My letter to Borka, that his life ends

In the meantime, I was invited to take part as a presenter in one online workshop on woman's development. I have long resisted, objectively seeing that I am not a coach and no one at all. But I was very asked. I was told that I have a unique life experience and an interesting vision of the world and that my experience can help someone from women. I was told that I don't need to be a coach, that I just need to share stories from my life with others women, in a friendly way.

I hesitated for a long time, but from everywhere signs went to me to agree, and I gave my consent. I had a lot of work to do, and I just had no time to deal with the programs for live broadcasts. My cousin installed a program Bandicam to my comp. The host of the seminar asked me to conduct my webinar as soon as possible, and I just recorded my video, without a live broadcast, uploaded to the Internet and gave a link to it. So began a new page in our with Shri Ram love story.

In fact, those women who so impudently imposed themselves on Shri Ram, were needed to me. I needed these women so that I could start that brilliant plan which I had drawn up before my incarnation in this my present body, somewhere between lives. Those women were needed to bring me to the condition necessary for me to write a letter to my Gurudev describing this entire situation and asking what is more favorable for me: to continue to be with Shri Ram or to make active attempts to break away from him.

In fact, the letter was not about this, because even the question in front of me was not, to be with him or not, because I'm there, still between lives, made this plan and was fulfilling it very successful. And the next point of this plan was my Mahabharata, that is, the deletion the asuras who came here to Earth as part of their asuric landing, from the list of asuras. My Mahabharata was providing for sending them to their future lives already as devotees of Krishna, as inspired servants of Krishna, ISKCON, and the mission of Srila Prabhupada. My Mahabharata was providing for their return into the spiritual world long before this Kali Yuga will enter into its full rights and will become with full force spin its flywheel.

Despite the fact that my letter to my Gurudev outwardly contained a description of that situation, but in fact it was an appeal to my Gurudev for a blessing on the beginning and the implementation of this my Mahabharata. And when I sent my email to my Gurudev on January 18, 2017, his answer came to me immediately, that evening, in a lecture that I opened somewhere on the Internet by method of random choice, without looking.

Gurudev said in that lecture after my appeal to him in my e-mail: «Srila Prabhupada, I am happy serving you. I have no shadow of doubt, fear or illusion about my position as your servant. I'd do anything for you. If you had ordered me to go to hell to preach, I would have jumped on the first train rushing to hell, and on the way I would have happily sung the Holy names».

I was actually asking him about my Mahabharata of the elimination of the asuras, though I did not know it, living a normal life and being on a ordinary materially-minded level. But on that higher plane, I created this situation with those impudent «greyhound» women to address my Gurudev for his blessing on my Mahabharata, and Gurudev gave it to me. In a randomly found me lecture, immediately after sending by me the email to him he answered me. He told me to carry out my Mahabharata without a shadow of doubt, fear and illusion. Thus began my Mahabharata of the elimination of the asuras from the list of asuras.

The next step after I received permission to begin my Mahabharata and I received the blessings of my Gurudev Indradyumna Swami for this was to receive assurances from Shri Ram that I can comfortably begin to carry out my Mahabharata. And I received his assurances, through his words to me on February 14, 2016, conveyed to my consciousness when I read book «The Falcon and the Swallow» of Boris Akunin.

At that time, on Valentine's Day, Shri Ram said to me: «I will not do you any harm. You have my word as a gentleman. On the contrary, I am so grateful to you for your coming from nowhere to brighten up my loneliness. Trust me! Here is my hand. I will not abuse your trust. We are alone in this gloomy world, so let's stick together». Yes, he said this also on a purely domestic, ordinary level, but I wanted to get permission from him as my husband to start and implement this my mission, my Mahabharata in the asuric community. He didn't know about it, as I didn't know about it.

