Star that fell from heaven to earth

In the 252nd series (at 27:10) I was reminded of the woman with whom Shri Ram was in the summer of 2016 and because of whom he refused me, saying: «We remember only the best». She was actually a very good woman. Shri Ram is the great asur. He is RA. RA is an asur at the top of asuric hierarchy. RA is asur who can plug onto people and who can plug the other asuras onto people. He can see people's thoughts, can communicate through other people using an allegorical language, being geographically far away, although living here like all of we, as an ordinary looking person.

He can do a lot. He can conceive with ordinary woman completely invisibly, at the energy connectivity, his asuric baby, who, being in some unmanifested form inside this woman, many years can waiting for her to have ordinary sex with an ordinary man and there will be a ordinary fertilization, as a result of which this conceived baby will begin to grow as an ordinary embryo, and then as the fetus. And this RA, the great asur, can even extract from her this asuric baby, who is still in unmanifested state and who did not hatch. This RA can extract this asuric baby out of a woman, in whom he was conceived, if for asur need to baby was born by another woman. And this asur can sew in this baby in the other woman. And this asuric baby will being inside another woman and just waiting for the usual fertilization. It`s similar to surrogate motherhood. Shri Ram is such a great asur, RA. He can do a lot of. And he's seen a lot of women in his life.

And that summer of 2016, he was with a very good woman, a gorgeous woman. And at that time he was in love with her. He has what to compare with. Having seen a lot of women through the eyes of other people, touching them with the hands of other people, being in thoughts of those women, seeing what they truly are and what they think, he, of course, had been able to compare. And this woman was for him the ideal of a woman, the ideal of femininity. He was even going to marry her. But then his life began to fell apart. He lost almost everything, almost became a bankrupt, a homeless man. And he had wanted her to help him, to give him her pious merits, in order to she straightened his financial position that was teeter upon brink. But she didn't do it. She did not give him the consent to share with him her pious merits. Of course, here we are talking not about the aware consent, but about consent at level of higher self.

She was totally right. Because if she had shared her pious merits with him, she would have followed a different life scenario. It would be not that life scenario she had with her pious merits, but the worst-case scenario. Without her pious merits was waiting for her sad future. It would be a disheartening picture. Consider the following: she was a healthy, financially independent and blossomed woman, with a chic house, with a stable, successful business that brings great income. She was a woman who has no problem. She never had any sort of health problems and money problems. She was used to luxury and did not count money when shopping. She had got a very bright future, fulling a pleasure, the holiday of fun and joy of life. But Shri Ram takes away from her a lot pious merits. There is very little pious merit left in her bank of piety. And all her life is rapidly going apart. Most likely, she will have problems in business. The deals and the funding will dry up. The costs will increase, and revenue will have dropped significantly. Business will have gone down badly, but she still will have to pay her workers. Her company will become insolvent. She will forced to close her business and to start looking for some sort of job to pay the bills. She will be the hired worker and will forced to economize, change her way of life to reduce expenses considerably without spending much money. She will be sad to recall her former luxury, which will be unavailable to her without her pious merits, and she will try to train herself to be content with a living wage. She will begin to ask him for money. She will want him to marry her and solve all her financial problems. She will begin to treat him not as a man, but as a sponsor. She will complain to him all the time.

Since he would pump a lot of pious merits out of her, she would get a menopause ahead of time. Somehow the female nature is connected with pious merits. She will have an early menopause and many chronic illnesses that she never had. She may even get cancer. Maybe she will be in some kind of car accident. Her income will be severely reduced by health problems associated with the onerous consequences of car accident and chronic diseases such as osteoporosis, arthritis, lumbago, diabetes, rheumatism, cardiovascular diseases, high blood pressure, a persistent headache and other degenerative diseases increasing the risk of severe complications. She will go to doctors all the time, complain about her health and that she had no money. All the money would be spent to treatment, to going to doctors, to medical tests, to the bottles of urine and feces, to Ultrasonography, to the MRI and the puncture. It will be unpleasant things that will not correspond to the image of the ideal woman, whom Shri Ram saw her before that. It's totally understandable that she will not want sex. He will need sex, but she will constantly have a headache, her body will hurt, and she will always find reasons to refuse sex. But when sometimes they will have sex, it will not be so interesting and pleasant, as she will try to finish this matter as soon as possible, because the loss of pious merits will also hit her female organs. Maybe she will have a loosening of the vaginal walls, uterine prolapse, and incontinence. Maybe she will have constant painful vaginal dryness. Sex will not give her pleasure and will even be painful for her, and she will try to have less sex. Her uncontrollable urination during sex will be very unpleasant for him. She, too, will be very ashamed of this, but she cannot do anything about it. Doctors also will not help her in this problem. But most she will be suffering because of cystitis after sex. Strong burning sensation and constant urge to urinate within a few days after each sexual intercourse will bring her intolerable torment, and the very idea of sex will begin to send her into a panic. It is clear that about any sex in this case can be no question. Sex in their lives will go to zero. This will certainly be very unpleasant turn of events for Shri Ram.

She will not have time for him. She will spend time to trips to doctors, to treatment, procedures. She will begin to want him to be more involved in her life, in improving her condition. She will start to demand that he accept responsibility for her and put his whole life on hold to be with her and take care of her. After a while, she will start to get on his nerves and will get too far. Her dejection and reproaches will be unbearable for him. He will decide that he can do without all these nagging and blame and he will go off with another woman who will be better her. He will go to other woman, and that woman who he loved and whom he erased, will be forgotten by him completely. He will erase her. He will take everything from her bank of pious merits, from her strategic reserve of pious merits. Therefore, she is, of course, did the right thing that she did not share with him her pious merits. But he did not like that she did not share with him her pious merits, to help him shore up his finances which was a wreck.

