The decision for those who loved to threw into women other people's misfortunes

When I realized all this, I realized who will be the next category to be sent during our Mahabharata. These are the ones who liked to throw their problems into women. Krishna allowed me to work off this karmic reactions a gentler way, but other women, having received three other people's deaths, would have received death, real and would have gone to another body, to next life. And maybe they would have three lives in a row to work off these three people's death. And who knows what problems they threw at me. But Krishna protected me.

I thought: what to do with them? I thought, maybe, to include them in the action with those asuras who will be women, that is, with those who loved to pump all pious merits out of women? I thought maybe to combine them together to send into future lives in order to all they will be born women and will purify the society from all scum? I thought that this punishment is severe and would suit them. But when I thought about it, immediately on my computer appeared a screenshot with the words «No buts, Gandhari».

I looked at this screenshot and thought that I should not unite them, it is necessary to give a separate punishment for those asuras who loved to throw off their problems on others, on women, and who did not even spare women with children. They were sparing no one. What would happen to children if these three deaths were realized directly and not through the death of tulasi? They didn't care. And from the words «No buts, Gandhari» I realized that it is necessary to carry out some special action to them. I thought: what should I do with them? I didn't have any thoughts on the subject, I just knew I have to do it. And then I thought that they can run quickly, but they can't hide, Krishna will definitely float me the idea. I began to meditate on this: what does Krishna want to say to me?

Then I turned on the Nrisimha-kirtan. I listened to this kirtan and was remembering how this Shri Ram was initiated by my spiritual master. It was in November 2016, the day after he had some kind of battle on the subtle level with some big asur, who had never known defeat before. That big asur would kill Shri Ram, but Shri Ram had remained an integer and unharmed, because I was singing protective mantras and begged Krishna, Gurudev so Shri Ram was alive. The next day Shri Ram needed to fulfill his part of our agreement and accept initiation at my spiritual master.

That morning I was minding my own business and suddenly I saw on my inner screen how I was standing, to my right is Shri Ram, and somewhere ahead is my Gurudev. There was complete silence, but it was evident that between me and my spiritual master there was some invisible, soundless conversation. And then my Gurudev suddenly switched to Shri Ram, and I saw that between them went a powerful flow of energy, there everything buzzed and sparkled.

There were two streams — from my Gurudev to Shri Ram and from Shri Ram to Gurudev. And from Shri Ram to Gurudev was rushing a very large flow. And then, when it was all over, this Shri Ram grew up, he became so huge, above the heavens. I looked at him with my head up, and I couldn't even see where he is so tall. I then realized that it was an initiation. And when I was listening to Nrisimha-kirtan and remembering this, I had thought, my Gurudev took the karma of this Shri Ram, though Shri Ram is an asur and he a lot of lives was asur, and he did a lot of bad. Shri Ram in this life only during a few years of interaction with me did to me so many abominations. And he did cruel things to many women. And my Gurudev took all this bad karma of Shri Ram.

I remembered that when I started interacting with Shri Ram, I was seeing Shri Ram's prostate on my internal screen and was cleaning it with some invisible hands. And then, when my Gurudev took all the bad karma of this Shri Ram, my Gurudev was diagnosed with prostate cancer, he had an operation, and just when the operation had proceeded, at this very time I could not stand the drowsiness and went to sleep, although it was morning and I was already doing my business. I fell into a dream, and I dreamed that I was sitting on Gurudev's bed and we were talking about something, and then he leaned back on the pillows and said: «In the most difficult times, it is easiest to get the highest perfection of life — the love to God». I thought: my Gurudev took problems from this Shri Ram, with his prostate as well.

And I decided what to do with those asuras, who loved to throw off their problems to others, including women with children. I had thought that they should take away all the bad karma from the spiritual masters, the followers of Srila Prabhupada, from those who lead people to Krishna. May they take away all the bad karma that these spiritual masters took from their disciples, like my Gurudev took karma from Shri Ram. Yes, let these asuras, who loved to throw off their problems to others, will obtain bad karma in the same way as they were throwing off. And let it all go to them.

But this time a lot of bad karma will go to them. Oh so much... Because my Gurudev took much bad karma from only one Shri Ram, and he has many other disciples, and he took a bad karma from each disciple. And not only my Gurudev did it. Srila Prabhupada has many disciples, now spiritual masters. And I decided to relieve all the spiritual masters, the followers of Srila Prabhupada, from the bad karma they had gotten from their disciples. I decided that those asuras, who loved to throw their heavy problems into others, will take all this. And then they'll go straight to hell. I decided that it is necessary to tear out their sinful tongue and to dump on them bad karma which spiritual masters had gotten from the disciples.

I thought: «Asuras, receive my gift!!! You didn't spare me, you didn't spare my children. Krishna spared me». They bravely did it. They did not think that for the fact that they throw off their problems, they will come to an even bigger problem, such a problem that they can not cope with, which they can not throw off, and they will fly out into very far. They didn't think about it. They had wrong. I was very sad to realize that Shri Ram had done all this to me.

I thought, Alas, we are in the material world, such situations in life happen when your eternal couple, your eternal husband is pumping all your pious merits out of you, and he does not spare you at all and plus he is throwing into you deaths of other men. And only Krishna's help helped, because Krishna allowed us to work off this in such a gentler way — through treatment for head lice, for two weeks, and by allowing tulasi to take this blow. Three tulasi perished for no reason at all. I decided that I would tear out sinful tongue of the asuras, lovers of throwing their problems on others, so that they could not take the pious merits from others by this energy tongue, could not throw their problems on others. I decided that they will take the bad karma of disciples from the spiritual masters of ISKCON and then they go straight to hell, to work off it for a very long time.

When I decided all this on December 20, 2018, on my computer appeared a screenshot with my Gurudev who was putting up arms, in the gesture of hugging. I had thought I had it right. And then on my computer a screenshot appeared where into the chest fly great flow of gold coins. I looked at this picture and I thought, well, now we've done everything that was required of us, everything that was in our plan that we made before I was born in this life of mine. And that's when I decided how those women who would be the specialized orderlies would act in their future lives. They were men, with male nature, and were pumping all pious merits out of women. And they’ll be women and like witches.