He told me, «I will not do you any harm. You have my word as a gentleman». He gave me his word of honor as a gentleman. And among the asuras he is known for the fact that he always keeps his word, everyone knows him as a man of his word (read: everyone all knows him as an asur of his word). And if he gave his word, he'll keep his word. Shri Ram told me I could trust him. He told me: «Trust me! Here is my hand». He told me that he would not abuse my trust and that he is very grateful to me that I came out of nowhere to brighten up his loneliness. He told me this as a man to a woman, as a husband to his wife. I needed his word so that I, having secured them, could safely begin to implement my plan, drawn up before my present birth. After all, Shri Ram and I are together, he sees all my thoughts, knows what I feel and do. And it is impossible to hide from him anything that happens on the external plane.

And my Mahabharata was waiting for its implementation. And finally on 18 January, I received the approval and blessings of my Gurudev on my Mahabharata, and February 14, received the word of Shri Ram, what I can to trust him, that he will not do anything bad and he will not abuse my confidence. And I immediately started to implement my plan and started my Mahabharata. Just one day after receiving Shri Ram's assurance, on February 16, I wrote and sent an email to someone I knew when I lived in Moscow and when I had an interaction with Borka, the then leader of the Moscow asuric organization.

It was 2003–2004. At that time, I bought a cool smartphone and began to master it. Then I sold incense on trains Savelovsky direction, and no one from my environment had any smartphones. No one could help me with mastering this new case for me, and I found a way to accomplish this. I began to look for information about smartphones on the forums on the Internet. And then I began to communicate with one of the henchmen of the very Borka. Well, let it be Vityok.

He actively helped me to master the smartphone, of course, without personal meetings, he helped me to register and start writing at Krishna.ru and Hari.katha. He helped me a lot with that. But he was Borka's dog. He served the asuras, though he was not asur. He was an ordinary man, but somehow Borka noticed him and subjugated him, and Vityok began to serve Borka, to asuras. And helping someone like me he sought out new victims for Borka. After that Borka was pressing them under himself and actively using. And Borka saw in me such a potential victim and began his interaction with me through other people and through Vityok.

Then he did a lot of bad things to me, and now when I have received the approval and blessing of my Gurudev and the word of Shri Ram with his assurances that he will not harm me and that I can trust him, I wrote through that Vityok to Borka himself. I was remembering the E-mail address of Vityok, and a day after I received the word of Shri Ram, I wrote to Borka through Vityok.

I knew that Vityok was serving Borka, and Borka was a great asur, RA, which means that he had reached very high heights on their asuric hierarchical ladder and could rule over others, the asuras and humans, exercising his will through some kind of neural network connecting him, like a spider to the strands of the web, with everyone in his organization under him. And I knew that when Vityok would open my email and read it, and Borka would see through eyes of Vityok my appeal to him, to Borka.

I had a letter from Borka, which came to me on July 16, 2014, in which Borka wrote to me (of course, in veiled form, allegedly from Vityok): «It was a funny time, and we were funny, sometimes I want to turn back, but probably because we remember only the best». And to his words of July 16, 2014, I replied on February 16, 2016 the following: «Good afternoon, Echo! How your life?...is developing... I hope you have an improvement».

Ordinary words, ostensibly about nothing, but in fact in these words that are written kind of like to Vityok, I said Borka, that his life was ending. After all there were such words: «How your life?...is developing»... But these words read like this: «his life ends». I wrote in Russian: « Как твоя жизнь? складывается…» but in Russian the word « складывается» (“is developing”) has different meanings. One of meanings is «to developing», and at the first reading it is precisely this meaning that comes to mind, that is, «How is your life? Does it develop well?» But the word « складывается» has other meanings, for example, «складывается как карточный домик» («to stack up like a house of cards»), that is, «заканчивается», «рушится» («come to an end», «falls apart like a house of cards»). And here it was meant precisely this meaning of the word. Thus I notified Borka he will soon cease to be an asur, since he has very little time left, because his life falls apart like a house of cards. And, notifying Borka, I began to carry out my first steps in my Mahabharata.

It was the participation in an online seminar of one of my friends, who invited me there as a presenter. She asked me to master of live broadcasts, as in the usual webinars, but at that time I was drowning in work and I did not have a minute of free time on this matter, but my friend was hurrying me, and then generally said that already made an announcement and that I should have to hold my first webinar.

