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The ultimatum to Ram due to the fact that Borka put me as his lot on their asuric tote





Around the same time, specifically on September 28, Wednesday, was Shiva Pradosh, Shiva worship day. And I wanted to do on this day Abhishek of the Deities and to fast in honor of the day of Shiva. All day I fasted and in the evening had spent ablution of Shiva lingam, Deities Nataraja and Ganesh. All day long a continuous series there were favorable signs, and in the evening Ram offered to celebrate the occasion. In the afternoon, in a series of signs, I saw the blessing of Shiva and the blessing of Krishna. I did not know what kind of blessing Krishna and Shiva told me, but the mood was kind of upbeat, just triumphant.

And here his offers to celebrate the occasion. I didn’t know what event he was proposing to me to celebrate (Shiva Pradosh or Abhishek of the Deities?), but I agreed. And he and I had marital sex, which in our case looked like a regular masturbation. But the asuras are able to enter into any objects, in the hands, in the body, and when the asur decides to be present in this case, this masturbation is as an ordinary sex, with a full sense of him and with the full his presence.

And when it all came to a natural finale, that is, to orgasm, I did not go to bed, as usual, and sat down to read «Bhagavad Gita». II found insomnia, all night I did not get a wink of sleep and reading «Bhagavad Gita». And all this night, I was feeling like some kind of pulsation rhythmically erupted from below, from the female genital organs. I was feeling pulsation even on the physical level, in the body. All night there was that pulsation inside me, like a hot geyser coming out of the ground and rushing into the sky. Ram came and anxiously inquired how I feel, and I said that everything is fine. He came not with his feet, but in my mind and was very worried.

At the same time I had a conversation with the karate coach about the children, my son was sick and did not go to classes, and I came to talk about it. The coach asked if he would come to class, and I jokingly said that I have an iron stick at home and I will tell him to go and he will go. The coach said that in this case he would be completely his. I said Yes. So through that conversation, Ram found out that his actions should bring his expected result, that is, that the necessary energy channels in the female sphere are being activated in me and I will have the kind of orgasm Ram needs, in the right place, so that Ram can receive the right energy.

And on the same evening, October 13, he again offered me to «celebrate» (to have sex). «The celebration» (sex, that is, my masturbation with his invisible participation at a distance) was very successful. This time it was all right. It turns out, what kind of orgasm a woman has, in which part of the female organs she has an orgasm, depends not on her sexual constitution, but on what energy channels in the female sphere are activated and how there do the energies go. Probably, I had other energy channels activated, but when everything was adjusted as it should, and the orgasm itself began to occur where necessary. The first time it happened on October 13 and since then it has always been like this. I think asuras can also switch energy channels and streams in men in men’s sphere. I dare to suggest that this is why men become homosexuals. For the asuras, there is a big benefit that women are left alone, without protection. And for this it is necessary that women were without men. And for this, asuras somehow switch invisibly energy flows in men, so that they are drawn to men, and not to women. In this case, those women who would be with these men are left without men intended for them. And then they are easier to manipulate, causing an inferiority complex at women and artificially created competition. And when a woman is unprotected, without her man, the asuras easily and simply crush her under themselves and extort from her feminine energy, her good luck, and her pious merits. It is profitable for them, because asuras can very well get settled in life, succeed due to this pious merits pumped from women and enjoy luxury, wealth, good health, luck, and opportunities. After all, this all comes to people thanks to pious merits, which the asuras can pump from people, I mean from women, because a woman is a power, Shakti. And leaving a woman without a man intended for her, the asuras easily get to her. I think that's why so many homosexuals and divorced. Because asuras switch in normal men energy channels and streams and make them homosexual.

