Signs of the Universe about the third take

That heavenly wedding that connected me with him, with my eternal husband Ram, on my internal screen, occurred from 3 to 4 March 2016, and in April I began to lead as navigator his asuric organization, helping him as my husband. I wondered why that wedding was necessary, when you can come to me in real life, meet me and do it all here, in our physical reality.

But this wedding was an important point in the plan that I had drawn up between my lives, before my birth in this present body of mine. In this plan, my Mahabharata occupied a significant place. In my Mahabharata was scheduled destruction the most powerful modern asuras, and on the basis that this heavenly wedding had taken place, Ram later, when my Mahabharata began to unfold right before his eyes, could give a firm rebuff those forces that opposed him and me, arguing the fact that the wedding was and we became husband and wife. Our relationship was developing successfully, and Ram has already begun to prepare the ground for our reunion with him in real life.

At asuras it is accepted, before do something on the physical level, to get some confirmation at this level of interaction, of the highest plan, of some level of higher self, which manifests itself in the hidden meanings of the words you say, and not only. And so he came to me to get approval for our reunion in the real world. For this mission, he chose one grandmother, who met me when I went to the store. I remember I was standing at the vegetable stall, and then some grandmother came up to me and asked me to help her. At first I was afraid. I thought she would ask for money, but then I calmed down, hearing that she only had to step onto the road.

I took her under her elbow and began to help her get off the sidewalk onto the road. But at the first step she stopped me, saying that she did not have to go across the road, that it is necessary to step onto the road. I was confused, but if asked, must be done. And here she cautiously intercepts my hand and takes me by my elbow, and so, with her support, we together made a step onto the road. Then she stopped and began to shower me with wishes of happiness... And I said to her, «Health to you», and went to my business. But, after a few meters, I felt the back of her gaze. I turned around, saw she's standing on the road watching me.

I, being perplexed, told her: «I wish you live long», but then I thought that at her age she may at any time or be paralyzed or be hitеd a stroke, or something, and then she will live long, but what quality of life will be??? And I raised my index finger up and said, «And most importantly it is ha-ra-sho!» ( «А главное — ха-ра-шо!» = «And most importantly it is good!»)

I thought that wishing her happiness somehow does not apply to her ancient appearance and years and that in her position the main thing is to live well and for a long time. But after a while I realized that it my Ram talking through that old lady with me. This thought came to me because of the originality of her behavior and her requests. Why did she need to step on the road instead of crossing the road? Why she took me under the arm, although for safety it would be logical for me to hold her, not me. And why after that did she stand and look at me?

I, as always, began to think what this could mean, and in front of me had stood this picture. My Ram through that granny asked me whether I agree that we became together in real life, and I told him veiled, allegorically, through usual words that «Yes, I agree». After all, at the asuras «дорога» (road) means a wife, their own, expensive, than cherish. In Russian, the word «дорога» («road») is almost identical to the word «дорогая» («dear»), and for a husband only a wife can be dear. And through the words of the granny that she had to step on the road, he told me that he already wanted to be with me and in real life. And I said «Yes», because I answered granny «здоровья вам» («Health to you»). In Russian, «здоровья» («health») sounds like «з + да + ровья» («s + yes + rove»), that is, «с» + «да» («with» + «yes»). I told him yes. And he already thought, that soon we guided together and in the real life, as husband and wife.

But then everywhere I went the signs about the third take were. I did not understand what this meant, but I was told that if now it would not be possible to do what I wanted, then this is only for the better. Past me passed cars with double numbers, and in a row three cars, and all with double numbers, 11–22, 55–88, something like that was present in those numbers. In the store, in the bank, on the streets, on billboards, everywhere were these same doubles, something double, and all three times in a row. I was perplexed, lost in conjecture. But I soon discovered that it was coming to me like a third take.

