Sign of Krishna to be with Ram, no matter what happens

After all these events life has flowed on. November 5 Aisha danced his next dance, which told that the great will become small, and small will become great, that what was in the left hand, will be in the right hand and what was in the right hand, will be in the left hand. Thus she predicted the events that happened much later, six months after this dance, from June 2017, when I suddenly began to destroy the asuras, and the great, making them small, that is, sending them to their next incarnation, in the next birth, not as asuras, but as devotees of the Lord, devotees of Krishna. During this many great asuras were removed from the list of asuras, and many small, inconspicuous asuras got the opportunity to rise, and those words of Aisha came true.

Also at the beginning of November 2016, on the most absurd occasions, all my girlfriends were removed from me. The reasons were so illogical and ridiculous and all this happened quickly and almost at the same time, which did not cause any doubts: my girlfriends were simply taken away from me. What for? Well, maybe, because I was talking them about all these events, but they were sure that it the attack of disembodied spirits, energy vampires, succubus, and other thin disembodied energy entities. But I was saying, that they are wrong, that there's a man on the other end of this interaction, living in physical reality. I was saying them that I have interaction at a distance with a living person who live like us all. I was saying them that we are with him, even without being familiar in physical reality, at the same time communicate mentally, and we can even touch each other through the distance. Maybe my communication with my girlfriends was stopped for a while, so that I would stop telling them about him and so that they would stop convincing me that I cannot interact at a distance, mentally with an ordinary person who also lives and walks the earth, also eats and sleeps and earns money, rejoices because of something, but because of something he is sad and wants something.

And then began the sessions with a pillow. This is when I was going to bed, putting my head on the pillow or hugged it by my hand and immediately was feeling Shri Ram in a pillow. And we had some kind of unity, merging with each other, and then immersion into some deep layers of our existence with him, into our interaction in the material world. On one such grandiose session on the first layers I everywhere saw gold light and there were words about love: «I love you, you are my beloved, you are everywhere, only you, and I am yours»... Everything like that.

After, with the transition to the next levels, when I had a sigh of relief and the words coming out of me completely were changing, there were layers where we were in animal forms of life. I monotone was chewing too loudly and saying: «How tasty»... And it even seemed like I was pulling the half-eaten piece out of my jaws. I thought that this is similar to how a female mantids eats a male during intercourse, if he is not lucky to escape before that. Or when the coitus spiders occur. The spider brings the female a fly. When the male is fucking the female, she is eating a fly. But if the fly ended too quickly, the female would eat the male. I thought that my monotonous champing was similar to this case. Apparently, on that layer in a session with a pillow, I was plunged into a time when we were born as such spiders, or mantids. And when I was having sex with him, I ate him, my eternal husband. I ate him when we were spiders and mantids. He was very tasty. I chewed and pulled pieces of his body out of my spider jaws for a long time. Also during that session with a pillow on one of the layers, I felt like a snake, I was wearing a snake skin, I was curving like a snake and hissing: «You are all mine, wholly and completely». Apparently, when we were born as snakes, I ate him, being a snake. But snakes do not know how to bite off the pieces. Snakes swallow their prey whole. And apparently, this is how I swallowed my eternal husband when we were born snakes. Therefore, be careful saying: «You are all mine, wholly and completely», or else you will have to be born as a snake in one life and eat your beloved wholly and completely like this, just swallow its whole carcass. Dreams come true, but not always in the form you wanted. And sometimes dreams come true literally. You wanted your favorite to belong to you wholly and completely. And here you were born as a snake and eat your beloved, pushing the body of your beloved into your snake throat wholly and completely, because snakes eat this way.

And then there was layer, when I in complete confusion was standing alone among the empty lifeless space, was letting on all sides of my radar, crying and saying, «Where are you? I don't see you anywhere». And then there appeared some personalities and I said, «Who are you? I don't know you». And after that, «It`s not true. What it is???? No». I didn't know what it was then, but then I thought it might have been. I thought that when he was made an asur, I could not find him with my radar and some powerful personalities came to me and revealed the true state of things.