But since I could not allocate a minute to mastering this case from the technical side, I just recorded my speech, posted it on YouTube and gave her a link. I did the same with my second and my third performance. I could master live broadcasts, but there was such a situation that I did not have time for it, and I went the easiest way and mastered just the recording of performances.

This was necessary that I could continue to make my records in the same format, in order to I began to record my novel. Because this my novel, which I was recording and posting on the Internet, was part of my plan and part of my Mahabharata. If I had managed to master the live broadcasts, it is unlikely that I would have thought to continue recording and move on to, so to speak, writing my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife».

The first steps were made: I received the approval and blessing of my Gurudev Indradyumna Swami, I received the word of my husband Shri Ram, I notified Borka, the then leader of the Moscow asuras, that his life is ending, mastered the recording of video and posting it on the Internet and even recorded three videos for an online seminar. And it's time to start record my novel.

When I had already recorded three videos for the seminar, I thought that I was married three times in this life, and now Shri Ram is my husband and he is my fourth husband in this life. I have three videos. And I thought it would be logical to dedicate my fourth video to my fourth husband. I thought I might be asked to record some more video for some other seminar, and I decided to fixate fourth video to my fourth husband, Shri Ram. So I made the fourth video just to fixate number 4. And then I wanted to continue to talk about us with him, and so began to form this my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife”, through which I began to speak openly to the asuric community and to carry out my plan, my Mahabharata in front of everyone, in the sense in front of asuras.

So, 18 January 2017 I have received permission and blessings of my Gurudev Indradyumna Swami on holding my Mahabharata, on the destruction of the asuras, on the sending them into their future lives as devotees of Krishna in ISKCON, in mission of Srila Prabhupada, and February 14 Shri Ram gave me his word that I can trust him, that he won't hurt me, he won't abuse my trust and the next day, 16 February 2017, I sent an email to Borka, to the then leader of the Moscow asuric organizations, through his «dog», through Vityok, in which I was informing Borka that his life is ending.

I recorded three videos for an online seminar. On March 14, I recorded the first video — «The power of blessing» («Сила благословения»), on March 20 I recorded the second video — «We are engaged in Simoron to get an apartment» («Симороним на квартиру»), and on April 5 the third video — «From sandbox to hooponopono» ( «От „песочницы“ к хоопонопоно» ). As the cover of the third video I chose the moment of this video, where the background was a screenshot from TV series «Mahabharata» 2013 with the words «Now you have to fulfill your promise».

It was an appeal to Borka that he owed, that when we had an interaction with him in Moscow, he was getting signs for the conduct of his business and in his Moscow asuric organization, and in his business, through me, and he strengthened his position thanks to these signs and even very got rich, but I in return this took his word that when I need it, he will give something for my future husband about whom Borka knew that he is RA. RA on asuric hierarchical is a great asur, under whom there is an asuric organization.

I did not know how I achieved that Borka gave me this promise, but in my life from everywhere signs began to appear that he had made a promise to me and now it is time to fulfillment of that promise. I realized that I am obliged to demand in my video from Borka the fulfillment of his promise. And I consciously put as the cover of the third video the screenshot from TV series «Mahabharata» with a call to fulfill the promise. And then I wrote a letter to Vityok, to Borka`s «dog», through whom Borka in Moscow had an interaction with me. Dogs in the understanding of the asuras are the people who serve them.

Again I sent email Vityok. In this letter I ratted Vityok out to Borka, writing this: «So much time has passed, but I all remember how I once wrote to you that you are a dog. Please forgive me. But who said that a dog is a bad thing? The dog has such a good quality like loyalty to the owner, integrity. So maybe I just complimented you? Ahem... I don't know. It`s a truth. But anyway, I'm showing you my videos. I am sure that they will help you and those with whom you are there». Yes, once in Moscow I wrote this Vityok that he is their dog and he did not deny it. And in this letter I reminded about it and asked him for forgiveness, saying that maybe I gave him a compliment in Moscow, and actually he is not so faithful to his owner.

