The will of Narayana in the best interests of the world

Thinking about how it happened that the man to whom I came and who was calling for me suddenly put me up for sale, I began to remember the milestones of our interaction with him. Shri Ram plugged into me on January 25, 2016. From 3 to 4 March we had a so-called heavenly wedding. On March 3, I gave him access to my life files in those lives where we were still together, long before he was made an asur. Impressed by what he saw, the whole evening of March 3, he was talking me, «Be my wife, become my wife», and we had a heavenly wedding. But by June 20 he had another woman in the physical reality.

How did I know this? Because on June 20, my son was washing the floor of our flat, but he washed the floor only in the middle of room. He fundamentally did not wash the floor in the corners of room. I was greatly enraged, and I began to scream him, «Wash the floor everywhere! Wash everywhere!» In fact, I told Shri Ram that he should be my everywhere. Shri Ram was already with that woman, because if he didn't have that woman, why would I shout to my son «wash the floor everywhere»? I was screaming in Russian «мой везде». This phrase in Russian has two different meanings. The first meaning is «Please, wash the floor everywhere, wash everywhere», and the second meaning is «you are my everywhere». Through the phrase «мой везде» I told my son to wash the floor everywhere. And at the same time, I used the same phrase to tell Shri Ram that he should be mine everywhere. I told Shri Ram that he had no right to be anywhere with anyone, because we had a heavenly wedding. But he did not listen to my words and continued to be with her in real life, and he sent me to ranks of contactless whores. He said, «You are truly impertinent. You say me, „You are mine everywhere“. You give commands to me? And who are you to be issuing orders? How dare you command me? We will cast you down to the lower echelons of cheap whores where you will exchange your title of my wife for title of a silly cunt. You will be in the ranks of those who serve by mouth and cunt to everybody from my asuric organization. You are stupid slut, not «you are mine everywhere».

On July 25 I started the fasting of 16 Mondays of Shiva. It has been over a month since I shouted at him «You are mine everywhere» and since he defined me into ranks of contactless whores. He was in a huff because of my arrogant demands and encroachments on his freedom, and I continued to get in his nerves, demanding that he was only mine, and he decided to get rid of me, taking advantage of the 16 Mondays of Shiva.

He held manipulation of my consciousness in order to I wanted to fast 16 Mondays of Shiva and in order to I had entered a reservation that if Shri Ram has some kind of woman somewhere, then Shiva should completely break our connection with him. It was a cunning trick of Shri Ram to get rid of me in this way at my expense. On July 25, I started to fast first Monday of Shiva, and on July 27, I with my kids went to the beach, and I groped a painful place in the gallbladder area. I was very scared and remembered about Borka and our conversation with him in the train. I remembered how I said to him, «Take care of your wife», and how he said me, «Take care of yourself», and I thought he had to take care of me, but they take care of me badly.

I remembered that conversation. I remembered how he stood in the train. I mentally had ended up there, mentally recreated that situation, looked mentally into his eyes and mentally asked him to help. I kind of mentally told him that they were taking care of me badly, because I told him, «Take care of your wife». And I made a claim to him: «You do not take good care of me. I should be fine, I have children growing up, and I need to live happily ever after». A bundle of the energy burst out of my eyes straight into his eyes, and I mentally heard his words: «I will try to help you». It was July 27, 2016.

Immediately he went to Shri Ram and they had some big conversation in their mental private chat. Shri Ram said that he had long wanted to get rid of me, but did not know how, and then Borka told him everything that they were doing to me. Shri Ram, hearing this, felt a strong disgust that he came into contact with such a low-grade slut and decided to get rid of me finally. He decided that he wanted not only him, but everyone with his asuric organization to no longer have any contact with me. I don’t know what terrible that Borka said about me, because of which Shri Ram decided that he didn’t want to dirty any of his own by me, but apparently there was something.

And then (it was the same day when I summoned him, July 27) Borka came to me again in my thoughts and said, «It was necessary to you to agree to become my wife then». So I realized that my suspicions about the conversation in the train were well-founded, because then I understood that he suggested something to me and I turned down, but now he told me specifically that it was necessary to me then to marry him. I thought: «Oh my God, Shri Ram reached an impasse, because of which he can't come to me». I thought that heavenly wedding remained in force, that he is with me, that he wants to come to me, but he can't. Although he has long been with another woman in real life and wanted to get rid of me, but he couldn't do it.

On July 29, I went for an ultrasound to check that painful place, and the doctor found gallstones. At that time Shri Ram decided to give me to Borka. Shri Ram was plugged into me, and through himself he was plugging other asuras into me. He and Borka placed before me a line of asuras on my inner screen and suggested that I choose one of them through whose body everyone would fuck me. But not through Shri Ram. I refused that line of asuras, and then Borka entered my hand instead of Shri Ram. I put my hand on my chest and felt someone else's presence in my hand. Usually there I felt Shri Ram, but at that time I felt something wrong and had took my hand away.

