of this book: “I will not do you any harm. You have my word as a gentleman. On the contrary, I am so grateful to you for your coming from nowhere to brighten up my loneliness. Trust me! Here is my hand. I will not abuse your trust. We are alone in this gloomy world, so let's stick together.” A day after that, I sent a reply letter to Borka, telling Him that he made an unforgivable mistake, comparing me with another woman and saying that I is nothing, in his words «We remember only the best».

After all, since I was not with him, it turns out that the best — it's not me, according to him. But we're all unique personalities, every particular flower, each diamond with its sparkling facets and to compare two different women — all the same what to say to a fish that a fish is useless, because is not able to fly. But the fish is good at swimming, does not sink in the water and can there breathe. But the fish was told that the bird is better and what the fish do? That's how Borka made a fatal mistake, which I did not put up with and in response to which she began to make her moves. I gave him a lot of chances to fix the situation, but he never asked me for forgiveness. For that and he paid the price. On June 12, I expunged him from the list of Asuras and sent him to the spiritual world through the birth in Vrindavan as Shrimati Radharani`s devotee.

How he was lucky! He was the luckiest. And all because when we interacted with him, I took my nickname Radhika and Borka many meditated on this one. And since the Holy name is no different from the personality who bearing this name, Borka was actively meditated on the Very Shrimad Maharani and got this result. Lucky Borka. After the Borka, I struck out their Bhishma, the patriarch who had in his hands all the Asuras. He did wrong to me in the summer of 2016, when I came to him as the petitioner he was supposed to help, but he made me an indecent proposal, about which I reminded him June 14, 2017.

Bhishma has forgotten that power gives not only rights but also duties, and if a person who is endowed with power is approached by a supplicant and humbly asks for help, then the ruler must do something, decide that everyone should be satisfied. But Bhishma thought that because he was in charge, he was allowed to do everything, and thus he made a mistake. But I'm a proofreader on a universal, cosmic scale. My job is to correct mistakes. And I corrected that mistake that was made by Bhishma. And when I was restoring the chronology of these events to Akshaya Tritiya in 2018, I saw that it turns out that I started Mahabharata at the Asuras, when I received the blessing of my Gurudev and Shri Ram`s word as a gentleman, that he would not abuse my trust and would not do me a bad thing.

Shri Ram, it turns out, gave me such a word! I didn't know about that. But in the restoration of chronology it became clear to me. I looked at the case from a new angle and saw that Shri Ram violated the word as a gentleman many times after he had given me the word. He gave me the word on February 14, and on March 4 he sent me another man from his asuric organization. on April 28 he added in our sexual energy interaction through distance another men, and by may 20 he was gonna give me to another man in real life, as he then told, «We act according to the same scheme, but from other phone, at least you will be rich, and I will make everything that you were happy».

I saw such a serious violation of his word after he gave it to me, and I was very outraged. I remembered that I threatened those Asuras, to whom Shri Ram had made some promises, that they would cancel those promises themselves or I would cancel all of them, that is to say, I would destroy those Asuras to whom he had given some word. Then they understood the seriousness of the situation and cancelled all the promises to them of Shri Ram. That is, he kept his promises to Asuras that I had to resort to force methods so that he would cease to be bound by it. Means that the word he gave me is worthless and he can to forget about that he gave this word at all, and do anything? So, he must fulfill promises to Asuras, and promises to me he should not fulfill?? That the word as a gentleman i's an empty phrase?

I was so shocked by this discovery that I decided that someone would answer for the fact that Shri Ram, giving me his word, violated it. It would be enough and one violation to be indignant, but he has broken his word as a gentleman so many times and very seriously. He said he wouldn't do me any harm. And this is called «I will not do you any harm» — to add in our with him sexual interaction through distance another man? And then he was gonna give me to someone else's man in real life, so I had contact with the body of another man? It's called «I will not do you any harm»? Maybe he thinks that it's not included in the category «I will not do you any harm». And why was he was gonna give me to someone else's man in real life? It was also a discovery for me.

When I covered this episode in the 214^th series, I expressed the version that Shri Ram could do it so that I would switch to this man and stop broadcasting about the Asuras and recording my video. And at this point there was a screenshot of «Mahabharata» with the words «of course, of course». I realized that absolutely involuntarily I blurted out real reason of why Shri Ram was going to do that. For me, it was a revelation, because this version was born spontaneously, at the very moment when I voiced it. Before that, such a thought did not come to my head, and then suddenly it is unclear where it came from. This reason and the fact that Shri Ram was going to give me to another man, very outraged me.

