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Shri Ram's idea of a protection system against asuras to protect Srila Prabhupada's brainchild and his gift to us





That evening I translated the text of my novel for a long time, and at the end of the evening I felt intense sex drive aroused in me. I on my inner screen was seeing my Shri Ram, and I desired him. I really wanted to have sex with him. I was getting hornier and hornier. I couldn't stand it anymore, although I have long been practicing abstinence. I have not had sex in a long time. But now I felt an irresistible need to feel him inside of me. The feral urge to feel his cock inside me appeared in me. I was about to start masturbating in order to feel him in myself through a dildo. Inside me, I felt my willingness to just surrender. But I somehow still restrained. And then came the screenshot with the words «I didn't expect this from you».

I looked at this screenshot and thought: this sexually desire did arise from me not by itself. It was Shri Ram who influenced me. He wanted to have sex with me, so he pressed some buttons in women's centers of my subtle energy body to make this sexually desire appear in me. He thought he was gonna have sex with me right away. And really, I already was looking at him at my inner screen with aroused lust and saying «Shri Ram, I am going to have sex with you right now... Let's get intimacy right now». But I was holding out as long as I could. He was winking at me, and I kept saying to him, «We will having sex right away», and then I said, «No, fuck you, Shri Ram. You won't get having a sex».

And when I looked at those words, «I didn't expect this from you», I realized that Shri Ram aroused this sexually desire in me. And then came the screenshot, where my Gurudev as if telling him: «What're you up to, Shri Ram? You think we can't see what you're doing there? We all see! If Svetlana Vinodavani is sitting here alone and you are acting on women's centers of her subtle energy body somehow, thinking that no one sees anything, that Krishna is not present, that Paramatma is not present, then know that Paramatma is residing in everyone’s heart, Paramatma sees everything that you do and everything that you want. Paramatma is beyond knowledge and ignorance. Paramatma is Krishna residing in the hearts of all beings and in every atom of matter. He is the overseer and the permitter of their actions. Paramatma sees everything, so you were wrong».

The next day I was translating a story about how I was removing some thingy out of Shri Ram. This thingy was mounted to his energy subtle body when he was made an asur. I said about this in the pillow session in words «what is it?!». At that pillow session, I was discovered that many lives back between my lives some powerful personalities offered to break our eternal connection with Shri Ram and offered me another eternal couple. They showed me what my Ram became when he was made asur, and they showed me his subtle energy body. On this body was some terrible thingy, at the sight of which I in disgust exclaimed: «What is it?!»

The next morning, after an intense sex drive aroused in me by Shri Ram, I was translating a place in my novel about how already in this life, in this Mahabharata of mine, I was removing this thingy from him. And there were these words, «I can't be with him as long as he has this thingy». I looked at those words and thought, «Shri Ram has a thingy. He wanted to have sex last night, but I have resisted the temptation, and then he went to have sex with some other thingy, with some other woman».

I got very depressed and I said, «I don't want to be with someone who doesn't respect me, who runs to other women, who just wants sex, who is not understand the values of matrimonial fidelity and of chastity and abstinence». I said to Shri Ram, «I do not want to be with you». And I began mentally to move apart from him, to split up with him, to no contact with him. I thought that if he was having fun there with some other woman, then I was not going to contact with him, and all day I was moving apart from him. In the evening he began to convince me that he had no other women, that he needed only me and no one else.

He began to convince me of this, sending me a desire to listen to music. I suddenly wanted to listen to music in the evening, and there were only two songs. The first song was Nikolai Baskov's song «Next to you»:

I will always love you.

You are everything that I have in life.

I feel that I am warmed by your warmth.

You are the happy light of fate.

I dream of always being only with you.

I want to be together with you in good times and bad.

I am dreaming of you and calling you in my dreams.

I don’t live without you.

The second song was Yuri Vizbor's song «You are my only woman»:

You are my only woman, like a moon in the night, like a pine in the steppe, like spring in the year.

