The battle and victory of Ram on Govardhana Puja

When I 30 October 2016, on Diwali, on the day of Lakshmi Puja, had asked blessing of Lakshmi to conjugal fidelity to Ram as to my husband and had received confirmation that this happened, I went with the children to the Sunday program Hare Krishna, and then I went to the jewelry, I bought a ring in honor of receiving me this blessing, and we stayed overnight at my lady friend. All night I was feeling my Ram with me, although I usually felt him only sometimes, but here he was clearly with me all night.

Then we went home, it was October 31, the day of Govardhana Puja. School holidays started and my children went to the school camp. I went to bed after that night when I was kind of asleep, but actually was feeling Ram all night with me. When I woke up, I felt a desire to be with him, and we had sex, after which I wanted to watch something of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» and «Mahabharata».

In the series «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» a series opened, at the beginning of which Shiva spoke to everyone on Kailash to go into a great battle. Someone is attacked Kailash, and everyone who was in Kailash, spoke in defense of Kailash. And there is Shiva spoke the following words: «It is time, forward, all into battle, all go forward» And in «Mahabharata» was a series where Karna lamented that he would have to fight with Arjuna, although he was his younger brother. And Kunti came there and said that she is really the mother of Karna. Also in the morning in my news feed in VKontakte went a continuous series of posts that children without a mother are without protection, afraid everything.

I did not understand what all this could mean, but then I remembered the song «Sankirtana-Lila» «Dedication to the spiritual master», in which there were such words:

And on those words, I thought that Ram was going to have some kind of deadly battle.

I remembered the words of Aisha, who before that almost every day was appearing and talking about some terrible meeting, about some big asur with a red eye, that he is very terrible, that something will be terrible there. All these details of the puzzle have developed into a slim picture, and I realized: someone was attacking Ram; it was not without reason that the terrible meeting he went to and because of which I sang the Mrityunjaya Mantra for three days in a row. Some asur with red eye is going to kill my Ram, and now Shiva himself has given them a sign to go into battle.

Ram also asked me to order the Most Favorable Result, as I usually did in the Simoron. He conceived that situation there, and I stood in front of the mirror and said: «I order the Most Favorable Result for that situation. And let the result exceed all my expectations and be much better than I can imagine. Thank you, my Guardian Angels. Thank you, Universe». And Fedka (the rag, the gift of God) on my internal screen stuck his nose out from around the corner and asked for the same. And at his request, I again ordered the Most Favorable Result.

And so I look at all these details of the puzzle and see that right now, at this time, Ram and everyone with him is going to deadly battle with that horrible and terrible asur with red eye, and Ram is sure that he will be killed, because he was with me all night, he was saying goodbye to me. And the sex was also farewell. And the song «Sankirtana-Lila» with the words «I am happy to meet with you, but I die when parting with you. Saying goodbye to you, I stay with you and I hand over my life to you» too about it. I look at these revelations and I understand that they must kill him there, in this battle that is going on right now. When a subtle, fine-material body is killed, the ordinary physical body also dies. And I understand that when he will leave his body, then after some time will be created situation and I will leave my life. But even when I say goodbye, leaving the body, I still remain with him, I am always with him, even if we are in different worlds and on different planets. And my life depends on him, and I give my life to him.

And then it became clear why in VKontakte there were posts that children without a mother are afraid of everything and without protection. I realized that he is fighting a battle right now, he is fighting someone very powerful and he will be killed. I realized that after some time something will happen, because of what I will leave my body and my children will remain without me. I was very scared because my children aren't guilty that their mother is born life after life and follows some man who is her eternal couple, but who is not with her anyway, as he is an asur, but she is a destroyer of asuras.

I turned on the protective mantras and began to listen and sing it. The children came from the school camp. We went by bus to the city program Hare Krishna. The bhaktas rented a large cafe on the occasion of the celebration of Govardhana Puja. The cafe was far away from us. The trip was far away, with transfers, and the whole time I was listening to these protective mantras in the headphones, Mrityunjaya Mantra, Narasimha Kavacham, Narasimha Maha Mantra, and was singing in my mind, actively asking the Lord to protect Ram and keep him alive, because my life and the well-being of my children depend on his life.

Also, all this time I was standing in front of my Gurudev on my inner screen. I was standing with my hands folded in Namaste. I didn't ask him for anything, because I was ashamed of the sex we had with Ram before that. It is clear that this was not full-fledged sex, in physical reality, but in masturbation, but for the asuras there is no difference, since they know how to enter objects and feel everything through space. Therefore, in our case it was sex, with the presence of me and him, albeit at a distance. I was very ashamed that I just had sex with Ram, and here I appeal to my Gurudev, so I just stood in silence before him and did not ask for anything. I was standing and was standing in front of Gurudev with my hands in Namaste. But I very was asking Krishna to protect Ram. First I was asking Krishna to protect Ram, then I was asking Him to protect all those who were there with Ram, and then I was asking Krishna for our victory.

When we arrived at the cafe, which was already the celebration of Govardhana Puja, I felt that I did my job and now I can relax. I sat down in a secluded corner of the café and began to chant the Hare Krishna mantra. I was approached from everywhere by children who were running around the cafe, and ask me the same question: what does «jaya» mean?

The devotees led a kirtan and sang «Jaya Jaya Prabhupada». I told the children that «jaya» means «victory». In Sanskrit «jaya» means «victory». «Jaya Prabhupada» means «Glory to Prabhupada», and in General, the word «jaya» is translated as «victory». And thus I realized that victory is ours, that Ram not just survived, but had defeated an asur with the red eye, whom was undefeated and definitely would have killed Ram. But Ram had won him.

I went at the kirtan, after the program I was approached by one boy, Hanuman, and brought me the garland from the Deities. I did not ask him about it. Thus I realized that Yes, Krishna confirms that Ram won. And Borka, the then leader of the Moscow organization of asuras, with those mastodons, specialists in breaking the female nature, had to cancel bets on me at their asuric totalizator and retire with nothing.

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