Because of one curse, half a thousand asuras will go on sankirtana

Realizing this, I saw clear Parallels with my births in the Asuric worlds. Then I was born many times there to kill some biggest, strongest and unattainable Asura, which no one could kill and to which no one could even approach. And I was born there, attracted his attention to me, he made fall for me, loved me, made me his wife. I truly loved him. When I lived, I didn't play any roles, I was myself and loved this strongest Asura. He was everything to me. But he was at some point in our family life, incited by his friends, doing with me the same thing as Shri Ram here, but there everything was in the physical reality.

They brought me into some state of consciousness when I did not realize the reality and thought that with me my husband was, the most powerful Asur, for the destruction of which I was born there. And my husband with his friends indulged unacceptable to me sex, in which I was in the lead role, in the center of everything, as their toy. I thought that was him. I said: «My, my, husband, husband», and there was a whole crowd who were strangers to me, who did not hesitated to lower me. In between these orgies, when I was myself again, I had visions that showed me what was happened to me. But I chased them away like a nightmare. And I've come acrossed some material evidence, evidence, indicating that those visions are not visions at all. And after those orgies I felt unusual unpleasant feelings in the body, indicating that there was something with me that I would never have allowed myself. But my husband answered my veiled questions firmly, cheerfully, confidently, that it seemed to me, that everything is good.

But one day, when it came time to fulfill the mission of my life, of my birth, I killed him. This happened during our married ordinary sex with him. When I pleasured him, sitting on him, those visions and those evidences started to rise in my mind, and they docked with each other, and this puzzle found a very clear solution. The only possible and stunning. I realized that those pictures of those visions were actually happening to me and it did my beloved husband, to whom I was selflessly faithful, trusted and loved. And at this time energetically activated function destruction in my energy body and from me on some internal level into my husband's body from below entered the energy fiery sword-phallus, which in sync with movements of my physical body burned all the chakras that man.

This sword was moving higher and higher in the hollow tube of that husband laying under me, and when he punched it through and out of its top up, he was dying. And I knew that I had just killed my beloved husband. I immediately became unbearable in this physical body, because the body was desecrated, I was even disgusted to look at my body, not what to be in it, and I did not think of life without my husband. And I implored for to some higher power to show compassion for this unfortunate woman who killed her beloved husband, and take me out of this nightmare, and then in my body from below some powerful fire broke out, inner, it rose higher and higher, furiously whistling inside me, and I left my body.

Coming out from the body, I got into the arms of my team, which invisibly has always been with me, and stated the fact that the task is done purely: I behaved flawlessly, honestly performed their duties as a wife, a woman, to me no claims on the universal cosmic laws should not have arisen, the most powerful, strongest Asur was struck out from the Asuras and went to re-education in the best incarnations, the operation was clean-I promptly, without delay left my physical shell and not subjected to retribution from the Asuras. And there were a lot of incarnations. I saw very clear Parallels between those mine incarnations and the situation here with Shri Ram. Here interaction took place without physical contact, at a distance, without touching the bodies, but it was all, even if not in physical reality, but it was, and feeling cheated, trust broken, desecrated love was the most that neither is real. And there, and here I was married and my husband was the most main. And I believed him implicitly, and he took advantage of this and gave me to his friends for fun.

And I thought that the situation with Shri Ram is identical to the one I had in those births of mine in the Asuric worlds, because someone cursed me there. Someone out there among the Asuras then cursed me for what I killed my husband. Maybe his mother or someone else. She didn't know what he did to me. She thought he was nice, not guilty of anything, good. And even if she knew what he did, she would say: «You're fine. You live in the Palace, you are mistress, not servant, you do not have to work, fulfill the whims of everyone, well, my husband had such a desire, be glad that you performed his will, you're a woman, should be happy to fulfill the will of a man, well, could have put up with it for his pleasure». And someone of them cursed me to repeat that story. And it happened again. With Shri Ram, because he is my real husband. Those men were men at one birth, in one incarnation, and Shri Ram is my real husband.

And it all happened again identical to those situations. Because at that time someone cursed me. From here I made many conclusions. First, who it did it was very wrong. Because I was the victim. Yes, of course, I many times was born in the Asuric worlds and became the wife of the most powerful Asur, the situations provoked him, but I something has behaved is impeccable. I was faithful, chaste, devoted to him and loved him selflessly. I was totally innocent, I was a victim. And the fact that he fell for those provocative situations was his personal choice and decision. And his responsibility. But someone out there decided to accuse me, to shift the blame from the sick head to a healthy one. So I decided that it was wrong, that the imposition of this curse was unfair and that the Asuras should pay for what I suffered because of that curse. Secondly, thank you Krishna that in the situation with Shri Ram all this happened through distance, energetically, without physical contact.

This is how Krishna's protection works. That is, the curse was realized, but not in physical reality, not physical bodies, and otherwise: through distance, energetically, without personal presence, although for the Asuras there is no difference. Therefore, for Shri Ram and his companions everything was as if in reality. For me too, though I do not understand how it all happens and do not feel it, but the phenomenon was, and in any case, the emotion is no less that I even took off all my jewelry and no longer put them on once. All the same, identical, only through distance, energetically, without personal presence. This is how Krishna's protection works. As they say, one strike kills seven. And in this case kills immediately all.