And after about a week after gaining by us family welfare, after the onset of acts of family well-being happened the first sex of Aisha. Aisha is one of my so-called subpersonalities. She is a naive pure sincere girl, born in the tradition of Islam. Her into his harem bought a large sultan. The sultan had three concubine palaces, but when Aisha appeared, he lost all his interest in those concubines and constantly dreamed of Aisha. Aisha came to me when Ram plugged onto me. And she often went out from my subconscious to the outer living space and danced her Oriental dances. At the same time, she was guessing to her sultan, telling in her allegorical language about everything that was happening there.

And the sultan all this time many times tried to persuade Aisha to start fulfilling her mission to give him pleasure. But she always refused, saying that she is a virgin and loves Allah very much and is faithful to Him. For many months, from the very from the start of plugging Ram onto me, this sultan made his attempts with Aisha, but nothing happened, she stood her ground. And it took about a week from that sex (in the form of my masturbation with the presence of Ram at the energy level) when my energy flows began to work as it should and we began acts of family well-being. And suddenly, completely unexpectedly, Aisha and her sultan had their first sex, their first act of family well-being.

It was October 19. Even in the morning Aisha was saying to the sultan, that she is faithful to God and she is the virgin, but in the evening, when Ram and I had sex again (in my masturbation, of course), I suddenly saw Aisha on my internal screen. She was with the sultan. He hung over her, and they had their first sex when she from a virgin became a woman, a woman of her sultan. I was looking from Aisha's eyes in amazement into the sultan's eyes and feeling everything that she was feeling then. She in the very first sex felt the excitement and had an orgasm. And we got it at the same time. Everything happened for me and Aisha at the same time, synchronously, and I merged with her feelings and sensations and was her. It was amazing! After that Ram said that he was also amazed and was feeling everything too.

A week later, Borka, the then leader of the Moscow asuric organization, came to him. Of course, he came not with his feet, but at subtle level, on mental chat. And he told Ram that he already put me on their asuric totalizator. He said that all the most powerful destroyers of female nature waiting to pounce on me, and Borka said Ram to give me them. But Ram refused. He said I am his wife. He said that from 3 to 4 March we had a wedding and now he is my husband and is obliged to protect me.

Borka said that Ram dumped me the summer, that Ram had a woman and he wanted to marry her, but Ram said that then he made a mistake, that he went on the spree, but then realized his mistake and came back to me, because we had the heavenly wedding and he must fulfill his marital duty. And then Borka said Ram that they'll kill him and then break me, because they put me on their asuric totalizator and bets have already been made. Borka said that many asuras have already invested their money on this tote, waiting for me to be broken, and expecting profits to make even more money from it. He said that very big asuras had made big bets and it is dangerous to disappoint them. He said that it remains only to remove such a small barrier as Ram, who although is an asur, but not the most powerful of all of them.

And then Aisha began to tell in her dances that Ram was to go to some big meeting and that there would be something terrible, but that he should not be afraid of anything, because Allah would protect him. Aisha every day appeared and told about all this, in her dances, allegorical. I didn't know what it was about, but I had known when that meeting started. I turned on Mrityunjaya Mantra and three days continuously listened to it, hoping it will protect Ram in that unclear, terrible assembly. And at that meeting, they said him they'd kill him, and then they'd break me. But Ram did not give me to them, although against him put such forces that would kill him.

Our relationship developed well. He adjusted my streams in the sexual sphere that at me energy went which is necessary, and everything went there well. Aisha gave herself to her sultan, and everything went well there. Ram took the wedding proposal, in which my Gurudev offered him me as his wife. He plugged onto me Fedka (the rag, the gift of God), thanks to whose presence our contact with Ram began to stabilize. And from somewhere in the depths of our interaction with him in the past lives began to rise out the feelings that were originally we have, but which were hidden deep in the subconscious as a result of a long stay in the material world. And Ram began to feel this love.

Everything in his life went smoothly. But then Borka appeared, the then leader of the Moscow asuric organization, with whom I had an invisible interaction, when I lived in Moscow and was married to my second husband. At that time Borka somehow noticed me and tried to install on me their asuric program, by which asuras can to break women, making them their weak-willed puppets, kind of sexual slaves. Such woman seemingly lives like an ordinary woman, but she at any look at her at energy level is ready to fulfill any whim of her master and everyone whom he will slip to her, and when and as they please.