He saw that she didn't like men who are making trouble. She was well-educated woman with a high social position and a good income, aristocratic woman, who has long been accustomed to a rather carefree existence. She didn’t see the benefit to get involved in other people's troubles and didn't let other people's problems affect her. Just like him. In this they are very similar to each other, just as two peas in a pod: «Don't do focus on other people's problems, just have to enjoy». He saw that she did not need him when he is a poor, fatal loser, as he then became, and he saw that she, of course, would get rid of him. And so when Shiva told this Shri Ram to become with me, otherwise he would lose everything, and that he can save everything if he will be with me, Shri Ram, to save his money, decided to become with me. He was forced to give up that woman. And he forgot her.

This I learned from our mental conversation, after this woman was showed to me at that mental Internet. I had saw her on my internal screen and listened to the Mrityunjaya mantra all day long. Then I thought I was protecting her from my anger. But I was protecting her not only from my anger. I also was protecting her from Shri Ram's actions, because he decided to forget her completely. He decided to erase her.

In this case, «forget» means something else. It's called completely erasing in order to there was nothing to remember. In this case, «forget» means to do so that there was nothing to remember, that there are no those who can be remembered. In this case, «forget» means to make so that the one who was earlier, after ceased to be, as a result of which there would be simply nothing to remember. In this case, «forget» means to erase like to erase a pencil by a pencil sharpener, cutting off more and more wood shavings from the a pencil trying to turn a pencil into sawdust, then to release the sawdust into the wind. In this case, the pencil is erased, the pencil just did not become, and everyone forgot about the fact that this pencil was once. That's what those words «forget» mean. Similarly, the asuras can cut off more and more pious merits from the woman`s stock of piety and can completely empty her piety stock so that nothing remains of this woman so that she fell to the bottom of life, began to live according to the worst scenario of her life and would have completely disappeared afterwards. It's called completely erasing of woman by asuras.

Asuras erase women, forcing them to somehow satisfy themselves sexually that the woman had an orgasm. And when she has orgasm, asuras can pump out pious merits of her. They can pump out pious merits long, gradually, but can pump out all pious merits at once. And they can pump out pious merits of woman gradually and erase her, and when this woman remains without pious merits then she will go to the worst scenario in her life, and everyone will forget about her at all. And when I mental asked Shri Ram, «What about this woman? I saw her on my internal screen», he said me, «Forget her. The past is the past. Please, let's not remember about her. I already forgot about her». You know what that means? That means he decided to erase her, like a pencil by a pencil sharpener, removing wood shavings from a pencil until nothing remains of the pencil. He decided to forget her, in order to there's nothing left of her, in order to there was nothing to remember.

And when I was singing the Mrityunjaya mantra, I certainly tried to protect her from my anger, because I was very annoyed that some other woman was with my Shri Ram. Also I was trying to protect her from erasing by this Shri Ram that he is not erased her without sending her to the worst scenario in her life. I also defended Shri Ram from these actions and from the reactions he would have received for erasing such a wonderful woman. How many goals were achieved by singing the Mrityunjaya mantra. I remembered how I described this woman. She was so wonderful! I wrote a lot about her.

I found for Shri Ram a good woman, fully consistent with his preferences and image of a real woman. She was nice woman, modest, well-groomed, cultural, erudite, intellectual, smart, the neat one, faithful, tasty cooking and loving to cook (these same words describe her in sex, about tasty cooking and that she loves cooking, because for the asuras the words about food characterize everything related to sex). She has always been interesting to him. Next to her, he felt like a real man. She was constantly exciting for him and she never was trite for him. She was wonderful woman, open, sincere, outwardly attractive, charming, with a very developed sense of harmony in everything, calm, surprisingly restrained, balanced, kind, lively and dreamy. She was sincerely admiring him, was considering him a perfect and acting as if his faults didn't exist. She was kind-hearted and surprisingly feminine. She always was giving him to understand how much he is necessary to her. Perfection itself! God, like a breath of fresh air for Shri Ram!

Wonderful woman! She just didn't want to share with him her pious merits, and it was the right choice. Because he would have taken a big portion of her pious merits, and he would have stayed win, but she would have become for him burden, an annoying distraction because of such a great loss of her pious merits. And taking advantage of her pious merits, he would have erased her and went to other woman. She was right that she did not share with him. But he did not like it, and he decided to erase her, he decided to forget such a woman! He decided to erase a woman who was refusing to see his flaws, who was thinking he was perfect, who loved beautiful things, flowers, sophisticated haute cuisine. He with such great pleasure and satisfaction was spoiling her, was saying she is his beloved. And he was delighted to perform her so cute whims…

He was talking her, «You're beautiful, my love. You're my beloved», but then he started the process of her erasing, of her forgetting. Maybe he had placed her to asuric mental catalogue at their mental chat room in their mental Internet. The asuras has a catalog in their mental Internet at mental plane of existence. In this mental catalog are included a lot of files with description of different women. At asuric mental catalogue there are pictures of women in different views — and at the reception at the gynecologist, at the fluorography, with all the open parts of the body, at the mirror in the underwear or without it. At asuric mental catalogue there are descriptions of sexual characteristics and behavior of those women at sex and how much the pious merits asuras can to pump out of those women at one female orgasm. Maybe he even put her on the sale to erase her and thereby improve his position. She is such a good woman, such a wonderful one; he was saying to her «my beloved». And then he said me about her, «Forget her. The past is the past. Please, let's not remember about her. I already forgot about her. I have already started the process of her erasing, of her forgetting. We will erase her. Soon there’s not going to be much left of her. We will capitalize on that».

