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If you can’t stand the heat get out of the kitchen. Those who became deaf and dumb





Before writing this 222nd series began pouring some strange signs. I didn't know what they meant. On my desktop often began to pop up a screenshot of «Mahabharata» with the words «do not be so naive». I thought: what is it through these screenshots say for Shri Ram? And there was another little episode. It was hot outside, and I would water the flowers under the window every day. I bought a watering can and watered the flowers from it. One day I'm watering the flowers, some strange woman walks by, wrapped in warm clothes in the heat, with a wool scarf wrapped around her neck. Goes and something mumbling, and looking at me. I thought, maybe, she wants to tell me what, and addressed to her, and she as let's water me dirty swearing words supposedly go home and do not disgrace your... me these words so stunned... I do not know this woman, do not do anything bad, just watering flowers. I looked around myself from all sides: my clothes are OK, everything is in place, and everything is decent. But suddenly «go home and don't disgrace your…».

And here comes a passer-by man, I go to him: «Do you know that woman? She just said such dirty words to me, isn't she crazy? Maybe you know her?» He looked on her, she went into one of the neighboring the entrance of the house. I was scared: well, exactly crazy and lives nearby, and I'm here watering flowers every day in the front garden. And he answered, saying, not know her, from the back is not visible, you never know now roams the crazy, go, says, you home. And I answer him, they say, I wanted to water the flowers, a little bit left. And indeed, it was already watered three-quarters of the front garden, there was a very small piece. I was watering the flowers and went home.

Sit and mull over this picture. And I think: somebody from the Asuras affected on madwoman to bring me out of myself, they say: «Do not disgrace yourself with your nonsense, as the Asuras humiliated and used you, you're talking about yourself, not conceal anything, do not disgrace yourself, go to your Shri Ram, live with him like as ordinary home pussy, like you women, love that»... I immediately turned to my Shri Ram for protection, he looked at me through the eyes of passer-by man, and we talked with him in allegorical language. And I told him, they say, me, your wife, one of asuras insulted, punish the offender, he through madwoman dared to tell me that I'm like this and such. And Shri Ram said for me through that passer-by man: «Well, I don't know who worked on the madwoman, I can't see him, let's really finish a transcription of videos, let we become together, live the family life, I in the real world will come to you and we will forget the whole thing as a nightmare». And I answered him: «What are you, Shri Ram, I have to transcribe all a story in the text and show everyone, and just a little bit left, almost all of the text translated».

I understood what really happened, I thought: Shri Ram is not visible on those layers, he doesn't know who carried out the manipulation of the consciousness of the madwoman, but I can see. I mentally tuned in to one who told me dirty words through aunt's madwoman, and saw him by my inner gaze on my inner screen. I've dealt with him thoroughly, I think: well, now he's nobody, I did everything there main. And Shri Ram now will definitely see him there. And if he sees fit, he will continue punishment, avenge his wife, I mean me. Just then I was going to write down the 222nd series, about third key, the third attempt of Shri Ram to put me under his companions.

In the 222nd series, I described how Shri Ram used force methods to break me down and bring me to my knees. And now force methods was disabled, I began to chant the protective mantras in his defense on the recommendation of my lady friend. I sang them for a month. A month later, everywhere I went the signs, tips to start keeping a diary and record all the events in my life. I started to keep a diary and how to write down those meditations that I had when I sang these protective mantras. Shri Ram was amazed. He thought he was sitting in my thoughts. It turned out, not in all thoughts. He was very intrigued by this, and he decided with cunning to get access to where he did not have access, and with cunning he got this access. It was actually that was my plan with I made before I was born in this life, because there I showed him my life files where we with him were together as a couple. And he saw something there, that he came to me right there that day and kept saying «be my wife, become my wife».

I refused for a long time, and then I said: «OK, come with me in my meditation», turned on the Nrisimha mantra, went into my meditation, and he was there with me. And there, Nrisimhadev tied us to him by the marriage bond and said: «Well, now they are husband and wife». Krishna said there: «Let's live together». After that, after a while, somewhere in June, we give him a good, wonderful woman in real life, and he dived into this woman entirely. He saw that she was so refined, so feminine. I compared with it simply no one, and she is so sublime, lady, a real woman, perfect. Such a woman wants to protect, cherish. And to protect me and to cherish do not want to. And to protect her and cherish want.

And Shri Ram switched to her and dived into her, bat to me he said: «You're free, go free swimming». But I said I don't agree, I'm not going anywhere, I'd be with him. And he decided that I would serve him energetically, like a bunch of non-contact whores, with whom he had sexual energy interaction through distance. To this woman with whom he was in real life, he showed that he is very serious that he is very reliable that he is provided, respectable that he is one, the free man. As if what he was offering me «be my wife, become my wife» and we were married, not at all. Like nothing ever happened.

