Ram accepted my Gurudev's offer

When Ram finished relationship with that woman and she also left his space, we cancelled the action of that injection «to love her», which worked all that summer 2016 and because of which Ram felt love for her. But when the effect of this injection was over, he was remembering this time in bewilderment and thought what happened to him? Yes, the woman is good, but not so much that he, being of sound mind and under no duress, so would have dived into her and even thought about marrying her. He with great relief was thanking heaven that he got this situation, which is like a cold shower to cool his feelings and helped to look at the situation objectively and see that in case of his failure this woman quietly would disown him in favor of her peace, calm, measured life and desire to be happy.

Also at the same time I burned that eye of that chief physician who was a big special in Ram`s asuric organization. And after that my Gurudev, through the words of a lecture which came to me quite by accident, as is usually the case with me, made a wedding proposal for Ram, describing my merits and blessings that I have. My Gurudev told Ram, that I am the woman of whom he prayed to the heavens and whom was got by his prayers. My Gurudev told Ram that he should accept this mercy, that if he refuses, he will seek and ask in other places in the future, but will only receive humiliation and scorn.

Ram took note of everything my Gurudev said, but he was not in a hurry to make a decision, because he had no feelings for me. And how is it to marry a woman to whom you have no warm feelings at all? Yes, he remembered that in the spring some feelings for me he was, and remembered about the dream with the words «definitely» when he was looking for his woman and found her in me, but since we gave him an injection «to kill love», he could not feel the love for me that he actually had. Love actually was, because we are with him an eternal couple, and we always have love for each other, but that injection acted as a plug that did not allow this love to go out into the sphere of feeling, injection «to kill love» firmly detained this love somewhere deep inside, without its manifestation on the external level.

Ram was very hesitant about what to do in this situation. And then he was shown something through the TV series «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev». On September 7 I had wanted to watch «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev», and from 820 series of this TV series by method of random choice, without looking, 53–58^th series opened. These series tell the story of Chandra when he married Revati, the daughter of Prajapati Daksha. And although he married Revati, he did not love her and treated her very badly, as if she was not his wife at all, but furniture. Revati suffered greatly from this attitude of Chandra.

Revati was suffering from such an attitude of the man she married and whom she regarded as her husband, but who was not looking at her as his wife. And when they came to Prajapati Daksha for some big event and it was time to come back, Revati refused to do it, because in her father's house she felt like a personality, and in the house of Chandra she felt like only empty furniture, and glass, which does not even stop look of Chandra. Prajapati Daksha, having learned the reason for this behavior of Revati, cursed Chandra, and Chandra fell and his vitality began to leave him. Chandra's death became very close.

But then came Shiva and saved Chandra, but said that it is impossible to annul the curse of Daksha, that Chandra has committed a crime, as he married Revati at will and therefore had to give her the status of wife, but did not. Shiva said that Chandra`s crime is unforgivable, and that thanks to the help of Shiva the effect of the curse of Daksha, of course, declined, but not disappeared. Shiva said that Chandra did not fulfill his duty and therefore should be punished for this crime. Chandra immediately fell at Shiva's feet, begged for mercy, and said he gives his word that in the future he would respect Revati and give her the status she deserved.

Also in those series it was said that Prajapati Daksha was going to create a new planet instead of Chandra, Moon, and if that new planet would take the place of Chandra, there would be a disaster and Chandra's death would be inevitable. From these words RAM learned that what he pulled out of the dive and his business went to growth, it is only a mercy to him and that the danger again to suffer a complete collapse has not disappeared completely, that at any moment again this disaster can come and that even he because of this can meet his death. In those series, Mahadev said that Chandradev's crime is unforgivable, but for the sake of the welfare of the Creation Shiva gives Chandra life. Shiva told Chandra that although he could not free him from the curse of Prajapati, he could place him on his head and thus protect Chandra from this curse. And so the month began to show off on Shiva’s head, Chandra.