In these words I was telling Borka, knowing that Borka sees through the eyes of his subordinates. I knew that when Vityok will read these my words Borka will see it through the eyes of Vityok. And I told in these words Borka: «Look, Borka, but this your dog isn't true to you, he work for the other team, he leaking information on you to your competitors, playing into hands of your opponents». Thus I tossed a bone to Borka that I, even after so much time (and passed more than 14 years as we had then in Moscow had that interaction) I can be useful to him and that he should keep one's ears open to what I speak to him.

I ratted Vityok out to Borka. I also drew Borka`s attention to my videos, writing to him: «If you want, then watch. Those who are there with you, too, can watch it. Maybe they will find something interesting and useful in there». Borka, of course, checked my words about the treacherous behavior of the dog-Vityok and almost smack down him, but I saved Vityok, remembering that at that memorable meeting in Moscow, to which I was sent by my husband at that time, when Borka pressed his consciousness, this Vityok gave me a rose. And in gratitude for the rose given to me, I gave Vityok protection, and Borka left Vityok the unharmed, though he very firmly pressed Vityok.

Borka's attention was drawn to my videos. I told him that he will see there and about himself many interesting and useful. Borka looked and, of course, saw a lot of interesting and useful things in those my videos. Of course, in encrypted form, but the asuras are able to read between the lines and see what is said in the signs of the Universe about. And of course, Borka saw my demand that he must keep his word and fulfill his promise, which he gave me once long ago and about which he forgot, thinking that I will never remind him about it, but there it was. I reminded. But Borka was in no hurry to keep a promise.

214 at 26:26, video «От „песочницы“ к хоопонопоно».

And my Shri Ram, who is my husband, suddenly for no reason decided to plug the other man onto our matrimonial sex, as they, asuras, know how and love to do. Similarly Borka wanted to take me as his wife. He was going to add other men into our matrimonial sex, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level in order to they all together pumped from me under pressure my feminine energy and my piety. It would have lasted for a long time. And when all my feminine energy and my piety would have been deflated, he was going to begin to press my mind. Under the influence of this pressure on my mind, I would leave him, changing with another man. I would leave him, because Borka no longer needed me, without my feminine energy and my piety, which would pass to him during my regular orgasms. When a woman has an orgasm, her female energy, shakti, strength, which her husband needs, emanates from her. And this pouring out of her feminine energy is accompanied by her enjoyment. That is why she experiences this pleasure during her orgasm, since at the same time her shakti, her feminine energy and her piety go to her husband, and her energy helps her husband to be successful in life. But since Borka was going to plug other men onto me and siphon my feminine energy under high pressure at once through several men, I would quickly become empty. And then he had to quickly get rid of me, and so he remained in no way guilty. He was going to make me a scapegoat, so that he looked like a faithful husband, to whom his wife had cheated. I would have left him without suspecting that it was not I myself who did this, but that it was initiated and carefully developed and executed by my husband. He was going to put pressure on my consciousness and on the consciousness of some other man, so that I would leave him and free space for the next the victim who will be his next wife. And it would have been done by Borka, if I became his wife, what he wanted. I would leave Borka, changing him, though in my nature to be faithful. But at them, the asuras, there is such a practice.

Asur marries the faithful woman. He pumps all feminine energy out of her, adds other men into their matrimonial sex, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level, thereby violating her marital fidelity, and then he presses her consciousness. He impacts on her mind so that she is carried away by another man and she cheated on her husband although it is not peculiar to her, because they take for this purpose faithful women who are focused on their husband and to whom disgusts even the thought of cheating husband, and who by their nature are not capable of committing adultery.

And here is my Shri Ram also plugged the other man onto me in our matrimonial sex. What did he do that for? I don't quite understand, to be honest. One of the reasons, I can see, is that when we came in contact, I felt our unity with him, often at me streams of tears were flowing and sobs were shaking me, because we are eternal couple and many lives were divided. And Shri Ram was very nervous about these sobs and tears, and he wanted to do something to stop this phenomenon. And I somehow gave him signs that this is possible only if he puts between us the other man, and then there will not be such a concussion in our contact with him by subtle bodies. And he did it.