But they won't really be any witches. The all will occur in the following way. When someone will do something bad to this witch, some invisible gateway, airlock will open inside her, and through this gateway all the sinful reactions, all the bad karma of the disciples, which was taken away by their spiritual masters, followers of Srila Prabhupada, will go to the one who offended this witch. Therefore, immediately her abuser will get in trouble. Or he on car will be in a terrible accident, or his business will collapse, or something awful will happen to him, and he will die atrocious death. Why? Because under such bad karma nobody will be able to keep. And at the same time, for those specialized orderlies it will be the service to Krishna. They will free the spiritual masters from such a heavy burden. It`s very good service, so they will deserve liberation and return into the spiritual world, where they will become the men, with male nature, again.

That's the way they will carry out their mission of the specialized orderlies. They will redirect bad karma from spiritual masters to all that filth, to scum who does not respect women and considers them meat. And it will happen automatically, itself out. They were asuras and liked to pump all pious merits out of women and at the same time did not spare even small children of these women. They were men, with male nature, but all they will be women. They will be such walking dust collectors to whom all this scum will be pulled from everywhere.

And if someone will do something bad to her or even just will think bad about her, then at her on some invisible inner screen some kind of gateway, airlock automatically will have open, and through this airlock from spiritual masters, followers of Srila Prabhupada, all the bad karma of their disciples will be redirected to those offenders who should be eradicated. It will be the bad karma that spiritual masters got from their disciples. And then those offenders will die a horrible death. These women will be elusive avengers, specialized orderlies, walking time bombs, traps for fans of making scapegoats of the women. These women will be specialized orderlies, masters of the erasing of those who like to pull down women to a lower level of development. All the bad karma from the spiritual masters, which they got from disciples, by itself, will automatically go to those offenders through these specialized orderlies, and this will be fair, and right, and for the benefit of all.

261 at 43:10.

https://youtu.be/xbSLKc02cRg

Sad transformation: how did men become women. «Women don't have cocks, you moron…»

On February 13, 2019, at night after recording the 261st series of my novel, I had a dream in which I caught a poisonous snake and it bit me in the hand as much as twice. When snake bit me the second time, I started screaming in my sleep, «Someone get an ambulance, please! Ambulance! Hurry! Hurry!» Having woken up, I thought that we must hurry, it is necessary to send as soon as possible to future lives the former lovers of pumping all pious merits out of women. I remembered that in 261st series, at the end of the series, was a screenshot with Arjuna, who was standing in front of Draupadi on his knees and he begged her about something.

I thought that it Shri Ram asking me to send them as soon as possible, because I tore out their sinful tongue and sealed their energetical mouth, and apparently, without this sinful energy tongue, by which they were pumping all pious merits out of women, they're in a lot of pain. And I decided that I will have done away with them in the morning. But were no dirty dishes in the sink. I needed to go get some potatoes. I bought potatoes and thought that right now I will peel and grate the potatoes, then will fry hash browns and during this time we will soon send them to future lives.

I tuned in them. I remembered that I was told that at the end of the battle I would sacrifice a pumpkin to them. I thought what is this pumpkin by that had to be sacrificed, and I have to do it without a shadow of doubt, fear and illusion. I remembered that it is part of some plan that I with my team of light forces had drawn up somewhere between lives before I was born in this body of mine. I thought: we have to do it because it is part of our plan because I was told through words: «I begin to act nice and clean according to the again approved plan», and I was told that it is very important. We can't go alone. We're all responsible for each other. We are rhymed like lines in one important big verse.

I thought, this is very important, my work here in this physical body is also very important. Because we are all responsible for each other, and everyone does some work, and it must be done. I remembered that these asuras were pumping all pious merits out of women and did not spared young children of these women. I remembered what they would be like. Before that they were men, but many lives they will be women, they will have no husbands, no name, no kin, they would be like a flower blooming in a dirty place. I thought: what are they going to be like? Maybe they will be models on the catwalk in the fashion business, gifted lingerie models, famous or a mid-level, or some beautiful well-known socialites, rich society dames who shines in the beauty of their garments at glamorous parties, like a rich jewel In an Ethiop's ear. Maybe they will be just inconspicuous participants in those parties, maybe they will be great actresses, unsurpassed photographers or a brilliant journalist or their assistants, because they will running around the world.

They will be pretty, attractive women and will hang out in some the wry places, in nightclubs, in dens of iniquity where not the best contingent of our earthly population hang out. Their life will be dangerous and difficult, because they will always be drawn to some scum. Because they were asuras who were lowering women down, and were pumping all pious merits out of women, and now it's going to come to them because that will nothing more than karma catching up with them. Because those women, left without their pious merits because of the actions of these asuras, were forced to paying for their sinful karma without a shock absorber, which mitigating the blow of fate, in the form of pious merits. And since these lovers of pumping all pious merits out of women did it with women, they will destroy all sorts of scum.

Our mission is dangerous and difficult, and at first glance as if not visible. They will have such a mission. They will be specialized orderlies, like wolves, cleansing the forest of what is necessary to destroy. They'll be like witches. But they won't really be witches. Anyone who will do anything bad to her, if even will think bad about her, will immediately get big trouble, because do not think bad about women, because they will have such a role — they will do the clean-up operation, a big cleanup. Those who will think and do bad things to women will be eradicated with her help, although her active conscious participation in this will not be.

These specialized orderlies will be born alternately to make to provide sufficient coverage in order to there is no pause. And these women will be the death of all sinners who will live when she will live. Because it is better not to offend her, harm her. Anyone who does anything wrong to her, will be destroyed immediately. His whole life will collapse, and he will be buried under the rubble of his ruined life. These specialized orderlies will take care of the purity of society, will punish those who should be punished, who have no right to live, because do not fulfill their Dharma.

A man's Dharma is to protect a woman. If a man looks at a woman as at expendable product, as at meat, does not protect her, but uses her, even using violence, then this man is completely useless, because he does not fulfill his male Dharma, and therefore he must be eradicated. And every one of these women, of the specialized orderlies will be the one that will eradicate these men. These men, through this woman, the specialized orderly, will receive heavy, bad sinful karma from spiritual masters, followers of Srila Prabhupada, which they took from their disciples. Inside her by itself automatically an invisible gateway, airlock will open, and through this airlock all that sinful karma will sweep to her abuser, and he will be erased.

