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Christmas tree for New Year: Children need a holiday





Such was Shri Ram's gratitude to me for that I had saved him from life's disaster. He decided to empty my supply of pious merits, making a big withdrawal of the pious merits from my piety account. He decided that I and my children did not need these pious merits. He thought we were living too posh. He decided that the way we lived was an unaffordable luxury and that he need my pious merits more. He decided so for some reason. He had not thought about me, how I will live without my pious merits.

He had not thought about my children, how they will live without a normal life, even without mommy, because without pious merits is unlikely to be the children remained with the mother. He didn't think of anything. He thought only about how much he would enjoy his good fortune, feel a comfort, and savor the sweetness of his life. He thought that he would empty my supply of pious merits, leaving nothing there, and I become the trash of society, exhausted, weakened, defenseless, vulnerable, will fall off from him and fall to the bottom of life and the problem will be solved — he will remain with his money, with women whom he used as the contactless whores, he will enjoy.

I thought that I needed protection. I need to create a protection for my future lives here on the planet Earth from such lovers of pumping all pious merits out of women. Need to make protection from such withdrawal of the pious merits out women. If asuras want to live well, they can perform some austerities; they can to abandon intoxication, not eating meat, fish, and eggs, not to engage in illicit sex, not to gambling, they can to commit good deeds to benefit sentient beings, to make donations to spiritual programs. Then they will have some pious karma.

They must learn to respect women, to help them. In this case a male get good karma. But isn't good to lead such a parasitic way of life, as these asuras lead, living at the expense of pious merits, which they are scooping out of women, thereby simply depriving women of any good opportunities, prospects, life. This is wrong. I thought they were making women a trash, vagabonds, and I have to create a defense.

I have decided that we will create protection using the lovers of pump all pious merits out of women. And when we will do it, they, like everyone else in the protection system against asuras, will be born one by one to provide greater coverage. I want to have in my future lives protection from such lovers of pump all pious merits out of women and to children, too, had protection. Because this isn't good, if woman becomes devastated, without her pious merits, especially when she has children.

It turns out, the kids get caught in danger. Because if a woman does not have the pious merits that allow this woman to be with her children, then, accordingly, they get separated. And what happens to the children without their mother's protection? So protection is needed. I decided that for this purpose I will take such lovers of pump all pious merits out of women. They will destroy those who will be as them now and as this Shri Ram. All this I thought about in mid-December 2018.

On December 18, my son had another music lesson, and I needed to go there for some reason, talk to his music teacher. I came there, she went out, started a conversation, during which she began to tell me that my son was complaining to her that we have no Christmas tree for the New Year. And I said to her, «Okay, so what's so wrong about that? We've been moving from place to place for years. Earlier we had a small artificial Christmas tree, we put it on New Year's Day, decorated it with something, but Christmas tree got a little dusty out, and I threw it away. Why is this Christmas tree necessary? New Year is good also without a Christmas tree. Why Christmas tree is necessary to us for?» And she says: «Children need a holiday». I said, «We're fine without the Christmas tree. Thanks, but we're all right». I was trying to clever way out of this situation, but she clung to me with both hands, took me right by the hands, looked me in the eyes with a very affectionate, penetrating look and said to me: «Promise me. Children need a holiday. Promise me you will buy a Christmas tree».

It was embarrassing to saying no her. I really like her; she is a good music teacher. I did not want to upset her, and I said that I would buy a Christmas tree. She was very happy. And I immediately remembered that my son is saving money for a toy for the New Year. He washes our dishes, and I give him money for his work. I thought that if he so very much wants that Christmas tree, let himself buys it. I thought that let instead of toys he will buy a Christmas tree. He puts aside the money for what he wants, and why that Christmas tree should I buy? And I said to the music teacher, «Okay, I agree, but then let him buy a Christmas tree instead of toys, if he needs it so much». That's what I told music teacher.

When I came home after this conversation, I thought: through words of this music teacher Shri Ram pulled out of me the promise that we will be together, because I could not refuse her. He told me through this conversation that I am necessary to him, and I asked him why I am necessary to him for. I said, «Why do we need this Christmas tree? Many celebrations of the New Year we did not have a Christmas tree. We like our life just the way it is. Why do we need this Christmas tree?» I was asking Shri Ram why I am necessary to him. Like, we without him and so well lived for a long time and have long been accustomed to this way of life and we do not really need him.

I told him that I many lives was living without him and are used to being without him and even I feel well. But he insisted that the children needed a holiday, that I am necessary to him for something. And it turns out I gave him my consent through a music teacher. I said that well, the holiday will be, but I said that if he wants it, let instead of all the toys he will buy a Christmas tree and in that case a Christmas tree will be. Through these words to the music teacher, I told Shri Ram that if he wants to be with me, he has to give up all other women, in that case he can be with me, «let him buy a Christmas tree».

I thought: I am necessary to him? Why I am necessary to him? What kind of holiday does I am necessary to him for? Why, if he has so many of these toys about whom I hear in my speech, which is a projection on everything that happens at affairs of Shri Ram. I hear in my speech that they are constantly processing one woman, then another, then a third, there is an endless stream of women, whom they are heated, then push, whom take out something from. I hear it in my speech; I am monitoring all these words and think what it could mean in relation to his asuric activity. And I thought: if he's got all these toys in there, why I am necessary to him?

I thought: why I suddenly became necessary to him if he does not respect women at all, if women for him are like food? Food in terms of women's pious merits and female energy, at the expense of which the asuras can well live. Women are as nutrient growth medium. I did not understand why I suddenly became necessary to him although he had taken all my pious merits out me, although he believed that we have no right to live even in such miserable conditions in which we now live. He believed that we have no right at all to live. And why would he want that Christmas tree? Why I suddenly became necessary to him? He wanted me to become the dregs of society, and believed that I have no right even to this existence, what we have now buying clothes and shoes in the second-hand shop and taking what someone give to us?

Why would he want me, if he thought I had no right to even exist like this? What has changed in his life, because of what I suddenly became necessary to him? He thought I have no right to live like now. What holiday does he need? He has no right to any holiday. He had taken all pious merits out a woman who raises her children alone. He had scooped out all pious merits from a woman like that to empty her, to leave children without a mother, without protection, to make this woman a piece of garbage, to be treated not as a person, but as meat.

I thought he has no right to anything, no right to any holiday. And I at Ekadashi ate cakes to spite him, although I many was fasting at Ekadashi. But I was so angry with him that I ate cakes at this Ekadashi, because I didn`t want to give him pious merits. I decided that no pious merits for Ekadashi will go to him. I thought that I was wrong, that I came to him at all. He wanted to kill me, not physically, but in life, in order to I fell to the bottom of life, in order to I were with those with whom now I am not in contact never. As a result of his actions, everyone could fuck me and treat me not as a person, as a woman, but as a pig, as meat. He wanted to do this to me? I thought it was a pity he exists.

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