But he did not succeed immediately. After all, he himself asked me at the end of October 2016 to ask the goddess Lakshmi blessing to conjugal fidelity to Shri Ram as to my husband. This is when Borka put me, as the lot on tote, on their asuric totalizator, and Shri Ram did not give me to them, and they set out to kill him. They had challenged him to meet him on the battle and exposed the invincible powerful asur with some red eye against Shri Ram. And then Shri Ram, being absolutely sure that he would be killed in that battle, and then I would be broken, asked me for this blessing, and I fulfilled his desire.

And this blessing was protecting me and did not allow Shri Ram to plug the others onto our matrimonial sex, but Shri Ram held manipulation of my consciousness, in order to I refused this blessing. This manipulation he held on April 25, and quite successfully, because as a result of his efforts I asked the goddess Lakshmi to cancel that blessing, and the next day, April 26, Shri Ram connected to our matrimonial sex another man. I noticed him.…

I and Shri Ram had an ordinary act of family well-being. For ordinary people it's just sex. But since Shri Ram and I are interacting at a distance, at the energy level and even in real life we are not familiar, but at the same time we managed to get married somehow, in our case sex is just my masturbation. Asuras are able to plug onto people and objects and enter into any objects. Of course, someone will say that this is not sex, and he will be right. But what to do if my Shri Ram came to me, but we interact at a distance? And we are both ordinary people who live here like everyone else. And Shri Ram, though he is an asur, but lives like an ordinary man, and he also needs sex. And we are husband and wife. And we can have our marital sex only when I masturbate. Shri Ram is somehow also present in that. He, even being geographically not with me, feels everything as in reality, as if we were actually having sex. And for asuras it is important not only sexual satisfaction, but also the energy emanating from a woman during a female orgasm. Therefore, I call these my masturbations an act of family well-being. Because, after all, this is our conjugal sex, albeit in the form of my masturbation, and because at the end of this, there is an ejection of female energy that goes to Shri Ram, that is, he receives this benefit, this life-giving life force. The word «благополучие» («well-being») in the Russian language consists of two parts: «благополучие» = «благо-получие» = «благо» + «получать» («good» + «receive»). This sex is needed by Shri Ram mainly in order for him to receive this life force. I am his Shakti, his strength. Therefore, I call these masturbations, in which my Shri Ram is actually present, even though he is far from me and I do not even know him, acts of family well-being. And here we were engaged in this sex, which I call acts of family well-being, and suddenly I noticed on my inner screen how another man was approaching me. It disturbed me very much, I didn't understand what it was, but I saw another man very clearly. But those four wolfhound-asuras, whom Shri Ram was allocated to me back in January, pressed my consciousness, blocked my will. It was like if I were held by hands so that I would not resist. They made it so that I did not think about it and did not look at another man. They pressed through my will so that I would not stop and continue to masturbate...

After that, I asked Shri Ram about the other man, but he lied to me, pulling from my memory into the scope of my thoughts one email, with the words «there are no others». He kind of told me: «There are no others men; not afraid. Let's have sex again, as and before. I honest with you. I not cheat you». In fact, he was lying to me brazenly, pulling from my memory those words from the letter that «there are no others». But I had no confidence either in neither my conjectures nor his assurances that the other man is not there.

And here on Akshaya Tritiya, April 28, 2016, I began to record the fourth video dedicated to my fourth husband, Shri Ram. I thought I would just record this one video about him, just to fixate that number 4 in connection with my fourth husband, Shri Ram, and I did not even suspect that from this video will begin recording of my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife» and my Mahabharata in the earthly asuric community. But everything was predetermined. I was following the plan drawn up by me between my lives and was approaching to the elimination of the asuras from the list of asuras by me.