On 31 July, I was shown one episode from TV series «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» in which Parvati said, «Whatever happens, it will be the will of Narayana, and it will be in the best interests of the world». August 1 was supposed to be the second Monday of Shiva, but I was diagnosed with gallstones. I told everyone about it, and everyone began to say me that I shouldn't to fast, but I continued to insist that I began 16 Mondays of Shiva and I need to fast another 15 Mondays.

And then from my altar the photo of Gaura Nitai fell. I ignored this, put photo in place. Photo of Gaura Nitai never fell from the altar, but when everybody were talking me that I have to stop fasting and that I should stop these 16 Mondays of Shiva, the photo of Gaura Nitai suddenly fell. Incidentally, as soon as I began to observe these 16 Mondays of Shiva, Shiva everywhere began to speak to me that he refuses to do this, that he doesn’t want this. In all the Vedic movies that I watched, in «VKontakte» in the news feed, in different places I constantly came across the words of Shiva that he would not do it, that he did not want to participate in this.

I did not understand what he did not want to participate in, and then the photo of Gaura Nitai suddenly began to fall from the altar. Photo of Gaura Nitai fell from the altar several times, and then fell right in front of me. I looked at this and thought that Gaura Nitai suddenly began to fall not without purpose, it means something. And then I got the idea:

«In this age of quarrel and hypocrisy, the only means of deliverance is the chanting of the holy name of the Lord. There is no other way. There is no other way. There is no other way» (Adi 17.2).

In this way Gaura Nitai also said to me, «Stop fasting, there is no other way but to chant the Holy names of the Lord. Leave these 16 Mondays of Shiva. In this age of quarrel and hypocrisy, the only means of deliverance is the chanting of the Holy name of the Lord. There is no other way. Chanting of the Holy name is the panacea. In this age of strife, lies and hypocrisy, all these fasts are certainly good, but the best is the chanting of the Holy name of the Lord, there is no other way, there is no other way, there is no other way».

I looked at this and said, «Well, Krishna, if You yourself have expressed a desire that I should stop fasting, then I will certainly fulfill Your desire. Whatever You say, it will be». And so ended my 16 Mondays of Shiva then, thanks to which Shri Ram wanted to get rid of me. He thought he was the most cunning. Shiva said, that he refuses, that he not will to participate in this, and I did not fast at the second Monday of Shiva. This Monday, August 1, Borka and Shri Ram had some conversation. I saw them both on my internal screen. They said something there, but I didn't hear them, and then Borka turned to me and said, «Who do you think you are? Who the hell do you think you are?»

After it was all over, Borka got out, there was a strange lull. I did not know what to think, and the Oracle «Hot Delphine Dumpling» said that there is some big influential man who will help me. I thought I didn't know any such man, but it occurred to me that there must be someone. I on my internal screen tuned in to this man and turned on my telepathic radar for sensor probe the world. And indeed, some influential man found himself in front of me at my mind's eye. I felt that this was the one man about whom the Oracle «Hot Delphine Dumpling» had told me and that he could help me. I felt that this is a great asur, who can affect Shri Ram and all the circumstances, that he is very powerful, that he has all the power. As the poet says, «He's got the world on a string».

I in my life many times turned to big people, and they always helped me. And I thought that this man should help me. I asked him for help. He offered me to sex with him, but I refused and left. And after that, Borka with this great influential Asur, whom I called Bhishma, had put me on their asuric totalizator. They put me at stake on their asuric totalizator. They thought that that obstinate woman is too sassy bitch, it is necessary to break it and earn a lot of money.

Meanwhile, Shri Ram decided to get rid of me, because after what he learned from Borka, he didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. He performed the first manipulation of my consciousness on August 19. He thought: «You were shown in „Devon Ke Dev Mahadev“ those words of Parvati, that whatever happens, it will be will of Narayana, and it will be in the best interests of the world».

I wrote out these words on a sticky note and put this sticker before my eyes on my desk. Shri Ram looked through my eyes at these words and laughed. He thought, «I'll show you will of Narayana right now. I'll do what I want». He thought he was more cunning than anyone. He thought he was more cunning than Narayana. He thought, «Don't make me laugh, naive woman! You think what is going to happen now will be will of Narayana. You know, for such a sophisticated woman, that's an incredibly naive point of view. This ship goes where my will drives it. To bend anyone I like is in my will. A simpleton, see my will in action. I can bend the very fabric of reality to my will». And he began to squeeze me out of his space.