He showed her that he was a free man. He represented himself very solidly, well. He took her to restaurants, he arranged for her just mind-blowing, gorgeous unexpected adventures but he treated me like a whore and made me his non-contact-bitch and periodically had with me sexual energy interaction through distance, without physical body contact. I did not know that when the karate coach told me that I was free and to go home, that it was Shri Ram who told me to go to free swimming through those words of the coach, that he already had a good woman and he felt with her as a real man, and with me a real man he did not feel. All this I told in the 222nd series of my novel, using screenshots from the movie «Dirty Rotten Scoundrels».

And when I got to commenting on this situation, and I discovered why I was actually disgracing my... that's when I got to commenting on the situation where Shri Ram was with that woman that summer and made me his non-contact-bitch and periodically had with me sexual energy interaction through distance, without physical body contact. And there was a screenshot with Janet sitting in front of the Professor, and he hid from her behind a newspaper. And I based on this screenshot described the situation when I did not know that I was from the category of his wife moved to the category of his non-contact whores, but I continued to refer to him as a husband and behave accordingly. And here I sit, comment on this screenshot and I say that I then addressed to him: «Husband, husband», and he hid behind the newspaper and thinks: «Get off me. Go on, to rub my Shoe or something. Calm your nerves».

When I said that phrase that I wasn't going to say, I stopped. I realized that Shri Ram put me on the stream, that they have achieved, since I said in Russian «иди ботинок потри» — «go to rub my Shoe». Legs are what serve the body, that is, subordinates, lower in hierarchy. A Shoe is what's on your feet, even not the legs. And «to rub it». Three men for me one? And with me immediately was three? I said in Russian «иди ботинок потри» — «go to rub your Shoe». «Потри» sounds like «по три» — «three at once»: Shri Ram suited me triplet? This when with one woman are several men on the energy plan in sexual energy interaction through distance, pumped out from her one channel simultaneously, by wide fan, as in this case the three of us. Sad story... he put me on the stream, and I thought that with me my husband, but he said: «What a husband? What do you mean? For you only shoes and the not fully, and so, there the tip any on boot print». From my words quite clearly seen that there they were several men at once, as shoes and not completely, i.e. not one at a time, it was still a place for other, the dicks of his asuric organization. And so all that summer was. I said: «Husband, husband», and he said: «Go to rub my Shoe».

So I disgraced before the whole asuric community, saying out loud that my Shri Ram, my eternal husband, made me his non-contact-bitch, gave me to his friends for fun and connected another men in our sexual energy interaction through distance, several men with me one and pumped me out my feminine energy and my piety mercilessly. Shame a lot. I wanted him to tell me the truth about it, when I bought that cactus with false flowers and when I told him: «Open it, open it, you owe me to open it». I wanted him to tell me that truth, and that's why I tortured him, drilled his eyes by my long snake tongue, and after I from bottom pulled into him the rod with hot thorns, who dug into it and burned painfully. That's what those screenshots said, don't be so naive.

Shri Ram thought that if it is on the energy plane and I don't feel or know that, then I'll never know. But now the time has come, he was told: «Don't be so naive, Krishna is in everyone's heart, and in yours, Shri Ram, too. And Krishna sees everything. Asuras, don't you know that? Like you're so smart, but such basic truths are not known». Krishna has revealed it to me now. And at the end of that summer, I made an cool maneuver. I summoned Borka, the former leader of the Moscow Asuric organization, attracted his attention, and angered him that I did not succumb to his next encroachments in my direction. And after that I went to their patriarch Bhishma, who had all the information, all the files about all the Asuras. I went to Bhishma to cry about Shri Ram and ask for help. Shri Ram thought that he doesn't need unwanted attention, especially those who are much more and who can him instantly destroy, and Shri Ram decided to get rid of me.

He started doing manipulations of my consciousness to get me to leave him. And when he such first manipulation carried out in this direction, I wrote to the acquaintance the letter that I delete all folders with all his texts from the computer, and in that letter were the words «I want to smash you and your letter to smithereens». And immediately began the collapse of Shri Ram`s life. From August 19 to September 3, all of his assets began to go into the wrong hands, and September 3rd would be the final blow, when he was supposed to become a nobody. He was told to ask for my forgiveness — so I would protect him. He did all sorts of manipulations of my consciousness to force me to give him protection, but nothing worked on me. He even these women non-contact whores sent to me. But I didn't give in to anything, and I was even more enraged, that these non-contact whores before my inner gaze are, I spoil my nerves and say: «You're just like us, and we are many». And I told him and all of them that he's mine or nobody's. He decided that it is better mine, than nobody's, and then I gave in to his manipulation, I called the trainer, the trainer began to cry that something so strongly piled, such that it is direct horror, here now everything will collapse.