But I didn't begin to upload then in Moscow their asuric program, and Borka failed to install this program into me and was puzzled. Just at the time he was looking for a new wife, a milch cow, from whom he would be pumped under great pressure her feminine energy and all her piety, plugging his fellows from his asuric organization onto his wife in his married sex at the energetic level. And Borka saw in my person the suitable candidate for a vacant place of his wife. He began to manipulate my consciousness and consciousness of my then husband. Borka tried very hard to break our family, and he did it. He had forced in me, my consciousness, and I was left alone, although I resisted strongly against that Borka`s pressure.

And even Borka came to me in real life and in an allegorical form offered me to be his wife, but I refused him. And then, already being with Ram, I again called Borka to myself, again teasing him and showing that Ram could not do anything with me. And then Borka went out to gather the most powerful of the asuras, the destroyers of female nature. And they put me on their asuric totalizator. Bets had already been made, and large. And one thing remained. Borka needed to get me, and for this he needed to have Ram give me to them, especially since he made me their contactless whore.

And Borka came to notify Ram. And he came just when our relationship with Ram began to improve. Borka came to Ram and told him to give me to them. But Ram refused to do it. Borka was perplexed why Ram refuses, although in the summer he gave me to him and he had a good woman Ram was going to live with. But Ram said that then in the summer he just gulled, but then he came to his senses. He said that we have with him from 3 to 4 March 2016 was the heavenly wedding and I'm his wife and that he is obliged to protect me as his wife and can not give anywhere, especially to asuric totalizator, where they just will break me and turn me into their weak-willed puppet.

But Borka did not let up, because betting on the tote had already been made, a lot of money has been put on their asuric totalizator. And then they called Ram to big meeting and said they would still break me, that it would be better for Ram to play on their asuric totalizator too and make a lot of money on me, or they would have to kill Ram. Ram was faced with a serious choice: either he gives me them in order to they can to abuse me and destroy of my female nature, or they will kill him. And he decided he wouldn't give me up.

A great force came against Ram, he would surely have been killed. Yes, the battle would be on a subtle plane, but when there is killed, then the ordinary physical body also dies. And there against Ram came out very formidable enemy, who certainly would have killed Ram. And Ram knew about it, but he still went for it. But before that, he wanted to somehow protect me.

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The blessing of Lakshmi to conjugal fidelity

27 Oct 2016 he began to beg me in order to I will ask Lakshmi for the blessing to conjugal fidelity to him as to my husband. Next Sunday there was Diwali, Lakshmi Puja, when Indian women are asking the blessing of Lakshmi to conjugal fidelity to their husbands. They ask Lakshmi to give them such fidelity to their husbands as Lakshmi has to her Narayana. And Ram started to actively promote this idea into my mind. I very hesitated. But he was keeping putting forward ideas why this blessing could be useful to me, and was sweeping away my doubts.

First, he sent me to my mind the idea that with this blessing no stranger will leak into our invisible interaction with him when I do not see him, and he just stands somewhere as a silhouette on my inner screen. And anyone can pretend to be him. I thought Yes, it's a good, sensible idea. Afterwards, he whispered to me that this blessing might not allow other men to come to me in real life, because I have a desire to find him and my eyes are constantly looking for him and scans everyone, is he or not.

And Ram brought to my mind the idea that with this blessing, no one from the outside will have access to me in the real world, no one else will come to me and not disturb. I liked that thought, too. But I thought what if Ram is not in really and it's all just a figment of my mind. What if he is disembodied spirit, energy vampire, just my imagination fly? In this case, asking Lakshmi's blessing to be faithful to someone who is just a figment of mind is an incredible stupidity. But Ram gave me a way out, he said me: «You can make a reservation, that if it's true, if I really exist, if I lives here and really your husband». I thought it is a good idea. With this caveat, I can ask for this blessing.

