The third take. The getting admission to bed

By the time Ram with the woman, whom that we set him up with, already had close relations, sex. But to come to this stage, he held her according to their asuric scheme. The asuras have their own algorithm, rules, scheme to check the female individual for whether it is possible to let her to bed. And Ram, even feeling ever-increasing love to her, no matter toughly and methodically had led her through all these points. Well, first of all, of course, he deceived her, silent about my existence in his life.

But we already had that heavenly wedding with him and he already led me in the same way that he led her. He was getting ready to connect with me in the physical reality, but then I set this good woman up him and gave him an injection «to love her», and then I gave him an injection «to kill love», kill the love to me. And he was showing her with all his appearance and his life that he is a completely free man, that she could be with him. He deceived her, did not embarrassed.

Second, when she appeared in his field of view, and this, of course, was in real life... Yes, we could have let down her to him on a Dating site, especially since asuras graze women coming and hanging out on Dating sites to subjugate them, use them and to pump feminine energy and piety out of them on a regular basis. But to bring her to Ram on a Dating site we did not, because then he would have prejudice. We had to make everything happen as if by accident, of course, and certainly in real life.

And so, seeing her in real life and began to interact with her, he was attracted to her and began to find out information about her. He, of course, had plugged onto her to see all her thoughts, feelings, desires, to stimulate her to memories of her life and with whom she was, to pull out of the bins of her memory all her complexes and desires. When he began to drive her to restaurants and all sorts of nice places, softening her and arranging her just mind-blowing «roof-raising», he asked her mentally questions about herself, about her attitude to him, about how she sees him, what she wants from him, where to drive her next time.

They simply communicated, but he mentally was asking her some kind of question which she had not heard, but he loudly was asking her about something ordinary, for example, «Do you like that car? You like this picture, and these flowers, and how do you like this place?» And answering the questions he uttered, she answered his conceived questions. He looked at her reactions and answers and learned everything about her that she was him hardly would open. But already at this stage of their acquaintance he had pulled all information about her and knew everything about her. And even about her sexual preferences and what she is in sex.

Yes, she did not yet know him enough to let him into the circle of her trust, and he already knew what is she in sex. Looking, that she orders in restaurants and cafes, as she eats, that under this says, he was learning, that she likes in sex, and what adamantly not adopts, what she expects from him in sex, if until this at all converge. And she had put it all out to him, without even knowing what she was doing. He was already sitting in her thoughts and was already steering her to their sex, soft pressing on her consciousness, routing her to what he needed.

And so he had led her to the next point of their asuric scheme. It's her masturbation. He began to press the buttons in her energy body, responsible for sexual longing. He was gradually pushing this button, being in her thoughts and was seeing how her sexual desire grows, directing it in the direction he needs. He was pulling out in her mind those pictures that could affect the strengthening of her sexual arousal.

He coolly watched her begin to feel the sexual arousal and desire to fall into satisfying herself sexually. And he got more and more pushed this button and put pressure on her women's energy centers. He didn't wait for her to want him. No. What for? He knows how to cause it. So why wait for the grass to grow, when can accelerate this growth.

And so he brought her to such a degree of sexual arousal that she at some point decided to surrender to this desire. And she started masturbating. Asuras know how to enter into objects, into the body. If a woman satisfies herself with a finger, then he can somehow enter into it, into the finger, as if his penis is present in her finger, as the third energy hand, and in this case as such an energy dick in her finger. If a woman masturbates with the help of a dildo, then for the asuras it is, of course, more pleasant, because the sensations are much more real and complete, because then they get a complete entry into the woman, by entry his penis through the dildo, although he himself geographically is present in completely different place. Well, if she is satisfying herself with the water jet in the shower, then here he can somehow stimulate her, so that she still stuck something in herself, in order to enter with this thing into her and be there. And he had stimulated her and got inside her while her masturbating.

She thought that she just wanted sex and no one sees her masturbating, but he was there with her, in her, and they had sex. It was be a sex, though without his personal presence at that time, but it was be a really tangible sex for him, although she thought it was her innocent masturbation. She did not know about this, and this thought never crossed her mind. And if she is told that now she had sex with that nice man whom she still knows very little, she would say that you have too wild imagination. But it was.

He already had sex with her, Yes, through her masturbation, but for him, there are no such boundaries as separation by distance. By the time he already fit fully in her life. And she didn't even know it. He saw her naked in the bathroom and shower, he stimulated her to show off in front of the mirror in the Nude. He did not hesitate through her eyes to look when she was sitting on the toilet and when she was picking her nose, when she was giving her gas, when she had a belch and when she was changing clothes. All this he has already seen. He had studied her inside and out.

He invaded her ultimately, private space without her personal deliberately permission. Yes, the veiled permission he from her, of course, long ago had pulled out. Well, for example, when he was asking her the same question mentally, whether she agrees to it, and, waiting for her in real life to tell someone or him on something «Yes», for example, in the store or on the street to someone. But this consent was drawn out of her not fair, since she herself personally, consciously, would not give him permission to be present with how she sits on the toilet and poop, or washes in the bathroom, or wielding a Dildo.

She has not even really decided on her feelings for him, but he has invaded her personal sovereign space and sat there as a king. And even already he had sex with her through her masturbation, which he has caused, in every way igniting in her sexual languor and desire, which up to this time, to his manipulation of her women's energy centers and her mind did not bother her.

But he needed it, and she walked like a weak-willed sheep on a string according to his scheme, the next point of which was she went to see a gynecologist. He had to check her at the gynecologist, to feel to all at her, to find out the test results, well, everything as it should. And so he turned on the next stage and pressed somewhere in her body the button that causes her symptoms of thrush, vulvovaginitis, colpitis, cystitis, in order to she suffered cruelly from feeling of abdominal cramps and severity of the abdomen. And with all the symptoms at once. By that time, he already loved her. The injection to him «to love her» was functioning, but Ram coolly introduced her to this hopeless state for her, when she was in a panic did not know what to do, and he tossed her the idea that without a trip to the gynecologist here can not do.