And I was perplexed: how can it be? After all, the coach's life is adjusted, everything is good, but I regretted him and wished good luck. And right from that moment on, within half an hour, Shri Ram's Affairs went on own manner. The last blow was not followed, and even, on the contrary, he began to return his assets. On September 3, it happened when I protected him, saved him, and on September 4, I burned the inner eye of one of his valuable companions, and after my Gurudev made for Shri Ram an offer through a lecture. My Gurudev for Shri Ram offered me as his wife. Shri Ram was told that he has only one option in life that nothing more to him in this life, only I. Like, if he does not accept me, he will become a nobody. He was forced to agree. He was told that the fact that he almost became bankrupt, a poor homeless man, has not gone anywhere, it's not canceled and can return at any time, that he must give me the rights and status to which I have every right and that he should do it.

He was forced to accept this choice without a choice, say «you're not my choice, you're my destiny». And he stood with me again. He left that woman. After some time I started this Mahabharata, I began to cross out all these Asuras from the material world to the spiritual world through their service to Krishna in their future lives in ISKCON, in the mission of Srila Prabhupada. And even after this he again turned me away when Lona, the ideal of the vagina, he was hooked. He told me again «go, you're free». And because of that, some man came to me, with whom we have been together for many past lives.

Shri Ram thought that with Lona he will be all on top. He thought Lona was a jewel, and I'm nothing, cheap. Lona was well, very good. I'm bad and I keep being bad. He cherished that Lona as the most valuable thing in the world and protected her from me, so reverently treated her. And he refused me. But we opened Lona's Scam. He saw that it was a trap to make him impotent, and in sex, and in life, on all life's plans, to cross him off, to erase him from life at all. Somehow he was able to break away from her, came to me again. If he had stayed with Lona, then after a while Lona she would have left, because when his dick would have stopped standing and working, she would have said: «something men went weak, quickly go out». Shri Ram would have shed tears then, but it would have been too late, there would have been nothing to return.

I think it would be the best revenge for him. I'm sorry I saved him. I'm sorry that I saved him from the collapse of life, it would be good if he got it, and I'm sorry that I saved him with this Lona. He did not spare me. Why should I feel sorry for him? Why did I spare him? And it was the third key, special, of those three keys on a bunch of keys that somehow ended up on my chair on my birthday, because Shri Ram himself hooked up with me, implementing force methods. He thought everyone was stupid, and he's the smartest, can deceive all. The third key was also implemented.

In total, all three keys were implemented, what I found in an unknown way at us on the first apartment on my birthday. On the chair I found a bunch, which was two of the same key, and the third some special. It was November 21, 2016. And on November 1, three weeks before, was a sign of the Universe, when the water poured from the ceiling and a man came to my house and three times kneeled in front of me, checking the valves in the pipes. And all of these keys are implemented. The first was in the first apartment when Shri Ram tried to run me through a pickuper. The second was in the second apartment when he tried to the subjugation me using men from a Dating site. The third key is special — in our apartment, when Shri Ram himself personally connected to me and included power methods. And the fact that the pickuper at that flood three times knelt in front of me, I regarded as the fact that all three times in an attempt to subjugate me Shri Ram failed.

But when I recorded the 222nd series and accidentally said about the Shoe, commenting on the picture from the film «Dirty Rotten Scoundrels», when Janet appealed to the Professor, but he hid from her behind a newspaper, in those words I saw that in the summer of 2016, when Shri Ram became with that good wonderful woman, when he switched to her and said for me that I free and to leave him, but I said that I not going anywhere, he decided to leave me as his non-contact-bitch, through distance, without physical body contact. And to me energetically was connected several Asuras and they are on one of my channel at the same time pumped out my female energy, like from an oil rig.

I thought it was my Shri Ram, I told him: «My husband, I like you so much, I need you so much», and he was sitting there with this woman who was in his real life, and he lied to her, too, that he had no one else. Although he was always with someone at the energy plan, someone was pleasuring him. For Asuras that in the real life, that having connected energetically, there is no difference. Feels the same. They know how to do, as if in physical contact. Three times Shri Ram failed to crush me when he was doing it actively when he was struggling, tried very hard, applied all their asuric strength, skill, used all his tricks, the knowledge of female psychology, NLP, pickup, on after this all summer I was their non-contact-bitch and he added in our sexual energy interaction through distance many different another men from his asuric organization.

How come he gave me to them for fun? How did this even happen? And not once, but the whole summer. And he looked at it quite calmly and he asked me to do it, like he faithful to me, miss to me, that he has no one else, that he needs it, he's a man. At the very beginning I told him through the words of one letter that I am his luck, that is, his wife, as the wife brings good luck. And after that, I showed him my life files, which we were together in some old past lives. As after all this he quietly watched that I was with other men?