But then I got the idea that such interaction, without his personal presence, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level, has lasted nine months (at the time). And he can see me from my eyes, he talks to me in an allegorical language through other people, he knows my phone number. Why, during these long nine months, he did not bother to come to me in real life? And why on earth should I ask Lakshmi for a blessing of faithfulness to someone who does not come to me in real life, although he knows everything and can? It's so sad…

I've also had some doubts about who he is. I thought, what if he really a complete degenerate, if he is not in my range of selectivity, if stand next to him will be disgusting? And who can guarantee that I will be with him, even if he will come to me? Is it right to ask a blessing of fidelity to him?

I remembered how at the very beginning of our interaction with him he asked me about guarantees, what guarantees can I give that everything will be fine on my part and I will not dump him mercilessly? But I couldn't give him any guarantees. Life is unpredictable, how can I give some guarantees? How can I ask Lakshmi's blessing to be faithful to him? I don't know who he is, what he looks like, what kind of person he is and if he is in general!

And now we have with him this interaction during nine months, but in real life he does not come to me, and I'm here alone. To ask for blessings of faithfulness to someone who does not come to me? And even I do not know whether he will come, and if he does, what is he? It`s very difficult question. I take the blessings very seriously, though I break my initiation vows. But I'm still very serious about all this.

After that Ram lifted from my mind those episodes of my life when I was in Moscow and had invisible interaction with Borka, the then leader of the Moscow organization of the asuras. I began to remember how Borka tried to install their asuric program at me, how I did not load it, how I had long orgasms, without anyone's presence, without sex and without masturbation. How I was sitting at home next to my then husband and moaning in the incredible power of bliss, when Borka at a distance was pressing my women's centers, plugging onto me the fan of his associates and they were pumping out my female energy and my piety. When a woman has an orgasm, shakti, her feminine energy is pulled out of her and goes to her husband, so that he gets in his life opportunities, strength, energy, luck. And the output of her feminine energy and her piety, her pious merits accumulated by her, is accompanied by a sense of bliss. Asuras need this power and this piety. They use it instead of money, currency. And the asuras are able to remove out this feminine energy, Shakti, pious merits from women at a distance, plugging onto them, pressing on some points in their women's centers, so that the woman would experience an orgasm and let out her shakti. And in order to more and quickly pump out her female energy from her, they connect to her their whole crowd, several asuras at once. And when I was sitting and experiencing an orgasm, without sex and without masturbation, just sitting on the couch or even somewhere among other people, this Borka was draining my energy out of me. It is not surprising that asuras are very well-settled men. They simply use shakti deflated out from women. How after that those women live, they, of course, don't care. But these women are unlikely to be successful in life, and they are unlikely to have anything good after such forcible removal of their shakti and pious merits.

And my husband couldn't do anything about it. He just was sitting there, chanting the mantra, praying for me, and suffering. Many, many times. And I thought I didn't want Ram to have to experience anything like that. I felt sorry for him, and my confidence began to grow, albeit fragile, that it must be done, that with the reservation to ask for this blessing is necessary.

And then I turned to Krishna and began to look for signs in everything, as always I had it. I turned on a lecture by Srila Prabhupada, of course, by method of random choice, without looking, from many other randomly opened lectures. In it, Srila Prabhupada said that the main thing is to satisfy Krishna. If Krishna wants it, it is good.

I remembered our heavenly wedding with Ram and thought that even if it was an illusion, I accept it as a reality. Nothing could oppose God's will. Everything is according to God's law. If Krishna allowed that illusion to manifest, and even in this form, when there was Nrisimhadev, Krishna, Radha, my Gurudev, other devotees, then it is Krishna’s will. Krishna can manifest His will in this illusion too. And I thought that if this wedding was, then I take it for reality, because there was the will of Krishna, and therefore asking for the blessing of faithfulness to my husband is the right decision.