Shri Ram was spending a lot of money for the sake of her affectionate look and such an expensive for him smile, but he never once regretted it. He spent a lot of money on her. And after that he had wanted to compensate somehow this money which were spent for her, and decided: «Now I will put her on sale. Asuras will look at this good specimen of human female at our mental catalog, and there will be many willing who will pay for sex with her, which will be through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence. She will masturbate. I will plug onto her the asuras who bought her. They'll fuck her during her masturbation, and she won't even know it. Women are so stupid. They know nothing about us, about the asuras. They do not even guess that there are some asuras who can plug onto women at the energy plane of existence. They do not even guess that these asuras can fuck her, even when she just masturbates, in solitude, in the silence of her house. And this woman is the same naive stupid fool. She will masturbate, and during her female masturbation I will establish a connection between other men and her. These men will enjoy her during her female masturbation and during her female orgasm they will do the withdrawal of the pious merits from her piety account. And gradually they will erase her. At least it'll make up for what I spent on her. Let she earn back what I spent on her. I spent so much money on her! I was offering her expensive gifts and was inviting her to expensive restaurants. We went to upscale restaurants, private concert venues, and posh hotels. I was buying her dear flowers. I had to expend a lot of time, efforts and money. Let these asuras, fools, buy sexual favors and at distance fuck her, at the energical connectivity. I'll try in order to she wanted to satisfy herself sexually. I will press to the women energetical centers in her subtle body. I will do manipulation of her mind. I will make her think that for health she needs sex. She is unlikely to go to other men, but I will make her masturbate. I will plug those fools-asuras onto her. I will place her to asuric mental catalogue. I will include into the file with her description the mental pictures when she was naked in front of the mirror. I will put there pictures, how I saw her naked, how I had sex with her, how she reacted during sex and what she was like during sex. Many asuras will want to taste sex with such a specimen of human female at sex. How is it so funny! She has high standards of self-respect as a woman, but I'll sell her like a whore in a brothel. She thinks very highly of herself, but many asuras will fuck her like a slut. And she won't even guess about it because this will be connectivity through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence. This is similar to how create a network connection to connect the system to an access point. Asuras will want to fuck her and they will pay me by pious merits which they pumped out somewhere. I spent way too much time and money to her. She has to pay for the damages. I can't get back those hours of my life, but she will give me a refund. She will masturbate, and I will receive pious merits from those asuras who will fuck her during her female masturbation in solitude, in the silence of her house. And thanks to these pious merits, I will receive many opportunities in life and I will have a lot of luck, I will be very successful. I need to know that it wasn't all for nothing».

In that way he put such a good woman up for sale. Because I asked him, «What about this woman?» And he answered: «Forget her. The past is the past. Please, let's not remember about her. I already forgot about her». He already forgot her. He has already done everything to make her stand on the process of forgetting, of erasing. Asuras are already doing a withdrawal of the pious merits from piety account of this woman. This is similar to how fraudsters empty out the bank accounts of honest citizens. The fraudsters transfer the funds into the new bank account into their control. Similarly, fraudsters-asuras transfer funds from this woman’s piety account to their piety accounts. «The process of forgetting, of erasing is going on. How much interest is already withdrawn from her piety account? We have already withdrawn 70 % of her pious merits. 30 % still are left. Gradually we will erase everything. We will take all her pious merits. We will completely empty her stock of piety. Her piety account will become empty; she will be without pious merits. Problems, failures will begin in her life. No one can help her. All her friends and relatives will turn their backs on her. Everyone that she care about will turn from her. The troubles will fall on her from everywhere, and she will not be able to fix anything, because all this will happen to her due to the fact that she will not have pious merits, her stock of piety will be devastated and she will have to work off her sinful karma within very stricter conditions, without the mitigation by pious merits. And this will be the darkest of times for her. Many bad will happen to her, and she will lost to history. She will be forgotten forever».

She had good living conditions. Apparently, I have preserved good living conditions for her when I was singing Mrityunjaya-mantra. Otherwise, she would lose these good living conditions. Her real estate, her land would come up for auction after he would devastate her piety's stock. Or she would have sold her posh house and bought some horrid little rundown shack with cockroaches to pay for her treatment. He didn't spare her. He said, «I forgot her».

She had a lot of free time for him. She was well-educated woman with a high social position and a good income, had the best prospects of living longest. She was not burdened with young children. If she had small children, he would not have spared small children. He would have solved so: «To not spare the innocent ones — that shows real greatness. There are many orphanages. Some orphanage is gonna take these babies, why feel sorry for them? There are plenty of such children everywhere». She was lucky she didn't have small children.

She was living in real life, in the physical reality, and did not poke her nose into his affairs at the subtle, fine-material, energetic planes of existence. She did nothing knowing about that and not even suspecting that this man, so courteous, so decent, so pleasant and inspiring confidence and immense respect, can do something bad. She was nice to communicate with him, to look at him. He was so wonderful, intelligent man, feeling her mood and anticipating her wishes. He was very delicate, a kindly, empathetic man.

Yes, he anticipates her mood and her desires, because he is in her thoughts and sees everything she thinks and what she wants. He just sees her desires and fulfills those desires, which he considers necessary to fulfill. He fulfills only those her wishes, the fulfillment of which will be useful in achieving his goals. But in reality, the fulfillment of her desires is not at all interesting for him. He does only that which contributes to the fulfillment of his desires. He saw in her thoughts some desire, took it and fulfilled it. This is the coolest just mind-blowing wonderful adventure. And she thinks, «God, he guessed my wish! It's more than some crush. It's just been a really magical weekend! It was divine! He is a master of surprise. He’s a magician!» But it's a lot less complicated than it is on the surface. He did not guess her wish. He had seen her wish in her mind, in her memory, but she does not know about it.

She thinks that such men are so rare in these times. (Of course it is. He's an asur, and asuras are very charming, many asuras are simply beautiful. They are attractive, good breeding, well-educated men, likable, distinguished for a pleasant sensation of beauty from the first minute of communication. They inspire confidence and respect; you feel it immediately.) But she would not have known that the terrible situations in her life, which like a snowball would be falling at her from everywhere, would be the result of the activities of this wonderful man. She would not have known that he is cause of her endless misfortunes, that it was he who devastated her reserve of piety and deprived her of all favorable opportunities and good living conditions. And when he had put her at the process of the erasure, at the process of forgetting, he didn't care what will happen to her.