Our mission is dangerous and difficult, and at first glance as if not visible. Why this mission is dangerous? Because with close attention can notice that someone something did wrong for her and immediately received a response, and cruel response. And if anyone notices it, she will be torn up like the witches used to be burned at the stake because someone's cow died, although it is not her fault. These women, the orderlies, will not be to blame. Blame will be those men who will want to humiliate her, insult and do something bad to her. These offenders will receive the troubles that will come through these women, the specialized orderlies. But these women will not be to blame. Because it is not necessary to offend women and consider them expendable product. These men, the abusers, will be to blame. They're the only ones to blame, and they've brought misfortune on themselves, but these women, the specialized orderlies will need to keep a secret this their ability so no one will know she's the one bringing death to scum.

Therefore, this mission is dangerous and difficult. And this mission will be almost invisible, because they will be ordinary women, although with such unusual abilities. And they will in this mission many lives and will deserve to return into the spiritual world. No one's ever going to marry these women, because if her husband does anything bad to her, she will immediately become a widow. She can not get married, because now at Kali Yuga men can not to control their emotions and they think they can get away with anything, and so if this husband about her even thinks badly, she immediately will become a widow, so these women will be unmarried.

I had thought I had a clear picture. I know what kind of pumpkin it is. These are the ones who were pumping all pious merits out of women and who did not even spare children of these women. I know who they're going to be. I know how this is going to happen. I've already ripped out the sinful tongue by which these asuras were taking away pious merits out of women. And I had a dream that, «Hurry! Calling ambulances!» And I started doing it. I started with Narasimha Maha Mantra «Ugram viram maha-vishnum jvalantam sarvato mukham nrisimham bhishanam bhadram mrityur mrityum namamy aham».

I looked at my internal screen and saw them all. I stood at the top, right above them, and many sharp metal knives were flying up from them, and all knives were stretched out from them by me as if I am a powerful magnet. After that, I formatted their chakras in a spontaneous dance of hands during the Narasimha Maha Mantra. And when I had formatted their chakras, I remembered that they are still men, with masculine nature, although without their energy tongue, and that they will be born women, and that men can be born women as a result of either a curse or a blessing, or a personal desire, but these asuras will be born women as a result of a curse.

And I imagined that there are personalities whom these asuras, men, with masculine nature, had humiliated, devastated, and pushed to the bottom of lives and these personalities had cursed them for it. These personalities are the women from whom these asuras had pumped out and took away all pious merits, and the children of these women, and the people who interacted with this woman, depended on her, loved her. I thought these men, who are still with masculine nature, had a lot of curses. I summoned upon them these curses and saw that these curses, like great black streams, rush from all sides into them, enter their top and sink into their belly, somewhere between Svadhisthana and Manipura.

I thought we should give the right impetus to these curses, make a synergy effect and focused these curses targetedly so they act in the same direction. I remembered who these asuras would be, I had imagined they would be women in future lives, and I concentrated all those black streams that from all sides were flowing to inside of these asuras into one little black dot. I set a goal to this black dot in order to these ex-men would become women. And then this black dot that was inside of them, somehow flared up and flooded their entire space, from head to toe, everything inside them became black. And I realized that those curses had collapsed into one, focused, received a course of action and started to act, manifested itself.

And when this blackness from this little dot completely had filled them, I turned on my Gurudeva`s kirtan. I had seen myself high up in space, and they were all down somewhere, and there a long tunnel stretched between us. I stood right at the top of this tunnel and during this kirtan I began to sing right to there, and the sounds of the Hare Krishna Maha mantra poured down this tunnel right into them. They also began to sing a mantra. And when a lot of was poured there, I looked at them from the side and saw that everything from above at them begins to melt from the Hare Krishna mantra. After that, I aimed my gaze at them downstairs. They were men, with masculine nature, but when I concentrated all their curses, curses had collapsed into one dot, I gave to it a huge boost, distinct functions and the blackness flooded them completely, after this I saw, that they already have become women. I had seen a vagina down there. And I forced their vagina to sing the Hare Krishna mantra.

It was very surprising for me, because before that I felt them as men, with masculine nature, but after the collapsing there was some kind of metamorphosis, and I began to perceive them only as women. And what's more, I actually saw vaginas there, and I made their vaginas sing Hare Krishna. I looked at this and thought what an important mission they would be on. I was filled with great gratitude to them when their vaginas sang Hare Krishna. Their mission, what they will be and what they will do, appeared in my mind's eye. I thought: what an important job they will do! They will free spiritual masters from the sinful reactions of their disciples, will unload them, make their work easier for them, and will throw these sinful reactions to those who are not worthy to continue living. They'll be the specialized orderlies. They will do a very important job.

I was filled with great gratitude and immense respect for them, for these women, whom now I perceived only as women. There was no masculine at all in them. I thought they will help the devotees of Krishna, will purify the space, and I filled them all with mantra. And then I thought that it's time to send them. I turned on again mantra «Ugram viram maha-vishnum» and had stood in the center of them. I had imagined that I am a star of very high density with a huge force of attraction and everything is attracted to me. And I began to pull everything from them like a magnet, trying to tear them away from their physical shell. I had such a big power of attraction that everything that they had, was tearing off from them and was flying into me. When I tore them away from their physical shell, they began to hang as in weightlessness.

And then I turned on the mantra Narasimha Kavacham and began to burn them by Narasimha Kavacham. I burned them by the mantra like by fire; they had turned into small hovering balls and huddled together as bunch of floating burning balls. And when at the end of the Narasimha Kavacham was «sampurnam sampurnam», they all flew away into a funnel-shaped vortex that formed overhand. And when they flew away into that funnel, and I stood there wondering if they had all gone there or not, maybe someone was left, but the funnel was closed, then I saw that my Shri Ram was approaching me from some blurred mist. Initially I wanted to leave, and then I had felt so sad, and I had wanted to cry on. I snuggled up to his chest and I began to cry on. I haven't had that in a long time. This time it happened to me. I had myself a good cry, and then I came out and I began to eat the hash browns that I've been cooking all this time.