And I learned about it at the Hare Krishna program. After the lecture and kirtan there was a darshan of the Deities. I came up and asked the Deities for something. Toward the end of the darshan, I inadvertently swung back, and my hand itself lay on the head of the young woman who was standing behind me on the knees, who also ardently asked something from the Deities. And when I saw my hand lying on the head of this woman with folded hands in Namaste, I immediately realized what this third take, because my second and third husband also found a double, another woman and went to her, and I was left alone. Twice I already had this. I already had the first and second double. And what is the third double, I also became clear.

And I realized that the third take means that I blessed some other woman who asks God for a good man, and I gave my man to her. This realization stunned me, I fell into a great panic, afraid that the story will repeat again, and then immediately, without departing from the Deities, I prayed to Krishna that if somewhere at us with him will be another woman, so that Krishna did not let Ram to me and that nothing at all did not start.

That night I had an interesting dream. It's like I'm standing with a juice cup, and some old lady comes up to me and sticks in her dirty finger right into my cup into my juice. I look at this and think that I will not drink such juice and I can not give it to anyone, and in my dream I immediately poured out juice from a cup. I stands there with an empty cup, sits on a bench, right next to me sits a man, hugs me by the waist, draws me closer and closer to him, and in my head rushes many thoughts, one of which itself crystallizes: «How many of them have already been»....

This man got up and went somewhere, but I stop him and ask who he is, and he says that he will take a loan and try to help me, and I will decide what will happen next. I remember I was very impressed with the picture on his back, such a beautiful, colored picture. A couple, a man and a woman, were drawn all over his back. And from the head of this woman there was a big red pillar of light, straight into the sky, expanding upwards, with stars and sparks. Such a fascinating picture, under her impression I was for a very long time.

I woke up and think that my Ram came to me in a dream and said that he will take a loan, that is, pious merits from someone, to cancel my karmic cliché with women-doubles. I had thought that if he did that, and because of this cliché will be canceled and wouldn’t have other women, then I agree to be with him. But I needed confirmation that he actually took out that loan and that it worked.

And after some time I get on the bus and notices advertisement in front of eyes. On the advertisement was drawn squirrel cleaning carpets, with the words «Everything will be clean». I thought, «Great! Krishna told me that Ram was able to take out a loan and remove that karmic reaction with the third double from me», and I decided that in this case I would agree to be with him. But the third double was already launched and was already flying to us in the form of another woman…

But before in his life, in his physical reality, there was that third take, that woman intended for this, I gave him an injection «to kill love». I have many specializations as a destroyer of asuras and all evil creatures. I have such a specialization, like the genie, who makes wishes come true, is when at people who somehow come into contact with me, their desires come true. At the same time, not always externally manifested desires are fulfilled, which are in their minds, but also those desires that are hidden in the subconscious, which have been desired for a long time, from past lives.

I also have such a specialization as a Universe level corrector, who can quite miraculously, without doing anything on the external level, to correct the lines of fate of people. Another specialization is a proofreader-eraser, who crosses out those who need to be erased of the list of those categories where they develop their vile inclinations and desires.

I also worked as a guide to help living beings leave their depressing temporal existence and attain exaltation, helping them to enter other, higher worlds than those where they had been before. And I took everyone, and usually my clients were stowaways, that is, those living beings who did not have any pious merits to get into the best space, but I somehow forwarded them there. And I also have the ability to kill or turn on love. Yes, love can be given and love can be killed.

And here on some level of higher self I have made Ram an injection «to kill the love». Our love is unkillable, because he and I are the eternal couple, but for some time this injection could work. And Ram began to move away from me soul. He began to feel some cold towards me and even began to look at me with such attitude: «What do I do next to someone else's person?» But we still continued to be husband and wife. But I needed events to unfold in such a way that Ram would dump me. And I gave him this injection «to kill the love for me» and in the physical reality good woman appeared in his field of vision and he was attracted to her. At that time we had an interesting detailed conversation through karate coach, of course, allegorically, through the usual words about the usual worldly.

That conversation began with the following phrase of the coach: «Do you like to work at home?» I answered «Yes», although it was not clear to me how did he know that I am working at home. After all, this conversation we had not with him. But he said with such confidence that this phrase immediately attracted my attention: «Pip-pip, look, through him you are talking to someone else», of course, to Ram. After that, I put this conversation into components to understand what we said to each other in it.