When I many lives were born in Asuric worlds, it was the same. I was married there every time. And that husband himself gave me to his friends for fun, and I thought that with me he and said: «My husband, my husband». And they said: «What I you husband?» And this time the same thing happened, only with Shri Ram. This realization shocked me to the depth of the depths that it happened to me again, though through distance, without physical body contact. How the material world is a terrible place. And I thought that it was not in vain that his life began to crumble at the end of August 2016. In Manu-Samhita (3.55–3.56) declares: «Women must be honored and adorned by their fathers, brothers, husbands, and brothers-in-law, who desire their own welfare. Where women are honored, there the gods are pleased. Where they are not honored, no sacred rite yields rewards. Where the female relations live in grief, the family soon wholly perishes; but that family where they are not unhappy ever prospers. Female relatives pronounce a curse on houses where women are not honored; these houses perish completely, as if destroyed by magic. Men who seek their own welfare should always honor women».

That is, he his wife, who he sought whose hands he himself asked and who was handed to him by Nrisimhadev, gave to his friends for fun, saying to them: «She thinks that with her I, and you, while she thinks so, enjoy. With other bitches, of course, more interesting, but the piquancy of the situation still gives the sharpness of impressions and feelings. Look it up yourself: am I your leader. And she was once my wife, and before that she not to succumbed me three times. And right now you all will use her, and she will do it herself, on her own, because she thinks that with her is her husband. You guys think seriously. It's such a cool, spicy situation. You will get a lot of satisfaction just from the realization that she, whose which is not affected force methods, now does it voluntarily. And this chatter “Husband, husband”, as even interesting, well, more interesting, more fun. Go all in chorus, get high».

That's what Shri Ram did to me then. And no wonder he had a meltdown after that. He did not understand how it happened that all his assets suddenly fly to the heart. He was always good, in business, in everything. Everything was always fine. He considered himself a clever person and to some extent even cunning, quirky, cunning. He did not understand how it happened that everything collapses, as if by the will of rock. Yes, indeed by the will of doom, because when the unholy women curse, everything becomes destroyed as a magical force. In the Manu-Samhita (3.55–3.56) declares: «Women must be honored and adorned by their fathers, brothers, husbands, and brothers-in-law, who desire their own welfare. Where women are honored, there the gods are pleased. Where they are not honored, no sacred rite yields rewards. Where the female relations live in grief, the family soon wholly perishes; but that family where they are not unhappy ever prospers. Female relatives pronounce a curse on houses where women are not honored; these houses perish completely, as if destroyed by magic. Men who seek their own welfare should always honor women». So then to Shri Ram came the fatal failure.

And he had the audacity after all of that to come to me, to manipulate my consciousness, to make me, who he had so cunningly omitted, to wish him good luck, that his financial Affairs would go well, that he would not fail. He hoped it would work. But I didn't succumb for his manipulation, and he sent those women to me. He probably thought that if women beg, I would fulfill their request. He made me the same as they did, even though I three times did not succumb to his encroachment. I then wanted to destroy it as wrote about it in one letter that I want to smash you and your letter to smithereens.

It is a pity that I spared him. But I then showed 649–650th series «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev», there Banasura he strangled his wife Vani but Shiva came and saved her. And then Shiva said to her: «Stay close to Banasur, Vani. Never leave him alone. Continue to inspire him to achieve goals for what he received this thousand hands». This I was told through the words of Shiva. And it was said to me after he gave me to his companions, so they took revenge on me for all those times when I did not succumb to his maneuvers, not yielding to his tricks and not showing him any respect. Shiva told me not to leave him alone and stay with him after that. Why? And how can you stay with someone who acts like that? Who does not know how to keep his word and does not consider it necessary. How can you be with someone who can not be responsible for their words? Who said the word today, and cancelled tomorrow.

And after that my Gurudev for Shri Ram offered me as his wife, and he described my virtues in this way... The description of these virtues still impresses me. I think: am I such that I have never used the wrong words, other men, I use the right words at the right time? I've never used the wrong words, I mean other men, and I'm always focused on my man. How did I find myself in this situation? And how did he propose to Shri Ram after all this? Why were there other men with me when I said «husband»?

How is it that when I said «my, my», I was with a bunch not my men? How did those another's get in? For what reason many another's suddenly was with me? And why, after that my Gurudev told Shri Ram that I never used the wrong words, that I've never had another men? And I decided that they all their future lives will be deaf-mutes. Everything comes at a price. Well, if all these men were not mine, let them become deaf-mutes. Because then I said «my, my», they said: «Why am I yours? I'm another's, stranger. I'm not your, I'm not mine», that in Russian is «не-мой». Well, if you're another's, «не-мой» (in Russian), then to become really «немой» (in Russian) — deaf-mutes (in English).