And I decided that we would make a big batch of Asuras, remove them from the Asuras and send them to the spiritual world through the service of Krishna, Srila Prabhupada, on our planet Earth in ISKCON for many during their future lives. I decided that they will all do sankirtan, book distribution of Srila Prabhupada and harinamas, singing Hare Krishna on the streets. I decided that if they have some good abilities, not asuric, and some good achievements, they will take them with them in those future lives. And when they return to the spiritual world, they will ask Krishna and Radha for me and for Shri Ram, because I have come to take away Shri Ram from the material world to the spiritual world and I do everything for this. And I did it, the whole batch of Asuras sent to their future lives. There were a lot of them, in my opinion, something about half a thousand. Although according to earthly notions not so much. But for the Asuric community a great loss.

When I saw that in this life I repeated the history of my births in the Asuric world when I was born many times to destroy the strongest Asuras, I remembered one of my favorite books, which I read in my school years — «Forty-first» by Boris Lavrenev. I read it so many times, I loved it so much. And now, after learning about my past lives and received the same with Shri Ram, though non-contact, through distance, energetically, I realized that the book I loved not just. It was a book about me. In this book the girl-sniper Maryutka never missed and from a rifle to the target planted with a remarkable accuracy.

Maryutka squinted, licked her lips and slowly led the barrel. She shot without a miss. She'd drop her rifle and talk every time:

On her account there were forty killed red guards. But when she shot at the 41^st, whether from the cold or from the excitement she missed, the first time. For her, it was a great grief, because she never missed. The red guards took him prisoner, because he had some important information that he did not open, and he had to be sent to the General staff to there from him shook out everything that he knew. They led him through the desert, and then they went out to the Aral sea, swam through it, but the boat crashed, and Maryutka with this Lieutenant turned out on a deserted island. They found there a fishing hut with salted fish and waited for salvation. She nursed him, because he got cold when he drank cold water. After some time he very much loved her, even he wanted to take it with him her to his estate, to marry and to teach reading and writing, manners.

But at some point there was a boat on the horizon. They sat on this island like Robinson Crusoe with his Friday, all alone, and swimmed up a boat with people. She thought they are our people, but they were enemies. And when he saw their he ran to them, she looked that in a boat floating enemies, and she was told don't let him go, if anything, shoot, she took out her rifle and shot him, killed her beloved. And she looked, as on the surface of the water his embossed eye floats and does not sink and said: «Dear, dear... Love you, love, love... How did it happen?»

I read that about myself. When I many times was born to the Asuric worlds, I every time became the wife of the most powerful Asur, and in fact he was my enemy, because I came to kill him, but I loved him heartily. And when I understood what he did to me, I coolly him destroyed. It turns out that I was reading about myself. Then I killed all those some the strongest Asuras, because I'm sword Chandrahas that always fulfills its mission, but this time, when I learned that Shri Ram with me did the same thing, though non-contact, without physical contact, energetically, I did not kill him, he's still alive.

And I remember that Maryutka. She's forty of them killed, but 41^st, when she was supposed to shoot, remained alive. And Shri Ram also stayed alive, even though I learned that he did to me essentially the same thing that those Asuras did in those past lives. And I thought, perhaps, in those my past lives they were 40 and Shri Ram is 41^st. Probably, I was born 40 times to become the wife of the most important Asur and then to kill him. And in forty lives that abomination was done to me. Probably, there were 40 Asuras, and I killed them all, and 41^st — that which has remained alive. And Shri Ram was still alive, although I really wanted to kill him.

I tried very hard to restrain myself. I restrained herself only to respect good will of my Gurudev because my Gurudev offered for Shri Ram me. Had it not been for this gesture of my Gurudev, Shri Ram would not have been long ago. But I looked at this gesture of my Gurudev and thought: who am I to get over this? I remembered how before the battle of Shri Ram and some powerful Asura, when they made put me on their Asuric totalizator, in the 420^th series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» Shiva bestowed the sword Chandrahas for Ravana and said: «I give you this weapon, the sword of Chandrahas. Remember: never abuse it. If you will mistreat him, he'll come back to me».

I thought that if Krishna wanted to something, he would do something, but so far nothing indicates this and I have no right to neglect the will of my Gurudev. I decided that since Gurudev offered for Shri Ram me and he accepted the offer, he is obliged to realize it, and I have no right to destroy him and leave him. Shri Ram must fulfill his word. And I also thought that because Shri Ram was the 41st and in past lives was 40 the main asuras with me, it is necessary to summarize, and it must be great Asuras, the Asur`s kings. Of course, it seems that 41 Asuras is a lot, but in fact, in every major city there is an Asuric organization, which is headed by some great Asur, RA. And what is 41 asuras for the whole Earth? It's a miser, a drop in the sea. I decided that they would distribute Srila Prabhupada's books in the streets and sing on the harinams in the streets. And I sent them there to serve Krishna and Srila Prabhupada. Spreading Srila Prabhupada's books and singing Hare Krishna on the streets is much better than being a big, big Asura, so they were lucky.

When I found out that all summer 2016 Shri Ram added in our sexual energy interaction through distance many different another men, I was in such a depressed state, I had such disappointment, such resentment that I didn't want anything to do with him, and I very much restrained myself from not slay him because Krishna didn't give such a command. I wanted to kill him so much because he has no right to live. I did not say it. These are the laws of material nature.

I took it from a lecture by Sergei Vladimirovich Serebryakov, where he said the following: «Dharma men what is? In the protection of women. Father's Dharma what is it? To protect his children. How should he protect his daughter? To help her choose her husband and create her personal life. What's the point of a kettle if it doesn't boil? He's useless. What's the point of a man who doesn't protect? He's useless. As candy — beautiful in appearance, but unfold, and there is no candy, and a fake. Dharma means functionality, fullness. Sugar should be sweet». He says that the Dharma of a man is to protect a woman.