I was shown what he became. They showed what a terrible and disgusting thingy (what is it???) was installed on him. And I was said that since I refuse to go there and to become such, then I with him can not be together, it is impossible. And they offered the help to me. They told me that they would remove our connection as an eternal couple and give me another man as my new eternal couple. But I refused, I told them a firm «No».

I do not know how I should have acted then. Did I make the right choice in that situation or not? But now I have come to him and I am giving him a chance. I have become a powerful weapon for the destruction of the asuras and many evil creatures, and I have lived many lives killing them, removing them from the list of evil creatures and making them devotees of the Lord, elevating them and directing them on the highest paths. And since Srila Prabhupada brought a window to the spiritual world to Earth, I decided to take this great real opportunity, leave the material world and to return into the spiritual world, but I was sorry to leave him, my Shri Ram, here in the material world without me, without my help and support, even at a distance. And I came to give him a chance.

At the same time was approaching November 21, my birthday. And at the same time from everywhere, signs to be with Shri Ram came to me in a continuous stream. And even were these words: «To be with him. Whatever happens». I wondered: what is it all about, why do I need it? I was much calmer when Shri Ram was not, but the signs came and came to me: to be with him, no matter what happened. I began to ask Krishna to confirm these signs. He sent me a whole line of very significant signs, which I would not even think of challenging in a normal situation, but I was still in doubt. And I told Krishna to give me such a greater sign, so that I could understand exactly what He wants from me, so that there would be no more doubts at all. And then those words repeated to stay with him, no matter what happened, and I wanted to look out the window.

It was November 20, 2016, there was snow everywhere, and all the plants have long are withered for the winter. A month before that, I bought a chrysanthemum sapling from a grandmother on the street and planted it in my front garden under my window. It was just a dry stick, which I stuck in the cold ground. There was snow everywhere. This chrysanthemum was supposed to start growing only next spring. And so I asked Krishna for the last sign, looked out the window, and on this dry stick among the snow blossomed a white luxurious chrysanthemum flower. How on a dry stick in the snow, a lush beautiful flower could bloom when there were no flowers around for a long time and it was just a chrysanthemum sapling? It did not even have leaves, only one flower. And this flower even was smelling pleasantly. I even went outside to make sure with my eyes and my nose that it is not a mirage. It was not a mirage, it was a sign of Krishna.

Then I said to Krishna, «You convinced me. Such a sign is accepted». And at the same time I asked Krishna to give me signs as to which sadhana I should keep up. Before that, I was singing protective mantras almost every day and chanting one circle of Hare Krishna mantra. And here I was puzzled that to include in this my daily obligatory sadhana and without what it is possible to do. And on November 20, and it was the Sunday before my birthday, I was shown the sign in the form of a flower in the snow and I went to the Sunday program Hare Krishna.

I was walking there under the impression of the flower, and I wondered if Krishna would give me more signs, now about my daily sadhana? As soon as I got there, one mataji ran up to me. On her chest hung a pendant in Indian style. She suggested that I lay my forehead to this pendant with respect. She said, «This pendant is Maha prasadam of Sri Ugra Nrisimhadeva from Mayapur! This pendant of Nrisimhadev, of the famous Deity in Mayapur!»

She told me that she was going to India and she was lucky there: pujari took off this pendent right in front of her from the deity Sri Ugra Nrisimhadeva and gave it to her! She was stunned by this and now came to share with all this mercy. I expressed my respect for this sacred pendant from Sri Ugra Nrisimhadeva and told Him mentally, «Krishna, thank You, I understood You. I include Narasimha Maha Mantra in my daily sadhana. Thank You for Your mercy». She never brought this pendant again. She brought it the only time, and it was the day before my birthday when I came to ask Krishna what to include in my sadhana.