He manipulated her consciousness and put a lot of pressure on her mind, mentally whispering to her: «Go to the gynecologist, go to the gynecologist». Oh, how she didn't want to go there, but she still had to do it. She had to go to the gynecologist, because he had pressed her consciousness well and she could not resist it. So she went to the gynecologist. She enters the doctor's office, doctor speaking to her, «Get undressed behind the screen, remove the entire bottom, and lie down on the gynecological chair». The gynecologist comes up to her and looks at her in a spread-eagle position. And Ram already had plugged onto a gynecologist and is looking out of eyes of the gynecologist on his woman lying in front of the doctor, on her vagina, into her Holy of holies.

They still are in the honeymoon phase of their relationship, but he already found out everything about her, already many times had sex with her through her masturbation, saw her naked in the bathroom, and now looks to her vagina, out of the eyes of the gynecologist. If this woman knew that such decent man, such pretty to her man, such pleasant and such sublime man does such things with her, that he leads her as a sheep to slaughter, according to the rigid scheme, treating her not as a woman, to the person, and impersonally, as the object, she would burn with the bloody shame of one thought about it, but thoughts about it she did not have, as this was beyond her.

This is from the realm of fantastic tales, but this fantastic tales are available for asuras and part of their everyday life. He carefully examines her when she lies on the gynecological chair without panties. Ram looks at her out of the eyes of the gynecologist and directs the actions of the gynecologist. In fact, Ram conducts the entire gynecological procedure, invisibly plugged onto the gynecologist, entering the thoughts of the gynecologist and commanding, impacting on the mind and will of the gynecologist. The gynecologist puts his hand inside her vagina and feels her there, and in the meantime Ram`s hand is in hand of gynecologist. And Ram inside her is feeling everything and is seeing everything that gynecologist thinks about her.

This woman will never know what gynecologist thinks about her. Gynecologist won't tell her it and will not show what is written in her medical record, but Ram sits in the thoughts of gynecologist and reads them like an open book and knows everything about this woman, which now lies on the gynecological chair with open for his eyes vagina. He tests her to aptitude for his sexual pleasure in real life, to which he calmly and methodically leads her according their asuric scheme.

The tests are done. The gynecological examination, simple laboratory tests as well as cervical smear tests for cervical cancer, testing for transmitted diseases are clean as a whistle. All was tested, and all is well. The gynecologist sympathetically tells her, «You just have minor disruption of hormone system, the immune system has fallen. Healthy immunoresistance means living a long and active life. Probably you have not had sex for a long time. Maybe you should add yourself endorphins, and the immunity will increase? Do you have a man?» But she does not have a failure of the hormonal system. It's just that Ram pressed some buttons in her women's centers and caused these symptoms in order to force her ran to the gynecologist. He had pressed on some buttons in her energy field which causes and vulvovaginitis, when she has everything swollen and it hurts to touch, and the yeast infection, when from her flows out there and burns, and cystitis, when she can not run far from the toilet and there is painful pain in the lower abdomen. And he, feeling love for her, led her through it, knowing how she would feel. He has not regretted one bit her. He made her an extremely painful condition and feeling, and pressed on her mind, so she went to the gynecologist, like a sheep to slaughter.

Yes, the tests are clean, but he wanted to look at her on that gynecological chair behind the curtain. He wanted to look at her external genitals when she lay on the gynecological chair. He wanted to feel her female organs by the hand of a gynecologist. He wanted to listen to the gynecologist's thoughts about this woman he loved and also her answers to the gynecologist. All, this stage has passed safely, and now can put her to bed, which he does, knowing all her preferences, wishes, all her complexes and her sexual temperament. He conducts first sex with her at the highest level, given all that he knows about her. She thinks he's an unusual man, what a sensitive, delicate, understanding her like no other.

Yes, he understands her, he had studied her backwards and forwards, and he climbed where she would not let anyone. He uses knowledge about all her complexes and desires. He understands her much better than she understands herself. And she thinks how lucky she is!!! And she thinks how lucky to meet such a man, a man with a capital letter. But she does not know that she was in fact incredibly lucky. He took her for himself, and did not had given her to the fun of his entire asuric organization, as he always did with all women. He had kept her for himself, and not gave her to «the eating» of his «wolfhounds»-asuras, who are blocking the will of women and making them weak-willed sex toys.

She is actually lucky that he met her not on a Dating site, looking through the eyes and thoughts of men that are out there, otherwise she would not come to him in bed, going on all those points asuric schemes. And she was lucky that he did not apply force methods to her, when the asuras just break a woman, making her a female individual, female animal during heat, who wants to be fertilized. Such a woman will do anything when asuras all together pounce on her on her inner screen or something, and she will do anything, only that this pressure on her has gone a little. But woman, who is with him in real life, was lucky that he took her for himself and didn't passed her around like a bottle of cheap booze.

And here is have them love. He cuts me loose, gave me to Borka, the then leader of the Moscow organization of the asuras. Borka wanted to pump my feminine energy out of me on a regular basis. Borka put in front of me the row of Borka`s soldiers, that is, of asuras, in order to I choose through whom he will be doing it. Ram at this time was enjoying happiness with that woman. They're in love. They have great love. He was in awe, he lived for her. But he did not refuse contactless sex at a distance. He had this sex with women from his harem. He sent me to his harem with women whom he used as the contactless whores. And at the same time, he loved that woman, in real, very much and idolized her, although he did not disdain to have sex with a lot of women whom he considered to be whores, although they are ordinary women, he just was plugging onto them and forcing them to satisfy themselves sexually, with his invisible presence in this sexual satisfaction. He loved that woman, but at the same time he did not refuse entertainment in his harem. Some strange love... Big, pure love, as they say, if you want big and pure love then come to the hayloft, will be sex.