But Shri Ram, who, as a man, is to protect a woman, brazenly, treacherously lowered me and made it the whole summer. And I had a strong desire to remove him from life completely, because he is useless: why should he live if he does not fulfill his Dharma? I wanted to kill him so much... But I was very patient because there were no signs that it could be done. I had to put up with it, and it made me furious. But I was even more oppressed resentment that I can not do it. I in my past lives could immediately destroy other the forty of the asuras, for what me so unjustly and so treacherously treated, but here, knowing all this, I can't do anything. And that made me feel worse.

And when I was in that condition, my son came up to me. He did something, and he comes up to me and he says: «Mom, I'm sorry, please». I said: «For that forgive? He says: «For everything». I understood: this Shri Ram, tricky bug, wants me to forgiven him for all. I'm his son said nothing, thinking that Shri Ram as just won't get away with it. Then I was reading another book from the library, this time «The Paradox of time» by John Colfer, I like to read before going to bed. Just when Shri Ram through my son asked me for forgiveness for everything, and I in this book stopped at the words of Alfie, the representative of the magical people, from the police of the Lower levels, which supports the order in the magical people, Artemis Fowl, one of people: «Maybe you made the wrong decision. Maybe I too could have taken the wrong decision. We are from different worlds and can never trust each other completely. Let's live on, leave the past behind where it belongs». «He nodded. He didn't have to count on the best, he got more than he deserved».

On these words I a little bit slowed down, sat, read them and reflected over them. And I thought, this Shri Ram had made the wrong decision. He decided that a man should enjoy women, not protect, and so instead of protecting a woman, he decided to use a woman, me in particular. And I kind of told him that I would have made the same decision. I could have destroyed it. He then began the collapse of life, and only half an hour remained until its complete destruction, when he almost became a beggar, homeless, and then very soon his life would come to an end. And then I could let the whole thing take its course. I might not wish him good luck, I could have made him get his punishment, but I felt sorry for him. Yes, he made the wrong decision. But I too could have made the wrong decision, and he would not have been alive. I could have made such a wrong decision many times.

And Alfie said there: «We're from different worlds, and we can never trust each other completely». I thought: how did it turn out that this eternal couple became divided and even from different worlds? He's among the Asuras, and I'm in the magic cosmic police, which supports law and order. How come we're on different sides? And we can never trust each other completely. How I can trust him if he's lied to me so many times and hurt me? He gave his word and then broke it. How can he trust me if I can do a lot of things? I can force them to attack me, then they are all justifiably be eliminated. I can send to him very good woman, so good that he won't be able to resist and will run for it.

I'm a Genie who makes wishes come true. And desires can be different. Maybe he has some desire, and I'm a Genie who performs wishes, and I his wish show him. And he can't help but fall for that desire, because it's his desire. And I so can do. What for? To get rid of him. Because I was born to give Shri Ram a chance. If he doesn't take that chance in this life, our with Shri Ram eternal bond will completely broken, it will no more, nothing else in this material world will delay me. This rope that connects us to him, will not. And I can do anything for that. And he can not trust me completely, because I can specifically create such situations, then completely on full grounds, with a calm, clear conscience to do what I once intended, even before this life in this my body.

I remembered as at the very beginning, after that heavenly wedding, Shri Ram asked me to connect him with Prabhu Sasha, and I made him a bridge, a mental ray, on which Shri Ram went. And I heard their conversation. There Shri Ram asked Prabhu Sasha why I told him everything. And Prabhu Sasha, with some sadness in his voice told him that this was my plan. Shri Ram then does not understand, but Prabhu Sasha already was a pity for Shri Ram. Because he clearly went according to my plan, even though he thought he was in charge.

Shri Ram to his question about true love. Then they so profoundly sad said, that with me always was it is difficult. They felt sorry for Shri Ram. Because he had to go through all the stages of the plan. And they knew that Shri Ram would be very hardly. After all, I am a weapon that always performs its task. And I don't stop at anything. I remembered sending lady Trix to some other worlds when I found out I was the death of some terrible creatures. Then I read one of the books about Artemis Fowl «The Lost world» and learned about myself this characteristic on the example of one of the characters of that book: «Kong was well known in that world. He did not recognize any moral standards and was happy to take on any work, no matter how dirty it may be, only to get paid well. Kong only followed one rule-not to retreat until the work is done».

It was a description of me. I'm well known in some circles, in some distant worlds, where I beat such creatures, because I am a death of terrible creatures. And if I took some order, I will bring it to the victorious end, because I have only one rule-not to retreat until the work is done. And I do not shun any methods for its implementation. I also remembered other episodes from my life that are not within the scope of this novel. There I had a lot of things that points to this my activity in some there worlds. And even now, with Shri Ram, I was doing something. For example lady Trix, who is the parasite sitting in the body of a normal person and steering them.

I remembered a grandma at the store. She likes to stand at the cash register, where people shift products. And she can stand there for hours. And asks everybody if they have time. She asked me that too. She comes up, looks in with some expectation in eyes and says: «Do you have time?» People respond: «Yes». — «How much?» — «So much». She's mumbling, like, that she needs some time to go home. How many times I noticed her in this case, until I realized that she was just stealing people's time of their lives. And people don't know about it. Who's she sending this time to?

Once I got into that world via a feed from the grandma and drew out all stolen by them. She doesn't approach to me anymore. But to other people continues to approached only. Time it, see whether, need to. It is necessary to her or to some other creatures in some other worlds? And when I sent lady Trix to other worlds where she was to be punished, I killed the woman lady Trix was sitting in. How many living things have I not regret on other worlds when I killed there horrible creatures? How many then for these karmic reactions? And I have a lot of experience getting rid of these reactions. Shri Ram knows this very well. He could even see in my lifetime that I can find the fool who is in thirst to get what he want who will fall for my provocations.