In that way I had sent into future lives those asuras who liked to pump all pious merits out of women. Those asuras became a shield. They will serve an important purpose. They will unload many times the spiritual masters from all the sinful karmic reactions that they have taken from their disciples. And they will redirect these sinful karmic reactions to all the scum that has no right to live. And it will happen by itself, quite automatically, but it will happen. They will carry a very important mission. First, they will purify the space from all scum due taking the hit themselves, and second, they will help the devotees of Krishna to return into the spiritual world. And I thought:

Don’t look down on people.

Their appearance is only a disguise.

After all, everyone who went into Special Forces,

All have the special assignment and specialized training.

I thought: their appearance will be far from spiritual heights. They will behave in a deliberately shameless. They'll hanging out in dirty places. They'll be like a flower blooming in a dirty place. And they apparently will be quite far removed from the purity. But in fact, they will carry out a very important and very necessary mission: they will be a good predators, specialized orderlies and will help spiritual masters, perhaps without their understanding. But it will happen. And after they will perform this service for many, many lives, their sufferings will come to an end. They will return into the spiritual world, because with their ostentatiously shameless life they will deserve to return into the spiritual world, because they fulfilled a very important mission.

Therefore…

Don’t look down on people.

Their appearance is only a disguise.

After all, everyone who went into Special Forces,

All have the special assignment and specialized training.

This burden is not light:

Every day you are at gunpoint of fate.

But you yourself chose Special Forces,

By agreeing to serve in this your body.

When they were men, asuras and were pumping all pious merits out of women, they did not think that this would happen to them and they did not give their consent to this. But what to do? You reap what you sow.

This burden is not light:

Every day you are at gunpoint of fate.

Every day they will be very well in disguise, in order to no one guessed they are the death of any scum. They will have to be very sophisticated and resourceful in this. Every day they will at gunpoint of fate. Every day all sorts of evil filth will fly to these women like moths are flying to a light of fire. They'll be like dust collectors, all the scum will fly to them. And even those who were born with extraordinary abilities can lose these abilities if they do evil.

Those who will pump all pious merits out of women will also be drawn to them. They will think, «This is a prize catch! I'll pump more pious merits out of her right now». And as soon as he thinks about it, even he will not have to do anything — whatever his abilities, he had sealed his fate. And if he does anything to her, he's dead man. Because some sort of invisible airlock will immediately be activated in her, and, regardless of his blessings or special abilities or the protection, he will be flooded of bad karma of disciples who want to go back to Krishna, and who could be terrible sinners at their past lives.

A lot of terrible karma immediately will pour to those and they will be under this bad karma completely buried and will go to hellish planets to work it off. And nothing will not help them and nothing to protect them, because this will be bad karma of those disciples... Take at least one Shri Ram, how many bad things he did. But he was initiated at the heart level, at the relationship level by my spiritual master, and my spiritual master took all his karma. And how many disciples there and it is not known what kind of karma they have and who they were in past lives. So he who likes skiing downhill must enjoy skiing uphill. Come on, let’s go! I'm sorry, but you had that coming. There will be a lot of terrible karma... Anyone won't be able handle pressure of this sinful karma.

Krishna restrains the pressure of this sinful karma at the spiritual masters, but no one will restrain the pressure of this sinful karma towards ordinary people, especially towards scum, vile filth. Her abuser just will want to do something bad to her, and immediately all the sinful karma of the disciples from the spiritual masters will flow through her like a flood to her offender and bury him. No matter what he knows and thinks he's completely invulnerable. There are no invulnerables in the material world. Only if Krishna decides to protect. Rakhe Krishna mare ke, mare Krishna rakhe ke. When Krishna protects you no one can kill you but when Krishna wants to kill you no one can protect you. Therefore, nothing won't be able save her offender. And even the biggest ship can sink if there's a hole in the side of the ship.

And these women will be a very nice hole, very attractive, so…

Don’t look down on people.

Their appearance is only a disguise.

After all, everyone who went into Special Forces,

All have special mission and special training.

They will look very attractive to that vile filth, but they will be their death. Because the biggest ship can sink if there's a hole in the side of the ship. It will be such a hole, a dark hole, into which it is better not to fall. But she will be very well in disguise, in order to no one guessed and did not tear her into small pieces due what she is. She won't be able do anything about it, because she's so configured. They didn't have to act like that — pump all pious merits out of women and incur a lot of curses.

262 at 06:00.

https://youtu.be/VOBPJAScOEE

The upayas to save a life

This action with those asuras who liked to pump all pious merits out from women I outlined in detail on December 19, 2018, two months before its implementation. And after determining this action, December 20–22, 2018, I had gotten an insight about the next action, that is, about those asuras who liked to throw off their troubles into others, particular into women. I found out about it, suddenly remembering and understanding from the other angle the words of Shri Ram, told me on September 3, 2016 through the owner of the vegetable stall «You are a big person with a capital letter. Come next time, take a carrot, tell to give you all-all-all, and with a big discount». I understood what his words «And tell to give you all-all-all» meant.

Shri Ram got all my pious merits out of me in order to he can live well due to my pious merits, and Shri Ram plugged someone from asuras onto me who had paid him in order to I took away all their troubles. Means of payment is not necessarily money in circulation. They had paid him with pious merits because the asuras know that we receive everything, including money, due to pious merits. And the more these pious merits, the more we have good luck, more opportunities, including money. And someone had paid to Shri Ram pious merits, to throw into me the problems. There, apparently, were very serious problems.

Having learned about it, I thought: what was waiting for those who had thrown their problems into me? They had something very serious, something very terrible. Maybe one of them had to lose his home? Because at that time my neighbor came and said that some relative of the original owner of our apartment came and said supposedly wants to settle here legally. I then strongly was frightened, ran to realtors, to the house management company, but I was told that everything is normal. But the sign itself was, that is, one of those three had to lose his home. And three tulasi died, though they were in very good condition and care for them was good. That is three inevitable deaths there were at those who plugged onto me and threw into me the problems.