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Meeting with Bhishma, elder of asuras

And this Ram with that woman already had a close relationship, sex, all have been good. Then came Borka, the leader of the Moscow asuric organization, with his «help» me. Borka with the permission of Ram put in front of me on my internal screen the row of soldiers, that is, of his comrades-asuras, so that I would choose one of them. Borka thought that I would choose one of them, this man would plug onto me and will influence me so that we would have sex with him. Maybe he would come to me in physical reality. Is it possible. After all, asuras live among us as ordinary people. Through him Borka could have sex with me, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy level. That man could come to me in real life and become my man. Or he could make me want to masturbate, so that Borka could connect to me and through my hands or the dildo fuck me without even being personally present. But his dick would really be present at the energy level in the dildo or in my hands during my masturbation. This man could become my man in real life, and we would have sex with him like all people, in bed. And Borka would invisibly enter into that man's cock and through his cock would fuck me. Asuras can do that. And you do not know it. Borka was going to exert his influence on me, to plug his subordinates onto me in my sex with that man whom I would choose from that row of his soldiers. Borka was going to pump everything out of me as if from an oil well, and at once along several channels simultaneously, under great pressure, in order to quickly empty me and then throw me out as expendable. Borka was going to deflate from me all my feminine energy and all my pious merits, so that at the expense of my pious merits have everything in this life and enjoy good health, wealth, success in life. But I turned away from the row of his soldiers.

Then he entered into my hand which was on my chest, when I was feeling my Ram in my hand, and again I rejected his encroachments towards me. Borka told me, «Who the hell do you think you are? Who do you think you are?» Borka was thinking about me, «You made me very angry and now you will get for it. I'm going to gather against you the most evil and cruel specialists in the female part, who know how to break and put on her knees any woman, such steep specialists in the destruction of all high and clean in a woman! They have such abilities that you never suspected, and in vain you had called me to yourself, because it's better you don't meet them»... Borka went to gather them and put me as the lot on their asuric totalizator, where asuras as the lots were putting such personalities not amenable to their influence. And the higher the person according to the level of development of consciousness and is not amenable to their influence, then the higher profits and higher cash prizes.

The asuric totalizator was a big project of asuras, something that was worth a lot of money. There's a lot of money was riding at this asuric sweepstakes. Basically, pious merits, which the asuras are pumping out of women, were used as money on their tote. Also, of course, ordinary money, euros, dollars, our earthly currency were spinning there. After all, the asuras live here as ordinary-looking people, and they are focused on getting pleasure, and money in this case plays a major role. Why should asuras pump out feminine energy and pious merits from women? Thanks to piety, luck comes to everyone in everything. Thanks to godly merit, a person can enjoy life with good health, a lot of money, favorable opportunities and prospects. Therefore, the asuras are well-settled people in life. Asuras are beautiful, cute, have a pleasant appearance, inspire confidence. All the big asuras are usually very rich, because thanks to the feminine energy and pious merits that has been pumped out of women, the asuras receive great opportunities in life and fulfill all their desires. How do those women live, from whom the asuras have pumped out pious merits, they are not particularly worried, because the asuras do not consider women worthy of respect. They are very wrong. They practically live at the expense of women, since all of their wealth, good health, and success they receive thanks to pious merits of others. Asuric tote was a big fun for the asuras, since the main currency there were pious merits deflated from women. However, our usual earthly money was also there, and very large.

And this asuric sweepstakes was the favorite fun of the asuras and a means of pleasant and with great satisfaction to earn capital. On this asuric tote the asuras broke Shri Vishnupad. The stakes had become very high indeed, it was fun for asuras, the dividend paid were permanent and beautiful. And many of the asuras had well enriched when they had bent Shri Vishnupad and lowered him to the lower levels of consciousness.

And here I am, so obstinate, who so angry Borka, then leader of the Moscow organization of the asuras. But that wasn't enough for me. Here I live as an ordinary person, and I did not know anything about it. This was not enough for me who made this plan between lives to give a chance to my eternal husband. I had to draw their fire on myself. I had to make them angry in order to they would not withstand such insubordination and stubbornness of some insignificant little bitch. I had to provoke them, so that they would burn with an irresistible desire to break down me, to lay me to waste and lower, and for this I had to attract the attention of their great elder, Bhishma. It was be a big influential asur, the brain center of all the asuras at that time, their patriarch, holding in his hands all the levers and all the threads of influence on all the asuras.

He knew everything about them. He knew who among asuras have the unusual abilities, blessings, curses, wishes, sins, whom how is it possible to destroy. He knew everything about each of the asuras. He had gotten dirt on all of everyone. And according to my plan made me between lives, I had to carry out in the beginning planned by me of the Mahabharata, to which all smoothly went. So I came to that Bhishma, their elder, their patriarch. This is how things went.

After those memorable words of Borka «Who do you think you are?» I began to feel great sadness. I thought that Ram is in big trouble, because of which he could not come to me. And even Borka, who said that he would help me, could not do anything. I thought that Ram has some insurmountable obstacles that prevent him from coming to me in the physical reality, although in the spring he did everything for this, but now is a dead calm and complete hopelessness.

And very soon after those memorable words of Borka I asked for advice to the Oracle «Hot Delphine Dumpling», there is a comic Oracle on the Internet. The Oracle said that some powerful man would help me, who could be asked for help. These words of the Oracle «Hot Delphine Dumpling» confused me, as no influential men I did not saw.

But I started to think of many times in my life when I was reaching out to powerful people, and usually it was men, when I needed some kind of big, global help, and they always helped me, totally disinterested, without demanding anything in return. They were helping me just because of my humble request. These cases from my own life began to twist in my mind with a kaleidoscope, and I came to the absurd idea that I have some blessing that if I appeal to some influential man who has the power and resources to solve the problem, he must do it. Just because I asked.

Yes, I came up with this completely irrational thought, but it came to me. And I thought, Yes, I've always been lucky in my life at such help and then I need to help, and once the Oracle «Hot Delphine Dumpling» said about him, then somewhere this man is. And I'm tune in to this man. And then my internal radar, thrown by me somewhere into the distance in the energy space, revealed the man. I suddenly saw quite clearly on my inner screen a large man, from whom it emanated strength, power, influence, confidence.