There is no other such anywhere, not behind any river, not behind the fogs, nor beyond the far countries.

Through these songs he spoke me that he has no other women, but his words not acted on me, utterly. And then he gave to my mind the idea of what I should do to those who are appointed pumpkin at the end of the battle.

This maneuver with a burning lust filling me and with the craving for sexual gratification and also the fact that he had sex with someone somewhere, when I did not succumb to his influence, was done intentionally. He had an irresistible sex drive, and he began to influence my women's centers at the energy plane of existence, in order to this sex desire appeared in me, but I did not give in, and after that he had sex with someone somewhere, at the energical connectivity, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence. I found out about it and said, «Shri Ram, I said get off of me. I said back off!» He was persuading me that other women don't exist for him, that he can not live without me, that I am the only woman in the world for him, but I was saying, «No, I do not believe you». We just tricked him in order to he fell for our little ruse. He had been played like a pair of spoons. He broke down and told me what to do to those asuras who tried to somehow prevent Srila Prabhupada from spreading Krishna consciousness around the world.

He gave me great ideas. I have such ideas not was, but he, being an asur, knows all this. He helped me by opening my eyes to what to do to those who influenced Srila Prabhupada and his associates. Asuras were doing this to stop the development of Krishna consciousness. Asuras were doing this in order to people do not observe the four regulative principles and do not chant the mantra Hare Krishna. Asuras were doing this to have opportunities easily bend people, influence them, plug into them during their having sex or masturbation and pump out their energy and pious merits. This is kind of parasitism. People are used as a breeding ground; and nutrition is in the form of pious merits. Thanks to the pious merits drawn out of people, asuras can live a luxurious life and have a great influence on others.

Shri Ram said that it is necessary to make a protection system against asuras out of these asuras. These asuras will protect ISKCON from the likes of them. Since they were doing all this themselves, they know all this thoroughly, and now they will protect ISKCON and the followers of Srila Prabhupada from the likes of them. They will always have some kind of radar turned on, constantly tuned to such. If any of the asuras try to influence ISKCON or Srila Prabhupada's followers in the future, their radar will immediately pick up a signal, and they will destroy aggressors completely, on the spot.

When I realized this, immediately a screenshot came out with the words of Bhishmadev: «But all my blessings I give you». And then came the screenshot, where my Gurudev held both his hands up, as if blessing. I realized that Krishna supports this. I cheered up, thought that our attempt to provoke Shri Ram had indeed worked. He gave in to the provocation, well done; now I know that to do to those asuras. They will be the really cool guys!

And I said mentally to the asuras, «Now you will get an equivalent response to any your trick, your every action». If any of the asuras thinks in the direction of harming the mission of Srila Prabhupada, then he will be immediately destroyed. I will not have to think about it, because I will make a shield from the same asuras, and they will do all this themselves. This is called the delegation of authority. They will do what I do now. And now all their tricks will do us good. Because we'll take advantage of what they did. The asuras themselves have given us weapons that they will not be able to repel in the future. It will be an irresistible dart. It will be the most powerful and deadly weapon. It will be impossible to repel its blow or defend themselves against its destructive power. They will be the guardians and servants, the shield of ISKCON, impervious armor for the mission of Srila Prabhupada. I thought it was a great idea.

Just by that time I had finished translating the next part of my novel “My Roman. I’m asur’s wife”. By this time I found the site context.reverso.net, where I could use choices of interesting translations from movies, books, spoken word, and I wanted to see how it would be possible to translate the very end of my novel. There were words: «The ways of the Lord are inscrutable. Krishna, as You say, it will be». Before that, these words were translated by ordinary online translators, but at that time I looked at the options on this site, and I liked the option with this meaning: «The Lord's hand is in all things. Krishna, as You say, it will be». I had looked at these words and thought: Krishna said that Shri Ram did everything that depended on him, he did the best he could, and now everything will be as he wants.

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