And I thought what else was waiting for them? After all, Shri Ram told me to take everything from them. I thought: how so? Okay, I am not spared, although they were supposed to feel sorry for me, I'm a good woman, but they are not spared my children. Because of the fact that they threw into me some terrible problems: and deprivation of housing, and death, it is clear that my children would have been without me. What would happen to them without me, without housing, those asuras who threw their problems into me, did not care a bit. They didn't spare the children. Shri Ram wanted to fill me with other people's troubles so that I could not even raise my head from this shit, which I would have gotten into if Krishna had not protected me.

I thought, what a benevolent Shri Ram... I'm not so kind. I'm angry. There will be no mercy this time. I thought that to those who plugged then onto me and who had the audacity to throw into me, into the woman, the terrible problems, without having spared my children, I will give all my sinful bad karma. They didn't spare me, and I will not spare anyone. I will give them everything, all sinful karma of mine, and all sinful karma of Shri Ram, and my children, and my second husband, who suffered from the actions of Moscow asuras, and the sinful karma of entire my team of the forces of light.

Because then those asuras plugged onto me energetically and were with me as a man with a woman and now have to fulfill my desire, because a woman can be only with her husband, and the husband is obliged to fulfill the desires of his wife. And since those asuras were with me, even if it was sex on the energy connection, but for the asuras there is no difference, then they are obliged to fulfill my desire.

They are in trouble. Men who have sex with different women, very much at risk, because a woman may have some desire, and this man will need to fulfill her desire. Even if he doesn't know about it. As they say, beware of your own wishes, as they do come true. In this case, fear of the desires of the woman you had sex, because you are obliged to fulfill these desires. So those men who think that today he fucks one woman, tomorrow another, then a third, they are very much at risk, it`s a fatal risk.

I have identified the next category in our Mahabharata. These will be those of the asuras who liked to throw off their big problems into women, not even sparing children of these women. I decided that these asuras would accept the bad karma that spiritual masters of ISKCON, followers of Srila Prabhupada, took from their disciples. All this bad sinful karma will go to those asuras who were throwing off the troubles and even deaths into poor unfortunate women whom it is necessary to protect especially if they have children.

When I understood the true meaning of the words of Shri Ram «And tell to give you all-all-all», I decided to remember the events of the days when he had did it. This happened on September 3, 2016, when I saved Shri Ram from his life collapse. At that time he decided to thank me, so to speak. That day was six months of our heavenly wedding, at which Shri Ram and I became husband and wife in some kind of illusion. On that day, September 3, I said to Shri Ram, «Choose! Either me or those women whom you uses as the contactless whores». He decided to choose me because otherwise he would have lost all his money, become a bum, a fatal loser. He was shown this. And he was forced to choose me. On the same day he decided to take all my pious merits out of me and to throw into me other people's misfortunes and other people's deaths. It happened on September 3.

September 4 was Sunday, I went to the Sunday program of Hare Krishna. Krishna immediately began to protect me. September 5 I was singing Mrityunjaya Mantra. Krishna showed me on my inner screen the woman Shri Ram was with that summer, and I was singing the Mrityunjaya Mantra all day. Yes, of course I was protecting this woman from my anger and from Shri Ram. Also I was defending him from the karmic reactions, due to the fact that he's scheduled her to be erased. But it also turns out that I was protecting myself, because he had already thrown all these problems, all these troubles into me and devastated me, taking all my stock of pious merits, and there had to begin a series of events that would lead to the complete collapse of my life, and then to my death. But I listened to the Mrityunjaya Mantra that protected me.

On September 7, Shiva told Shri Ram that his crime is unforgivable, and Shri Ram was forced to accept me because Shiva told him that if he did not, he would be crushed completely. He accepted me. On September 9, the day after that, the school had a parent-master meeting, and the headmistress of the school spoke at that parent-master meeting. She turned on a video about the fact that parents should take care of themselves, because if the parents were gone, the children will be without protection.

This never happened. I wondered what came over her. I was sitting in the front row, right in front of her, and she kept looking me in the eye and saying, «This is very, very serious. You take care. This is very, very serious. How will the children be without you?» It Shri Ram spoke to me through her. He already accepted me as his wife because Shiva had him cornered. And at that parent meeting through the headmistress of the school Shri Ram told me that that he had thrown into me from those men, was very seriously. Shri Ram said he was afraid of what would happen to him if I was gone. Shri Ram said me to need to take greater care of myself, defend myself.

How much he was taking great care of himself that even the headmistress looked me in the eye and said: «You must take care of yourself. This is the most important thing, because then how will the children be without you?» But how my children would be without me, he did not care. He thought only of himself. Shri Ram said to me through the headmistress, «How will I live if you are gone out? Then, as Shiva said, I'll die. So you look after yourself. I want to live well, I want to live, enjoy. I'm young, dashing, loaded now. I gained your pious merits, the business started to grow, everything is restored, and I want to enjoy life. Please take care of yourself somehow». It was September 9 at the parents' meeting.

And from 13 to 19 September the kids and I were getting rid of the lice. Suddenly, out of the blue, we had lice. Lice appeared before September 13, and on September 13 we went to the doctor to find out why the head itches, and the doctor found lice at us. Children were forbidden to go to school, we all days were smearing the head with a medicine to remove lice and delousing lice. Where did they come from? Neither at the son in the class, nor at the daughter of anyone lice were not found. I'm sitting at home, I don't go anywhere. And so many lice at once were, as invasion. From 13 to 19 September we combed lice out. Thus Krishna arranged me liberation from problems. These asuras had thrown their problems into me, and we were getting rid of these problems in this way — combing it out of our heads. Even thus Krishna can get you out of trouble.

At that time Pitru Paksha began, days of remembrance of ancestors. That year, Pitru Paksha was from 16 to 30 September. I observed Pitru Paksha, every day I read Hare Krishna mantra for myself and for my ancestors, and I read the Bhagavad Gita for them, because reading the Bhagavad Gita is equivalent to a very big Upaya, that is, it gives a lot of piety. It is said that reading even half of Bhagavad Gita will allow one to live for 10 million years on the higher planet of the material world, and by reading Bhagavad Gita one can receive the blessings of Supreme Lord Hari, Krishna. In the Gita Mahatmya it is said that can bathe in water every day to wash away the dirt, but if one takes a bath in the waters of the Bhagavad Gita, which is like the sacred waters of the Ganga, then all the dirt of material life will be washed away from him once and for all.