His first manipulation of my consciousness was successful, but it brought the end of his life, because from 3 to 4 March we had a heavenly wedding. Although our wedding was at the energy plane of existence, but wedding was. We got married in in front of Nrisimhadev. Nrisimhadev himself solemnized this marriage ceremony. Although this was all an illusion, but Krishna is God, and He can manifest himself even through illusion. And thus, through this illusion, everything happened as it really is. But Shri Ram thought it was not serious. And at that heavenly wedding through that illusion Nrisimhadev said to Shri Ram, «I trusted you with my beloved Svetlana Vinodavani. I pronounce you to be husband and wife. It gives me great pleasure to say you are now husband and wife together. Shri Ram, will you love her, comfort her, honour and keep her in sickness and in health, and, forsaking all others, keep yourself only for her? Shri Ram, will you love, honor, and cherish my beloved Svetlana Vinodavani?» Shri Ram took me his wife. But after that he forgot all this, neglected and broke his promise, and because of this the collapse of his life began.

All his assets began to fall. His whole life began to crumble, like a house of cards. And there was nothing he could do, he had total bad luck. On the same day, August 19, when his first manipulation of my consciousness was successful, I wrote a letter to one person about the texts for his site: «A photo in contacts on the site is your business. If you like her so much, then who am I? Why then should I to give you directions? It's like, who do I think I am? I'm nobody on your site. I'm going to delete the entire folder of your texts from my computer. There will be no your files on my computer. I wish you the same».

In this way I told Shri Ram that he had some woman there, a photo, and that he thinks she's a woman and I'm a slut, and that if he found her attractive, then who am I to give him preemptive signs and help him, to lead his organization and protect him. I reminded him Borka's words «Who do you think you are?» in order to he again remembered about what Borka told him about me. And I told him that I was deleting all of his files from my system, that I would not have them at all and that I wish Shri Ram the same.

In this way I told him, «I'm deleting you too. You won't be here at all». He answered me immediately. I received an answer from that friend, and it was written: «Svetlana, you are a free person and you have the right to act according to your own understanding. All here on a voluntary basis, and maybe there is no gloss, but from the heart. Thank you for the emotion». The main thing here is «from the heart». After all, it was written in Russian. It was written «от души» («from the heart»), if you look at it on a word-by-word basis, it will turn out: «от» and «души» («from» and «soul»). The preposition «от» («from») has different meanings, but if you take its literal, direct meaning, then «от» («from») is like «from here, get away from there», this is the way out, the departure. And if we consider «от души» («from the soul») in this way, denoting Shri Ram as a given soul, then «от души» («from the soul») means «get away from this soul, get away from me». He said through this «от души» («from the soul») the following: «Go away from the soul, go away from me as soon as possible, I have tried so long to get rid of you. I finally did it. Get out». That's what this letter meant.

On August 20, we were shown a series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» about Banasura and Vani, where Shri Ram was told that he was wrong and that he must apologize to me, that he must show respect and reverence for that support, protection and leadership that I gave him. And although the first manipulation of my consciousness was successful, Krishna still canceled it when I watched this series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev», because there Shiva told Vani not to leave Banasura.

And although I didn't want to be with this Shri Ram because his manipulation of consciousness was successful, I decided to follow Shiva's words. And I wrote the answer to that friend: «I want to tear you and your letter in tatters. But I'll spare you. I'm kind. Now». Through these words I said, «Alas, Shri Ram, but you're making a mistake. Of course, your manipulation of my consciousness was successful, but Shiva told me not to leave you. So sorry, I will not going anywhere. You will have to tolerate me. Bear with me, do your duty. You owe me».

The second manipulation he carried out when I was in the temple on the Sunday program Hare Krishna on August 21. He impacted on my consciousness so that I could ask the Deity to release me from him, and Krishna immediately fulfilled my desire. Krishna released me from Shri Ram, but the next day everything returned. August 22, one woman was standing at the vegetable stall, did not come into the vegetable stall and did not come out it. I approached, looked at her strange behavior and asked why she is so strange stands. She said that she would only enter the vegetable stall after a man entered there. She said she was waiting for some man to enter there, because all men are fortunate. This is something like meeting a man first is a well-known, very good, really lucky omen. And I said that a man can be lucky only if he is carrying someone on himself, and if the man is not carrying anyone on himself and refuses to carry, then his luck runs out. Here is a play on words. The woman said in Russian «всем мужчинам везет». In Russian, the word «везет» has different meanings. One of the meanings is «lucky». For example: «That's why I'm so lucky at cards and love». And the other meaning is «carry». For example: «The train is coming... carrying us away»... When she said «всем мужчинам везет», she meant luck. But I started using the word «везет» as a pun by establishing the direct link between these two different meanings of the same word. I said that since one word «везет» has two meanings «lucky» and «carry», then a man can be lucky only if he carries someone on himself. In this way I told Shri Ram that he had had a fatal bad luck just because he refused to carry me, that is be with me.