That woman was his ideal of woman. He did not regret a woman, who was his ideal. We found a very good woman. And he did cannot help falling in love with her. She was the perfect bait for him. She was endearing, charmless, alluring and enticing woman. But she was chaste woman. And he put up for sale this chaste woman who never strayed, who many years did not be with anyone else, who had decided to come to his bed not because she wanted sex so much, but because the man has been so nice and she thought that maybe she will succeed with him, that maybe she found her Romeo. This is a normal female desire — to want female happiness. She thought, «I've finally found what I've always wanted». That's why she started sleeping with him.

But he decided to forget such a chaste woman, that is, put her at the process of the erasure. He decided to pump out all her pious merits in order to that nothing remained of her, in order to her reserve of piety was exhausted and everyone forgot about her. This is similar to how people sharpen a pencil with a pencil sharpener, planing away from pencil the wood chips gradually, until nothing remains of the pencil. He must have put this chaste woman in their asuric mental catalogue, where the asuras choose with which woman to have sex, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence, while siphoning off her piety. Most likely, he decided to compensate the losses, reimburse his financial losses. He counted to marry on her, but had saw that she isn't interesting to live with him when he is the loser, that she doesn't want other’s problems. Why on earth would she must have other people's problems? Who are you? You're nothing to her. And why a woman has no right to want to live a quiet, trouble-free, carefree life? But he did not like her such attitude to life. She wounded his vanity, and he decided to take revenge on her and reimburse his financial losses. And he uploaded mental files about such a good woman to their mental asuric catalog, put her up for sale to be erased her gradually.

And he had just liked that woman first and then he began to fall in love with her more and more. And for him to completely moved on to her and remove me from his circle of trust, I somewhere out there, at higher plane of existence gave him an injection «to turn the love on» for that woman. And true love deeply moved him and illuminated his life. A long time he didn't feel anything like it. It seemed to him that all the stars in the sky at once lit up and shine a wonderful light. Well, like at Alexander Sergeyevich Pushkin:

And he sees only her, he cherishes his hitherto unknown feeling as a treasure, thinking that this woman is the one he wanted. He had completely immersed into his new perception and sense of the world and into his happiness.

And he decided to fully wipe such a wonderful, such a good woman, to offset his losses, to reimburse what he spent on her, when he was droving her to restaurants, was spending his time with her. He said, «Time is of the essence. My time is at a premium, precious, valuable. My ten minutes is now worth a million dollars. She has to compensate my losses». He did not spare such a good woman, the ideal woman for him, chaste woman and he put up her for sale so that other men fuck her during her masturbation. I guess that's why I was singing the Mrityunjaya mantra. Because he did not spare such a good chaste wonderful woman, and he has brought upon himself karmic reaction for this. And I was singing the Mrityunjaya mantra in order to he would not be affected by the fact that he had already put her at the process of Erasure.

This woman was a very good woman, and Shri Ram would have erased her. And she would never have guessed that these troubles fell on her because of that handsome, successful adorable man with whom she was during just one summer and who was very good, wonderful man. It would never have occurred to her that this very amiable gentleman had pumped pious merits out of her, put her for sale at the asuric catalog and sold her to asuras. She would never have guessed that this handsome, reasonable, good, caring, honest man sold her to other men she did not know. She would never have guessed that this very nice man who was going to be her wonderful husband forced her to masturbate manipulating to her mind at a distance to plugging other men onto her during her Masturbation and pump out her pious merits. She was thinking that she found a man she can trust. But she would never have guessed that this kind, gentle, sweet-hearted and most generous man she ever met was selling her to other men in order to they paid him. What cruelty, callousness and ruthlessness! Good thing, she had no small children, because if he would erase her and she would go to the worst scenario of her life, what would happen to her children? One shudders to think about this.

She was a good but lonely woman. And to asuras did not erase such good single women, we had made the decoys from their women-asuri. These women-decoys will be very good, seductive, wonderful lures, desired for any asur. They will be a tender, death trap for the asuras.

After all, everyone who went into Special Forces, have the special assignment and specialized training.

These decoys will be like the goddess Kamakhya, a fierce warlike goddess. Sometimes small fish are the most perfect bait for big fish. And when many of the asuras will be drawn to her and even the big fish, that is the great asur, will be interested in her, she will have an epiphany about what actually happened. And she will say to the asuras, who decided to take her pious merits out her and to enjoy her prohibitive sensuality and breathtaking sexiness: «You had wished your end. Your end is in front of you». And she will destroy them all, so that such good, but lonely women can have a good quiet life.

We have created a protection system against asuras to protect people from the influence and actions of the asuras. To do this, I held three actions, the last of which occurred on February 4, 2019. One day my son came up to me. He was watching some movie on TV. At that movie was said the word «the postscript», and he asked me what that word meant. I told him that when the letter is completely written, and then at the end you need to add something, this is called «postscript». But he didn't understand my explanation.

I was explaining to him this way and that way, but he kept asking and asking. I even had to go to Yandex and read him about the PostScript. After many detailed explanations he understood. I explained to him that when I had already written the letter, said about everything, signed the letter and already want to send it, some other thought may come to mind. And at the very end of the letter, after the last words «Yours, with much affection…» you write for example «Postscript: I will always love you» and something that suddenly came to your mind. And it's called «the postscript». My son understood this, and I thought: he in detail was asking me about the meaning of this word, it`s not a coincidence. I had thought it was Shri Ram who wanted to tell me something about some postscript, but I don't understand what he wants to convey to my consciousness. I began to think what it might mean. I asked Krishna to give me some sign about what Shri Ram wanted to tell me.

I began to seek out the signs of the Universe and paid attention to the news in «VKontakte», the picture from the 166th series of the TV series «Sita and Rama» with the words of Sita to Shurpanakha. Sita said, «You can't force anyone to love. In response to your love, no one is obliged to love you. If you loved Ram, you'd be happy just to see him happy. But when you are demanding that he be with you, it is not love, but only lust». I had looked at it and thought, maybe in that way was told me to let him go, because he was forced to accept the live with me, because he had some kind of life's disaster and Shiva told him that the threat of life is not gone and he can be protected only if he will with me. And Shri Ram was forced to take that step — to be with me.