I can provoke this fool many times that he will not stand and make a mistake, he will run after his ghostly desire, offending me, although I am on the external level behaving correctly, fulfilling my Dharma, my duty. And I can throw on this fool all my accumulated in those operations to eliminate the reaction terrible creatures, so that he, a fool, took them, because I created some situations that he can no longer withstand their tension and before him hangs a delicious carrot, at the sight of which he expires with saliva. All, the fool is a fool. He was succumbed, and because he offended me, to him have gone all my karmic reaction from those alien distant worlds. What reactions he taken, is unknown. But since I did not regret anyone to the task was always done, I could clean up many there in the course of business.

And Shri Ram has seen and knows all this. And I even once told him through one of my acquainted that I once upon a time decided to get rid of him and necessarily find for what find fault. He thought he could handle it. But a screenshot of the Mahabharata said that he was not the first who thought so, but could not. And then after this screenshot, I burned the second eye in his asuric organization and deleted those two men that offended me at the very beginning of our interaction with Shri Ram. I decided to go into the spiritual world, but Shri Ram is my eternal couple and he's an Asura. And this connection keeps me in the material world. And to get rid of that connection, I can do anything.

And then, sometime in the next life, I will shake off these karmic reactions, worked out in the interaction with Shri Ram, to some fool, who will not stand my provocations and vitally offend me, that I will tell him: «You take very heavy karma, you're not gonna like it. You're gonna do it anyway?» And he will say «Yes. I'll do anything just so you gone completely and so I get what I want». And I will throw to him all bad karmic reactions which were obtained by me in interacting with Shri Ram, and also in those worlds where I destroyed some sort of appalling creatures. And it was a hot night, as I said, when I got that order on lady Trix. at that time I was in a dream as from some portal someone said me about the lady Trix, they say, need help in catching her, and I said why did they come to me now, because I am had a hot night and now I sleep.

It's because I then said that I was in very recent lives in other worlds fought with some creatures, was a hot battles, and I could not sleep, take a break from it, because it is very needed my abilities and skills, my help, and now I sleep in this life. I'm resting from the hot battle, as in the song SIA «Never give up»:

What karmic reactions I got in the hot nights? Whichever. And all this should be thrown off on fool who in the pursuit of sensual pleasure is ready to offend the woman who honestly performs his Dharma in front of him. I have a lot of experience in that. I am big specialist. And I can provoke Shri Ram, can put in front of him longed carrots he never would have received. Oh, I feel very sorry for Shri Ram. How can he trust me if I am and he knows it?

But Shri Ram told me that nothing can stop him now, that nothing can stop the waterfall. Well, Yes. Nothing can stop the waterfall. And you're such a waterfall? I thought that couldn't trust each other. We are from different worlds, although we are with him eternal couple. But Alfie then said to Artemis Fowl the following: «Let's just continue to live, leave the past in the past where it should be». I didn't want to leave it, and my son came up and asked me for forgiveness for everything. I looked at him and thought, «Shri Ram, you're not going to get off that easy». I decided at first to remember all the bad, for which he should be forgiven. I sat down and began remember all this, selecting the appropriate screenshots from Mahabharata.

• The first thing that Shri Ram has done me bad during our relationship with him is the violation of my personal space. This is when November 1, 2013 I asked for a sign of the Universe, and we were flooded with neighbors from above and came the downstairs neighbor, who was a pickuper. Then I went to fitness, and there Shri Ram through those who were there, saw me. And there I caught his attention with fighting techniques which I mastered at the club Bulat. And he had the audacity to disturb my personal space, as asuras through the eyes of women in the shower look at us like on horses in the market. After, when he had already connected to me, from January 25, 2016, after talking to the karate coach, when Shri Ram began to include power methods, then he fully connected to me. How can you join energetically to a woman when you're a man? And how to go to the toilet, write, poop, and how to wash, how to do everything else? And how to go to a gynecologist, when you know that out of the eyes of this gynecologist there can look asur who’s you wouldn't allow it. But they don't care. That's the first bad he did to me. You can not violate personal space, especially women. Who are you? Why are you invade? The Asuras enter the woman's private space, and she does not know that she is already being treated like a horse.

• After that, on New Year’s Eve, Shri Ram sent me a pickuper and wanted to put me in bed with him. He looked at me in the shower in fitness, said, well, good horse, interesting person, we must try. Found someone to send. Would send someone nice, decent. No, he sent me a pickuper, and with such low pickup tricks. But I know all about the pickup. Before that, I did not know that there is such a phenomenon, but now I have read so many books about their tricks... and I have studied their philosophy as well. The philosophy is reasonable. It says that the animal component in us is very strong. The instinct of self-preservation, continuation and protection of the kind is really very strong. And that's why a man has to protect a woman. It is his Dharma. But pickupers do the opposite. They use feminine instinct continuation of kind of in their low-lying purposes. They have no right to live. I did not say it. This was said by Sergey Serebryakov, and I fully agree with him. The Dharma of a man is to protect a woman. What's the point of a kettle if it doesn't boil? He's useless. What's the point of a man who doesn't protect a woman? He's useless. As candy — beautiful in appearance, but unfold, and there is no candy, and a fake.

• Then, when I came to the Dating site, the first he sent to me a jurist-NLP-man. NLP-man was good. I see these NLP tricks from afar, because I read so many books about NLP, more than about the pickup truck. With NLP, they wanted to put me in bed to put me on eternal energetically milking.

• The next item that Shri Ram made bad to me — about a crowd of men on a Dating site who just want sex, without any responsibility. And Shri Ram tried to put me under them, like rent out a body. One, second, third, fifth, tenth... But none of them was going to take responsibility for any woman. No, Shri Ram is wrong because the Dharma of a man is to protect a woman, not to use her.