On August 24, I suddenly remembered the story of the marriage of Kardama Muni to Devahuti. I found this story in «Srimad Bhagavatam» and began to read it. There Svayambhuva Manu suggested his adult daughter Devahuti to Kardama Muni. It was written that Devahuti came from a great noble lineage, she was a daughter and sister of the kshatriyas, not a girl without a tribe. Devahuti told her father about her desire to marry a worthy man who would suit her in character, age and qualities, and the father, out of love for his daughter, took care to find a suitable husband for her. Having heard from the sage Narada of nobility, scholarship, beauty, youth and other virtues of Kardama Muni, Devahuti didn't even think about anyone else. Devahuti never met Kardama personally, she have not had a chance to make sure in his merits and to know his temper. From Narada Muni, Devahuti learned that Kardama Muni was the most right kind of man for her, so she gave him her heart and decided that she would marry only him.

After reading this story, so I told Shri Ram that I didn't need others men, that he is my husband, that I came to him, that this whole life is dedicated to giving him this chance and that I don't need others. Shri Ram then said me, «Oh, yeah? You said you didn't need others? You are hopelessly naive. You will do my bidding. You said you only wanted to be with me? I will crush you so that you will be with any man whom I will choose for you».

And on Janmashtami, August 25, he performed the third manipulation of my consciousness. He wanted to throw me to some other man so I'd think that other man was him. He wanted to crush my mind and mind of that man, and bring us together. He thought: «Have you decided that I will be your husband? Did you say that you will be only my wife? Did you think that whatever happens, it will be Narayana's will and it will be in the best interests of the world? Who are you to tell me what to do, you a stuck-up cow? You are a ragged goat, brainless dullard. Everything that happens will be only in my interests! This will be not Narayana's will, but mine. There is no Narayana here, only I am in power here! Dummy, Narayana is far, and I am close!»

But his business was collapsing, he began to panic, nothing helped him, and then on August 29 through me he was showed a series of «Ramayana» 2008, where the king of Kashi insulted sage Vishvamitra right in front of Lord Ramachandra. Lord Ramachandra vowed to kill this king of Kashi. The only thing that saved him was that he turned to the mother of Hanuman, Anjani, for help, and she protected him from the wrath of Rama, and thus the king of Kashi remained alive. Shri Ram was told through this series that he should ask the woman for forgiveness and help, and he began to ask all the women for luck and help. They all wished him luck. The woman who was with him, wished him luck too, but the total bad luck did not pass, and then he decided to make a concession to me. He decided that, so be it, because of the great necessity he will return me to the ranks of contactless whores.

And so the 2nd of September on my internal screen appeared the crowd of women, who were saying, «You are the same as we are, and we are many». It made me very angry, and I gave an ultimatum, saying to those women, «He's my man or he is no one's man. He belongs me or to nobody. Either he is mine everywhere and always, or you will go onto the dick, but not onto his dick», and I said to him, «Look, it's either me or them. You must choose between us». He had one day left before the crash, and he would have lost everything, and money, and home, and everything. The next day he was to become completely bankrupt and homeless, and he decided to agree to this ultimatum, throw them, but he thought: «I'll still outwit you. First, I'll start right away selling you to everyone, and secondly, I already know what to do to get rid of you for sure».

Shri Ram revealed to me this third secret. I found out that Borka, the former leader of the Moscow asuric organization, told Shri Ram about me, what he did to me when I was still living in Moscow, because of which Shri Ram decided that he did not want to dirty the dicks of his asuras by me. Shri Ram decided to leave me, begin to sell me to other, third-party asuras, at the energy plane of existence. This was the last secret Shri Ram was to reveal to me. I was told about it by means of screenshots from «Mahabharata» with words «But more you nobody will disturb» and «The king of Madra, you are free». And the Oracle «Hot Delphine Dumpling», before Shri Ram was to reveal this secret, told me that it would be the last test. From all this I understood that this was all that Shri Ram had to reveal to me.

I didn’t know that in fact this was not all that I had to know. Because what I must know and what he had to discover to me are different concepts. Because he wouldn’t disclose everything else to me for anything. Everything else was revealed to me without his participation. I did not know what such a terrible that Borka did to me, because of which this Shri Ram began to consider me such a dirty slut. In those times I had a husband, I was a faithful wife. I had no other men. I did not eat meat, fish, and eggs, did not smoke, did not drink alcohol, and did not take any intoxication. I embraced healthy lifestyle. I was much better than those women with whom Shri Ram with his team has fun at the energy plane of existence. But he said they were purer than me. Then what did this Borka do to me, because of which did Shri Ram so think about me and decided that he did not want to get dirty by such a slut? But in any case, I did not succumb to the manipulation of Shri Ram. He wanted to get rid of me, carried out such powerful manipulations, but it turned out nothing.