All that summer I was observing my sadhana by singing protective mantras. During this singing of mantras I was flying in my mind to Nrisimhadev, cuddled up to him, He hugged me with His hand, was stroking me and comforting me. And this man was the same as my Nrisimhadev, large, to whom like to cuddle and be comforted. This Bhishma was the lord of the asuras, their patriarch, and the brain center of the asuras. In his hands were all asuras. And I walked up to this Bhishma and snuggled against his chest. I began to shed tears on his chest, asking him for protection and help. I did not say a word to him, but my sadness and my hopelessness flowed to him, because Ram came to me himself, he said, «Be my wife, become my wife», but this in fact has not been realized until now.

The Bhishma hugged me with his arm as Nrisimhadev did, stroked my head and said me, «Daughter». This word «daughter» instilled in me such confidence... I felt that I was accepted and he will help me. But then on my inner screen in front of my inner gaze had stood a man's sticking dick. And he kind of said: «Go ahead, baby, I need blowjob and sex, and a lot».

I looked at this disgrace, felt as if he was pushing me to this dick on that subtle level. I felt as if he was telling me: «If you want help, show me how you really want it. If you want, you have to try hard, nothing happens for free now». I resented this indecent proposal from Bhishma and disappeared from there.

I thought about how many times have people helped me at my request, and often quite influential in their circles people, and he also have to help me. I don't know why they have to, but they should help me. I felt sorry for him if he didn't help me, by will, voluntarily, completely. I felt sorry for this big high-powered man. But that was my plan that I made between lives.

Thus I drawed fire of their Bhishma. He's not used to rejection. He's used to seeing obedience, especially of small potatoes like me. But I refused to fulfill his condition and showed my obstinacy. And then Bhishma decided that it was right that they put me, as the lot on tote, on their asuric totalizator. It is necessary to teach such bitches, thought Bhishma. And he also issued a call to the most powerful destroyers of female nature. And thus he had signed a death warrant on himself, which I executed when I started my Mahabharata in their asuric community, ten months after that.

After my meeting with Bhishma very favorable signs have gone to me. I turned on one of the series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» by method of random choice, without looking. In this series I was told that whatever happens, it will be will of Narayana and also it will be in the best interests of the world. And everywhere I was shown that I am completely protected and that I should not be afraid of anything. All these signs gave me hope and confidence that Krishna is with me, that He sees everything that is happening at me, have His finger on the pulse and that everything will be fine.

The time spent of that woman with Ram came to an end, and my team and I began to implement the next stage of our plan. That woman was needed for several purposes, including for Borka and Bhishma to see that I am defenseless, that Ram has a woman, and I'm just his next contactless bitch; he has many such bitches and he does not consider them as people. But she is some obstinate, recalcitrant bitch, thought Borka and Bhishma. We need to put bitch in her proper place, and her place is the place of the non-contact whore, thought Borka and Bhishma. We will break her and smear her completely, decided Borka and Bhishma.

And thus the task for which that woman was needed was accomplished. He cancelled our heavenly wedding with him because of her. And he actually sold me to Borka when he let him put that line of his guys in front of me. And he strongly demonstrated Borka and Bhishma, that I was nothing to him, one of the many non-contact whores who are pleasuring him in contactless sex and who are not entitled to anything.

And for this reason Borka and Bhishma began to organize my suppression by the most formidable and cruel asuras, breaking women and have extraordinary in this area of ability. I provoked them to do that. The role of that woman was done successfully, and my team and I started the next step of our plan — to ensure that this woman with Ram was no more and that he became with me again.

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Three manipulations of my consciousness — three attempts to get rid of me

When I had the audacity to call to myself Borka, the then leader of the Moscow asuric organization, and even went to Bhishma and teased him, Ram decided that he had no need for any problems and worries. As they say, stay away from big wigs, but closer to the kitchen. And then, because of me, the attention of such a high authority was drawn to Ram. And he decided to get rid of me.

Yes, of course, he was liking me as a non-contact whore: the buzz is, I does not drink alcohol, does not smoke, I do not run the men, the energy is pure. Moreover, I am the original woman, who is originally female in nature and therefore incarnations in the material world only as a woman, and not as the original men, who can be embodied by both as men and as women. And because of my original feminine nature energy is even more valuable. And I am a good charioteer, navigator. Thanks to the signs coming through me, he well had enriched, and also his asuric organization, which is under him as neural network, had strengthened and expanded. But my claims that he is my husband, and I am his wife, and my, as it turned out, the scandalous nature outweighed all the advantages.

Ram was more and more convinced that the woman who was with him is the real woman, and I am just a misunderstanding. With her he rested body and soul. With her everything was beautiful, aesthetically, pleasing, refined, easy, joyful, pleasant, no problem. With her he was doing not have to strain, and he enjoyed the peace and quiet. She was all so feminine, like a soft duvet, which you want to lie down and not get out of there, so soft, warm and pleasant. But who am I? No, I need to remove me far away, decided Ram and began to pursue a manipulation of my consciousness, forcing me out of his space that I left him.

He actively began to push at my consciousness, pulling out of my memory the Simoron refrain «disappear with benefit to yourselves». He tried very hard to inculcate in my consciousness that it was my desire that he disappear from my life for the benefit of himself. And I even believed it and began to constantly repeat «disappear with benefit to yourselves». But I was constantly twisted this phrase. Instead of «with benefit to yourselves» I was saying «with benefit to everybody» and then was adding something else that allowed my mind to keep him.

And then he launched a massive attack on my consciousness and broke it. I asked the Oracle, which was told me that it is necessary to get out of this unhealthy situation, and I being in that mood wrote to one my acquaintance a harsh letter with the words that I delete all the folders with his texts from my computer. Well, there was a trite story. I did proofreading of texts for one site. I checked the texts, sent the finished texts without errors to the site, and then I wanted to see how the site changed, the texts on it are now without errors. But all texts on the site were with errors, no one posted verified texts into the site, although I read all the texts of the site and corrected in the texts of the site that were on my computer, all the errors.