It is said that all sins committed unintentionally during the day will simply disappear if you listen to «Mahabharata», that anyone who constantly listens to «Mahabharata» will get rid of the consequences of all sins committed by the soul, body or verbally. And «Bhagavad Gita» is part of «Mahabharata». And during Pitru Paksha I was reading «Bhagavad Gita» every day to help my ancestors. I am sure that it also helped me a lot, protected me from the troubles and deaths that those asuras threw into me. I also was offering prasad to my ancestors. Prasad is vegetarian food offered to Krishna. I think it helped me a lot too, because when you help your ancestors, they give you their protection and their blessing. Apparently, what I was observing vows of Pitru Paksha, also helped me a lot. I also was observing the fast of Ekadashi. Ekadashi clears, free people from sinful reactions.

On September 19, this Shri Ram plugged Fedka unto me (Fedka is a rag, God's gift). That is Shri Ram plugged unto me some buffer, an asur with some abilities who are able stabilize the interaction of the big asur and woman. Shri Ram said me through words of coach karate: «I'm going to give you a gift. Though others paid both for participation, and for a rag, a belt». That is, other women with whom he was once and whose he connected with a buffer in the same way, were paying him and giving him their pious merits and for his participation in their life, that is for being with him, and for this buffer.

But Shri Ram could not from me take pious merits for his participation in my life, nor for this rag, belt, because he had already got all my pious merits out of me and I had nothing left. And there was nothing more he did can take away from me. For him it was, of course, very distressing that he could not seize any pious merits from woman. He probably was sure that women are needed to take away pious merits from them. Why else would women be needed except to seize their pious merits? For man`s participation in the life of a woman she is obliged to pay him her pious merits. Because other were paying and for participation, and for a rag, belt.

There's something else that might have helped me and probably had helped me. Just then I stopped eating fish. I was a lacto-vegetarian for 16 years, and when I was pregnant with my daughter, after 16 years of strict vegetarianism, already at the very end of pregnancy I had wanted fish so much that I could not tolerate that and addicted to fish. For several years I partook of the fish. And I was eating fish just before September 2016, when Shri Ram had thrown into me someone else's problems and three other people's deaths. And just then I had wanted to say goodbye to the fish. I said, «The fish, farewell» — and I refused to eat fish. I'm sure saying goodbye to the fish gave me some protection, too. Why am I talking about fish and not meat? Because meat I have not eaten, but the fish ate. And I had needed to give up fish. Apparently, this gave me some balance, to others' evils and deaths not buried me under a.

When I realized in December 2018 that Shri Ram had thrown other people's problems and even deaths into me, I had a very strong aversion to him. I didn't want him anywhere near me. I was thinking, «What a handsome, really good-looking man»... All the asuras are pretty, especially of such rank as RA, that is, the asuras, who can get a lot of pious merits out of women. Such asuras are born pretty enough. I thought, «What a nice man, so interesting, so sleek-looking, well-mannered, cultured, very good-looking man, but he did this to me. He did this to me and he didn't spare my children. He threw other people's deaths into me to kill me. How would my children live without me? It was completely indifferently to him».

I thought I didn't want to be with him. I had a very strong aversion to him, and then he gave me the idea that all he has is mine. He made it clear to me that he would have lost everything, but his position was saved by my pious merits and that all he has now is mine by right. He kind of conveyed to my mind that I have every right to use what he has, because it's all mine. I thought, Yes, everything he has really belongs to me, everything there has been preserved and developed due my luck and he is afloat only thanks to me. I thought it was reasonable: really, I have every right to everything he has.

When I came to the realization that Shri Ram threw into me other people's misfortunes and deaths, the fast of 16 Mondays of Shiva lasted which I started in September in order to Shiva neutralized all the bad I wished Shri Ram. The last, 16th Monday of Shiva was on December 24, 2018. And on December 22–23, I was pondering, how they threw into me these deaths and spared neither me nor my children.

I was thinking that Shri Ram does not have the right to such luck. Really, what a lucky guy: the woman observes fast of 16 Mondays of Shiva in order to he was not killed by karmic reactions which he is obliged to get due to the fact that he humiliated this woman, offended her and mishandled her. But this woman is observing the fast of 16 Mondays of Shiva so these karmic reactions doesn't hit him. And she is doing this because he's her man. Because he said, «How will you live with someone who is so defective that no woman can be happy with him? How will you live with him if you're a woman too?» Because of his words I decided to observe the 16 Mondays of Shiva to remove this and all the bad I wished him. It was the last Monday of Shiva when I learned that Shri Ram had thrown other people's deaths into me. And I didn't want to fast, but I decided I will do it.

I was thinking of the man from my past lives who came to me when Shri Ram gave me up because he had Lona with him. Lona was erasing the asuras. She was making asuras the impotents and then sending them into an incorporeal existence. She was so good, so very nice that he told me then: «Goodbye, we part forever». And this man had gone then to me. And he told me that he wanted to save me from this Shri Ram. He wanted to save me. He did not care that Shri Ram had exhausted all my pious merits. He didn't care that Shri Ram had thrown other people's troubles into me. He just wanted to save me. But I turned him down because Shri Ram is my eternal husband and I came to give him a chance.

I remembered that some Maharishi, a good advanced devotee of Krishna who was going to Krishna, was also offended that I was not even looking at him. He said to me, «I am much better than your Shri Ram, well, at least look at me. You're alone. I also go to Krishna. Let's go to Krishna together. You'll be much better off with me than with this Shri Ram». He assured me that he will give me a better life, and others men too assured me. I thought that I had refused them all because of this Shri Ram, who had thrown other people's troubles into me and did not spare me.

I thought I am some kind of masochist, there's something wrong with me. I thought: so much I was nasty in his eyes and not worthy to be with him that he with a clear conscience threw his and other people's troubles into me and had took all my luck. So much I was hideous for him that he hated me so much. As far as I was in his view unworthy and nothing at all, that he can't imagine me in his life and was going to get rid of me even in this way, actually killing me, and along with my children. I thought that was his real attitude towards me. That is his true vision of me. And I came to him, to this Shri Ram, to one who could not see me next to himself and wanted to get rid of me even in such a radical way?!