When I read the story about the marriage of Kardama Muni to Devahuti, through the words of this story, Shri Ram was told that I was a worthy girl who belonged to a noble royal family. But Shri Ram looked at me and thought: «Borka has told everything about you. You are not a worthy girl from a noble royal family. I don't want you to keep, even in ranks of the contactless whores. No gloss, but from the heart. Go away. Out of here, out, out!» But I didn't go away. I did not know anything. I thought we have the marvelous relationship.

And he put me up for sale. He began to sell me to some other asuras. The asuras have such a service, the marketplace for the sale of women at the energy plane of existence. And they pay their asuric currency, that is, the pious merits which they pump out of women. And he put me up for auction, so that someone bought me there, that is, through him would connect to me and be with me, and I would not know about it.

How did I know that? Because when I called the karate trainer about that my daughter decided not to go karate, he told me that he already approved lists and already sent these lists, she is not on the list because there were a lot of missed lessons. From this I realized that the asuras have lists, so to speak, a catalog of such women, whom they buy and sell. And I realized that since there were a lot of missed lessons, it means that before that there were no missed lessons, that is, before that I was in this catalog and was put up for sale in this catalog.

2 Sep on my inner screen, stood the crowd of those women whom he used as the contactless whores. And they told me that he put me back to ranks of the contactless whores. They as if said to me, «Be happy, honey, you're back with us now. He's going to put you up for sale. He’s going to connect into you everyone who buys women like you. They'll empty you out quickly, and you'll get away from us, because without your pious merits, you'll be of no use to anyone, and you'll fall to the bottom of your life, lose everything you had. But now you need rejoice. Did you want to come back to us? He returned you. Well, do your master a favor, who took such good care of you. You wanted to be with us, forward, to working! Work! There's so many asuras with the aroused dicks. Show us how you suck asuras`s dicks. Rather run to the store for ice cream or sorbet, lick this goodies and suck asuras`s dicks through your favorite sweets. They will be happy. Everybody will want to buy you and enjoy you. Come on, you're going to enjoy them; you're going to feel the sweetness that flows out from their aroused dicks to you through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence. They will enjoy you and will take pious merits out of you. Good work, you're back. You have to thank our boss. Wish him luck. He wants his money back».

In real life with Shri Ram was a good woman. He was asking her for help somehow mentally, was asking mentally her all sorts of different questions in order to she helped him. But though she was wishing him good luck in his affairs, he was getting nothing from her good wishes. It was all for nothing. He continued to be a fatal loser, and all his affairs were going to the blazes. And on September 3 these women so enraged me that I gave them all an ultimatum. I told him, «Look, it's either me or them». He chose them, of course.

He had long since decided to get rid of me, in addition Borka told him something terrible about me, and Shri Ram told me in his mind, «Do you think you're my wife? You, a ragged goat, do you think I will choose you? You are the silliest goose, I will never choose you. I have a lot contactless whores with whom I will enjoy sex through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence. And I have that woman in real life. Yes, of course, I see that I am not necessary to her without my money and luck and she will abandon me. But now you will wish me luck, will remedy my life, and I'll be with her. I, of course, will not marry her. I wanted to marry her, but seeing her reaction, her attitude, I corrected my attitude towards her. But I need sex in the real life. For male needs normal functioning of prostate, and for this need sex in the real life. Yes, I'm not going to marry her, but I need sex in real life. Therefore, this woman will with me. Also those contactless whores will be with me. I will enjoy with them. Do you think I chose you? No way! You're not my choice, not mine. I choose not you, but them. But since you're giving me such an ultimatum, I need to make a smart move. I will refuse all of them for a while, so that you improve my finances. I do not want to lose my house, my business and my money. You will return my wealth to me, and then I will back to this woman to go to restaurants, have sex and enjoy life. Of course, I do not intend to marry her. I am experienced player. I made it a rule for my moves. But I want to enjoy. Sex is good for health». So he decided.

And when I wished him good luck and his situation began to improve I went into the vegetable stall, and the owner of this stall said, «You're a big person with a capital letter». Although I came to buy only one carrot, because I had already bought everything, I just forgot to buy a carrot for the soup. I buy this carrot, and he says to me, «You're a big person with a capital letter», and I say to him, «You got to be kidding me. What I'm a big person with a capital letter? I came only for one carrot», and he answers me, «No, you are a big person with a capital letter. Come next time, take a carrot, tell to give you all-all-all, and with a big discount».