I thought that we had created a protection system against asuras, in which Shri Ram took a great part, because he gave me the idea about this protection system against asuras. I had no idea about it at all. And he gave me the idea that it is not enough to create some devotees of Krishna from the asuras, as the Bible says, «So the last will be first». It is not enough to the last become first, it is necessary to ensure their protection. This thought was given to me by Shri Ram, and we carried out three actions, created this protection. I thought, well, we have done it, maybe now it is possible to release Shri Ram from this vow, maybe a postscript is means that he is forced to be with me, but maybe he does not want it very much and is forced to endure it.

I thought that no one has the right to compel love, that's really not good. Even if we are eternal couple, even if we once many lives were together and even in spiritual world were together. But if he long ago became asur and he has completely different desires, he just wants to enjoy this world and use it to his advantage, then why force him to be with me again, even if I am his Shakti, even if I am his soul mate, his matching pair, his stunning better half, even if I am the person who's right for him, even if I am his real woman? Maybe he doesn't want to. In the material world, it happened that we have completely different desires, completely different directions of movement. The main thing is to look not at each other, but in the same direction. But we look in different directions. We’re on opposite sides. He is an asur, and I am the slayer of the asuras.

I thought maybe I should let him go. Maybe this is meant by the word «postscript»? Maybe he doesn't want to be with me and says, «Well, now let me go, because I have done so much for you, contributed so much to your activities, that now maybe you can finally let me go?» I thought, Yes, really, I don't want to be with someone who just has to be with me. This is completely wrong.

Then I went to the mirror and looked into my eyes, thinking that although he lives somewhere here as an ordinary person, but he is plugged onto me and can see through my eyes. I had thought that when I look at myself in the mirror, he sees it all through my eyes. And I looked into my eyes in the mirror and said to him, «Shri Ram, if you don't want to be with me, if you are forced to be with me, then I free you. Yes, Shiva told you to be with me, but if you don't want this, then go out, live as you want. You're free. I don't want anyone with me for the reason that he has to be with me as if he is at gunpoint. I don't need that. Please go away and live wherever and however you want. I don't want to force you to be with me».

But he reminded me through some awareness that he had taken a vow. He kind of said to me, «But I took a vow that I would do anything to help you get back into the spiritual world, and I have to keep that vow. I told you, „Here's my hand as hand of your friend. I will do everything for you“, and you accepted my help, you accepted my hand as hand of your friend. Please don't reject this». He told me that he had taken a vow that he would not consider his mission accomplished until we returned into the spiritual world to the Lotus feet of Sri Sri Radha and Krishna. He said he couldn't overlook his vow.

He said that he had taken this vow and would fulfill his pledge, no matter what. He told me, «I'm not going anywhere. I have taken this vow and will keep it. I will do anything to help you return into the spiritual world. Here's my hand as hand of your friend». And I said to him, «But I have many hands of a friend. I have made many hands of friend from your asuras. I have made many my helpers. I have sent many asuras to their future lives, and they will work very hard, they will very much serve Krishna. Due to this they will deserve to return into the spiritual world and there they everyone will plead Krishna for me and for you, Shri Ram. You don't have to keep that vow because I have helpers. I have a lot of these hands of friend, and they will all try their best, I did everything for this. So, I'm sorry, but I don't need your services, I don't really need your help. I'm letting you go. Walk away, don't look back. Don't force yourself, even by this vow. Go, you're free».

But he kept insisting. He reminded me that he gave me his word as a gentleman on February 14, 2017, Valentine's Day. Then he told me through the words of Boris Akunin's book «Falcon and Swallow»: «I won't harm you! I give you my word as a gentleman. On the contrary, I am so grateful to you for your coming from nowhere to brighten up my loneliness. Trust me! Here is my hand. I will not abuse your trust. We are alone in this gloomy world, so let's stick together». I wasn't convinced anyway.

Then, as always, I decided to look tips of some Oracle. I pulled out one Metaphorical associative card for this situation. It was a picture of a man and a woman holding hands in a boat on the river. This card was when Shri Ram was with Lona, who was the eraser of the asuras. Lona had similar characteristics to those women whom we sent to their future lives, during the third action to the creation of the protection system against asuras, for protection of single women from attacks of the asuras. When he was with Lona, he said to me, «Farewell, we are parting forever».

I also asked Metaphorical associative cards what to think about it, and then I got this card. And now I got the same card. I looked at this card and I thought, «What if we're an eternal couple, but I am telling him to leave, and maybe he needs to be with me, because he's my eternal couple. Not only because it is necessary, but because it is the only position in which there is the fullness of life. There isn't anyone else, as in the picture drawn. Only this person, there's no one else». I looked at the picture and thought, «Yes, indeed, I am told that we are a couple, but I say to him: „If you do not love me and do not want to be with me, if you are with me under compulsion, please, go away“, but I was said that we are a couple. It`s unclear situation».

Then I had desire to look at the desktop of my computer. On it every 30 seconds randomly replace each other screenshots from one folder in which I have more than 3000 screenshots from the TV series «Mahabharata» and «Mahakali». I thought, I wonder what my desktop, my bird the Chatterer will tell me? The bird the Chatterer differs mind and ingenuity. I open my desktop, and there's a picture from «Mahabharata» with the words, «We lived together and we will leave here together». And then the next picture with the words from some book: «And I'm not going anywhere. There will be no other such person for me. You're the only one I want, and that will never, ever change».

I had looked at this: the world communicates with me, and this Shri Ram communicates with me through this world! But I still told him I didn't believe him. I said to him, «Get out of there right now, Shri Ram, if you are with me under compulsion. I'm freeing you from everything. Please go away. You want to enjoy this world. Go enjoy it all you want. I have no desire to enjoy this world. You can see what you've done to me. I'm constantly implicates myself at risk, in different lives. I, as an inspector of the Universe Patrol, constantly put myself in danger. I've had so many lives when many used this to hurt me. I no longer want to be in this world. But you want to enjoy here. Please go away, I don't believe you».