I thought, how did Shri Ram, after a string of those not my men and who will deaf-mutes, accept my Gurudev's offer? After all, everyone in his organization knew what role I had there was that summer. And the attitude towards me, most likely, was appropriate. No wonder coach karate in a situation where Shri Ram had Lona, so disdainfully threw me off my pedestal. He must have been happy to put the cocky bitch in her proper place. And Shri Ram did not scruple to take his wife one of his non-contact whores, which many of his asuric organizations tried.

How did he look into the eyes of his companions? Because they knew that about me. Most likely, he was so terrible situation that he didn't care, what to take, even the woman who had a lot of other men. Because I'm not his choice, I'm his destiny. He told me that he would always protect me, and then called those others, and he asked me to be with him to fulfill my conjugal duty, those who were with me then signed their own sentence. I felt very sorry for them because how could they return to Krishna into the spiritual world if all their future lives they will deaf-mutes and could not hear the mantra or pronounce it. But what to do, for everything you have to pay.

Shri Ram was so fell when in the summer of 2016 he started using me as non-contact-bitch who serving on the energy plan needs for the companions from his Asuric organization. Because it brought a lot of upheaval in this organization. And in his life in particular. After all, because of this, he almost became a bankrupt, a beggar homeless person on September 3, 2016. And then I would destroy in Shri Ram all his Asuric abilities, and he would become nothing at all, and then, not accustomed to such hopeless helplessness and fatal bad luck, he would end ignominiously ended his life. I would have destroyed him, because I would have understood what he did to me. A comparison of how powerful he was and how he has become insignificant would burn him harder stronger than the napalm which I would have burned him.

And now it's time for him to say goodbye to those guys, future deaf-mutes, who all summer 2016 added in our with Shri Ram sexual interaction through distance, when he told me he is the only one with me, that he is faithful to me, that him this need to, and he included them in our sex, non-contact. Leave them alive was impossible. Everyone in his organization knew what he did to me. And they had no respect for me. Even the karate coach did not miss the opportunity to satisfy his desire to see me in the appropriate place for me — at the bottom, on the bench waiting for his turn. Like, where climbed, you have no one and have no right to raise your head, sit there and know your place. Even if he and they is not such a big specialist, dared me to behave, what to speak of others, especially those who personally, had the good fortune to be with me, even in energy terms, but for the Asuras there is no difference, with the contact of the bodies or at a distance happens, for the Asuras all the same.

And leave those who were with me, then they then invoked or talked about how, that this was, was impossible to allow. Not to mention that they were so insidious to mislead me, because I thought that with me my Shri Ram. In my Mahabharata I in the winter removed Moscow and St. Petersburg Asuras, who participated in such schemes, and it would be wrong to leave these alive. Shri Ram was very sorry to lose such specialists. They there have him did something right for him. And they were even somehow dear to him. But why should he care more about them than about me? Who are they? Now they are with him, and tomorrow they are not. And I am his eternal wife, even if I did not have many lives with him. But through distance, invisibly I kept in touch with him and even contributed for his development.

Shri Ram was very sorry to part with those deaf-mutes, but what to do. When I said «mine, mine», it wasn't mine. When I expunged them, I felt very sorry for them, because how will they return to Krishna? After all, everyone whom I expunged, I made Krishna devotees. All of them many next lives will born as the devotees of Krishna and will serve Srila Prabhupada many lives in ISKCON and will return the lost souls to the spiritual world, thus earning their return there. And how will they return to Krishna if they do not hear anything? After all, this is one channel that I completely burned, and when I burned this channel with fire, it became completely empty and sterile. And no hearing AIDS, new methods of hearing restoration and implant implantation will not help them, since he was born this way and it is incorrigible.

They will never hear music, speech, birds singing, the sound of rain, the splash of waves on the shore, they will never hear «I love you». How can they return to Krishna into the spiritual world if they can only read about Krishna consciousness, but they cannot chant the mantra, sing in the kirtans, on the harinams? Just making them deaf-mutes is not our goal. Our goal is to bring them back to the spiritual world and that they helped many. And when I expunged them, I turned on the farewell kirtan Bhakti Tirtha Swami «jai jai radhe jai jai shyam jai jai jai vrindavan-dham» and made them sing it. I thought, this is the last thing they hear, and the last thing they say. The last thing they say is Hare Krishna.

I thought that someone had to spread Krishna consciousness among the deaf-mutes, and it would be them, those who, when I said «my», came up to me and were with me, although they knew that they were not mine and that I only wanted mine. I made them all listen and sing this kirtan with Bhakti Tirtha Swami, I imprinted every word of this kirtan into their essence, and these sounds merged with them. I thought that they could earn their return home, back to Godhead, back to the spiritual world, preaching Krishna consciousness among the deaf-mutes. But that was not all than the asuric organization of Shri Ram paid for my humiliation.

 

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I'll overtake you anyway!