From this story, Ram realized that the risk of the disaster continues to threaten him and that the proposal of my Gurudev should be accepted. He weighed all the pros and cons for a long time. The biggest disadvantage in this situation, because of which he did not want to be with me, was the lack of at least some kind of warm feelings at Ram to me. Alas. But in that story at «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev», Chandra said he would respect Revati in the future and give her the status she deserves. Those words spoke about respect, not love. Ram thought that he will try to find something in me for which he can respect me. Ram thought that he does not want back in the same or similar situation with the complete collapse of his life and must do everything to prevent such an outcome, especially as it was not even just about the crash of life but of his death.

And Ram decided to accept offer of my Gurudev. He did this and accepted me again as his wife, determined that he would look for what he could respect me for. Ram decided that he will show me the attitude that corresponds to this status. After that my team and I somewhere up there canceled the injection on Ram, which was killing his love for me. And to him gradually began to return warm feelings for me, but it began to happen not immediately, but very, very gradually.

In the meantime, Ram told himself and the world that he would accept me as his wife, respect me and be with me as with his wife. At the same time, my dad came to me and fixed my wardrobe, strengthening the shelves in it and putting the door in place, which was a sign, such a milestone that Ram came back to me and we are again together. So opened a new page of our history.

On September 7, Ram, having weighed all the pros and cons and having considered the proposal of my Gurudev, which came to us in the lecture of my Gurudev on September 4, decided to agree and immediately began to perform his conjugal duties. First of all, he decided to fix my closet and press the consciousness of my dad, in order to he stopped to reject, gave up all his business and immediately came to me. Dad put all the shelves in place, fixed them, put the door in the closet and did everything I asked him to do.

After that Ram became every night to come to me in dreams, began to be felt when touching my body with any items. When I was touching something, I was feeling his presence there immediately. At the same time, I was immersing in a feeling of this blissful unity, dissolved in it, and then I was abruptly thrown out and shaken, as if a high voltage current was passing through me. And it was making me sad and hopeless. And then Ram decided to connect to me a helper, thanks to the presence of whom our touch at the energy level could to continue and be steady and stable, without the negative side effects.

Yes, through different people he was talking me to take him so that he could come to me in real life and to realize his decision to marry me in real life. But I was protesting, saying that the one who needs it will take me himself. And he, seeing that nobody knows how long our collaboration will last at this stage, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, adopted a non-standard solution for plugging some great special-asur onto me to balance my condition and provide me stable interaction at a distance with Ram.

On Sunday, September 18, the children and I went to the Hare Krishna program, and before that we went to the store. There I saw inexpensive sports uniforms for karate and karate belts. The coach gave my daughter sports uniform for karate, someone gave it to her. And karate belt she has already was. She took part in competitions and got sports category with a white karate belt, and she had a white karate belt. But the son had neither sports uniform for karate nor a karate belt. And I, tempted by low prices, called the coach and asked if we should buy us sports uniform for karate and karate belt. I thought that maybe once a son would get this sports category and a karate belt and then we would have to pay money. When my daughter was receiving a white karate belt, I paid for participating in these competitions, and I wanted to save money, thinking that I paid for competitions much more than the cost of this karate belt in the store. But the coach said that we paid only for the participation in competitions, but not for the belt, not for a rag.

He said that he presented us a rag, a belt although others paid for participation in competition and for a rag, belt. I didn't know about that. I began to thank the coach for such a gift. And he said that this is not surprising, he just presented us a rag. During the Hare Krishna program I was remembering his words that his gift is a rag, that he gave us a rag. I had bad associations with the word «rag». I thought that rags in my life were enough, and I did not like that gift was called such a word.

And I called the coach and expressed my discontent to him. I said that I did not need a gift as a rag. I said that I agree to accept this gift, but with a different name. He told me, what is the difference, what is the name of this gift, it's just a rag, a belt, and in this case the main thing is to be able to irrigate this belt with perspiration. I told him that I am a master of sports in gymnastics and know how to irrigate the belts with perspiration. I told him that I know how to water with perspiration any belts, and black, and white, and red in speck. I said that I am such that it is important for me what the name of the gift is. He told me to immediately choose name of this gift: a rag or a Divine gift.

I said I accept the gift, but as a Divine gift. There during the program my lady friend called me and asked him to find out if there's a sale pendent Narasimha Kavacham, she wanted to make a gift to her friend on his birthday. Pendent Narasimha Kavacham was on sale. In single copy. And was worth the symbolic 1111 rubles. My lady friend asked me to buy it, I immediately bought and gave the pujari, and he put it on the altar in front of the Deities. After pujari gave me the pendent Narasimha Kavacham which was offered to the Deities, and I gave it to my lady friend.