I began to write to bring the site to a normal form, but I was ignored, arguing that the system administrator is constantly busy. I wrote also to the system administrator, having offered option that I'll post texts on the site myself. I much wanted that everything there was good, but he refused supposedly I can spoil something there. The site owner was an acquaintance, and so I wrote him this letter that I remove all responsibility for this site, they say, my work I did, what you will do next, it is your decision and your responsibility. But this all coincided with the peak of pressure on me Ram with kicking me out of his space. And I was a little pissed off and spoke bluntly.

In that letter were these words: «Picture in contacts is your case. If you like her, who am I to give you directives? Who do you think you are, as they say? On your site I am already nobody. I'm going to delete the entire folder with your texts from my computer. I won't have them at all. I wish you the same». Through this letter, written simply to a familiar, to whom I decided to help with the texts of his site, I was talking to Ram.

In these words of this letter I told him: «You have some photograph there, a woman I asked to remove, but you did not remove. And since you like her so much, who am I to lead your organization, give you signs? I did not give consent to run your organization. I told you when you offered me this, that I was willing to help you because you are my husband, that's all. But if you like that woman so much that because of her you decided to remove me from your life, then I will not help you anymore. I won't conduct your organization, and the responsibility for the consequences will be on you. I delete you along with your asuric network from all my files, I will not have them at all. That I wish also you personally. I wish you that you will not be at all, in general, that you will very soon end your useless existence on this earth, that you stop breathing the air that you do not have the right to breathe because you do not fulfill your dharma, your purpose. Your mission is to protect me, because I am your real woman, I am your Shakti, I am your eternal wife, but you refused to protect me and ran for another woman, another photo. You left me, your eternal wife, and ran after a woman who is nobody to you. And so you're absolutely useless and you don't need to live. Shut up and scram, carrion».

And as soon as I sent this letter, my closet had broke. Nice big wardrobe. Out of closet flew at once all the shelves. The top shelf flew off and buried under itself all bottom regiments, things began to press on a door, and door too fell out, having nearly nailed us. I tried to fix the cabinet, but I did not succeed. Everything there was tight, and it was even scary to touch the door, because the door stood awry in the closet and it was impossible to move it.

And immediately in Ram`s life and in his asuric organization under him everything began to crumble, as all the shelves and the door flew out with a loud bang from my closet. All the signs that came through me, suddenly in an instant became wrong. He looked at these signs, signs showed him that now it is necessary to bet on one thing, he bet on it and suffered great losses. If he did not bet on something, because the sign showed that there would be a loss, he also lost, since there was a win, and he missed it.

Everything in his life began to fly away like those shelves in my closet. And there was nothing he could do about it. It was beyond his powers, just as I have with my closet. My father was sick and could not come to help me, the neighbors all had went on vacation to rest, and who had did not leave, were very busy, and no I could not help, and I couldn't do anything with my closet. The same thing happened to him in his life. Money from his accounts began to slip through his fingers like sand. And has already appeared threat of bankruptcy, loss of home, car, business, everything. Only time separated him from this outcome.

Then I was shown a series from «Mahabharata», in which Kunti said: «If we are denied love here, then why do we need the throne?», her sons, the boys, answered her, «Mother, what is this place? Seems nobody's glad we're here. It seems that we are strangers here and have no rights». It was in chronology of my novel on August 20, 2016.

The next day, both me and Ram were shown the 649–650th series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev». There was a story about Banasura and his wife Vani, when Banasura was angry at Vani and began to strangle her, but then Shiva came and saved Vani. And in these series which were opened, as always, by method of random choice, without looking, Shiva said Vani that she should always be with Banasura and that she should never leave him alone. Also Shiva explained Banasura that taking any kind of decision, Banasura didn't want to think about Shiva and did not attach importance to his leadership. Shiva said that when Banasura needed protection, Shiva always came to him. Shiva said that he was doing not allow Banasura to do something destructive.

In those words, Ram was explained what was what. He was told that, having decided to squeeze me out of his space, he did not think about me. Also, he didn't think about my leadership, my running of his organization as a charioteer, navigator. That I've always protected him and kept him from doing something destructive that would bring on negative reactions to Ram. And in the same series, Parvati told Bhairava that he thought wrong about her. He considered her less important, treated her like an ordinary person, treated her with disrespect and insulted her and that now he should live forever as an ordinary person.

Through these words of Parvati Ram was told that he was wrong to send me to his harem with women whom he used as the contactless whores and treat me as something insignificant, and that now he will lose his, so to speak, greatness and become an ordinary little man. After that Parvati in these series said Banasura, that she will make him realize his insignificance, punished for his audacity and insolence, will break the arrogance in his thousands of hands and destroy him. And this was said to Ram through the words of Parvati. And so in his life began to happen.

Everything was going to his destruction. He began to lose all his assets, he stopped looking at the signs coming through me, as all signs began to lead him to collapse, and he began to decide what to do, but all his decisions and efforts were leading to even worse results. Whatever he did, it only made things worse. It seemed that luck had completely turned away from him and he was rushing rapidly to the begging and even to homelessness.

Also in the series through the words of Shiva to Banasura Ram was told that his main duty is to protect me and that he needs to sacrifice and make changes in his life if wants to be alive. I was told not to leave Ram alone ever. And then I decided that since Shiva himself asked me not to leave Ram, I should be with him. Well, in principle, it was the right decision, because according to my plan, drawn up by me before my birth in this my body, there ahead, literally ten months later, my Mahabharata began. In my Mahabharata I began to strike out the most important asuras from the list of asuras.

And I had to be with Ram to at least get this Mahabharata done. But in fact, Mahabharata was not the main goal of my plan. The main thing was to give my eternal husband a chance and also to show him who we are to each other, why we have become so, that we had in our past lives, and to show it not through me, but through asuras, because it is not a fact that he would believe me, but he would surely believe the asuras. I stayed with him.

When I was shown the series from «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» that I should not leave him alone and that I should be with him, I had thought that I overreacted in my letter, in which I said that I delete all folders with all his texts from my computer. I had thought that I should be with this Ram. Because Shiva told me so. It's been a few days since I sent that letter of mine. The cabinet was broken, and I was afraid to go near it. Shiva told me not to leave Ram. I opened the reply letter of that man to me and reread it.