And then he reminded me about the words of the mailing Dhirashanta Prabhu, in which was said, «Look at all conflicts as to a result of your own shortcomings. Please understand that those people who are now around you may turn out to be the people with whom you will live your whole life, and perhaps they will also be near you at the time of your death». Shri Ram gently put thoughts about this mailing into my mind. I thought, «He's telling me now that he's going to be with me for the rest of my life, and he's going to be with me when I will leave my body». That moved me deeply, and I thought, «Well, Shri Ram, so be it. This is adopted».

And as soon as I thought that if he really wants to be with me and if he is determined to carry out his responsibilities, then I agree, I got the idea that actually means the word «postscript». I remembered the words of husband Daruka to his wife when I was looking at the Metaphorical associative card with the girl in the white beret with two candies in front of her and a cupboard with sweets behind her. At that time I was translating the words of husband Daruka, and those words in online translators were translated with the following meaning: «Shri Ram, you see, a lot of men are waiting for me, and they are good, they want to be with me. Watch out, I’ll divorce you, and then your teeth will be knocked out». Thus paradoxically online translator translated this phrase.

And I thought: Yes, in the mailing of Dhirashanta Prabhu was said that Shri Ram will be with me when I leave my body, but what will happen to him once I leave the body and when I will not be with him? It turns out that «when I’ll divorce you, then your teeth will be knocked out», that is, now he is protected when he is with me, but when I will not be with him, because I will leave the body, and he will continue to live, he will be torn by his own asuras. That's what I thought. I thought he was talking about that. Shri Ram told me that he would be with me for the rest of my life, but when I left the body, what would happen to him? His teeth will be knocked out by asuras, because he had a hand in that fact that I killed many asuras. I killed a lot of asuras there. And Shri Ram was the generator of the idea about the protection system against asuras. He gave me this idea about the protection system against asuras. He gave all these ideas.

And I thought that when I will go, because I will leave the body, die, they'll tear him up. That's what «postscript» means. This means that it is necessary to protect him somehow, it is necessary to ensure his full security and safety during time when the letter will completely written, that is, when I will leave the body, when all the goals of life will be achieved and fulfilled and I will go to the next life and the letter will be written, will already signed: «Sincerely, Svetlana Vinodavani». It's done, the letter's finished. And what will happen after that? A postscript is when the letter is already signed, after the letter is completely done. I realized that the postscript means his protecting after I will leave the body. We just got to figure out how to do it.

I thought: I do not know how to provide him protection during the time when I will not be with him, in this my physical body. And then I turned my prayer to Krishna. I said, «Krishna, I don't know what to do. I have no idea what to do». Krishna answered me on my desktop. I looked at my desktop, and there a screenshot came on which my Gurudev is in the same form as the furious Nrisimhadev.

And I had thought my Gurudev says that Nrisimhadev personally will defend my Shri Ram, that I shouldn't worry about it. I looked at this screenshot where my Gurudev is standing in the form of furious Nrisimhadev and I thought that Nrisimhadev is saying me, «I will protect your Shri Ram, don't worry». And then a new screenshot came, which had one word — «forever». I thought, «That's cool!» And then another screenshot came — with words «not for a single moment». I thought, «Sri Ram will not be a single moment without protection». I thought, «This is the right decision».

And then this Shri Ram gave me a thought about Fedka (rag, God's gift), whom Shri Ram plugged onto me on September 19, 2016 to ensure the stability of my interaction with Shri Ram. Shri Ram inserted this idea into my mind: «I had seen that Nrisimhadev Himself would protect me. And what about this Fedka, whom I plugged onto you and who is constantly with you, who ensures your interaction with me? The asuras will tear him, because he's helping you and me. And thanks to the fact that he is plugged onto you and allows us to keep our invisible contact all the time, the asuras will tear him apart».

I thought that it is necessary to Nrisimhadev protected also Fedka (a rag, a gift of God). And then I made a picture symbolizing this Fedka (the belt, God's gift), and fixed on it the image of one Deity Nrisimhadev, who sits cross-legged and putting His hands on the Mace, protects Shri Ram and this Fedka. Nrisimhadev looks at the asuras and says to them, «Asuras, did you think well? You need to think again... If you make a mistake, then hot greetings, a hot kiss will immediately fly to you. You can run, but you can't hide».

I decided that when I tell all this in my series of my novel, I will put this picture and sing a merry song about the New year, which has the words «I am sending you my warm greetings, my hot kiss», hinting at my very hot kiss, which will fly to asuras when I will stand above them high in space as a huge Cobra. I will emit a powerful burning beam into them all and burn them all by my hot greetings, by my hot kiss. I opened the video with a comic new year's greeting, which I found in «VKontakte», where it is called «Позитивное новогоднее поздравление Л. И. Брежнева» («Positive new year's greeting Leonid Brezhnev»). I have prepared a series of pictures for this song to sing it to asuras, so that they always remember about my hot kiss.

Thus Shri Ram was provided with assurances that the hand of the Lord is in all his Affairs. As said, «They know that I am the Lord's left hand and I have come to reap what thine enemy has sown! For I shall not spare thee, neither shall I have pity on thee!» Thus Shri Ram was provided with assurances that Krishna would protect him even after I leave this my body, in order to the asuras would not dare even to look at Shri Ram, because Nrisimhadev said that for Shri Ram He will tear them to pieces. And when I have prepared everything, my daughter came up to me, gave me a flower, looked me in the eye and said, «Mother Sveta, I love you». She never told me, «Mother Sveta» («мама Света»). She always told me, «Mommy, dear, sweet, beloved mommy» («мамочка»), and now she said, «мама Света» («Mother Sveta»).