In that phrase about «working at home» I saw his question, whether I like to work as a charioteer, as a navigator of his asuric organization through him as my husband. At asuras, the house means the husband for a woman or the wife for a man. Because «my home is where you are». After he asked how I got here, I began to tell how we moved here from Moscow. And I remembered my lady friend that Krishna gave me here. She is a very good friend, sincere, we have a heart contact, but she is much older than me, and I am very worried about her life, because she is very dear to me. And I told the coach about it. He looked at me with such an unusual feeling... and asked me about my lady friend, «Are you worried about her?» And I answered him, «Yes, I am very worried about her».

After this phrase has dispelled my fears that Ram is not a living person, and some or an energy-sucker, or ghost, incorporeal or a disembodied. But since I said that I am very worried about my lady friend, about her life, I realized that Ram is a living person. He lives like all of us. He is walking his own feet on the ground, eating food, drinking water, tea, making money, can have ordinary sex, and not only at some subtle energy level.

Why I had thought that Ram is normal living person and that he now lives here somewhere??? Because I said the words about my lady friend and that I am worried about her. I remembered that I began to chant the protective mantras to Ram`s defense. And the first of these mantras was the Mrityunjaya Mantra. And the Mrityunjaya Mantra is sung to protect against premature death. The Mrityunjaya Mantra protects the living, it is necessary for the living to protect the life.

And remembering this, I realized that my fears are groundless about that my interaction with Ram is interaction with some not in the body, disembodied spirits. I remembered that Mrityunjaya Mantra protects the life, living beings. I realized that because I started to sing Mrityunjaya Mantra to Ram`s defense, it means Ram is a human like all of us. It's amazing!!! The interaction between ordinary people living here, but at a distance, in the mind, through other people, through everything that can give a hint about what he wants to tell you, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level. This is really fantastic! But this fantastic is a part of my life, and very significant. And this part of the conversation gave to me the certainty that Ram is a living person, that he is a man who lives somewhere here, eats, sleeps, makes money, wants ordinary, normal sex, and not just on the energy plane, wants to be loved, and wants to love.

In that conversation I told the coach that I didn't know how long will my children attend his karate classes. I was curious about his opinion of it, but he started mumbling something about the organization, that he didn't decide anything, that everything was decided by the organization... I did not get a clear answer. And I said again, that I didn't know how long will my children attend his karate classes, but he just looked me in the eye. And then I said, «Unfathomable are the ways of God». Then I deciphered this part of that conversation like this.

I asked Ram when he would come to me, because I don't know how long I would be with him in this kind of hanging, in this kind of interaction at a distance, in that ethereal mental Internet. But he did not answer. He was looking at me from coach's eyes and thinking, «What are you going to do if I don't come?» That injection «to kill the love» was working and he already felt detachment from me, although recently it woke a warm feeling for his native home. But the injection worked. And I told him that unfathomable are the ways of God, that is, then I will have one way — to the Lord, that is, I will go into the spiritual world, leave here without him.

I came to him, even though he was asur during many, many lives, to give him a chance to be reunited with me, because I wanted to take the chance to return into the spiritual world that Srila Prabhupada brought to the Earth. And I didn't want to leave him, my soul mate, here alone, rotting in the material world, in the Kali Yuga. These words, when I realized their meaning, so inspired me!!! I have some sort of button in the canvas of destiny, which, if Ram did not accept my extended hand to him, will direct me on the rails leading straight to the spiritual world. I have a button which will turn on the direct path to the Lord, the path of return into the spiritual world. At me everything is provided.

And I took enormous comfort in that... This was inspiring hope and giving a deep peace. I'm not a feeble pawn here, I have a plan. This was said by Prabhu Sasha. I've made some kind of plan. And in this plan there is a button that in this situation will put me on God's path, on which I will receive the highest good that can only be obtained here. Return into the spiritual world. The way to the Lord, to Krishna.