I imagined that Shri Ram would press my consciousness and that man's consciousness so that we would get closer and become together. I've already seen him and me kissing, hugging, then in bed doing what. I shuddered from that thought, what I would do with someone else's man, even if he is the most gorgeous. And Shri Ram was going to do that to me, his eternal wife. He had given me his word as a gentleman, “I will not do you any harm. You have my word as a gentleman. On the contrary, I am so grateful to you for your coming from nowhere to brighten up my loneliness. Trust me! Here is my hand. I will not abuse your trust. We are alone in this gloomy world, so let's stick together.”

These revelations have hit hard on my sense of self. I saw myself like this, that I could be treated like this, that I didn't care what kind of man I'm with, that for me the main thing that I had some man... And they see me like this. And they treat me like this. Apparently, that's what I am. And then, in order for Shri Ram to stop breaking his word, I had to show him my life files, where I was in such a role Mata Hari in the Asuric worlds, the destroyer of their strongest Asuras, to which no one had access. In the 7^thepisode of my novel, I had to turn on the heavy artillery and threaten Shri Ram that if he neglected his position or used his forces in pursuit of his personal interests, the consequences would be disastrous.

Then through the screenshots from the 776^th series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» I told him that his abilities and skills do not play a big role, that none of us did not interfere with him just because it wanted Narayana. That Narayana himself wanted this to happen — to make the curse come true. And Shri Ram was only a performer. Then I told him that I could destroy him at any time, and I warned him that if he ever crossed his boundaries again, I would not warn him again. It was only after that Shri Ram removed from our sexual interaction through distance another man and canceled that operation to connect me with some gorgeous man in real life. How painful for me these revelations were…

Because of the perfidy of Shri Ram, who broke his word so many times, I decided to appoint a large group of Asuras as responsible. I decided that these would be the Asuras who cherish the desire that Shri Ram would again break his word to me and continue to break it. I thought that there are Asuras who believe that women are just females and the word should be kept only in front of the Asuras, but not in front of the females, which passes through them a lot. I thought that there are those among the Asuras who think that the word as a gentleman given to a woman is not the word as a gentleman at all, and that Shri Ram should not keep the word given to me by him.

And I decided that now all those who think so, who are against Shri Ram keeping the word as a gentleman given to me, who wants him to break that word, who believes that Shri Ram has the right to do something bad to me and abuse my trust, will be taken off the list of Asuras. I thought they will be many lives serve Krishna, they will be great good devotees of Krishna, sincerely, enthusiastically will be engaged harinamas. They will sing the Holy names of Krishna in the streets. Will constantly go on harinamas, to the Ratha Yatras. They will only be born to sing mantra Hare Krishna on the harinamas and Ratha Yatras.

They will love harinama with all their heart. They will all be very musical, everyone will have a good musical education, excellent ear for music, beautiful voice, good musical memory, sense of rhythm, of melody, of beat, and they will be able to well play karatalas, mridangas and other useful for the Harinama musical instruments. Each of them will have some musical education, so they can sing beautifully to the harinamas was with beautiful, melodic music, with beautiful melodies as at Sri Prahlada and my Gurudeva, Indradyumna Swami. Their kirtanas will be dynamic, pleasing to the ear, easy singing, with beautiful sounding.

I decided that all of them will have a good appearance, they will all look very good, be feeling the music and move beautifully under it, so that people would be pleased to look at them and at these harinamas. They will all be highly cultured, educated people, tactful, delicate, and cute. And I expunged this whole group of Asuras, and they went to their future that I had defined for them.

I also remembered about deadline for all the Asuras. I told them that if Shri Ram didn't show respect to the proposal of my Gurudeva and will ignores his position, does not realize what he was obliged to realize when he accepted this proposal, and will not implement as it should, I will begin from July 19, 2018 methodically all the Asuras to cross out and perform a total sweep of the entire modern asuric community. I decided that, of course, all of them, along with their asuric babies, whom asuras have conceived with our earth women, will be devotees of Krishna, in ISKCON, on the planet Earth and they will be engaged in harinama and sankirtana. They will all sing in the streets mantra Hare Krishna, offer Srila Prabhupada's books to everyone, and preach Krishna consciousness to save the conditioned souls from material existence.

I have decided that all the Asuras whom I will expunge after the deadline, will have in their future lives their high intellectual level, their education, their attractiveness, all they will Krishna's devotees. This will be a new wave in Krishna consciousness. After all, the Asuras are all very highly educated, outwardly very attractive, intelligent, very likeable people, in appearance very noble, reliable, aristocratically, with some greatness, charming. All Asuras are very pleasant people in communication and interaction. Outwardly, they live among us as ordinary people, though they have an Asuric nature. And I decided that all these qualities all these Asuras will transfer to their future lives. And in ISKCON will come such a very high level of Krishna devotees, who were once Asuras and whom I have crossed out of the Asuras after the deadline.