And another Mataji came up to us and began to admire jewelry of my lady friend, and my lady friend said that it is a gift from Krishna on Janmashtami. She went to the jewelry store on the day of Janmashtami and saw a set of jewelry made of gold in the form of a peacock feather, very elegant and very beautiful jewelry. And this Mataji looked me in the eyes and said, «The main thing is that a woman should be happy». And after that one Prabhu read his verses about Krishna in front of everyone. And in his verses the theme of Krishna's gift was running through. I didn't understand what these signs are about the gift.

The next morning, September 19, when I was working, a line of men had stood in front of my inner gaze. And it seemed to me that I was offered to choose one man of them. I on my inner screen very carefully looked at them all and pointed at one. Immediately I wanted to sleep, I lay on my belly and felt that Ram in my belly does something. He like was connecting, convolving something with something, it was like he was connecting us, linking some of our energy channels. It was identical to the way he was connecting me with himself when I agreed to give him signs on guiding his asuric organization that is under him, like some kind of neural network under the spider, through all that is happening in my life. At that time he, too, in my belly was connecting something with something. And here too. And when he was tying up some kind of cord, I was feeling very relieved, and it was accompanied by my relaxed sighs.

I didn't know what it was. But I began to notice my strange behavior. I suddenly began to behave deliberately shamelessly. I had stood in front of the mirror, exposed my female charms and looked at my lady parts, as if forcing someone through my eyes to look there. When Ram came to me, I realized that from my weird behavior, too. But in those days I began to behave as if there is a man with me and I really want him to like. But I did not show him my feminine charms, I was embarrassed. I tried to dress prettier. But here it was the opposite.

During the day, I constantly was approaching the mirror, raising my blouse, pushing back the cups of my bra and underpants, so that the female parts of the body could be seen from above and below, and I deliberately was looking at my lady parts. Before that, I did not behave this way. I used to be ashamed of my body and tried not to even look at my body when I went to the toilet or washed in the shower, because I knew that Ram also looks at my naked body through my eyes. But in those days, for some strange reason, I was exposing my intimate places all the time, standing in front of a mirror, looking at myself and kind of challenging someone, forcing him to look at my lady parts. Ram had seen enough of my lady parts in those days. I didn't understand why I was doing this, but then it hit me. I was provoking the one who became plugged onto me. My goal was that he could not tolerate my clowning and manifested himself. And he did it. I suddenly quite clearly heard in my head a man's voice: «Calm down». It was a man, but not Ram. It both angered and upset me.

I thought that Ram had given up on me and put some other man in Ram`s place. But signs began to come to me from everywhere, and they talked about homosexuals. For some reason, in all the songs that I was opening on the Internet, there were words about homosexuals, on the websites I visited, were writing about homosexuals, even in cartoons and in the texts that I was sent to the proofreading. And from all of that, I concluded that from the men whom stood before me on my inner screen, I pointed to the man who is homosexual. And then I understood why constantly I was pretending in front of the mirror these days, exposing my feminine charms, as if deliberately trying to tick off someone and provoke him so that he could not stand it and somehow manifested himself. My antics in front of the mirror with became clear. He's gay. He hates feminine charms. Ram plugged him onto me and now he, too, sees through my eyes. And I began to bare in front of a mirror for him. He could not help but look out at me through my eyes by which I looked at myself in the mirror. And when I was denuding myself in front of the mirror and was seeing at myself he also looked at my feminine private places, but since he is a fag, this did not give him pleasure. And what pleasure can there be? I am 50 years. I have three kids, three pregnancies, three breastfeeding. One look at my body was causing him gag reflex. That's what I wanted to get from him. It drove him mad, irritated. He could not stand such bullying and manifested himself.

It calmed me. I realized that Ram didn't put another man in his place. And then I began to remember those signs about the gift. And before that there was a series of «Devon Ke Dev Mahadev» with the words that whatever happens, it will be the will of Narayana, and it will be in the best interests of the world. And I thought that this gay man is the very gift that my Ram had given me, and that it is the will of Narayana, Krishna. I thought that Krishna blessed him, because the Sunday program was full of signs about the gift.