Also, the coach said a phrase that we're from different planets, and I said, «Definitely!» Yes, in the case of a coach it's true, but my Ram told me through those words that we are completely different people and he doesn't understand how we can somehow more or less acceptable to communicate and interact. He told me that he is an asur, and I am not. He told me that I'm not what he wanted, and it is not clear what I want from him. He told me that he doesn't need me anymore. And this is not surprising, since the injection «to kill love» has already acted.

And I reminded him about the dream when he was looking for me, when he had paid a lot of their asuric money, that is, pious merits deflated from someone, to some craftsman-seeker who knows how to find people in the territory of sleep according to their perceived image and the internal compass is aimed at them. And in that dream he found me, and there I told him the key word «definitely». And I reminded him of that dream. I told him in a conversation with the coach that you, Ram, were looking for me, you found me, so why did you forget about this???

He also then said that I have optimism, and I said that optimism is not mine. I said that there is someone above me, and I will be taken care of. Alas, his words about optimism did not give me optimism, when I realized that they mean. In Russian the word «оптимизм» («optimism») is heard as «аптимизм» = «ап» + «ти» + «ми» + «зм» = «ап» + «ты» + «мы» + «зм» («up» + «you» + «we» + «zm»). It's pronounced like that. «Up» («ап») is an movement upward in English. It turns out this way: «forward» + «you» + «we», that is, the movement from «you» to «we». In the phrase about the fact that what I have optimism, he asked me, what am I going to do to make «we» out of «you», because optimism is mine. And I said that this «ап+ти+ми+зм» («up from you to we») is not mine, that I'm not going to do anything, that should he do, because I am woman and he is a man.

And the coach asked me about making money, and I said, «Not millionaires, not billionaires, but prosperity». And in these words, I told Ram that I didn't need any millionaires or billionaires, that is, men with a lot of pious merits, but what I need is to become with him, because Ram on the asuric hierarchy is on the step, which is called Ra at the asuras. RA is a big asur, which has some great special abilities and influence on others and which can control the organization under him, such a neural network, at an energy level. And I told him that prosperity, that is, me and him together. I pronounced «процветание» («prosperity») in Russian. This word is heard as «працветание», and in this case, I decomposed this word into such component parts: «працветание» = «п-ра-цвета-ние» = «…ра-цвета…» = «Ра + Света». It turned out «Ra + Sveta», that is, Ra + Sveta = Ram and I together.

This third take, the woman Ram switched to, was sent to him by me. Yes, herein I am such a small mouse, who knows nothing and lives an ordinary life, but on level of higher self I am not limited by the filter of my physical body, and there I can do a lot of things. And from there I found for Ram a good woman, fully consistent with his preferences and image of a real woman. She was moderately nice woman, modest, well-groomed, cultural, erudite, intelligent, smart, clean, faithful, tasty cooking and loving to cooking (these same words describe her in sex, about that she tasty cooking and loves to do it, because at asuras the words about the food characterize everything related to sex).

She has always been interesting to him. Next to her, he felt like a real man. She was wonderful woman, open, sincere, outwardly attractive, charming, with a very developed sense of harmony in everything, calm, surprisingly restrained, balanced, kind, lively and dreamy. She was sincerely admiring them, was considering him a perfect and refusing to notice his shortcomings. She was soft and surprisingly feminine. She was always giving him to understand how much she needs him. Perfection itself! God, a breath of fresh air for Ram! She was loving beautiful things, flowers, refined cuisine, he with such great pleasure and satisfaction spoiled her, told her «my loved» and performed her such lovely whims…