• Then Shri Ram sent me a pleasant woman from a Dating site, with whom I thought to make friends. I was looking for friends here, and he sent me a good woman. Shri Ram through this woman tried to instill in me an inferiority complex that I am a unusable item, untenable as a woman, therefore I should be glad to anyone man, even if he wants to be with me for just half an hour. Like, you and half an hour much. Shri Ram had no right to do this, because a man must protect a woman, increase her self-esteem, so she was always happy, joyful, cheerful, and not to sit and think that she was an old woman with a broken trough, no one needs and if someone comes for half an hour that should be happy about that.

• The next — blackmail with a site. This is when Shri Ram on a Dating site sent to me a man who was trying to get sexual trysts as a thank you for giving me the idea of creating a site for my activities. I didn't take the idea right away, but then I liked it, and I started making my own website and made it. But when that man saw that I grabbed this idea, he began to blackmail me, to pour curses that supposedly if you don't thank for this idea, then at you everything will collapse there. It's a good maneuver, a ploy to force. Some are really afraid of curse, and maybe someone would go to thank as he want. But I decided that he is wrong because he is a man and he must to fulfill his Dharma — to protect a woman. If he does not protect any woman, but simply goes looking for these sexual trysts, then he does not fulfill his Dharma and is completely useless. He has nothing to live for. He should be happy, that I have given him the opportunity to serve a woman in some way, to fulfill your mission, your Dharma. Your Dharma is to protect a woman because you are a man. This trick Shri Ram did not pass.

• Next he slipped me a very good man, trying to impose on me a complex of rescuer. Indeed, it was inconvenient to refuse that man. And it is a good trick when a woman acts as a psychotherapeutic pillow for a man. I acted as such as a lifeguard, although in General it was not necessary to save him, but I was very uncomfortable and felt that to push away such a good man is wrong to do. But I don't have to save everyone good men, even if I'm a lifeguard.

• Next are force methods. This is when Shri Ram himself joined me energetically and tried to bend me under his companions asuras, using force cruel methods, Lowering to the animal level, to the lower layers of existence, so that the body is uncontrolled, when they energetically press the buttons in this body and the person becomes subordinate to another's will, when a woman becomes as a limp rag. He press energetically on her female centers in her body, and she can not resist it and ready to do anything, to make it stop as soon as possible. And Shri Ram wanted to do it with me. Although my Gurudev then told him that I never used the wrong words, that is, I didn't have any other men, and I always remained much focused, that is, I always have one man and I'm always focused on him. And when we started sexually interacting with Shri Ram, through distance, without physical contact, I asked him if can I tune into it, and he said, «Yes, tune in». I immediately tuned in to him, I focused on him, but he wanted to give me away to other men. He's very wrong. Because he's a man, he has to protect a woman. If he does not protect woman, he does not fulfill his purpose and live him for anything it is not necessary, absolutely. Why he lives?

• Next, he wanted guarantees, and then, when we with him as have become together, he required from me guarantees. I said to him, what are the guarantees? There are no guarantees. But he really wanted to them, although he constantly broke his word.

• When we already had a heavenly wedding with him, at which Nrisimhadev himself us with Shri Ram got married, Shri Ram, despite the fact that it happened. And Nrisimhadev himself said: «Congratulations to them, now they are husband and wife», showcased everyone that he is unmarried. And when that good woman appeared in the summer of 2016, he did not show that he has a wife, that she should not communicate with him like this, but he himself communicated with her so. He liked her. A lot of women are good, much better than me. And he showed that he was completely free, even though he told me «be my wife, become my wife». Nrisimhadev it personally inquired. Yes, I understand that this is an illusion, but Krishna God, He can manifest himself through anything, even through asuric stupid illusion. Krishna manifests itself on my desktop of my computer, through screenshots. Him using some kind of illusion to manifest himself easily.

• Next was a meeting in sleep territory an for that opportunity he paid a lot asuric money, that is piety, merits, energy that they which they take from women. The Asuras have such currency. And he paid a lot of that currency to find me on sleep territory. But as soon as this good woman appeared in real life, he immediately forgot everything, as if nothing had happened.

• The next thing was that Shri Ram had insulted Nrisimhadev. At that wedding Shri Ram came himself, expressed his desire himself. He said to me «be my wife, become my wife», but I refused. I did not understand why it is necessary, if I already perceive and feel his as my husband, why these formalities? But he needed these formalities. Nrisimhadev gave him the formalities. Then, when this woman came into his life and he showed her that he was completely free, he told me: «And now you are free, go to free swimming». Thus, he very much offended Nrisimhadev. Surprisingly, Nrisimhadev still not ripped.

• Then Shri Ram all summer he added in our sexual energy interaction through distance many different another men. It when that woman at it appeared and he told me through the karate trainer to go to free swimming, and I told standing near to me a familiar woman that we will go together with her. In these words I told Shri Ram that I stay with him, even as those who his non-contact whores. And he all summer added in our sexual energy interaction through distance many different another men. Said: «I am yours, I am yours, I miss you, come, come, love, love»..., and at that time energetically through me passed different another men. What an insult he caused... by the way, I sent a lot of Asuras to the hellish worlds because of this, and this time I wanted to do something like this with Shri Ram, because he has no right to live. But I couldn't do it. I was really, really sorry that I couldn't do it, even though he had no right to live.