On September 4, 2016, the day after I saved Shri Ram from the collapse of life, through me he was shown that for insulting me I will not kill him, because he is my eternal husband, but to deprive him of all his Asuric forces and abilities and make him forever an ordinary insignificant human being I can. Then he thought that I just intimidate him, and I on September 4 burned at one of his subordinates out internal eye. I remembered how my second husband and I went to one place for document and there I felt someone else's penetration into me, as if some tentacles with eyes at the end climbed into me and look out there. Then I stopped that penetration, telling that person that he has no right to do it and that stopped. Immediately those tentacles were gone.

And here on the evening of 4 September, I remembered that, I realized that he's one of them that he is in asuric organization of Shri Ram. And I immersed yourself in the memories of that meeting. I closed my eyes and mentally sat in the same place opposite that man with those invisible, but so nasty, disgusting tentacles, and I mentally looked into his eyes. And then I released from my eyes pillar of fire into his eyes, and it went right into his eyes. And I was just mentally watching this powerful stream of fire from my eyes burned through the eyes opposite, and there was all completely burned, there was an empty and completely black channel. Then I breathed a sigh of relief, saying that he had no right to do that.

Then Shri Ram alarmed: how did it happen that such a large eye suddenly became waste and a nobody, common man. So Shri Ram was shown what was waiting for him. And when I told about the third key in the 222nd series, as a result of which I learned that Shri Ram all summer 2016 added in our sexual energy interaction through distance many different another men, I began to consider the picture from the film «Dirty Rotten Scoundrels», which depicted Rupert with a black bandage on his eye and with a fork in his hand, and on the fork was a cork to don't poke eye. I just pumped up a bunch of pictures from the Internet from this movie, intending to use them to comment that situation, and did not understand what this picture with Rupert and a fork in his hand could tell. When I was looking at this picture, I said that one eye has no (after all, Rupert was without one eye) that will remove the plug from the plug and to cleave the second eye.

When this series was already recorded, I remembered my words and thought that for a reason I said that one eyes already there is no. I remembered September 4 and how I burned out that inner eye of that fellow with the ugly tentacles that could get inside people and see everything they needed, and I thought it was the first eye, and now will the second. I thought that Shri Ram has another such specialist with such an eye, able to intrude in people and look out there what he needs, and I tuned to him and repeated the same procedure: also released from my eyes into his eyes pillar of fire and made it all empty and black, completely lifeless.

But that wasn't all. 222th series of, in which I considered picture with Rupert with a fork in drawn, I recorded 14 June. Right there I burned the second eye in asuric organization of Shri Ram. And after I recorded the 225th series in which I pondered history with the adding in our with Shri Ram sexual energy interaction through distance lots of dumb, that is not mine men. And then I chose one of the associative metaphorical maps to describe this process, as those dumb connected to me. This is where a woman holds out her hand to a man who stands in front of her, he also holds out her hand, and behind him is hand of another man, who as if reaching out to her through the man standing in front of her.

That is, a woman pulls her hand to the man who she sees in front of him and who shows for her that he is reaching for her, but in fact behind him is another and also pulls to her hand. And it turns out that she does not see the other and does not even suspect of his existence, but the hand of the other, as it were, through the hand of the man standing before her, finds the invisible connection with her. The man that stands in front of a woman and whom she sees his eyes, is a connecting medium between her and the man she never sees, but who is be there and who is not shy to use her trust to someone who she sees in front of him. And in the 225th series I tried to describe the process of connecting the silent in the example of this picture.

It was June 18, 2018. And on June 29, just 11 days after the burning of the second eye in the asuric organization of Shri Ram, I transcribed the text of the 172nd series, which spoke about sending those of the Asuras who hunted in social networks, adding to friends. And in the 172nd episode, I saw the same picture. These two situations somehow superimposed on each other, and I became more closely and more closely to watch that 172nd series. Screenshots with her and my words were there for me a complete revelation. I saw that in the 172nd series, which I recorded at the end of January, I told about the Asura, who was left uncovered when sending a bunch of dumb at the end of June.

I saw that in the 172nd series, the friend that Shri Ram asked me to spare and let him live, that he was among those who in the summer of 2016 had the flippancy to connect to me in our with Shri Ram sex, looking at me as their bitch and treating me the same. As it so happened that after I had already sent all the dumb to their future lives, suddenly it emerged that one of them was safe and sound to this day, because I spared him at the end of January at the request of Shri Ram and he was under my protection and when I expunged those dumb. In transcribing the 172nd series into text and reviewing it from this perspective I saw that there I said to a cockroach, crawling into Srila Prabhupada's clothes: «Oh, you want to hide at the Lotus feet’s of Srila Prabhupada? I'll overtake with you anyway!»