Through these words, he said to me, «Well, I'll throw them off for a while, so that you can you have improve my finances. Then I'll put you on sale, we will pump all pious merits out of you, and you will go down without luck, without your pious merits. You will lose everything that you had. You will fall into the low places. Life will crush you, and your whole life will end up in a dumpster. Your ultimatum will be fulfilled. Your life will end, and they stays with me. Few days, everything will be the way it was, baby!»

I didn't know anything about it, but at some level of my higher self I knew everything and warned him in advance that I would punish him. He thought I was bluffing, but I showed him the 649–650th episode of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» when Banasura was choking his wife Vani. There Parvati wanted to destroy Banasura, for the fact that he had insulted Shiva. Parvati appeared before Banasura and said, «Today I will make you realize your worthlessness». I in this way told Shri Ram that I would make him realize his worthlessness. He decided to deceive me in this way?

I told him through Parvati's words that I would punish him for this insolence, for this impudence and break the arrogance in his thousand hands, that is, of all asuras in his asuric organization. I warned him in advance that I would kill someone of his asuras. I told him I would destroy him. I could destroy him. Although I did not know then that I am an inspector of the Universe Patrol and could destroy them all. I didn't know it, but through Parvati's words I told him all this, at level of my higher self. Through the words of Parvati to Bhairava, I told Shri Ram not to cross his boundaries, but he did. I told him he had to face the consequences.

I told him through Parvati's words, «By giving more importance to the right given to you by Swami, you had considered me less important. You treated me like an ordinary person and treated me with disrespect». Thus I told him that he at his will told me, «be my wife, become my wife». We somehow became husband and wife, we have had heavenly wedding, when I become wife of Shri Ram at some subtle plane of existence. We got married in in front of Nrisimhadev. Nrisimhadev himself solemnized this marriage ceremony. In front of Nrisimhadev Shri Ram made a promise to protect me as his wife and to be with me always, but suddenly he put me into ranks of the contactless whores, and then decided to put me up for sale to erase me completely. I told him that he had insulted me, that he had neglected my consent to become his wife, that I was honestly fulfilling my Dharma, and that I was not leaving him.

I told him in through Parvati's words, «Since you are my soul mate, then I will not kill you, but I can make you live on earth for eternity as an ordinary person, not as asur». I told him I could destroy his asuric nature. I have no right to kill him, because he is my eternal couple, but I can to destroy all his asuric faculties, all his asuric nature. He thought, «She’s bluffing. She’s a pawn for us. Who is she? Who does she think she is? Borka with all his asuras fucked her. She's one of the crumbs, a cog. I will grind her to dust».

And that same day, when I remedied his financial situation, wishing him good luck, after which he told me that I was a big person with a capital letter, he sold me for the first time. It was September 3, six months since our heavenly wedding. We celebrated the event by having sex, which occurs in our situation as masturbation. But since asuras can plug into people, then it is not masturbation, but really sex, though no one present there. But for the asuras, everything is like in real life, because for them there is no difference, sex in real life, with the contact of bodies, or sex at the energical connectivity, at a distance, invisibly.

And here is then, when we with him marked six months our heavenly wedding, he has plugged into me those who had bought such services. I told him through Parvati's words that he would be held accountable, and the day after that I burned eyes out of one of his thousand hands. I remembered how once I went with my husband to one hospital. There we went to the chief doctor, we were sitting in front of this chief doctor, and at some point I felt like some nasty tentacles inside me were looking for something in me. As if creepy, cold, horrible tentacles was digging inside me and looking inside me, at the energy plane of existence. I told the doctor that he has no right to do it, and this immediately stopped.

I remembered this and thought he was from Shri Ram`s organization. I imagined immediately that I was sitting in front of this chief physician. I mental looked him into the eyes, just as I looked then. And from my eyes has rushed out a furious raging fire into the eyes of this physician, who was one of the thousands of hands of Shri Ram. I from my eyes mentally emitted a powerful pillar of fire into his eyes. This pillar of fire was rushing into his eyes, and after some time I felt that I burnt him completely. I felt that no there is no of his tentacles, he's a scrap, just junk, completely useless, he's zero. And right after that there was a lecture in which my Gurudev offered Shri Ram to accept me as his wife.

Shri Ram got into trouble. He abandoned me. He thought I was such a dirty slut. He all summer was giving me to his asuras from his asuric organization, and then Borka came and said that I was the lowest whore, and Shri Ram decided to get rid of me. Time passed on but I did not. Shri Ram couldn't shake me out of, no matter what he did. Shiva told me to be with Shri Ram and not leave him alone, and I followed Shiva's words. And then Shri Ram decided to put me up for sale and even already sold once. And suddenly my Gurudev through the words of lecture offered Shri Ram to accept me as his wife.