• The next was the so-called initiation. When that woman was with him, Shri Ram wanted to put their Asuric programs on me, offered some kind of initiation. And he deceived me, that he was ready to reunite with me in real life, but it is necessary to pass some of their initiation, otherwise, they say, I can not stand his energy. Krishna saved me then. But Shri Ram wanted to do that, and that he was told that it was an article, that is, some universal cosmic article that he would definitely go to hell. But he wanted to do it taking advantage of my trust. «Trust me! Here is my hand. I will not abuse your trust». Like, all is okay, but why, when I went to the karate trainer why then I went to the karate coach at the demonstration shows of his section and said that this can not be done, they say, what he teaches students, it's an article, excessive of self-defense? I was said for Shri Ram that this article for universal space code and for him it was hellish planets is shown. He then canceled that initiation. But he wanted to do it.

• At the same time he gave me to Borka, a former leader of the Moscow Asuric organization. When I caused Borka, Shri Ram immediately gave me to him. And a whole line of some men was put on my inner screen, and Shri Ram said to Borka: «Go check her out, have fun with her. She'll never guess it's not me, it's you». And he gave me to Borka, although before that he said that he always will protect me. And Nrisimhadev asked him if he was sure, and Shri Ram said, «Yes, Yes, I am absolutely sure». But gave away.

• The next abomination that Shri Ram did to me during our relationship was his decision to take advantage of the blessed practice of 16 Shiva`s Mondays for his own vile interests. 16 Monday for Shiva is a very good practice, which improves karma. I periodically adhered 16 Monday for Shiva. That August of 2016, I decided to start holding this post again, and Shri Ram decided to use Shiva's 16 Mondays to I leave him. At that time he was with the good woman, which is much better me, and I all sat and ruining his mood by my «husband, husband», and he added in our sexual energy interaction through distance many different another men. After I summoned Borka and then went to asuric patriarch Bhishma, which caused great dissatisfaction with Shri Ram, and he decided to get rid of me. And the first thing he did was taken advantage of my 16 Shiva Mondays. I then wished that if all is true, then let it come true, and if it is not true or if it is true, but he has some woman, then let it stop completely. And this last condition was added by me as a result of the manipulation of my consciousness, which was done by Shri Ram, because the woman he had there and he hoped that this condition will work on the fact that I will disappear from his field of view and he will remain with her.

He wanted to use this blessed practice just to get rid of me, because I prevented him from enjoying quietly and peacefully. He's had enough non-contact whores as it is. One more, one less, does not play a big role. And I drew to him the attention of Borka Moskovsky, Bhishma, and Shri Ram did not like it very much. They could have destroy it down if they wanted. Who is he? A small RA in a small regional town. Of course, the RA is a great Asur, with great ability and is a leader of organization of the Asuras, but in the global scale he was insignificant from RA. He wanted me to fast 16 Mondays so I could get out of his way. And when I first Monday fast, everywhere I been the signs that Shiva does not agree to support it, that he refuses to do so, does not want to participate. I had no idea what Shiva didn't want to do.

But the same week I became very hypochondriac, I ran to do ultrasound examination, the doctor found stones in the gallbladder and said that I'm not allowed to fast. And since I started to adhere these 16 Mondays on one water, I had to stop everything, and the second Monday I discontinued it. Shiva said that he did not want to participate in this, because Shri Ram had specially manipulated my consciousness so that I to intention for these 16 Mondays added in order to our interaction with Shri Ram completely stopped if he has someone. Shiva said he was refusing to participate, and created a situation where I couldn't adhere all 16 Mondays. Fasting was only the first time that Shri Ram had manipulated my mind. Shiva said it was an unforgivable crime to use a blessed practice for such low goals.

• The following was darshan of the Deities. When Shri Ram`s manipulation of my 16 Mondays didn't get, he decided to do more strongly manipulation to miscarry me out of his space, to for me to leave him. He is included very powerful manipulation, I succumbed to it, but to me immediately went signs that I can't leave his. And then he decided to take advantage of my devotion to the Lord, so he could do it. I went to the Hare Krishna Sunday program, and when darshan of the Deities was there, Shri Ram pushed my consciousness so that I would ask Krishna to free me from Shri Ram. And it happened right there, the same moment I asked it. This feeling of our connection with him passed, and such freedom was, such lightness, and I was ashamed that I had some interaction with a completely foreign man for me. He was nothing to me, he didn't exist. It is true: Krishna did what I asked for, but it was a manipulation of Shri Ram, and that's meanly — he took advantage of my devotion to Krishna to get what he needed.

• The next was Janmashtami. Then, when nothing worked, Shri Ram decided to throw me to another man. On Janmashtami he was pushing my consciousness to another man. And that man's consciousness was also pushing. This man still goes to Hare Krishna's programs and stares at me all the time. I'm using it to our advantage. As soon as I see it there, I during the kirtan starts pounding in my karatalas and the say mentally for Asuras: «Now, all your tricks will do us good», and start them all there to smash. I imagine that all Asuras is standing far below me, and I burn them with my raging fire, forced to sing along with all in the kirtan, and then send all of them in their future lives. At the same time I periodically look at this man, and he occasionally viewing at me. As soon as I glared, I even stronger emitting the fire and burn all Asuras. And I think: maybe this man in my team and came to me specifically to support me in this difficult hour for me and help me to do what I was going to do?

And Shri Ram on the Janmashtami wanted to throw me to another man, although before that, in the spring, asked me «be my wife, become my wife», he answer Nrisimhadev «Yes, Yes, Yes, Yes, everything is there, everything will be, I will protect her». At that time I was shown a series in «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev», when Banasura strangled his wife Vani. Shiva came and saved Vani and said Banasura that he should apologize to her, and Vani he said not to leave Banasura one, to be always with him. And I took that as a word to me.