Then I thought of Mrityunjaya Mantra: it is necessary to include Mrityunjaya mantra into my sadhana or no? Maybe Narasimha Maha Mantra will be enough? And then I go into the altar room and right in front of me I see a girl, and on her arm, above the elbow, a red cord is tied with rudraksha on it. I pretended not to know what a rudraksha was, and asked her what it was, and she replied that this is an attribute of Shiva. I thanked Krishna again for the sign: the Mrityunjaya Mantra should also be included in my daily sadhana. After all, Mrityunjaya Mantra is the mantra of Shiva. And with a clear conscience, with great relief, I surrendered to kirtan.

After a while, Shri Ram threw in into my mind the memories of our memorable conversation with him through coach karate in the early summer, when I reminded the coach of our first conversation, when I came to learn about karate classes for children. In that conversation I told the coach that I have been living in this place for only half a year and have not found friends here yet, and the coach told me then that I will have many friends here and everything will be fine. And here is in June in conversation with him same, with a trainer, I reminded him about those his words, that he said that I have all will well. And he suddenly said he didn't remember him saying that. I was surprised: how can he not remember that??? But I remember that.

I even reminded him the date of that conversation: January 25, 2016. But he stood his ground that it wasn't, that he didn't say anything like that, and don't remember. And I said to him, «What a strange memory I have: what I need, I do not remember, and what I do not need, I remember». So through these words to the coach I told Shri Ram, who in an allegorical form communicated with me through the coach that I came to him, I give him a chance and wait for him to decide and make his choice: to take this chance or go other ways that he thinks are better than me and that will bring him more happiness and pleasure. I told Shri Ram that I had come to him, that I needed him, but somehow he still hadn't done anything to become with me.

I said that what I need, I do not remember. This means that I need Shri Ram, I came to get him, but he is not with me, he did not come to me, I do not remember him, he is not with me. But I remember what I do not need. I remember that he was activating his force methods at me to plug a bunch of «friends» onto me. As the coach said at the time, «you'll have a lot of friends here». Shri Ram told me through those words of coach that he would plug many his friends onto me and they would make me their doormat to have sex with me at the energy level and to pump out of me my female energy and my piety, to have fun in full, feeling his power over the next broken female. I was remembering it, what I don't need. I was remembering his «friends» whom I didn't want. But I did not was remembering him, Shri Ram, he did not make his steps, although I came to give him a chance.

And on December 10, 2016 in the evening I began to remember this conversation with the coach, his excuses. I began to remember that I told him that I do not know how long I will be leading my children to him, that is, I do not know how long I will be with my Shri Ram, since I came to give him a chance, and how much time he will have to decide whether to take this chance or not. He was silent and thoughtful looking me through the eyes of the coach: what am I going to do if he to me will not come? And I then answered him that the ways of the Lord are impenetrable. It means that I will go by the ways of the Lord, that is, our connection with Shri Ram as an eternal couple and in General any connection with him will be completely interrupted and I will go to Krishna, into the spiritual world. I will go by the ways of the Lord. I will go in ways that lead to the Lord. I will go to Krishna.

And after the session with pillow, which was November 17, when we were shown that somewhere between my lives I was offered to be free from him and given another man (even with choose) as my new eternal couple, and I refused this, Shri Ram was thinking and thinking, how could the ways of the Lord be inscrutable, if we have such an unbreakable connection? On December 10, an answer came to those reflections. And the answer came in the next session with pillow. It was December 10, Ekadashi, the day of Gita Jayanti, the day Krishna on the battlefield Kurukshetra before the great battle between the Kurus and the Pandavas instructed Arjuna in the Bhagavad Gita.

And also at that time I had 11 days of miracles, which I periodically ordered for myself in Simoron. And that evening I recalled that conversation with coach karate, when I had said that I have a strange memory: what I need, I do not remember, and what I do not need, I remember. I recalled that I had said that unfathomable are the ways of God. I was so angry to Shri Ram because he is such a gander and a hopeless dumbass that I didn't even want to put my head on the pillow before going to sleep, because he was always in it. I always felt him in the pillow.

I didn't even want to put my head on the couch, because I was disgusted by the idea of contact with Shri Ram, such a fool, and even I did not want to touch myself, as the asuras can enter into any objects and bodies, and into my hand he could easily enter and I would feel him. But this thought was disgusting to me that I would have any contact with him. But I wanted to sleep, and I still put my head on the pillow. And immediately felt Shri Ram in the pillow. And the session with pillow began.