I immediately remembered that when I sent the teacher of Shri Ram to his future lives, I came for the children to karate class, and there the karate coach told me when I entered the sports hall: «Mother Sveta, you killed my ten minutes». Then I noticed it immediately. «Mother Sveta». He never spoke to me like that, it was the only time. And then I immediately thought that «Mother Sveta» means «mother of light forces». He said «мама Света» («Mother of Light»), which means that I am the mother of my children and my name is Светлана, Света (Svetlana, Sveta). But in Russian the words «мама Света» (“Mother Sveta”) sound like «мама света» (“mother of light”), that is, «mother of what?» Mother of light, mother of light forces, that woman who is in light forces, in light army, in the troops of light, in the Heavenly Host. «Мама Света» («Mother Sveta») means «мама сил света» («mother of light forces»). And the number 10 is the number of the leader, of the teacher. I killed his 10 minutes, that is, I killed his teacher.

Then I understood from his words that we had succeeded. Teacher of Shri Ram, his 10 minutes, was sent by us to his future lives. And now my daughter said me «Mother Sveta». I've never heard her speak to me like that before. And I thought, that it is said by Shri Ram. «Mother Sveta» is specially pronounced by my daughter. it's like a sign, emphasizing this. It's like a code word in order to I realized that that it is said to me by him. He told me that he had seen everything, understood and that he loves me.

Thus he got the answer to his question about the postscript, and when I had fulfilled three actions to establish the protection system against asuras (to protect the devotees of Krishna, of couples and of single women), immediately after the recording of 252nd series with the description of third action, the first screenshot that was on my desktop was from the TV series «Mahabharata». There was Karna with shining armor on his chest that appeared on his body to protect him, and the words: «He will always be safe. Since then and forever». Looking at this screenshot, I thought that we did it and now this postscript came into force and works.

And when I was recording the 254th series, about this postscript, I had sang the same humorous song for asuras with a warning that they need always remember about my warm regards, about my hot kiss. Although in fact I sang it for the suras, for my whole team of light forces, with congratulations that we made the protection system against asuras, as planned before my birth in this my body, and that I'm with them and we will have many great victories.

And when I 254th series sang this song, immediately after it came out the screenshot with the picture of the deity Sri Sri Lakshmi Nrisimha and with mantra:

«Praise Lord Nrisimha! Praise the Lord who is in the heart of Prahlada! He, like a bee, always looks at the lotus face of the Goddess of Prosperity» (Prayer of Lord Chaitanya, «Sri Caitanya-caritamrita»).

I looked at these words and thought, «Nrisimhadev assured me that He would always look after Shri Ram, because it says here that Nrisimhadev, like a bee, always looks at the lotus face of the Goddess of Prosperity. And the face in this case is Shri Ram. In Russian there is the words «первое лицо» («first person»), meaning the head of something, the main person. And the main word here is the word «лицо» («person»). «Первое лицо» («first person») = «первое» («main») + «лицо» («person»). And in this case, I saw a parallel between the words «лицо богини процветания» («face of the Goddess of Prosperity») and «первое лицо», «лицо» («first person», «face»). I saw what it said about the most important person for the Goddess of Prosperity. And «the face» («face» = «first person») in this case is Shri Ram. He is «first person»; he is the person who rightfully belongs to the Goddess of Prosperity, that is, to me. The main person for the wife is her husband. And my husband is Shri Ram. It is also said that a woman represents the goddess of prosperity in the family. This phrase about the face of the Goddess of Prosperity can be understood as the main face for the Goddess of Prosperity, the most important person in the world to her. And these words can be understood also as the main face who belongs to the Goddess of Prosperity, as the most important person who belongs to the Goddess of Prosperity. It means her husband. «Praise Lord Nrisimha! Praise the Lord who is in the heart of Prahlada! He, like a bee, always looks at the lotus face of the Goddess of Prosperity». And if I can be considered the little goddess of prosperity, then since my husband is Shri Ram, then words «the lotus face of the Goddess of Prosperity» can be deciphered as «the main person for me as for the little goddess of prosperity». And this is my husband, Shri Ram. In this case, words «Praise Lord Nrisimha! Praise the Lord who is in the heart of Prahlada! He, like a bee, always looks at the lotus face of the Goddess of Prosperity» can be understood as Nrisimhadev Himself told me and Shri Ram and asuras in this screenshot that Nrisimhadev will always look at my Shri Ram, that is, at my face, at the main person for me as for the little goddess of prosperity. Nrisimhadev will always look at the person who rightfully belongs to the goddess of prosperity, that is, to me, and will always protect him. Nrisimhadev assured us that He would always look after Shri Ram. And also He will always look after that Fedka (a rag, the gift of God). Thus Shri Ram received all assurances that the matter of the postscript is resolved.

By December 7, 2018, I translated the third part of my novel from Russian into English and went to buy a charm for my silver charm bracelet to celebrate this event. I bought a silver charm in the form of a snake because the third part told how I started this Mahabharata of mine, that is, the destruction of the asuras and sending them to their future lives, where they will serve Krishna and where they will deserve a return into the spiritual world, to the Lotus feet of Sri Sri Radha Krishna. After I bought this charm for my silver charm bracelet, I went to the store to buy pies. I bought a lot of pies, for myself, for my daughter and for my son. In my basket was a whole mountain of pies.

I'm standing at the checkout, behind me is a man, and he says to me, «When you come home, eat all these pies and immediately lose weight». I looked at him in bewilderment. The women in the queue were indignant. There are a lot of pies, and I'm not slim at all, and I got not little belly. I told him, «But I bought these pies not only myself», and he told me, «No, you bought these pies only for yourself. Come home, eat them all and you will lose weight right away».

I purposely stuck out my stomach and said to him, «Look at my stomach. I have a big belly. Are you kidding? How can I lose weight by eating these pies?» And he repeats, «You will arrive home, eat all pies and at once you will lose weight». He said that three times. I had thought that the conversation is very interesting, but I did not begin immediately decipher it, extracting the hidden meaning. I freshly translated another part of my novel, I just wanted to relax, and I did not want to think at all. I bought a charm for my charm bracelet, I bought pies and went to my lady friend for little friendly sit-down. I paid for the pies and went to my lady friend.