Ram many times was going for significant expenses for the sake of her affectionate gaze and such an expensive smile for him, but he never regretted it. She had good living conditions and a lot of free time for Ram. She had a high level of income, she was not burdened with small children, and she completely was living in real life and was unaware of his activities at the energy level, in thin, energy layers. She did not even suspect that such a wonderful man could do terrible things with women on the energy level. She was sure that such a man is not capable of such. She would never have even thought of what he was doing. She thought he is just a wonderful man, courteous, decent, pleasant and inspiring confidence man, who subtly feels her mood and anticipates her wishes. She thought he is a sweet, smart, wonderful, sensitive man (of course, because he's sitting in her thoughts and sees everything, what she thinks and what she wants). She thought that in our time such men are rare (of course, because he's an asur, and they are all very charming, many asuras are simply beautiful, attractive, and well-mannered, and likable from the first minute of communication). She could not have known that he conducts various terrible manipulations at subtle energy level with other women. If she found out about his activities, she would immediately curse him. But she was an ordinary woman, who was seeing in front of her just an ordinary man, who very much fit her desirable criteria of a man who can make a woman happy. She saw that such a man could make a woman like her happy, and believed that she is worth it. She thought that every woman is born to be happy, and she is worth it.

That woman turned out to be the ideal of woman for him. We found a very good woman. And he couldn't help but fall for her. The more that I before had gave him an injection «to kill the love for me», and he already was no longer drawn to me. And then that woman appeared. In real. She was a pleasant woman, fascinating, appealing, alluring to herself, but chaste. He was fascinated by her charm and more and more was falling in love with her. And so that he could completely switch to her, take me out of his, so to speak, circle of trust, I somewhere out there, on level of higher self, had gave him a injection «to turn on the love» for that woman. And here this love at him was lit. A long time he didn't feel anything like that again.

It seemed to him that all the stars in the sky were lit at once and shine a wonderful light. Well, like at Pushkin's «Eugene Onegin»:

And he sees only her, he cherishes his unknown feeling as a treasure, thinking that she, this woman, is the one he wanted. Of course, because my team and I always find what we need, what works for our goals. Including in this case. He was completely immersed in his new perception and sense of the world and in his happiness, and I began to get in his way, exclaiming in my mind: «My husband, my husband». He was thinking, «What kind of husband am I to you if you are not my wife? Yes, you have become one for some ridiculous reason, but you are so far from the image of a wife and the image of a woman I would like to be with. Only this beautiful woman could be my wife. But not you».

My attitude towards him as a husband became very pester him, and he decided to get rid of me, that we with my team and it was necessary. He was going according to our plan, like a puppet. How much the reflexes of living beings are predictable! Give him a suitable female, and he will forget about everything, about his duties, about that he was feeling love there and had saw his soul mate.

What are we talking about? What kind of soul mate??? My soul mate should be what I want to see her, he was thinking, but I did not meet his expectations and even in many ways was the complete opposite of these expectations. And here such a woman!!! A woman with a capital. He thought he was very lucky. Well, basically, Yes. It is unlikely that he would have been lucky such if it were not for our efforts with my team. But he went according to our plan and abandoned me.

How did that happen? As usual we have with him. Through other people, in an allegorical form. I came with my lady friend to the karate coach, something was necessary. We discussed my question with him, and he began to talk with her. Wherein he turned to me and said: «You are free, go away». I turned to my lady friend and said, «Olga, you and I will go together».

In this short conversation, he told me that our heavenly wedding had been annulled by him, that I was no longer his wife, and he was no longer my husband, that he no longer intends to think how that misunderstanding happened when some delusion struck him, that he offered me to become his wife and it happened. He dumped me. But I told him I wasn't going anywhere and we were going to be together.

Well, he looked at me... He thought, «How can she be useful to me? Well, as a charioteer, navigator she's very good. She guides the organization at the highest level. From time to time can have sex with her on a subtle energy level». «Yes, he thought, I can keep her with us as non-contact bitch in the crowd non-contact whores. And she will continue to think that I am her husband and she will guide my organization». So thought Ram and decided to, that okay, she still use to anyone. As charioteer, navigator and as such a contactless whore, whom he has a lot. It is enough for him to put pressure on some buttons in their energy women centers, and they are completely in his power and are ready to serve sexually all his organization and to him, being geographically far from him and not even knowing him personally as a person. But since he is an asur, for him this distance means nothing, his sensations are completely real, as if everything is really happening. «Her energy is good. She does not eat meat, does not smoke, does not drink alcohol, she does not have sex with another men. Why don't I keep her here? I can to keep such a valuable specimen», — thought Ram and had kept me in the throng of women with whom he amused himself, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level.