First I was saying the words of love to him, to Shri Ram. I was saying how I love him, that he's my beloved. Then there was the transition to the next level, and there I began to complain to Krishna. I began to ask Krishna to help me. I was feeling completely alone in the bottomless abyss of the totally deserted silent cosmos, and standing there all alone, I was begging Krishna to help me. Thereafter I began to ask Krishna to take me to Himself. Thereafter I began to ask Krishna to release me. Thereafter I started to tell Krishna that I love Him.

And then something strange happened. I quite clearly had felt and even had heard somewhere below in me, at the entrance of the vagina, there was some click, as if there was a clamp bracket and it had been unfasted. And this clamp bracket had been disappeared. As if this brace had been unfastened from that place, from entrance of the vagina. As if there was some kind of brace there, but in one instant they detached it from me, and I had been felt freedom from this clamp, which was constantly there. And at the same moment, this Shri Ram had been gone. He wasn't just been gone. He never existed at all. Never ever. He did not exist. There was only me and only Krishna. And there was nobody else. The whole world has ceased to exist for me.

I began to chant the Hare Krishna mantra, slowly and stretched. I was saying every word of the mantra and savoring its taste in my tongue. At the same time, I was looking at this name of Krishna, as if it was standing in front of me, in front of my inner sight. And every name of Krishna in this mantra was an individual personality. I slowly, very slowly was uttering the words of mantra and was peering at this name, which I was uttering at that time. I was seeing this name standing there, I was feeling the taste of this name and seeing it in front of me as a personality, and as such a familiar personality and such a native. When I was beginning to pronounce the following name in this Hare Krishna mantra, I astonishment was meeting this new name and looking at it with a new feeling.

It was as if the name itself had stood in front of me and was standing and I am recognizing it as dear for me personality, and I am looking and feeling it. Each name in the mantra was a new personality, special and unique. And with every name who was the personality I had a special relationship. And at the same time I was feeling every name so native, so close and actually tasty. It was completely different taste, which I here, in material reality, could never even imagine.

Then I began to sing a song, which I composed myself. That is, I translated once the song of Bhaktivinoda Thakura «Manasa Deho Geho» in song format, in Russian, and turned out the song «Radha-Natha». As the duet «Radha-Natha» I with my second husband was singing this song a lot of everywhere. And this time I was pronouncing the mantra Hare Krishna and really communicated with the names of Krishna as with the personality, and each name was a special personality. I was looking into this personality with such greed and was feeling this personality as a dear and close to me being. And I began to sing that song «Radha-Natha»:

Mind, body, talent and family, whatever may be mine, I have surrendered at Your lotus feet, O youthful son of Nanda!

In good fortune or in bad, in life or at death, all my difficulties have disappeared by choosing those feet of Yours as my only shelter.

Slay me or protect me as You wish, for You are the master of Your eternal servant.

I yearn for the company of that devotee who is completely devoid of all desire for worldly enjoyment or liberation.

Father, mother, my beloved, son, my Lord, preceptor, and my husband; You are everything to me.

I was singing this song, and every word in this song was my personal appeal to Krishna, my personal attitude to him. It was so amazing… Shri Ram received an answer to my question about the ways of the Lord; I had a completely unimaginable experience of communication with Krishna, with his Holy names, which I felt as him, as Krishna. I had a completely amazing experience of communication with Krishna`s Holy names with whom I communicated and had my own, personal relationship, with each name separately as a with personality, individual, especial and singular personality for me. Krishna has shown him, Shri Ram, and me, that He can at any time remove this connection of us with him, with Shri Ram, and free me for myself, for the one who lives in these names of this mantra and whose names are He himself, Krishna. God, this is so amazing! The energies of the Lord are incomprehensible. And God works in mysterious ways.