I realized that someone from the organization of Shri Ram hid from the retribution although who was with me among those who not my men, because I protected him at the request of Shri Ram, when sending those who added to friends in social networks. I thought that Shri Ram knew that his friend was with me in sex without physical contact, energetically, felt me, but he didn't punish him and even begged to spare him then. I felt so offended! For Shri Ram his friend was more expensive than I! And he asked me not to kill the one who was with me in that intima on the energy plan! He did not care about my feelings, his friend was more expensive for him than my feelings and my self-esteem and self-respect. But in 172th series I said to the cockroach, I'll still catch it. And I thought, Shri Ram, I'm sorry, but you have to say goodbye to this fellow.

Shri Ram mourned that I got to this man. How did I know about that? That day my son lost his toy. And he all that day lamented that toy was gone. And I told him not to cry, that I'll buy him another toy. So I know that Shri Ram was very sad that he will remain without a comrade from his asuric organization. But I through the words for my son said to Shri Ram do not cry, that I'll find somewhere in the vastness of the areas specialist and he will not be hurt.

I did a lot of things with him that day, and reformatted his chakras and burned through and filled of the mantras. At one point, I stood in front of him as huge snake with a wide-open mouth right in front of his eyes and turned on a powerful pull from him, knowing Shri Ram looking into my mouth from that man's eyes. I mentally told him: «Look at me, here is she I, you look on me through eyes his friend, whom I very soon'll remove quite. Look at me! Remember this for the rest of your life!» I thought that Shri Ram looks him from my eyes and me from his eyes at the same time. And I hiss at him, at Shri Ram, but without killing the one from whose eyes he looked at me like as angry snake, and deliberately for a long time so standing in front of his eyes, that this image of me with a forked snake tongue in indescribable rage forever imprinted in his memory.

When I started strike out him in the evening, I was washing the dishes and turned on the Mrityunjaya mantra as usual. I remembered when I stroked out those who were added to friends in social networks, I turned on Mrityunjaya mantra and spread it to myself, to Shri Ram, and to the man he asked for. And this time, when I started strike out him, I started singing the Mrityunjaya mantra again, but this time I kind of ordered that I take off the effect of this mantra from him and remove that protection. And after I washed dishes and sang Nrisimha-mantra and Hare Krishna kirtan and I sent him into the funnel from above. I thought maybe I could specify him some special future, but I decided that he would just sing on the streets of Hare Krishna on the harinams and distribute Srila Prabhupada's books, as I had defined for all the Asuras on the deadline.

When he flew into that funnel from above, I turned on some light music to relax, on random playback of songs in my list. And the first one that sounded was Boris Grebenshchikov's song «I can't take my eyes off you». There were such words:

I was born this morning

Before the first light of dawn.

Silence on outside,

The silence is inside me.

I bow to the stars,

I bow to the light of the moon,

But inside I have no one inaudible sound,

Which rises from the depths.

I was born in the North

To stay safe longer.

I have no friends,

So that no one can shoot down the sight.

The sea parted in front of me,

Unable to withstand the heat of fire,

And all the arrows inside went off scale

At the first glimpses of the day.

I can't take my eyes off you.

 

I thought it was about Shri Ram, he's in silence now, because I crossed off his friend, and now he doesn't have that friend.

 

222 at 46:56, 227 at 09:52.

 

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Why are you hesitating, Partha? Shoot him!

But that wasn't all. After that, I transcribed the 222nd series into text, in which I told how Shri Ram conducted power methods. There I noticed two characters — the one who stood first after Shri Ram made the opening of our sexual energy interaction through distance and then put in front of me his companions to I began to please them all sexually without physical contact, through distance. The second was the one who dared to threaten me when I started to Hare Krishna mantra for Shri Ram. I thought: are these comrades alive? Really they are still alive and thriving, although at that time dared to come to me in such a role and even threaten me? I thought it didn't a case. The first, who had the audacity to stand in front of me and demand to serve him sexually, should be punished.

It is wrong that they treat women like rubbish. We have the right to respect. And even on worship. Why would asuras chase women and their feminine energy like that? They need it. They can't do their business without her. They're weakening without it. When the father of Duryodhana, the former king of the Asuras` kings, was left without his organization and without a crowd of non-contact whores from whom he had that energy, oil, fuel, on which they, Asuras, go, he cried very much and did not know how to live at all. And he was saved by his wife, which he himself sold on the energetically to all comers. He was saved by a woman. So why such disrespect to those, from whom they vitally depend? And the second, also big, dared to threaten me, even death. He didn't think about my children. How would my children live without me, without their mother? Who is he to threaten me?

And when I described the situation in my file with the text of my novel, I wrote the following words:

But when I got a rosary and sat down to read for him Hare Krishna mantra, I felt that there are many of them and they all gathered at some mental meeting and discuss it all. And I hear in my mind someone's male voice: «Don't you dare do that. I kill you». And I immediately answer him: «I beg Krishna right now, He will not leave a wet spot from you».

And after the word «kill», when I wanted to put a quote, my hand accidentally touched the neighboring button on the keyboard and jumped exclamation point. Get: kill! And I, of course, immediately noted it.