What did I need all this for? This was necessary so that he had another woman and so that he threw me away and include me to his harem, to the number of his contactless sluts, but in fact to the number of unfortunate women who can not oppose anything to his abilities and his influence. This was necessary so that he look with loving eyes on the other, a foreign woman for him, putting her on the pedestal of his life. All this had a very big goal. In my plan, an important point was the Mahabharata, the destruction of all the most powerful asuras born at this time on Earth, not only them, but also other asuras, and the teaching a lesson them, because they had to pay for what they shared eternal couple.

This woman was we really need to us. This was necessary so that Ram fell in love with that woman and abandoned me. Further events developed in such a way that I caused the anger of other big asuras and they decided to break me completely. And for them to start doing this, it was necessary for Ram to give me to them. And for this it was necessary that he was in love with another woman and was not interested in me. All this was necessary for us in order for me in some time to have the full right to destroy these large asuras and begin my Mahabharata.

Only some four months, we stayed together after our heavenly wedding and in July they were already together, and he got tired of my presence in his life. But despite the fact that this woman was so good and so suited him and embodied all his expectations about his woman, he still continued to have sex with other women at that subtle energy level.

Why? After all she was completely suitable for him. In sex, too, she was interesting and pleasing to him, and he was happy that he was finally lucky to find such a woman, what he wanted. Why didn't he stop those subtle energy sexual interactions with other women who didn't even know him personally, in real life, but who did for him everything he wanted when he threw his inner gaze at them and held out his that energy hand to their female centers? Why did he, loving that woman in real life, not stop having sex with other women, even if this sex was contactless sex, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level? But Ram is an asur and therefore there is no difference for him, he has sex with a woman in bed, hugging her and touching her with his physical body, or is it contactless sex at a distance, without his personal presence, when they are geographically located in different places, far from each other, and the woman does not even know him personally, she is unfamiliar with him and he personally is not with her and never will be with her. For him, it makes no difference whether he is present with his physical body or he simply acts on a woman from a distance and simply connects to her energetically. He feels everything as if this is the real sex. And loving that woman, he did not give up sex with other women. He has a very strange love. However, so with all asuras.

And after all them, such women, he had many. And he also wrote me down to his harem, to the number of his contactless sluts, but in fact to the number of unfortunate women who can not oppose anything to his abilities and his influence. But when he annulled our heavenly wedding, cardinal changes occurred in my meditations when I sang protective mantras.

Before that always, when I was singing (or aloud, when I was at home, or mentally, listening to mantras in headphones, if I went somewhere on business), I was seeing before my eyes on my inner screen his image and I was sending to him the words of this protective mantras, but when he had removed me from his heart and from his space, I could not imagine him there. I tried to imagine him and send him this protection, but I had a strong desire to turn to Nrisimhadev for my protection.

And in those meditations I began to fly every time to Nrisimhadev. At first, I was entering into the deity itself, was going inside of Him, I was spreading over His body as molecules. I was feeling so dissolved and united with Him that it was difficult for me to come out of there. And so it went on for a long time, something about a month and a half, and then I came to the conclusion that this impersonal dissolution is not what it is necessary, and Srila Prabhupada said that it is necessary to develop personal relationships with Krishna. I very much wanted to dissolve into Nrisimhadev, but I was stopping myself by an effort of will. I began to try to express me in front of Him myself, as I am.

I was cuddling up to Him and was crying my sadness out to Him. He was hugging me and stroking me, and I was squeezing into His chest, then was sitting down on His knees and was sitting with Him in an embrace. I felt good! He was very reassuring to me, and thanks to this I could remain viable for a long time. From time to time, Ram was entering into my hands, and I began to feel him, first plunged into some unearthly bliss and a sense of native, my, and after that I was suddenly thrown off out the touching with him, as because from the electric wire under high voltage, and I began to shake sobs. Only Nrisimhadev was saving me from this hopeless state. I was flying to Him more and more often, was cuddling up there and expressing my love and gratitude to Him. That was the whole summer of 2016, when Ram was with that woman.

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