On December 30, 2016, Shri Ram had come to me in real life, we somehow had come into contact with each other when I went with the children for gifts for the New Year, but it did not go further. And on January 1, 2017, on the New Year, in the morning Fedka (rag, God's gift) had came to me on my internal screen. He stood in front of me for half a day, and I did not understand what he needed at all. Then it occurred to me that he wanted to wish me a happy New Year. I was very grateful to him, but I could not congratulate him in return, because I was in a bad mood, because Shri Ram has not congratulated me yet.

There were no signs that he was congratulating me on the New Year, and it was spoiling my mood. And then in front of me on my inner screen was a whole crowd of men and women. as I understood, they were in Shri Ram`s organization that's under him. And they all were standing and kind of congratulating me on the New Year. But I called them poop. Also I called myself poop. I said tem that I was not interested in their congratulations, because I was alone and continue to be alone and Shri Ram did not congratulate me. They quietly left.

On the evening of 1 January, I spent the Abhishek of my Deities and gave myself a ring that really lifted my spirits, and on 2 January I began to congratulate happy New Year all from the list of my contacts. My list of contacts included a karate trainer, with whom began with our Shri Ram interaction and through whom a lot of what went on. I wrote him a great greeting, in which I gave him and his whole family a lot of blessings, at the same time congratulating Shri Ram between the lines.

But nor 2, nor 3, nor 4 January answer from him not was. On January 3, I with the children went to the Museum of the world ocean, and on the way some man said to me: «The main thing is that an sambo wrestler is with you», pointing to my son. Thus Shri Ram through the words of this man told me that this is bullshit, that he does not pay any attention to me and does not congratulate me and does not show himself, the main thing is that he is with me. Like, what else do I need?

In fact, Shri Ram let go of all his brakes and went to fuck with one of his bitches who are in all the asuric organizations. Asuras are installed at ordinary women these disgusting asuric programs, because of which women become weak-willed puppets in their hands and perform all their whims, sexually, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level. And Shri Ram on New Year’s Eve went on a spree with such a bitch.

And they were very funning, and he did not want to think about me and congratulate me on the New Year. He was fucking these bitches for many years, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level, and he is very addicted to this pleasure, but with my arrival to him he had to stop this fun. But now he let go of his brakes and dove into sex with her. But he told me something like, «Do not worry, I'm still with you. This slut is very hot thing, fucks very cool, and you're some kind of misunderstanding. I do not know why I am with you for so long, you do not entertain me as I want and do not satisfy me. This bitch satisfies me, and you are an empty place. I don’t even want to look at you, not to congratulate you and give you my own good words».

And on 4 January one of my girlfriends came to me. She has been renting an apartment for many years, and she has stamp in her passport confirming a place of her registration in the house, which has long been demolished. She does not have her own dwelling, she rents a dwelling, she is registered in a house that does not exist, but she bought her boyfriend a car and is bragging about it. I told her that her ex-husband could start suing her because of their children and reveal that her housing registration is fake, in a house that does not exist, and she would be left without children, and without a car, and without boyfriend, without anything.

I metaphorically spoke Shri Ram that he's taking a risk funning with that bitch, since he can stay with nothing. After all, he had already been told in September, when he almost became a beggar homeless, not to did not commit such insults. And tonight, reflecting on these words of the girlfriend about stamp in her passport confirming a place of her registration in the house, which has long been demolished, I went into a rage and began to vent my anger in letters to a coach who did not deign to write to me in answer a word.

I wrote him a bunch of angry letters, which were, in particular, such words: «Perhaps you are waiting for a sign from above. But you'll never see these signs, know it! I see above too. There are no signs for you». Here I told Shri Ram that if he was unhappy with me and waiting that he will find a better woman, then let him forget about it for good, because there are no other women for him in his fate. I told Shri Ram that he's my man or he is no one's man. I wrote to him that “there are no signs for him” ahead, that is, he has no options at all. I wrote then: «Oh, look, otherwise it will blow me away from you with a fair wind. The main thing is that in the right direction».