As the Bible says, “So the last will be first.” And the Asuras will become true devotees of Krishna. And all those devotees of Krishna will be pleasant people who to which you feel confidence and who has a charm, the Asuras are such. People will think about them: «What nice people, and with them well». Because the Asuras are very attractive, pleasant, charming people, they create around them an aura of such trust, nobility, gentlemanly, aristocracy, and I decided that all this they will take with them in their future lives. So that people can have a pleasant and interesting relationship with such educated, intelligent, cultural, pleasant people, devotees of Krishna, who are so charming, intelligent, erudite, of a high level of development. Because the Asuras are of a high level of development.

I decided that all of them would have a correct, normal traditional sexual orientation and all of them would be either exemplary, faithful family men (which is more preferable, since women need protection), or strict brahmacharyas holding celibacy. And they will all read 16 circles of the Hare Krishna mantra each day and will follow all four regulative principles given to us by Srila Prabhupada. The preaching of Krishna consciousness will be their essence. And they will take with them in their future lives their useful good abilities. An understanding of human nature, some good ability that can be useful to them in their lives as devotees of Krishna, if any of them can somehow establish good contact with people, so they took the books of Srila Prabhupada, become devotees of Krishna and return to the spiritual world.

Both the chanting of Hare Krishna on the harinamas in the streets and the distribution of Srila Prabhupada's books will be the meaning of their lives. All their future lives. And without this sense, they will be not interested, not fresh and not empty. And only harinamas, a singing of mantra Hare Krishna on the streets and an offering for people everywhere of Srila Prabhupada's books will give them a taste of life and will be the essence of their life. At any time of the year, in any weather, always. And they many, many lives will do harinama and sankirtana, and Krishna will take them into the spiritual world.

I recorded the 217^th series on April 28, 2018, exactly one year after recording the first episode of my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife». I restored the whole chronology, all the events were described, and I was sure that record of my novel came to an end, but I was wrong: on June 13, I recorded the next, 218^th series. Which is amazing. It was like this. I transcribed the novel I recorded in the video format into text, the chronology was already restored, and remained the easy — just to revise the series in turn and write in the text what was told there. But suddenly my laptop was constantly issuing the same error. I asked to help my cousin, who often helped me here with the laptop. Usually he remotely helped, but at that time he's got some problems were, and he had to come to my house. And here it comes, includes a laptop, and there everything works as it is necessary, there is no error. Every day for three weeks laptop was constantly issued the same error, but when he came to me, everything became works, as it worked before. In the settings, too, everything was fine. It looked like I cheated him. And I apologized to him for lying to him.

I was very uncomfortable that he lost a lot of time, the whole evening wasted. I stood and justified, not understanding how it happened. And when he left, I have become to think: I had deceived him. I thought: what does it mean? I cheated someone, but whom? Since I have been interacting with Shri Ram for a long time, I thought that I was talking about him. I thought that Shri Ram is very unhappy that I lied to him. I thought: what exactly did I lie to him about? And I remembered.

When I wrote down the 181^st series of my novel, I was enraged that Shri Ram not with me, and I was very angry at asuras. And I began to destroy them. I beat them mercilessly. I climbed high above them, and from me, as from a huge snake towering high in space, they all dripped combustible blood tears, because of what the Asuras immediately flew out of their bodies and flew in their next life. I destroyed them many times, even once came to me from a friend of Shri Ram and asked me to spare their lives, but I ignored it and continued.

And then Shri Ram decided to somehow correct this situation, somehow to calm me. He did it very cleverly. There he asked me to give him the answer when we should become together because he needed some sign from me. And then I danced him a dance of Aisha, in which Aisha said that she embroiders bear with a Bush of wild strawberry in his paws. So I realized that I told him when we with him let us together — when the wild strawberries are ripe. It calmed me well, and I stopped destroy them. But the season of strawberries has already gone, but Shri Ram all there, I did not give him a sign.

And in addition, the football world Cup began, and I told him a year ago, in the spring of 2017, that we will do everything before the world Cup. We had this conversation through one driver when I was driving home from the chipboard shop for paintings with Krishna. Then we had a conversation with that driver, whether the authorities will manage to prepare the city for the world Cup. The driver was totally skeptical, but I assured him they'll make it in time. I assured Shri Ram that we will have time to do everything before the championship. But the championship has already begun, strawberries are ripe, but I did not give him a sign. And it turns out that he told me through words of my cousin: «You deceived me. You said that before the championship and strawberries we'll be together, but it is not».