I didn’t need extra eyes, ears and extra nose in my life, especially when it’s the eyes, ears and nose of some man who has a dick between his legs and who is also a homosexual. I somehow got used to the fact that Ram is always with me, although it was difficult for me to get used to the fact that through my eyes some other person sees, especially since he is a man, he has a man’s body, and I have a female body. It is especially unpleasant to think that you are sitting on the toilet and this man is invisibly present with you and sees everything. And I often think: can he smell through my nose? How do asuras plugging onto humans? They see our thoughts, can manipulate consciousness, and see through people's eyes. But can they sniff with our nose? And then you sit on the toilet, you pushing, and you think: either to pretend that you have nothing to do with it, that you are not this body, or deliberately let it sniff through my nose how do poop smell, to spite him. And when you wash in the shower or in the bathroom and you know that this man who has plugged onto you sees everything. And he is a person of the opposite sex. You are a woman, and he is a man. I would kill all the asuras just for that! I would kill all the asuras simply because they invade our personal space without our conscious consent, and basically no one notices this invasion and continues to behave as always. It's hard for me to think that Ram is always with me, because he is a man, but another male was added. Oh my God, what have I done?!!! It's annoying but I can't do anything about it, such is a gift. I decided that if Krishna wants me to do this, I would accept the presence of this gift in my life, even if I had to get used to the fact that he would see everything through my eyes in the bathroom and in the toilet. I called him Fedka, because he is a Divine gift, and the name Fyodor means «Divine gift». I took this Fedka as a gift from Ram and Krishna and began to talk to him.

I said Fedka: «Rag, know that you are waiting for hard times. I guarantee it you. I will provide you a big loading. You'll develop your muscles well. You'll remember this time with me as the most terrible and the most beautiful dream. Yes, this is the honorable truth. You thought you were just doing the job? Ha, you’re in a real mess, kid! I am the coolest sensor. I will test you to the fullest. Don't worry, you'll never get burnt. And remember. I told you. The party will over. Appreciate every moment with me. You will never have such drive again. Fall in love with me, rag, even though you're not supposed to. But you, even as a rag, will fall in love with me. You already love me. Even if you think otherwise. Know that. Cool you got on TV! You're a star! Know this. You really stepped in it this time! Ha-ha. The fun is just beginning. You all got caught! A rag, hi. You're lucky. Now I'm going to start your retraining on a full-time intensive program. Hang on, will be hurt. I'm joking. There's no joking about this sort of thing. Every my word is true. Look, a rag, I command you! Watch and read, it`s my orders to you! You are obliged to carry out my orders, because now I am the most governing here. I'm always the most governing, know it. I am grey cardinal, who manipulating kings. Your boss put you here. Read now you. I have a flight of imagination. Okay, rag, not afraid. Karate trainer somehow passed his period, not fell apart. Dude, don't worry. I know you're not worry. I hear you. But I don't want to listen to you at all. You should get out of here, a floor cloth. Krishna said that whatever happens will be Narayana`s will and it will be in the best interests of the world. This situation applies to the same. So I accept it as Narayana's will. Krishna has His own plan for this. I can't see it from here. So, rag, welcome! Be glad: you were chosen. You are a divine gift. Like I said. Appreciate the moments you can have with me. It won't be forever, know that. You'll be remembering this later. Well, I already told you how. Okay, Krishna said that it is His will and it is in the best interest of the world. Hello, Hello! Yeah, if Ram and I will having sex then you will go out of here, rag... I did not ask you to come and be here, especially when I have sex with Ram. Get this through your head. But I don't like the idea of someone else, some rag that even by Narayana's will is with me, can hang here and stink. A rag, even if you are will of Narayana, I don't want you to be here. I feel sad».

So I told this Fedka (rag, the divine gift). Since then, our interaction with Ram has become more stable and lasting. I was stopped throwing out of our contact and shake, as when a high voltage current passes through me. And Ram and I were able to stay on this plateau and go deep into our unity with him. And then we started sessions with pillow, as I called them. But about it hardly later. For what purpose was I given this Fedka? I still don't understand.