In his letter he wrote: «Svetlana, you are a free person and you have the right to act according to your own understanding. Everything here on a voluntary basis, and maybe there is no gloss, but from the heart... Thank you for one your emotion». I reread the letter and saw that it says that I am a free woman and he thanks me for one emotion. Yes, it was an ordinary letter from ordinary person about quite banal situation in real life, but through these words to my awareness came the words of Ram, that he set me free, that this is my personal decision, that he had nothing to do with this my decision and that he tells me thank you for my one emotion, my love, which he no longer needs.

I sat down and began to write a response to Ram, putting into ordinary words my outrage of these his camouflaged words. I wrote, in particular, this: «I do not agree with you. You are trying to remove the responsibility of the person who has the resource to do something really real, but who does not do anything, and shift this responsibility to the person who is dissatisfied with this inaction. This is blame shifting, nothing more. Alas, it`s a skillful manipulation of consciousness». I wrote it, and then began to re-read the words I wrote and saw many interesting things in them. I had saw that Ram had conducted a skillful manipulation of my consciousness and that he wants to make me guilty, responsible for the result of his manipulation although all of this did he. I had saw that I'm not going to leave him, because I was said about it by Shiva himself in the series «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev», and Shiva knows better.

I said in those words that his manipulation was acting only for a while and I'm with him again and I'm not going anywhere. Then in this letter I wrote: «You know, do not thank me for my one emotion. She is not the only one that I have. I have a lot of different emotions. If you say thank you for everything, then there will not be enough rescuers». In these lines I told him that he thought in vain that I am alone, without protection, without support, and he could do anything with me and behave completely with impunity. In these lines I told him that he thought in vain that he can spend with my mind their nefarious manipulation. I have my team of forces of light, I have a lot of different «emotions», that is, a lot of my assistants, somewhere, and even if I, being embodied in the body, do not see anything, they see everything from there and will protect me. I said that my team of forces of light is much bigger and stronger than his asuric organization, and that he does not have any rescuers to protect themselves from them. If you say thank you for everything, then there will not be enough rescuers.

Then I wrote this: «I want to smithereens you and your letter. But I'll spare you. I'm kind. Now». Then I told him that I very want to answer him to his action against me, that I can and want to defeat both him and his asuric organization, which is under him, but I will spare them. Now. Of course, he thought I was intimidating him, but all of his business in real life is really begun to crumble. And none of his attempts to stop this collapse was not successful. It was already going to his complete ruin and homelessness.

And he decided to carry out another manipulation. Words of Shiva and Parvati in the series about Banasura had no effect. My words in the reply letter about the fact that I want to smithereens him and his organization, but will spare them now, were not taken into consideration. And he did another manipulation of my consciousness to squeeze me out of his space. I went to the Hare Krishna program. There, during kirtan a request, an appeal to Krishna poured out of me to release me from this, somehow ending this situation, since I can no longer bear it. And at some point I folded my hands in Namaste, and from me by itself appeared a prayer for forgiveness of me.

In front of my inner eye was a picture in which I am dancing for him in front of a mirror with a handkerchief on my head. And I began to feel guilty before the Deities that I was doing it for someone else's man. I at a loss was looking at myself, at my Namaste and at my prayer. From within of me, a prayer to Krishna emanated by itself with a request to forgive me for what I was doing it for a man who is not my. All this time he was always my husband to me, but suddenly I am doing not feel him at all.

I saw me dancing for someone else's man. I was trying to get my mind back to being the one that I was dancing for him, and he's not someone else's man, but there's nothing I could do about it. I felt that I was guilty, because I danced in front of a man, who is not mine. Krishna disconnected me from Ram. I began to feel such a feeling of freedom, as if the spring was strongly tightened inside me, and then suddenly straightened and freely dangle, and it's so easy for me inside…

But this wonderful state did not last long. The next day the feeling of the presence of Ram inside of me and everywhere had returned to me. In fact my Ram had manipulated my consciousness. He had pressed my mind in order to forcing me appeal to the Deities and ask Krishna to free me from Ram. And he succeeded in this manipulation. I really did everything he wanted. And he was already rejoiced in anticipation that now all the failures will go away, because I will stop thinking about him. But Krishna removed this manipulation and its results.

The next day, when I went to the store, I saw a strange picture. The woman stood in the doorway of the shopping stall and did not enter it and did not go away. People came in, went out, and she stood and expected something. I asked her what was the matter, and she said she was waiting for a man to come into the shopping stall. She said that a man is a good sign and all men are lucky. And then I remembered how my psychologist and I did the training with the name «sandbox» and how I put in the center of the sandbox figure of a lion, and on his back put a hedgehog and said, «I sat on him and rode on him». In that training, the psychologist told me to pull out of the box with toys from «Kinder Surprise» those toys that I want to pull out, and put them in a box with sand, into a small sandbox. She told me that this sandbox is my world and I am free to put everything I want there. She told me to trust my feelings and put everything I wanted out of the box into the sandbox. When I placed the toys into this sandbox, into my world, she told me to carefully consider them and determine which toy reminds me of which character in my life. Then I looked at the little flirty cute hedgehog and said that I associate this hedgehog with me. I identified all the toys in this sandbox, but among them was not my future man. At that time I was alone, after the divorce. And the psychologist said that it is necessary to put into my world my future man. I again took the box of toys from «Kinder Surprise», carefully looked at them and saw a figure of a lion, who was lying, substituting his back. I immediately took this lion and put it in the center of my sandbox, my world. Hedgehog was standing next to lion. And then I looked at the hedgehog standing next to the lion, and at the back of the lion, whom as if was inviting a hedgehog to sit down. I planted a hedgehog on the back of a lion and said: «I sat on him and rode him». I saw that the lion came here so that the hedgehog would sit on his back and ride on this back. It was obvious that in such a situation they were all well. I remembered this picture and thought that the lion is always lucky when he carries this hedgehog on himself, and Ram is always lucky when he carries me on himself.