And then I thought there was something to it. There is some secret that he did not reveal to me, and without revealing this secret I will not give him this sign, because I am writing this novel now in a text, and it remains quite a bit to write, and it is necessary that everything be recorded. Just then I reached in the recording of the novel in the text to the episode with our interaction with Shri Ram on a Dating site. At first I thought that we began to interact with him, when I had a conversation with the karate coach and when he turned on the force methods to break me. Later he revealed to me that he was trying to press me before that — when I was on a Dating site. But it turns out, there was another point, before the conversation with the coach and before the Dating site. And this moment was not disclosed and was completely unknown to me. And that's why I tricked him, as it seems. But I didn't deceive him, I waited for him to open it all up to me, but he sat there and didn't tell me anything.

Everywhere I went signs that he something not told me, something is hidden. I understood it and began to demand from him that he told me all this. He decided open for me a little piece. He thought I was easy to cheat. Actually, it's very easy to cheat me. Just then I went to a large chain store of building materials, my son asked me to buy him beautiful indoor flower. I took pictures of all the beautiful flowers in the store and sent the pictures for the children. And son chose a beautiful cactus with a cap of beautiful blue flowers. I bought this cactus, brought home. The son said that the flowers of the cactus artificial, but I did not believe him, because the store is very much solid, large and I could not believe that in such a respectable store sell fresh flowers with fake flowers. But a few days later I was convinced that the flowers are actually artificial. Moreover, the flowers were glued to the cactus with hot melt glue. I tore off these flowers and glue is still on the cactus. I was so dumbfounded, how could I be so deceived... How could I buy a cactus with flowers glued on it?

And Shri Ram tricked me the same way they tricked me in this store. I kept telling him: «Open the secret», and he revealed the secret about the time when he almost had a life collapse at the end of August 2016 and when the women from his organization came to me. They were standing in front of me on my inner screen for two days, on September 2 and 3, and on September 3 he was waiting for a final blow when he should have been left with nothing. And those women then stood before my inner sight, and from them went: «You're the same as we are. And we are many». I got very angry with them and told them that Shri Ram or mine, or nobody's. He then tried to manipulate my consciousness, so I corrected his situation, as to him was shown through me a series of «Ramayana» that he could be saved by a woman.

And now, when I demanded from him that he reveal to me a secret, because of which my novel in the text was not full, he revealed to me that those women who stood then in front of my inner gaze, came just to ask me for it. Like, they needed him so much. Such a brazen misinformation he threw into my mind. I believed it. Trustingly. But then I look: signs continue to go supposedly something he does not tell. And I said to him again, «You didn't tell me something. You lied to me». I pushed him hard and demanded that he revealed the secret, and he brought to my realization, that those women came not to ask, but to demand. They said: «You're just like us. You're his non-contact-bitch. He is our master, and you must obey his commands. Do it! You're just like us». I thought: yes, it's more like the truth.

But it wasn't really all he must to tell me, and my rage didn't not go. She grew up, grew up and grew to the point that I became very angry, I stood in front of him like a huge Cobra, stuck my long snake tongue in his eyes and has become there digging around. I pierced his eyes with my snake tongue for a long time and hissed to him: «Open, you must open to me, tell me everything». And then I stood right under it and pulled a big pin into it from below, and when from it that rod went all the way into it, I let out a lot of very thin, extremely prickly needles, and they pierced it from the inside. And then I stood again in front of his eyes like a snake, burned him with my snake venom and said: «Open, you must open for me». But he revealed anything to me.

But something I realized myself, from my own words to my cousin. When I apologized to him, my daughter noticed that our Pussycat was calmly reacting to him. The cat reacts in a peculiar way to different guest. Accepts only our. On other people's growls, hisses, tearing their pantyhose, pants, jump. In short, protects territory. And here she sits and quietly looks at him. And my daughter asks, they say, why our Pussycat does not rush at him. I answer, they say, she remembers him, because a lot of times come to us and before, when she a little kitten was. And then I added: «And he to us and before walking, when it’s still and not was, when we lived on the most the first apartment here».

My brother left and I think: «Oh, what I said»... I was talking about Shri Ram. I said that Shri Ram knew me when we lived in the previous apartment. I thought: yes, that's when I registered for a Dating site, and then he sent to me different men on the site, and even one of the women there was making friends with me, and she even came to our house. But I also said about my brother, that he came to us before that. I thought: surely Shri Ram has already interacted with me when we lived in the first apartment, even before we had our pussy, when we had only just move here, when we the rented first apartment?

And I began to remember, when he could see me there. I there any Dating sites did not go, I stayed home and worked from morning to evening. We only lived in that apartment for six months, and then we moved out. And just at that time my mother left her body. Then I practically didn't go anywhere and didn't communicate with anybody. I thought: where then Shri Ram could see me if we already had contact with him in that apartment? And then I remembered. There was a story.

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