Here I told Shri Ram that Shiva himself told Shri Ram that Shiva gave Shri Ram a powerful weapon, Chandrahas, and that if he abused that weapon and misbehaved with it, this weapon would return to Shiva. And I said to Shri Ram, «Look, you're taking a big risk. I can be taken from you, and then your future will be very lamentable, you're facing a miserable fate». I wrote: «I want to smithereens someone.... This is me such an unbalanced person, I demand to myself respect and admiration».

I told Shri Ram here that I wanted to smithereens him, to punish him, and that I demanded respect and worship. I require. Also I wrote in those letters about the dog of karate coach: «Your dog is good. Greyhound such a... Probably she eats a lot. I don't like dogs, I like cats. We have cat Sonia, Thai breed. Our cat likes a lot to eat, finicky». Then I told Shri Ram that the slut with whom he fucked, too brazen, she stepped over me and had fun there with my husband. In Russian, the word «борзая» («greyhound») also means «наглая» («brazen»), and when I learned that the breed dog of karate coach is a greyhound, that is, in other words, brazen, I realized that with my Shri Ram some other woman who is too brazen. And when I described our cat, I talked about myself. I said that our cat is fastidious, that is, she eats only what she loves, she does not eat everything in a row. By this I told Shri Ram that I am faithful to him, I am focused on him, and I need him. I told him that I strongly opposed him being with other women.

I said, «Where's the money??? I mean, where’s the congratulations?» Here I told, that his man energy is meant and intended only me as his wife, but where it now? Where did his man energy go, to what woman who is nobody to him? I wrote: «I would like to challenge you to a duel. However, I don't know karate. I have a stun gun. It hits the spot». I threatened him with violence, to my Shri Ram. I said I could handle it with some powerful Taser that hits the spot.

And on the morning of January 5 came the answer from the karate coach, and with it from my Shri Ram, which was written: «Happy New Year to you too.... And for all the ornateness of your situation, Sveta, you know better than I that God has His own plan for you and he is, of course, good. There are no others there.... It is known that a diamond that fell into the mud, will still remain a diamond». Here Shri Ram in the words of the coach told me that God has his own plan for me, that is, he is mine.

He said he is mine. And that «he's certainly good», which meant in that allegorical language, that with me he, Shri Ram. And that there are no others. He thus told me that there were no other women with him. By this he said that he had a lot of sex with other women these days and now he doesn’t want more sex, and therefore there are no other women. He kind of told me, «Relax, Svetlana Vinodavani, I had enough of her and sent that bitch from myself, now the others women is not with me. You don't have to be afraid, and you don't have to worry so much. I am your husband and I will be your husband. I'm all yours and will be yours. What are you so worried about? I well fucked with the other woman, what's wrong with that? Everybody does it. Get used to it, little fool. All men are like that. You have lived to such years, but you do not know it. Well, you a sucker. Well, what to do. You are my wife, and I am your husband. And I will be your husband. So do not boil, relax, dear». He told me that he is my husband and that he doesn't look at this woman as at something worthwhile. He told me that a diamond fell in the mud. By this he said that he is a diamond, and this woman is dirt, nobody.

What a repulsive attitude towards the woman you were with! Like towards dirt, like towards crap. Very unfortunate. He said he is a diamond and would still be a diamond, that is, my husband. He thought that this way would calm me and my anger, but I went ahead and wrote another letter, with these words: «Oh, I wrote about the dog, but did not congratulate her. Congratulations to her too. Let her be happy». After reading these my words, I thought about the dog, that is, about the woman with whom he was. I wrote, but not «congratulated», and I decided that «to congratulate» her is necessary.

I tuned into her and saw her on my internal screen. I surrounded her by a fire hoop and turned on my stun gun that is really effective. She screamed there and begged for my forgiveness, but I was indifferent, because she was indifferent to me, dared to step over me, over my self-respect, over my feelings. I wanted it to with his organization looked at it, and they all stood there and watched as she screamed and screamed, and I squeezed and squeezed this fiery hoop.