And I told that woman that not all men are lucky, that there are unlucky men who does not want to carry ( не все мужчины удачливые и везучие; есть и невезучие мужчины, которые не хотят везти). In Russian, the words «везучий», «везет» have several meanings. One of the meanings of the words «везет», «везучий» is «the lucky man is the man who is lucky in life», for example, “he is lucky, luck is always with him”. And another meaning of the same words «везунчик», «везет» is “the man who carries at himself”, for example, “horse carries a rider”, “snail carries his house on himself”. That woman said that men are lucky (мужчины везучие), in the sense that men are always lucky. And I said that such a man is lucky, who carries at himself, who takes responsibility for his loved ones, for his wife, for his family and carries them on himself. I said that such man is lucky, who carries his woman on himself. And if a man refuses to carry his woman on himself, then he is not a lucky man. Thus through that conversation with the woman, I told Ram that he refused me and now receives reactions.

After that, at home, I remembered the story of the marriage of Kardama Muni to Devahuti, found this story in the «Shrimad Bhagavatam» and began to read it. There were words, which greatly impressed me, that she never saw Kardama Muni personally, but, once having heard from Narada Muni about him, she gave him her heart and decided that would marry only him. It was also written there that to deny an offering that has come of itself is not commendable even for one absolutely free from all attachment, much less one addicted to sensual pleasure. One who rejects an offering that comes of its own accord but later begs a boon from a miser thus loses his widespread reputation, and his pride is humbled by the neglectful behavior of others.

I remembered these words in connection with the fact that if Krishna is giving me to Ram, then I need to take him, but Ram saw in these words that I decided that I would marry only for him, and he decided to throw me into another man, destroying my self-confidence and laughing at me and my stupidity. I didn't know anything about it, but he's already started to make it happen. It was Janmashtami, the day of Lord Krishna's appearance; it was the city program, a lot of people. And Ram at that program hard was pressing my mind, in order to I thought about another man as about Ram. I've been fighting these thoughts during whole program, but they were stronger than me.

Asuras can manipulate people's minds. Ram is a great master in this art. Ram knows his business, and he thought he would kill several birds with one stone. His plan was like that. He decided that in order for these troubles to have bypassed and gone away, need to take my inner gaze from him. Just have to turn the arrow of my internal compass to some other man. For this, it is necessary to introduce into my consciousness the idea that this other man is the same Ram. My attention will be switched to another man, and Ram`s streak of bad luck will end. He would manage to throw me in another man. Everything went on thumb. The technology is well developed.

You just manipulate the minds of these pitiful little people, press her consciousness to think of him as her husband, and you also press consciousness of another man, so that he thinks that this woman is interesting, it would be necessary to somehow approach her and shift into drive. Well, after that so it's everything as usual: candy-bouquets, love-sex. He would have done anything to get I married with that man.

And even the first time he was supporting the pressure on me and on the man, but for some reason he regretted me and refused this idea, although very actively spent it in life. So he conducted three successful manipulations of my mind in one week. First, when I wrote a letter about the removal of folders with texts for the site, then with a prayer to the Deities during kirtan at the program Hare Krishna and then on Janmashtami. And the third time was the pressure to throw me into that man, and him into me.

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Ram's exit from crisis

The really just a great plan, but completely wrong, as these his attempts in this direction only were worsening his situation in his life. He was rapidly losing money, business, his house, car, everything were slipping through his fingers. And he thought how to live when you are left with nothing. He was looking at that woman, so refined, so sublime, so cultured, with whom he had no problems and worries, and thought, how would she treat him when he couldn't live like he used to?

He began to ask her mentally questions about it, but her answers — of course, to the usual questions, but with his hidden questions embedded in them — were showing that this version of events she did not like that she did not want any problems, that she likes a carefree existence, expensive courtship, smiles and pleasant communication. Also everywhere to them were the movies and the stories of the men who have become losers. He saw her reaction to such men, and this reaction did not please him at all.

He understood that, of course, she would have accepted him to her, because all summer he took her to restaurants, gave expensive gifts, beautifully looked after. The refined animal level of consciousness and life was at the highest level and some feelings still were. She will take him to her, but he is without money, and she will expect when he as a man will start to do something, because a man has to do something, somehow has to decide. And if a man does not, then he does not want this.

And she will wait, wait, and when he will again correspond to the image of this courageous, determined man. She will wait, when he will be driving her to restaurants, when he will be bringing her to his posh house, giving expensive flowers and gifts, but failures will haunt him at every turn, it will continue and continue, and there will be no end of his endless failures, because he made vaishnava-aparadha. The vaishnava-aparadha is an insult to a devotee of the Lord. As it is known, the one who committed the vaishnava-aparadha invokes to him countless misfortunes and his life can completely burn to ashes.

And here's a situation Ram came: he committed vaishnava aparadha. And even more. I am his eternal wife, and he exchanged me for refined animal consciousness of life and even threw me into another man. He seemed to say to me, «You said that you will be only my wife, well, now let's see how you run to another man». He himself was talking me «be my wife, become my wife», and then began to do manipulations that I left him, and in addition threw me to someone else's man.

This woman would have tolerated this situation for some time, would wait when the man will show the man qualities, but at him nothing would turning out, fatal bad luck would pursue him at every step. And at first she would get upset, and then feel sorry for him, and then she would stop respecting him and start to despise him. Ram had saw this whole scenario, he had saw that at some point she would not be able to cope with her disrespect for him, with contempt for him, for this slug, who seemed a good man, but turned out to be nobody.

Ram realized that after some time, she would become burdened by his presence in her home and he would have to somehow survive, if at all it would be possible. And he had thought he'd been married three times already, and his wives had left him three times. He thought that he had long since decided not to enter into such a relationship, close, so that his heart was not torn again. And his feelings for her, all that pleasant excitement began to pass, because he had saw himself in role of insignificance, whom others look upon as a nonentity and about whom they think that he is a nonentity. He saw in his mind this woman looking at him, poor and fatefully unsuccessful man, with regret and thinking of him: «Lord, he was such a good man, but turned out to be a nullity. What a pity! I was mistaken». On this his presence in her life rolled to its decline.