• When Shri Ram implement first manipulation of my consciousness to remove me out of his space, in my closet shelves fell off, everything fell out of there, and I was afraid to closer to the closet because the door could fall out of it and kill. And so it lasted three weeks. Shri Ram undertaken nothing, although he could have pressed on the anyone`s consciousness and force to help. He could have push down my dad's consciousness. I called many times my dad at the time, but he had a lot of things. As soon as Shri Ram accepted Gurudev's offer, because he had no other way, he immediately pressed my daddy's consciousness, and he came to help me. But all these three weeks, when Shri Ram didn't care who I was and how I lived, shelves were dropped out of the cabinet, and I was afraid to go near the closet. Shri Ram was wrong because he is a man, he has to protect a woman. To press on the mind of anyone and coerce to help is not difficult for Shri Ram. Shri Ram pushed someone into consciousness, and that man came and did it right. But Shri Ram didn't care at all.

• Next was his manipulation of my consciousness before the September 3. When my closet shelves collapsed and his business started to crumble. I don't know what kind of business Shri Ram has, that he in two weeks out of a very successful, fully satisfied man with his life almost became a poor bum, beggar. I assume that something like a trader, investing in the stock exchange, can, bitcoins, or something. But then all his assets were disappeared away from him, on all his good someone already put his hand, and a little bit more, and he would become nothing. And then he tried manipulating with my consciousness, so I wished him luck, straightened his situation, even though it was caused by his actions — that he insulted Shiva, wanted to use my 16 Mondays for Shiva not for good purposes, but to get rid of me. This collapse came to him as a reaction, but he wanted to use me to safely get out of this abyss and continue to enjoy life. And each time better. You can search for the best forever, endlessly.

• Then he sent to me many their women. On September 3 he was to become a bankrupt and a homeless beggar, and on September 2 and 3 he sent to me his non-contact whores, thinking that I would regret women, would listen to their words. I guess when for his asuric organization through me went signs, tips, he saw that I cared about women, protected them, and he decided to take advantage of to I corrected his financial situation. But he was not going to change anything radically. It would have gone on like this — and a lot non-contact whores and that woman in real life, from me he would have gotten rid or would continue connected another men in our sexual energy interaction through distance. He was not going to change anything in his life. He just wanted to enjoy, although he had a reaction for his wrong actions. Because he did not fulfill his Dharma. His Dharma is to protect his woman. That's me. But he compared me to other. He compared me to that woman, said that woman was better. He thought that there was some misunderstanding that he came to me with this ridiculous «be my wife, become my wife», but this woman is better.

• My Gurudev for Shri Ram offered me as his wife and Shri Ram accepted it. He was told that he will not have anything else, that if he does not accept me, then it is waiting for a complete collapse, as that reaction was not removed from him and could at any time again cover it. But when to him came Lona, ideal of the vagina, he immediately forgot about everything and told me to leave completely.

• After he accepted the offer of my Gurudeva and seriously considered it, because it really almost became homeless, and saw that indeed all would be lost completely, I opened your pictures from the folder called «Romka Petruce». I began to tell on those photos that I had, and it appeared that I tell on these photos everything about his life and about him. For him it was very surprising, because these pictures were taken a long time ago, 10–15 years ago and even earlier, but in these pictures I told all about him, and such that he did not know. About his wives — as there was actually, and not as he externally saw. For him it was just a revelation, but, despite this, after some time, when there was Lona, he happily forgot about it, as if nothing had happened.

• Constantly he energetically had a lot of connections with different non-contact-bitch, that is, with women from his asuric organization with whom he had sexual interaction at a distance. He constantly tried to give yourself pleasure with all sorts of different ways. The fact that he took Gurudev's offer very seriously did not stop him. And even he put me energetically four of some of their wolfhounds, so I did not look at those women with my inner gaze, because one of them I freed from that the low-lying nature, which forcing her to be with them and fulfill all their whims, on the other I put some tricky programming that they did not like much, and they had to abandon her. He realized that I could destroy a lot of in there and he connected to me four of his wolfhounds, whose become to block my will and holding me back.

But his adventures made me very nervous, and in the spring of 2018, after another woman, I remembered how I told them that he or my, or nobody's and decided that I would do so, that he would not be with anyone there to do it. I decided to release all these women all over the world, which are subordinate to all the Asuras, to remove from all these women all asuric programs and to remove from them the low-lying nature. And I did it on Rama-Navami, during the festive kirtan, and then offered them all to the deity of Ramachandra. Of course, the Asuras after the new women subdued, but it is also can be corrected.

• The next thing to forgive Shri Ram was when he told me through my son, «I'm Sorry for everything», he was breaking his word as a gentleman. This is when he February 14, 2016 on Valentine's Day told me something I learned from reading a book by Boris Akunin «Falcon and Swallow». Then he said to me: “I will not do you any harm. You have my word as a gentleman. On the contrary, I am so grateful to you for your coming from nowhere to brighten up my loneliness. Trust me! Here is my hand. I will not abuse your trust. We are alone in this gloomy world, so let's stick together.” The day after that, I sent Borka, a former leader of the Moscow Asuric organization, a notice that his life is finishes, and four months later I started my Mahabharata with the Asuras. How many times has he broken his word and betrayed my trust, not to count. And that cactus with thermal glue on it with artificial flowers is proof of that.

• Already after he gave me the word as a gentleman, just two weeks after that he sent to me one of his companions, a good specialist in women, who was 100 % sure that I can't resist his charms as soon as I get into the zone of his admiring look. This is when I went to print artwork pictures on the boards. How is to understand: first gave my word, and then sent to me another man?