After that I remembered the lecture in which my Gurudev was holding out a ring to me on his hand. And I thought that Gurudev also supports this, if he gives Ram to me. And it's right to be faithful to your husband. Then I thought, what would Shiva say? I opened all 820 series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» and pointed at one of the series without looking. It was the 420th series. There Shiva gave Ravana the sword Chandrahas. And I thought that I am this sword. I thought that Shiva gives me to Ram, like that sword. And I thought that Shiva too supports this. My decision was particularly influenced by the words of Srila Prabhupada in his lecture that if Krishna wants it is the highest morality. And all these signs said that Krishna wants it.

And then I went to my lady friend, it was October 29, 2016. To her came her friend and we were talking. He said that it was necessary to do it now, that later it might not happen again, that it was very important to do it now. It was about the contribution to the development of children. He said that while the children are small, it is necessary to deal with their development, because when they grow up, time will already go away. He said that now, while the children are small, something can be done to help them, and then there may not be such an opportunity. I was looking into the eyes of that man and was seeing Prabhu Sasha there. I even somehow got confused, so through that man Prabhu Sasha was manifested, as if he personally persuades me to agree and do it, since it is very, very important and more of this can not happen again.

And I began to talk about the importance of accepting initiation from the spiritual master. I said that even if I knew I would fall, I would still ask Gurudev for an initiation and accept it. In any case. I said that it's very, very important. In this way, Ram and I were negotiating. He was talking me to ask blessing of Lakshmi to conjugal fidelity to him as to my husband, and I was talking him to become a disciple of my spiritual master.

When we were driving home, that man called me and said I had to make an advance payment. That is, while the children are still small, it is necessary to invest in them, make an advance payment. Thus Ram told me that he agreed to my terms, that he would become a disciple of my spiritual master, but I must first fulfill my part of our agreement with him — I need to ask blessing of Lakshmi to conjugal fidelity to Ram as to my husband.

The night before going to sleep, from Saturday to Sunday, I, still tormented by a host of doubts, opened the «Bhagavad Gita» and read a single text, expecting hint and answer. The answer was completely clear. I opened the book without looking and read only one text where my eyes fell. This single text said that the order of Krishna must be obeyed by the devotee, that if something interferes with this, then it is necessary to suppress it and need to fulfill an order of Krishna. This text stated that all interfering doubts must be resolutely suppressed and need simply carry out the order of Krishna. One should not think about anything and simply fulfill the order of Krishna.

And in the afternoon, October 30, 2016, Sunday, on Diwali, I began to carry out this order of Krishna. I turned on the Lakshmi mantras, began to sing it, tune in, but I did not succeed. I felt like I was grimacing before the mirror, showing some kind of spectacle. I was not able to tune in to a serious way. And then Ram appeared in my hands and, being in my hands, lay down on my chest and on my shoulders, hugging me with my hands.

He stroked me through my hand and held me like this. Asuras can enter objects and plug onto us humans. And this time, Ram quite clearly and tangibly showed his presence in my hands. I was feeling him in my hands, as if it was not my hands that were touching me, but he himself. I was feeling him in my arms, and he was hugging me by my arms. I was immersed in this bliss of unity with him, and out of me went the words to Lakshmi, asking her to give me this blessing. Words were pouring out of me when Ram was in my hands and I was all dissolved in him. I was feeling an immense love for him and with all my heart I wanted to always be with him and always feel him. And I quite spontaneously began to make a request to the goddess Lakshmi. I was talking her that I love him very much, that I really need him and that I ask Lakshmi's blessing for fidelity to him as my husband.

And then I asked Lakshmi to give me some kind of sign that it happen. And as soon as I uttered my request, immediately all the clouds in the sky parted and the sun shone brightly and right into my eyes. The whole day was overcast. And the sun came out and lit up so bright, and just for a few minutes, and just when I asked Lakshmi to give me a sign. And so I realized that Lakshmi accepted my request and gave me this blessing.

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