On August 19, 2016, he performed the first manipulation of throwing me out of his space, and then along with the shelves and the door from my closet, his business and all his affairs in his real life began to fell down. He was rapidly losing his assets. The impression was that someone simply stretched out his powerful hand to his wealth and methodically and coolly scoops it out to himself, leaving him nothing.

The second manipulation of squeezing me out of his life was also successful; it was August 21, 2016, at the Sunday city program Hare Krishna. The third time he decided to throw me into another man, having manipulated our minds, but at some successful moment for this business he felt sorry for me and stopped those actions. It saved him from total collapse.

Everything was collapsing. The woman he worshipped and exalted was demonstrating to him that without his money and good luck she doesn't need him, that she did not want other people's worries and, in General, she has the right to be happy, and that annoying interference with her cloudless happiness is not in her plans. He without his money was cannot add to her the happiness, and he saw that in this situation the prospects for their relationship are not present. Yes, his three wives had once ruthlessly abandoned him, and for him that time was like a nightmare. He did not want to repeat it, but this woman continued to excite him and get his flowing, even though he could see her attitude toward him when he would have become a beggar and homeless.

Hope continued to fester in his heart. He was eager to rectify the situation, but no his actions did not help, and the business with the house, with the car, with all his money, with everything irrepressibly was flowing into the wrong hands. And then through me he was shown the way to correct this situation. On August 29, I had wanted to remember what series I was watching when he, my Ram, plugged onto me.

I found a record from that day, January 25, 2016, in the group in VKontakte and began to watch a series of «Ramayana» for 2008. It was a series «Before choice. The power of Lord Rama's Holy name». In the series the king of Kashi has committed vaishnava-aparadha, ignoring the sage Vishvamitra in the Royal Assembly, right in front of Rama. And Rama immediately decided to punish the king of Kashi. The king realized the seriousness of his situation and ran to seek protection. He came running to mother of Hanuman and humbly asked her protection from the most Rama. She has had him this protection, and he was saved miraculously.

And in this series, Ram was shown the way out of his bleak situation. He decided to ask for help to the woman with whom he was all summer and with whom wanted to already tie his life. He tried in every possible way to pull out of her wish him good luck, in a normal household environment and in ordinary everyday situations, asking to her for help and wishes of leveling the situation, mentally asking to help him in the situation with the destruction of his business and his whole life.

He was saying nothing to her about his situation, but asuras know how, putting hidden meanings in the usual seemingly phrases, pull out of us the answers to the questions they need and our consent to the cases they need. When he mentally asked her to help him and asked her the usual everyday questions, she always gladly agreed to help. She did not know what kind of help he really needed. She simply was talking him «good luck to you» to his usual questions, in which the main thing was not the question itself, but what Ram was thinking about when asking this question. But no positive phrases with wishes of good luck did not bring any positive changes in his affairs, not a jot. He despaired and thought that this series of «Ramayana» was also another misinformation in a series of distorted signs that pass through me.

At the same time I threw a calling to everyone in the Universe with the appeal to help me. I called all who can help me in this situation, when I feel this Ram as my man, my husband, but for so long he is not with me and I already think that I probably really came up with all this. I thought that, if I'm so long in such a strange situation, and Krishna does not remove me from it, it means that it need for Krishna for something.

If I'm put here, then it's for some purpose. For some reason it happens and it happens to me. I thought Krishna is the cause of all causes. And if He put me there and keeps me there, then He needs it for something. And I have thrown a call with the invocation to the space. I said, «I call on everyone who can help me, who can protect me and my loved ones, who can be useful in my situation! Come to me and do your job!»

And then I had a desire to remember the time when Ram had just plugged onto me. I opened the letters which at that time I wrote one person about his site, and sat down to reread them. In the very first letter I saw that in those usual words I told Ram (Yes, I wrote the letter to one person, but as soon as at us with Ram that interaction began, everything in my life began to act as the tool for manifestation of our communication) that I show him his good luck, Yes, here so loudly. It was written in that letter. I in those words told Ram that I'm his good luck, his wife (the wife according to the Vedas brings to her husband's fortune), that I am his eternal wife, because there were words that I am under the impression that I read these lines a long time ago, such a strong feeling.

And I said Ram through those words in that letter, «What do you expect from that woman? She's nobody to you. For you, she's someone else's wife, because your wife is me. I'm your luck. And you should ask me, not her. Why should she bring her luck into your life, solve your problems with your business, when you are nobody to her, she is someone else's wife, and to be with her is a sin for you». He read this and thought that he had tried everything, but nothing works and maybe need to try to ask me.

He began to put pressure on my mind and carry out his manipulations of my consciousness to get my wishing him good luck. But none of his attempts in this direction did not work. He wondered: how can this be? Always before that all manipulations of my consciousness he was successful, and now I seem not to hear him. Three days in a row he asked that woman to give him her luck, but it only got worse. And on August 31, after I read that letter, he began to manipulate my consciousness forcing me give him my luck. But I did not seem to notice his action, as if all of his impacts were flowing past me and my mind.

Three more days passed. His business smoothly and irrepressibly was swimming into the wrong hands, bankruptcy was coming with terrible force. I didn't react to his actions. And here September 2 in front of my inner eye appeared the female energy. This female energy was standing and standing and never left. Then few more female energies were added. I was surrounded by a crowd of women. And from them the word «whore» was heard in my direction, they seemed to call me prostitute. They seemed were saying me they are whores, and I'm whore also. They seemed were saying me «You're one of us, and there's a lot of us».

At first it really upset me. Ram came in and said I got it all wrong, but what's there to understand? I'm surrounded by a lot of feminine energy, by women, and they're clearly yours, and there are really a lot of them, and they really do smell that word «whore». And they claim that I am one of them, and there are many of them. In fact, all of his business was taking a turn for the worse. That woman could not help Ram, and these women too. I was doing not succumb to his manipulation, so I made my efforts to correct his situatio

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