On March 14, I recorded the first video for the online seminar — «The power of blessing» («Сила благословения»), on March 20 I recorded the second video — «We are engaged in Simoron to get an apartment» («Симороним на квартиру»), and on April 5 the third video — «From sandbox to hooponopono» ( «От „песочницы“ к хоопонопоно» ). For this video I chose a screenshot with a picture from the TV series «Mahabharata» with the words «Now you must fulfill your promise». And then, on April 13, I sent an email letter for Borka. By that name, I began to denote the then leader of the Moscow asuric organization. I did not know who this Borka was, I didn’t know where he lived, what his real name was, but I had some kind of interaction with him, at a distance, in Moscow. Our interaction was going through one my acquaintance in the Internet. Borka and I corresponded in an allegorical language, that is, between ordinary words, through this man. Somehow in that correspondence I called that person a dog, having understood that someone else communicates with me through him, implying that this person serves them as their dog. He did not deny it. And already now I wrote a letter to Borka through Vityok, his «dog», in which I just ratted Vityok out. I told in an allegorical form that Vityok works for Borka`s competitors. I learned about it from this letter when I sent it. Also I made it clear to Borka that my videos will give Borka a lot of interesting and useful information, of course, in an allegorical form, very clear and understandable for asuras.

Then I recorded the fourth video, wanting to just fixate that number 4 in connection with my fourth husband, Shri Ram, with whom we were interacting without his personal presence, at a distance. I did not know that this fourth video will begin recording my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife» and I did not even know that ahead my Mahabharata, that I will delete many asuras from the list of asuras, but I was going strictly according to plan drawn up by me long before my birth in this my physical body.

So, I recorded the 1^st series of this my novel «My Roman. I’m asur’s wife” on April 28, 2016, on the day of Akshaya Tritiya, and I posted the 1^st series on the Internet on April 29. Before that, Shri Ram connected one of his subordinates from his asuric organization into our intimate interaction with him. In order to succeed in it, he manipulated my consciousness to force me to refuse my blessing of Lakshmi to conjugal fidelity to Shri Ram as to my husband.

This manipulation he successfully held on April 25, and the next day, April 26, he connected to us another man, who was not left unnoticed by me, and it was the first day of menstruation. A few days later, we had sex again with him. I asked Shri Ram if he had removed the other man out me, and Shri Ram lied to me that he had removed him. He reminded me of one letter that contained the words «there are no others». By this he seemed to say that only he is with me, that no other men are plugged onto me. I didn't know whether to believe him or not, but his words about «there are no others» reassured me, and I agreed with these words.

This time I didn’t see any other man on my internal screen. But I was very confused by the lack of Shri Ram's glance during this action. Usually, when we had acts of family well-being, I always was seeing his eyes somewhere above on my inner screen. And I was looking him right in the eye. But this time his gaze was not. It was just empty and black.

Then my washing machine broke, and I called the master to fix it. This master, when he repaired my machine, told a lot of interesting things about himself, in particular, that he had three heart surgery that he lives in a two-room apartment, in one room he and in other room his dog. Well, many more things. And I, listening to him, saw that I was talking with Shri Ram through him and Shri Ram tells me about himself that he had «three heart operations», that is, three wives who left him, although in fact it was not so, but externally they abandoned him, and it was for him as a heart operation. And many more.

And in that conversation this master mentioned about the house of sandwich panels. He said that this house can build fast and cheap. I remembered this conversation and these words about the sandwich panels (there were also many other signs about it) and realized that through this master my Shri Ram spoke to me in this conversation and in this conversation he spoke to me about another man whom he connected to me. I realized that Shri Ram did not remove him from me, that another man is still connected to me. I realized that the words «there are no others» mean not that with me only Shri Ram and no one else. These words mean that others, beyond those that already plugged, are not there. But in the number of connected there is that other man.

This revelation about the true meaning of the words «there are no others» upset me very much, and I decided that I did not want to be where I was not respected and where there was someone else, and turned on total abstention from sex from May 3. And on April 29, I posted the 1^st series of my novel, in which I deliberately included screenshots from my correspondence with one of my friends, in which I said that I know a lot of things, but I do not say anything to anyone and I do not advertise my disagreement with this.

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