That day my lady friend was working and I went to her place of work. She works in a shop owned by a Hindu. When I arrived to her, at the same time there the owner of shop, a Hindu, arrived also. He sat down at a table and began to check something. My lady friend and I began to talk about something, and he barge in our conversation and began to talk an impersonal stuff, that he is from a brahminical family, that he knows how to live. He was saying that there is no need to think about some Krishna, because we all are Krishna. We are each a little God who is for now small because he does not know that he is big God. We must enjoy here and now because we are Krishna and Krishna is the enjoyer. There is no need to aspire to any spiritual world. And there is no need to serve anyone. Why do we need some devotional service to Krishna if you are Krishna, I am Krishna, he is Krishna, all are Krishna? We have to live here right now like Krishna and think, «How verygood that I am Krishna».

He was spouting such rubbish. The crazy impersonal nonsense was erupting from him, as from a trash can, for a long time. I was listening to him, and then I began to argue with him. I said Srila Prabhupada is right. Srila Prabhupada preached devotional service to Krishna among them, such impersonalists who think that we are Krishna, so we have to live here and enjoy like Krishna. They think that there is no need to go anywhere, into any spiritual world, because each of us is God. Why would God go somewhere and somehow limit himself, stick to some rules and not indulge his desires? They say that each of us is a God, and we, being a God, must unrestrainedly enjoy all that is around us. But Srila Prabhupada claimed that we are servants of God and should serve Him, and not chase for sensual pleasures.

I said to him, «Srila Prabhupada lived there among you and was preaching about devotional service to Krishna, the Supreme personality of Godhead. Srila Prabhupada was saying that we are all servants of God. He's a hero. He's right. You're hypocrites. You say you love animals but you pity the dogs and kill the cows. You love dogs so much that you kill cows that give milk, give so much good, and you feed dogs by food made from these killed cows. This dog never can kill the cow. A cow can butt a dog with its horns and kick with its legs. But you kills cows, and you feed the dogs by the fodder made from those killed cows. And you say you love animals? This is hypocrisy. And probably you love fried chicken. What kind of Krishna are you if you eat fried chicken, that is, a murdered living being? No, you are not Krishna. Srila Prabhupada is completely right».

I argued with him very much. My lady friend was very confused, because she works for him, and he is shop owner, and I argue with this shop owner. I also said in that conversation that my daughter once walked home from school, and at the schoolyard, straight near the school porch the dogs attacked her and the janitor with a broom drove off the dogs from my daughter. I said to shop owner, «Look what these dogs are doing. And we can do nothing, because no one's allowed kill dogs. Dogs are caught, spayed and neutered and taken to the place from where they were taken. And dogs are gathering into packs, are hunting and attacking people. And there is no service that cleanses the city from dogs and protects people from dogs, that even at the schoolyard dogs have the audacity to attack children.

Even the director of the school can not clear the school yard from dogs because of laws protecting dogs. And who will protect children from these dogs? We were lucky that the janitor with a broom was there and had drove dogs away from the daughter, protected her. You're wrong. You kill cows and feed dogs that attack children. You pity the dogs, but you kill the cows». So I said to the owner of the store. But when I came home, I began to remember these two conversations — with the man in the store at the cash register about pies and weight loss and with the owner of the store about dogs and cows. I began to wonder what that might mean with regard to my interaction with Shri Ram.

As for pies and weight loss, I realized that Shri Ram asks me to stop rechecking the English translation of my novel, when we will become together in real life. More than half of the text of my novel I translated using only online translators, and then I found a site «Reverso» with many examples of translations from books, movies, life, and I thought that when I translate the entire text of my novel, I will begin to recheck the translation, using the many options of translations offered at this site.

And, remembering the conversation with the man in the store at the cash register about pies, that when you come home and eat all the cakes, you will immediately lose weight, I thought that, perhaps, it's Shri Ram told me, «You will write your novel. You will translate text of your novel. I'll come to you in real life. We’ll be together again, after many lives in separation. Please, when it happens do not need to recheck the English translation anymore. Please, throw off this decision, refuse your idea again to read and translate your novel. I do not want you to remember what we had when we interacted without personal acquaintance and contact with bodies, at the mental, energy plane of existence, away from each other, although already together».

That is, through the words of the man in the store at the cash register about fact that «I will come home, eat all the pies and immediately lose weight», Shri Ram said to me, «Please, I beg you: refuse idea to do the translation one more time, because you will again remember what I did wrong to you. You will again fall into depression. This will not serve our sensual delights, but we must enjoy. Whatever happened, happened. It's behind us. And everything will remain in the past. Whatever is, is, and life goes on. Don't look back on that time, let's enjoy». Thus I deciphered these words about the fact that I will immediately lose weight. After all, to lose weight is to throw off the excess. And it would be logical for him to insist that I do not continue ruin mood by re-reading this novel, because it describes how much bad he did to me when he thought that I would never know what he is doing to me, at the energy plane of existence, and therefore he was doing to me all that he does to all the other women.

Shri Ram did not want me to remember all this. He wanted me to enjoy life with him when he will come to me. That's what he said in those words, that «you will come home», that is, I will become with him, that «you will eat all the pies», that is, you will finish the novel to the end, with the description of our meeting, that «and immediately you will lose weight», that is, I will not remember and I will not be engaged in translation over again, I will leave the translation of the novel as it is, no matter how poor the quality of translation.

I thought: I really want the text of my novel in English to be correct, more acceptable, more readable, but if Shri Ram so begs me, he said three times through the man in the store at the cash register that you will immediately lose weight, then, so be it, I agree. I won't translate anymore when I get home and eat all the pies, so to speak. I will throw off this translation, I will throw off this novel and I will not come back there any more, I will not look what nasty he to me made as he sold me to others as he pressed me in order to I was with other men, Yes, at the energical connectivity, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence, but what difference, it is a shame all the same. I said to him, «Shri Ram, so be it».

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