• After that, Shri Ram manipulated my consciousness to I refuse the blessing of Lakshmi, which he himself asked me to get, but to inserted in our sexual energy interaction through distance another man, he needed me to give up this blessing of Lakshmi's to conjugal fidelity to him as my husband. Before that, he asked for some guarantees and so asked for this blessing, and then he manipulated my consciousness so that I would refuse this blessing. This is illogical, but I constantly forget that he is Asur and we are with him from different worlds. But it becomes clear from here that this blessing of Lakshmi to conjugal fidelity can actually protect a woman from outside encroachments. After all, if it were not so, then why would Shri Ram be manipulated my consciousness so that I would give up this blessing? It turns out that it is very, very important for our own protection.

• After this blessing was cancelled after his manipulation, Shri Ram in our sexual energy interaction through distance inserted another man. The first time I noticed him. The second time already not had observed. And then I refused from this interaction at all. Shri Ram didn't like it very much, he thought he what will be good fun. Another man then begged him not to kill, because he had a wife or a small child. Although, he had a wife and a child, he had sex on the energy plane with other women, while loving and caring for his wife. Some strange love he has. I think if his wife found out what he really was and what he was doing, she would have left him immediately. Too bad she doesn't know and thinks he's a good husband. To kill such a man is not a sin. Although the child will be then without a father, which is not good. But why doesn't he think about his child when he does it on the energy plane with other women? Then he does not remember about the child, because everything is so sweet and smooth…

• Then, Shri Ram wanted to wanted to give me to another man. He found a good man, a rich man, and he said to me, “We follow the same pattern, but from a different phone. At least you'll be rich, and I'll do anything to make you happy”. He promised me then. He told me that I would at least be rich and that he would do everything to make me be, is and will happy. The word is given, and he must do everything to make it come true in life. He must, he gave me such a word, then he was think to fulfill that word the arms of another man and for his account, but it makes no difference, as the word was given by Shri Ram and he is obliged to fulfill the promise himself, personally. Shri Ram Now must! Laugh, I'll be very rich soon. I wonder how it will be, but Shri Ram was give a word and is required to perform.

I'm so interested... I will have a lot of expensive jewelry, diamonds, Shri Ram and I are together going to ride around the luxury resorts, restoring nerve cells after the writing of this novel. We will go with him to India to worship Samadhi of Srila Prabhupada, we will go to Woodstock, to Ratha-Yatra with my Gurudeva to pull the chariot rope to be necessarily to return to the spirit world. Voila! Shri Ram's must. He thought that other man would do it, but he would have to do it himself, personally, because that's the only way I want. Shri Ram then wanted to give me to another man, was going to subdue his consciousness so that he wanted to be with me and make me rich and happy, and to Shri Ram would interact with me as a man with a woman through him, through his body. But we have cancelled all those schemes and have obliged Shri Ram to fulfill his word personally. Fulfill the promised.

• After some time, there was Lona, the ideal of the vagina. As soon as she appeared, he forgot that my Gurudev had offered me for him and that he had given me the word as a gentleman, that he had said that I would at least be rich. Why then I live in a small apartment? Why then I have to work? Why then I do my dishes and have to restore order in the apartment? Why then I have no normal jewellery? He said that I would at least be rich and he would do everything to make me happy. Must perform. When he had Lona, he told me that I was not his choice, but his fate and if he had a choice, he would choose Lona, because her radiators are hot.

• Then he told me that on the street is three times better. He thought Lona was a real woman, it wants to protect, and to defend me does not want to. It turns out that he compared me to some other woman who would make him impotent both sexually and in life, and then erase him because she was an Eraser. She would have eliminated him completely. But Shri Ram said that she is better three times.

• I had to cancel the promises he made to many of the Asuras. He be bound by those vows; he couldn't break them. And I told the Asuras that if they do not cancel the promises of Shri Ram, I will cancel them all. They understood the seriousness of the situation and quickly canceled all his promises, after which Shri Ram told me through the words in one letter to my customers said: «Thank you for the wonderful gifts, I will definitely come back». He told me he would come back to me. But as soon as Lona appeared, he told me: «Sorry, but you are not my choice, you are my destiny. But my choice is she». And he forgot what he told me before, like it never happened.

• Then he told me to go look for another man, and he himself emerged, some man from my past lives with whom we had many lives together and who is good, who loved me and loves me so far, although I freed him from my influence and even from the service in our command of forces of light. And I'm I turned down a man that doesn't throw promises that word holds, I turned him down for Shri Ram, whom did me a lot of bad. This is completely wrong. It's masochism. In short, Shri Ram said that I would at least be rich and he would do everything that I was, is and will be happy, and must perform, necessarily.

• The next is a bitten piece of butter. This is when my cousin came to me to fix the computer and I was going to thank him with money, but he said that it is better to give products. And the first thing he asked for was butter oil. I took out a pack of butter from the fridge and gave it to him. But a pack of butter was without a small piece, which I before that cut off. It's the Asuras from my priceless pie, my energy, my Bank of godliness, some piece already snatched up when Shri Ram in that summer in our sexual interaction through distance toward me connected lot of not my men. It's wrong. And who will reimburse me? It is clear who — Shri Ram, he is obliged to do it.

I looked at the list of that bad that Shri Ram did to me during our interaction with him, and I thought: we are from different worlds. I wanted to smear it so badly that there was nothing left of it. But he asked me for forgiveness for everything. I thought for what fault should be forgiven him, and it all brought me to an even more depressing state. I didn't want to be with him for a second. Moreover, I with full force held myself as not to unleash on him their anger in the form of frenzied fire, or snake venom, or gravitational strike... And the fact that I could not do because there was no approval, led me into a state of universal sorrow.

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