I thought it was the right decision. It was said that they should be killed. This was indicated by an exclamation mark. It follows that they are still alive. And then because of a typo, the word «two» was written. I looked at that: I was told that they were alive, that the two of them, that they are very large in the organization of Shri Ram, since it is unlikely that the first who after Shri Ram is small fry. And only the biggest after Shri Rama could threaten me. And I started strike out them. I turned on the song Enya «Only time» and took the first man of them. I let go of my hands in a spontaneous dance, reformatting his chakras. And after my left hand rose with the index finger raised directly under him, at its very bottom, and the right hand stopped in a blessing gesture, like the goddess Lakshmi.

I looked at myself: what I stopped, and even in this at such a dance position of hands? And then I realized: my hands stopped moving and formatting his chakras, because now will be the next step. And then I saw from my raised index finger of the left hand escaped some powerful fire and began to burn everything inside him. And I burned everything inside of him with that finger to the music, raising my finger higher and higher until there was nothing left of him, just a big black empty pipe. When I went through so all through it from bottom to top, on my table fell toy Hippo, who raising his hat. I looked at him. He fell right at the feet of toy hedgehog and lied in front of him, as if begging for mercy.

I thought: «Shri Ram, what do you want? I'll strike out him anyway. He had no right to treat me like that». But Shri Ram brought to my consciousness a request for mercy, that he has children. I remembered I felt sorry for the other man whom Shri Ram added in our sexual energy interaction through distance at the very beginning of my novel before I started my Mahabharata. On that occasion I also wanted to remove him, but he begged me for mercy, saying that the little child will remain without a father. And again the same: again want to soften me because of someone's children there. But they didn't spare my children. When he told me he was going to kill me, he didn't think about my children, how would they be without me? And when Shri Ram used force methods for me, no one thought about my children: how will my children live with me, with such a broken female nature? And when asuras put me on their Asuric totalizator, no one thought about my children, what will happen to them. Then why should I think about their children? Why would me?

But Shri Ram asked me very much to spare him and not to strike him out completely. And then I decided to look at my desktop, which randomly every 30 seconds replace each other more than 3000 screenshots from the television series «Mahabharata». When I opened the desktop, there was a series of pictures with Dhrishtadyumna, a warrior with a sword standing in the fire, then with Krishna who holded out his right hand with his outstretched index finger, then with the demon Mayasura who begged to spare him during the forest fire, this is when Krishna forgave him in exchange for service. I realized from this series of screenshots that we forgive one of them, we will not send at all, but I will do the second anyway. But I was waiting for something. And then I opened my desktop again. There was a screenshots with Krishna saying to Arjuna: «The Sun is already setting. You swore an oath to be merciless and destroy the enemies of Dharma. Why do you hesitate, Partha? Shoot him!»

And then I removed my internal sight from the man at whom I've already burned everything, and I stood up like a snake before the second. I did a lot of things with him, and then I stood over him and dripped drops of my burning snake venom on him, why he immediately came out of his body and flew away into the suddenly formed funnel from above. Here is that I made in asuric organization of Shri Ram. Such global consequences come to them due to just one non-contact-bitch, who he didn't think was human person, woman, and mother. And who turned out to be his eternal wife. Very much Shri Ram paid for the fact that some of his non-contact whores he gave to his friends from his asuric organization. But in fact it is not at all inexpensive, since this bitch was his eternal wife, whom he is obliged to protect. What a paradox! And how cruel this world is.

The commenting of the screenshot from the Comedy «Dirty Rotten Scoundrels» when Janet turned to the Professor, and he fenced from her by a newspaper, shocked me to the depths. After all, the words I said then that to go clean your shoes, meant that Shri Ram added in our sexual energy interaction through distance many different another men from his Asuric organization. Pronounced me words devastated me completely. And I thought then that he was with me, that he was happy that he met me, even if we have not yet joined in real life, but he has already seen me, that here I am, live, feel, I'm with him, so incredibly close. I thought he saw us with him in my life files and cherishes those visions in his mind. I thought that he treats me like a jewel, because I'm his eternal mate, I am his Shakti and he miraculously this Shakti found.

But the truth was bitter and cruel: he ran for the first skirt, which we led for him. And he immediately refused me, although he had been looking for me everywhere and even paid a lot of Asuric currency to Asuric sleuth to find me on the trail of my energy, of my image. I thought that our meeting on the territory of the dream to him made a strong impression as to me. But when the first woman he got, who was part of his image of the ideal woman, approached him, he immediately refused me. He gave me to his friends for fun. Yes, this was not in physical reality, and energetically, through distance, but he kept me in the dark. Shri Ram many times asked me to do this to help him. And I agreed to do my conjugal duty to protect him. And he in this time was with the other, in the real life. And he didn't care how I live, what I feel and what happens to me.

 







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