And after that Krishna showed me a screenshot of the TV series «Mahabharata» (by that time I began to revise the «Mahabharata» and save screenshots from it, which can give some signs, tips), that I do something wrong. And then I again opened my letter to a karate coach in which I wrote that I congratulate his dog on the New Year and saw the words «let her be happy». I thought this woman was not to blame. I thought that they installed their asuric programs on her and made her their weak-willed puppet, a kind of sexual slave.

And I remembered how Shri Ram used force methods on me at the beginning, activating at me a mode of constant oestrus, like at a female animal during the period of fertilization. He wanted to bend me under all his subordinates from his asuric organization, so that I fulfill any of their whims at any time with any number of them, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level. And then in summer he wanted to «initiate» me, install on me asuric programs, but he was told that it is a crime according to the laws of the Universe, that he will receive for this cruel punishment and it is prohibited. What did he want to do to me??? And those asuras who put me, as the lot on tote, on their asuric totalizator were also going to break my feminine nature.

And I thought that this woman is not happy, because she is a toy, a sexual slave in their hands, and that with this program of bitch she could not be happy. I thought I should free her from this nature and these programs that force her to act like that. I took off that fiery hoop from her, turned on mantras, bhajan performed by my Gurudev, began to sing with him, took a piece of paper, tore it into small, small pieces and began to burn a piece of them on the candle fire, while asking Krishna to free this woman from this vile nature and these programs and make her an ordinary normal woman who will not respond to their encroachments to her.

And when I burned all the pieces of this leaf in the candle fire, I felt that woman was completely free and became a normal ordinary woman. I saw her on my inner screen with her hands folded in Namaste, thanking me for such a priceless gift. Everyone in his organization was shocked. They didn't think it was possible to do that, to take that program off a woman, and in such a simple way, and by me.

On January 8, I got very excited again. I looked again at my internal screen, saw his asuric organization, stood over all their women and began to go inside each of them and to scan them, whether they want Shri Ram. I stood in front of one of women, fixed my inner gaze into her and said with threat: «Do you want something?» I scanned her, whether she wants to be with my Shri Ram. She was lost and tried to hide from my sight. And then I stood over his entire asuric organization and began to do something there. I felt that my actions lead to some kind of a grand transformation in his organization, and they are all alarmed and gathered a large congregation.

And after that I saw on my internal screen how from them to me began to approach the four men, four wolfhounds, able to block the will, and stood around me. Shri Ram assigned them to me, and since that time, I have always felt their presence with me. But I'd still get up over them women from time to time and scan them.

Since that time, ceased from our sessions with pillow, and Fedka (the rag, the gift of God) became unhappy. Those wolfhounds were very formidable. I don't know what they did and are doing, but after I was making quite a splash in their asuric organization, Shri Ram assigned them to me.

Shri Ram did not last long after this spree with that woman with the program of nature of bitch which was installed on her, and very soon I received another sign that he has a spree again. This time it happened on January 18, when I went to shop, met the wife of the karate coach with their dog and talked to her. We talked about their dog. She said that dog breed is the English Greyhound, whippet and dog name is Saifa. I came home, went online, and I found out that Saifa is the name of technique in karate, and that word literally means «maximum destruction, big wave». Saifa is the third kata for Goju-Ryu Karate. The meaning of Saifa kata is «to smash and tear to pieces».

I thought that it was not by chance that they met me at the store. I thought that, most likely, Shri Ram hangs out with women. This time he is fucking with some kind of very greyhound, brazen woman, since the breed of dog was an English greyhound. Not just a Greyhound, and even English. I wrote a bunch of letters to coach karate about his dog, in which saw through my own words, that Shri Ram is with another woman, very brazen woman (Greyhound), and he is happy with her. In Russian, the name of the breed dog the greyhound is sounds as «борзая». This in Russian means «наглая» («brazen»), so I realized that some impudent, that is, brazen woman dared to step over me and become with Shri Ram, although I am his wife. There are women who are not stopped by the fact that a man is married. They do not care. And from the name of the dog breed «greyhound», which in Russian also means «наглая» («brazen»), I realized that such an brazen (in Russian greyhound = brazen) woman neglected my position as his wife and began to fuck with him. Bitch. I felt very sad because of the realization of this.

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