Shri Ram hammered a lot of other people's problems and deaths into me, and he thought he would kill me, but I told him, «I wouldn't give you the pleasure!» I said goodbye to the fish. I haven't eaten meat in years, and now I've stopped eating fish also. I began to observe remembrance days of ancestors Pitru Paksha and Ekadashi, I began to read Bhagavad Gita, chant Hare Krishna mantra, and Krishna had protected me. Shri Ram threw three deaths into me, but Krishna had protected me. But Shri Ram hoped it would kill me. Three tulasi is gone. Alas, we are in the material world, such situations in life happen. Srila Prabhupada is absolutely right: there is no love in this world. Because I with Shri Ram are a timeless couple. We are such eternal couple, which was eternal couple in the spiritual world. We are such eternal couple, which was a couple here, after our fall to this material world, many lives. We continue to be an eternal couple.

And he did this to me when I came to him, as a result of he was calling me to him, he was persuading me, he was saying «I'd do anything for y'all». Yes, indeed, he kept his word. He had done everything. He threw all the troubles into me, and he took all my good out of me, and was selling me, and was giving me away to everyone, and was showing me to everyone, and was deceiving me, and wanted to hold their asuric initiation to me, but Krishna didn't let him do it. Shri Ram said, «I'd do anything for y'all». Indeed, for me he had had ready to everything. That's why Srila Prabhupada is right. He said that we should get out of this material world and return into the spiritual world. Don't waste your time at foolish things.

263 at 07:20.

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Sword Chandrahas

Shri Ram was forced to accept me as his wife because he had no choice. Shiva told him that he has to accept me, as he voluntarily took me as his wife in the spring of 2016, but then committed a crime that is unforgivable and for which it is necessary to be punished. Shri Ram got all my pious merits out of me and threw in into me other people's troubles and even three deaths, hoping that this way I will fall away from him. He expected that then his money would remain with him and everything would be done. His desire to throw me out of his life and my ultimatum to him that either me or them will be fulfilled.

By doing this, Shri Ram was wondering when at me will start a never-ending period of bad luck and then the imminent end of my life, to finally free from the need to be with me. But Shiva broke all plans of Shri Ram saying that the inevitability of getting the collapse of life and ignominiously end life did not disappeared and may at any time to return to him. Shiva told Shri Ram that he can be protected from this danger only if he will be with me. And Shri Ram was forced to accept me. He had no choice. Every time he went on the only way possible for him.

And at the time when he accepted me as his wife and has already connected me with Fedka, rag, I mean some asur who is the buffer between us, to stabilize our interaction, asuras put me as their lot-item on their asuric totalizator. Before that, I had an interaction with the leader of the Moscow asuric organization and with elder of asuras. I very angered them by my disobedience, obstinacy, intractability, and they said, «Now we will break this bitch. If it does not give in to us, we will put her on our asuric totalizator right now. We have strongest specialists in breaking of the female nature. She can't resist, that's for sure. We from her will make the last whore, such a female, whom one would not covet».

Asuras put me as their lot, item to their asuric totalizator and came to Shri Ram. They told him that they had already put me on their totalizator, that the bets had already been made, the participants in breaking of me had already been gathered; there was even a list of who would use me after I was broken. They told him to make a bet at that totalizator and get rich. Shri Ram did not give me away to them. And moreover, he went to battle with some asur with a red eye, whom had never had a defeat before. Shri Ram was sure that he would be killed there. Shri Ram knew that I would be broken and wreck there, because there were cool specialists, there, and in order to somehow protect me, he asked me to ask the goddess Lakshmi for blessing me to conjugal fidelity to Shri Ram as my husband.

I didn't understand what it meant at the time, but after a while, when I was translating this novel from Russian into English, I realized why he went to this battle. I thought he is such a noble, such a knight, that he protected me, that he treated me so well and treasured me so much that he did not give me away to this asuric totalizator. In fact, it was much more banal. I realized this, remembering the events of those days from a new perspective.

I remembered that right before that battle he was shown again a series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev», this time where Shiva gave the sword Chandrahas to Ravana. There were such words of Shiva: «I give you this weapon, this Chandrahas. Remember, never abuse it. If you will mistreat the sword, it will come back to me». Thus Shiva told Shri Ram that if he gave me to the asuric totalizator, I would return, so to speak, to Shiva, that is, I would not be with Shri Ram. But before that, Shiva told Shri Ram that he could protect Shri Ram by placing him on head, that is, if Shri Ram was with me.

Thus Shri Ram realized that if he would give me to asuras to their asuric totalizator, then it is removed his protection from a vital crash and this crash will crush him completely. He had saw that then his life would end very disgracefully, because he would be attacked by the collapse of life, the finances would all flow away from him, he would lose his house, become bankrupt and then he would have been beaten with iron sticks by drug addicts under the bridge, when he would be homeless. Because Shiva told him that he is protected only as long as he's with me. But at the same time, the asuras gave him an ultimatum that if he did not give me to them to their asuric totalizator, then he would be forced to take a mortal fight with asur with the red eye, whom would have killed him, because that red eye, asur, had no defeats before. And Shri Ram chose to go to this battle, because in that case death would be much easier and, so to speak, heroic.

On the subtle level, that asur with the red eye would kill Shri Ram, and then his physical body would cease to exist. And in this case he would not have to walk in the cold, somewhere in the entrances to warm up, look for leaky shoes in the garbage and eat from trash can. He thought it was better to die on the subtle energy level. That's why he chose not to give me to the asuras to their asuric totalizator. But I, silliest goose, thought he is a noble knight... And the fact that he was faced with such a choice at all to give me to them away or not, also suggests that he could easily give me away. And he had not done this, because Shiva told him that he should not have abused the weapon, otherwise then it will go back to Shiva and Shri Ram will disappear somewhere under the bridge. Since Shiva reminded him of that, then he could have given me away. But he went the way he was told.