For Shri Ram, it was simply outrageous. He didn't want to do it, but my Gurudev said in this lecture that I never used the wrong words, that when I am saying that I have no problems with my body, that I always remain much focused. Thus Gurudev told Shri Ram that I had never had another man. When I was with a man, I was focused on him and there were no other men. Shri Ram thought, «What the hell does that mean? Borka told me what a slut she was. I don't want her, even at a distance. I'm not going to marry her. It`s just a crazy idea. I'd tell her to go fuck herself. I have made my choice. I picked my contactless whores and the woman in real life. It's my choice. But this stubborn selfish woman is not my choice. Do marry that slut I already put up for sale and even sold her? Let the others deal with her. I'm not that mad man, I swear».

But my Gurudev was insisting, «No, take her. Are you really stupid, Shri Ram? Svetlana Vinodavani is an inspector of the Universe Patrol. You just don't know it. She specifically put herself at risk with Borka. Like Hanuman, she allowed to set fire to its tail to burn Lanka. Many asuras are all doomed. Their life has reached their end. They do not know this, but Svetlana Vinodavani targeted them. Her finger is on a trigger. She will destroy many of you. Now it's just a matter of time». My Gurudev said, «You, Shri Ram, don't think she's such a fool. Svetlana Vinodavani will destroy you all, although her goal is not to destroy everyone. But if necessary, she can destroy all asuras. You must see her for what she is».

I once stood in a jewelry store. I was buying myself a silver charm for a bracelet. There was a showcase with expensive gold jewelry, and one woman told me, «Buy this very expensive ring, and you immediately will astound everyone», and I answered her, «I do not have such a goal — to astound everyone. I want to please myself». In this way I said to Shri Ram that I have no such purpose as to kill all asuras, but I want to please him, that is it. And my Gurudev said to Shri Ram, though he did not hear it, that I can kill all asuras, but I have no such purpose in this task — to destroy them all. This is a clever play on words. In Russian, the word «поразить» («to astound») has different meanings. One of the meanings is “destroy, hit the target”, and the other meaning is “surprise, impress”. That woman in the jewelry store, when she uttered the word «поразить» (“to astound”), meant the meaning “to impress everyone”, but I saw that her words had a completely different meaning, thanks to another meaning of the word: “destroy everyone”.

My Gurudev said to Shri Ram, «Do you choose those women? You're a fool, a flat-out dumbshit. You think, if you're asur, then you can do whatever you want? You think that you will enjoy and get pious merits out of the women and thus good to live here? You're a fool! You, like all asuras, can be erased at any time, along with all the pious merits which you took out of someone. Nothing will be left of you. You need to think about that you are soul, that you are not the body with asuric abilities. You need to think about yourself, what will happen to you. You haven't dealt with Lona yet. Svetlana Vinodavani will include Lona into the game. Lona will erase you and sent to a disembodied existence. Not even fingernails will remain! Ashes to ashes and dust to dust. Because Srila Prabhupada said that if I put my head in your lap and you cut my throat that is the greatest sin. If you betray those who trust you, who depend on you and take shelter of you, this is the greatest sin».

My Gurudev told to Shri Ram, «Svetlana Vinodavani specially comes in this way. She works on the principle of the trust. She trusts because people like you are trying to abuse her trust, but that is the greatest sin. And for that sin she, being an inspector of the Universe Patrol, has every right to have done away with them and do whatever she sees fit. You don't know what kind of trouble you're in. You aren't comprehending the position that you're in. You're a dullard, but you think you're a great asur. And Svetlana Vinodavani is the wife of the most Nrisimhadeva. Once, in distant past lives, when you, Shri Ram, left her and went to the asuras, she didn't abandon you and went to serve the Deities on the higher heavenly planets, and there she fell in love with the Deity of Nrisimhadeva with her entire being. She entered Him as a Deity, and they were fused together for a very long time. She became the wife of Nrisimhadev. And Nrisimhadev with his nails will rip you to shreds. There won't be anything left in a minute. You're a chronic dummy».

My Gurudev said, «Look, Shri Ram, Nrisimhadev showed to you just a little. He did not kill you because Svetlana Vinodavani on the higher planes of existence asked Him not to kill you and not to harm you, so you are alive. But you're going too far. Who do you think you are? You're too arrogant. We can have done away with you easy. And there'll be nothing left of you to call alive or dead».

My Gurudev told Shri Ram that although Shri Ram considers me a slut, but it was done on purpose to legitimately destroy all of them. My Gurudev told Shri Ram that I have such a principle — I come to someone, I trust them, they abuse my trust, this is the greatest sin, and for this sin I, as an inspector of the Universe Patrol, have every right to destroy them all.

But Shri Ram said, «Do they want me to marry her? No way. Of course I told her that I choose her, but that was just a trick. I do not need her. I need my contactless whores and that woman for sex in physical reality. But I do not need this stubborn, uncompromising and arrogant woman. We will completely erase her, and she somewhere will disappear, be dead, and thus her words will be fulfilled and I will enjoy sex. She said that either she or they. She will die, and they will be with me. I'll enjoy life however I want. But marry her? Take some responsibility? I already once did such a stupid thing, why, I don't know. I'm not going to marry her. Why? Do I look like a fool?»

And then he was shown the 58th episode of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev». My Gurudev proposed to him on September 4, after I had burnt out eye of one of his subordinates, at the energy plane of existence. On September 3, I wished him good luck. His assets began to grow. He did not lose his house. The business has picked up. He thought that things will improve, he will erase me and will enjoy again to the fullest. He thought that he will invite that woman to expensive restaurants, and on a first-class vacation to ritzy resorts like Majorca, Bahamas. He thought that he will enjoy the wealthy life and sex.

And then on 7 September he was shown a series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev». There Prajapati Daksha cursed Chandradev. Chandradev married Revati, but did not consider her his wife. Daksha cursed Chandra, and Chandra began to die. Prajapati Daksha began to make a new planet. At the series said that if a new planet is created, there will be a disaster. That planet will take Chandra's place, and Chandra's death will be inevitable. Thus Shri Ram was told that some other man would soon come to me in his place and be with me, and then Shri Ram's death would be inevitable. And no one will save him. And he will have no pleasure at all, nothing; he will not have any sex, because he will die.

And at the same time Shiva said Shri Ram, «You are not freed from the collapse of life. You have a risk at any time lost your house and all your assets and became a broke homeless person. The effect of the curse had undoubtedly decreased, but it had not disappeared. Your crime is unforgivable. Have you put her up for sale yet? You started selling her to everyone? She's your wife. Eternal wife. She is your Shakti. You have called to her in your past lives. You made her so many promises that you are capable of great things for her, that all you want is her happiness. You were telling her through spaces and worlds, „How much I would do for you“... And suddenly you started to sell her? You have put up her for sale for asuras? You included her into asuric catalogue? Aren't you going too far? Your crime is unforgivable! You married her on your own. Even in this life you on your own said to her, „Be my wife, become my wife, I'll do anything for you“. You have to give her the status of wife. What did Indradyumna Swami through his lecture said to you? He said that you had to marry Svetlana Vinodavani. What did you say? You said her, „You're not my choice, I choose all of them“. You said this. You're a fool. Because you'll not getting them. Because you die before that. You have failed in your duty, and that is a crime. For a crime it is necessary to be punished».

Shri Ram was shown that he should accept my Gurudev's offer and take me as his wife. And then Shri Ram said, «You are not my choice. I choose not you. You told me, „either me or them“. I choose them, but you made every effort to get what you want. You're not my choice, you're my destiny. I'll have to agree». And he agreed with my Gurudev's proposal.

It was very painful for me to realize that Shri Ram thought so badly about me that he even put me up for sale and began to sell me to everyone. I remembered the 167th episode of my novel “My Roman. I’m asur’s wife”, in which I allegorically told the story about the parents of the so-called Duryodhana, king of kings of the current asuras. There his father, having married the woman whom the elders of his kind chose for him, began to sell her to everyone. I thought: did this Shri Ram do the same to me? He sold me like this even though he married me? And he sold me to everyone? He made a terrible, awful, irreparable mistake.

I remembered the 167th series of my novel and how I understood what it was really about, I was overcome with sorrow for myself and cried, but my Gurudev said to me: «My heart is with you! But you must endure your misfortune with dignity and patience. And you must change. Maybe, you will not get everything you want, but you have much, much more than the six billion people on this planet have. Much more! You have the freedom to choose your religion; you have sanity, food on the table every day, clean water to drink, Holy name, association with vaishnavas, service to Deities, the opportunity to visit Holy dhamas. Look around you at the world. See what most people have lost, and be grateful for all that you have received». These words somehow warmed me, calmed.

When I was thinking about that fact that Shri Ram made me such a whore and so probably I am such a whore, on my desk Radha fell from the throne, just at that time when I was thinking about it. She somehow fell from Her throne, on which She sits with Krishna in the form of stones-Girirajas. I looked at this and realized that Radharani did not agree with my words. It was as if She said to me, «Svetlana Vinodavani, you're not a whore. I completely disagree with your words». And after that a crown fell from my Deity Gopal on my desk. I thought, «Yeah, once we destroyed Duryodhana, and now we will destroy someone great asur for the fact that Shri Ram did this to me».

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