He couldn't take a step to the left or a step to the right. It turns out that, indeed, he every time was in a situation in which he could choose only one option, clearly obvious to him. There were no other options. He went through these obviously options, like by the numbers, as if he really went through the points of the plan that was unfolding in our life. I remembered a movie where two men escaped. They are each other's hated, but were linked by one chain, and they somehow managed to escape. And, escaping from the chase, they were forced to take into account the wishes and characteristics of each other, just to survive, to break free. I thought, we with Shri Ram are tied, chained together. I had felt very sorry for him. I thought I wasn't his type. He squashes such women like me like bugs. But such his attitude to me is totally uncool, and I'm not cool with it. No one will tolerate it, especially for so long.

I thought that if all this is true, then the material world is a terrible, dangerous place where this can happen. And I said to Shri Ram, «I'm sorry, Shri Ram, that I came to you, that I am chained together to you. Maybe I came to you to break this chain and get us free of each other. Maybe I came to you in order to you could do what you want, without that chain, and in order to I could do what I want to do, without that chain. But while we are sitting on this chain, we have to somehow take into account the characteristics and wishes of each other». I felt very sorry for him. But since he and I are in the same chain, I must somehow be kinder to him, despite the fact that he has done so much evil to me. But I have to be kind to him, just because we're on the chain together.

I thought: he was used to being with those women who somewhere there lick him and from above, and from below, but I tell him that instead of toys let him buy a Christmas tree. I told him every time, «Points fly off first». I told him, «Get those women away, or I won't tolerate it». He wasn't used to it. He was used to freedom. He was used to that here in life, the woman knows nothing about his adventures at the energy level, and here I am, it turns out, somehow know. But he can't without sex at a distance, when him lick like a garbage can, but I told him: «Stop being a garbage can, you're mine and only mine. You are mine everywhere and always».

I thought: I feel sorry for him, very sorry. He's not used to this kind of pressure on himself and to limiting his freedom of his actions, especially where no woman never restricted him where he could do what he wanted, pretending here in the real world a good, loyal, a wonderful man, while he was doing abominations at the subtle level. I felt sorry for him.

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Shackled together

But still, these sad thoughts about he had thrown into me someone else's troubles and three deaths to completely destroy me, very much upset me. Just then the end of the 16 Mondays of Shiva came. December 24, was supposed to be the final 16th Monday of Shiva. I very much didn't want to fast at this Monday. During these 16 Mondays of Shiva previously hidden pages of our relationship opened alternately, what he has done to me and how he treated me. Every Monday I continued to fast so that Shiva would free him from reactions and from my bad wishes to him. But when final Monday came, last line of this epic was manifested: about he had thrown into me other people's problems and three deaths to destroy me, in order to just enjoy with women whom he used as the contactless whores, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level. But he did not spare me or my little children.

I didn't want to observe fast the last Monday of Shiva, but only because of the fact that he and I are chained together I decided that I will fast at the last Monday, though I much do not want to. But this dissonance that I have to be with him, although I much do not want it, and these sad feelings and the realization that man did not want to be with me so much that even wanted to destroy me physically, throwing into me deaths of other men and he did not spare anyone, was making me very sad. And at some point I couldn't stand it.

I felt bad due thinking that he threw a bunch of other people's shit into me and took out all my luck, hoping that it would destroy me, that at some point I could not resist. It was December 22, 2018. It happened by itself. I suddenly found myself on my mental inner screen inside Shri Ram, and fire went out of me to inside him. I burned something there a lot of down in the middle. I was seeing that there was something there, and I was burning it with my fire completely coolly, methodically, completely distant, but at the same time with great determination to destroy him, this scum, completely, so that this scum no longer exists.

I burned some blocs a little lower abdomen. Also I was piercing him total with a dazzling blue glow, and then I had stood at the bottom and wanted to continue. I wanted to burn all in him from the bottom up. I wanted to burn, burn and burn everything completely. I wanted to shock out him out of his body completely, but then I remembered a screenshot from «Mahabharata», where Krishna seemed to say, «Hold your horses, stop, please, slow down», and I had stopped and had gone out of there. Then I felt that I had burned something out of him and it was for him irretrievable, very serious loss.

The next morning, December 23, there were two unpleasant incidents with my children. Daughter slept on the sofa, and our cat slept on blanket, which was lying above the sofa. Blanket suddenly began to move from above down onto the sofa. The cat with the blanket fell on my daughter and claw of cat accidentally scratched her right next to the eye. We are lucky that the claw did not scratch the eye. The scratch was very big. I told her she was very lucky. That same morning my son went to the store next to the house to buy something. Near the store he slipped on the ice and he was attacked by a dog who was sitting next to the store, and bitten his leg. I told him that he was very lucky that there were no other dogs, otherwise they would have attacked too and tore him.

I thought that it happened because of what I did with Shri Ram, because I had burned two blocs in him at all. I thought that Krishna do not want me to attack this Shri Ram and do something bad to him. I thought that the reaction had gone to me through my children and kids turned out to be a lightning rod. I felt sorry for the damage I had done to him. I burned something in him. I thought that since I got that reaction then I done something really bad to him. But what to do? There had burned completely.

I was so sorry, I was begging his forgiveness. But it's his own fault. He brought me to such a state that I just could not control myself and I just was skidded. I thought that I came to him in vain and began to interfere with his pleasure with everyone. But he was asking me to come to him. He tried to persuade me to come to him. I thought that he probably was thinking that if I, his eternal true life partner, his Shakti, will to come to him, then the contactless whores are not going anywhere and he will continue this delight at the energy level with everyone. He thought that nothing will change, just his Shakti will be added to these whores, whores will be on energy connection, at the subtle, fine-material level, and his Shakti will be here, in real life, and he will enjoy to the fullest. I thought it was very offensive to me.

Then I thought that I so wasn't his type that he thought those women were better for him, and I'm just a whore whom is not a pity to destroy. I thought that he thought so. And I felt so sorry for what it was. Why did I come to him? Why I told him instead of toys to buy a Christmas tree and that goggles come off primarily? Why did I come to him? He was sitting and enjoying with these contactless whores. But I showed up and began to disperse all: «Move away from him! He's mine! You all go away!» I told him, «Are you mine or are you not mine? If I came to you, then you're mine man. But why are you being like this to me? Then why did you think you weren't my man if I came to you?!»

I thought I shouldn't have come to him. If I hadn’t come to him, I wouldn’t burn down anything out of him. Al

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