But when nine months later I started Mahabharata to eliminate the asuras, Fedka was attacked by some pack of asuras, and they gave him an ultimatum that if he continues to be with me and do his job, they will kill him. And I saw then this company and even I some of them brutally killed and said others that if at least someone even if just look at my Fedka wrong, not to mention to make him something, I will have done away with them ruthlessly and brutally.

And then I said to all the asuras that Fedka is my friend. They understood the seriousness of the situation and moved off my Fedka. It means that he's doing something very, very important, since there was such a serious crowd against him with such a formidable ultimatum. But after I got this Fedka (rag, Divine gift), I continued to live my usual life and to get used to the idea that now with me and some Fedka, rag, God's gift.

On August 19, Ram carried out the first manipulation of my consciousness to squeeze out me out of his space, and on the same day I stopped giving him signs, guidance on the guide of his asuric organization and his life. 3 September, he was supposed to go bankrupt and homeless, but I pitied him and wished him luck, and he pulled out of the dive and things went back to normal. September 4, I burned out the eye of one asur from his asuric organization, and after that I got the lecture of my Gurudev, in which he asking Ram to marry me.

On September 7, Ram was shown a series that those consequences of the insult had not disappeared, but had only been suspended and that he need to give me his wife's status and his respect. He was told that in the future he would be given nothing but humiliation and shame if he did not agree to accept me as his wife, and he weighed the pros and cons and accepted the offer. It was September 7. And on the morning of 8 September, he has already started his duties as my husband and began to help me first deciding to help me fix the cabinet, which in that ill-fated day on August 19 all the shelves and the door flew out. Ram pressed my dad's consciousness, and my dad gave up all his urgent business and came to me to fix my closet. The wardrobe was fixed.

On September 11, I had on my inner screen a fellowship with Prabhu Sasha, an older devotee who in the Soviet years was a devotee of Krishna in Tallinn, whom everyone called a mystic yogi and with whom I began a close fellowship as soon as the invisible interaction with Ram began. And here Prabhu Sasha September 11 was saying me something, I didn't hear him, but his last words that Ram is my friend, could pass through the filters of the mind and reach the level of my awareness. In this conversation, Prabhu Sasha told me that I could start again to give leadership for Ram and for his organization. And I turned on this function of charioteer who giving signs. There is such a specialization, when all events in the life of one person are projections and signs for another person. One person is a transmitting device, at whom everything in his life is a hint for someone who is a receiver, who can read these signs, decipher and apply them in his life. And I began to help Ram in this way, showing him through the events of my life that would be favorable for him and his organization and which should be avoided.

For three weeks, from August 19 to September 11, Ram did not have these signs and my help to guide him, and he was greatly relieved to receive it again. After that Ram gave me a gift — Fedka (a rag, the gift of God), thanks to the appearance of whom it became possible long-term interaction at me with Ram. Before that, when I was coming into contact with Ram, touching myself or some objects, when he was entering them, I initially was dissolving in our unity with him and plunging into bliss, but after that I was thrown from him and I was feeling emotional discomfort. I was shaking like from an electric current, as from the bare wire under high voltage, not really, physically, but emotionally.

And I was afraid of these contacts, fearing that at one point I would not stand this execution and create a situation that I would leave completely, from the body, from life. But with the arrival of that very Fedka (rag, of God's gift) contact with Ram ceased to throw me away from him and shake like from an electric current, and Ram and I were able not only to be on this plateau of unity, but also to delve into it, into its deep layers. And our so-called sessions with pillow started. I was hugging the pillow, feeling the presence of Ram in the pillow and somehow was plunging into the deeper layers of my many lives in the material world. And I, being here, hugging a pillow and feeling Ram there, was at the same time in those past lives where I was plunging. And I was saying out loud what I felt there and what was there. I was immersing in some of our past lives and speaking the words that described us there. Mostly there were words about love.

The first such session with pillow was on September 25. And on September 26 I felt next to him some woman and very upset. I actually was seeing on my inner screen that there was another woman where he was, and I told Krishna that I didn't want to be in that interaction where there are some other women, but then I accidentally fell over backwards and hit the sink and then dropped to the floor. Due it I realized that he was pure, because Krishna had clearly and obviously shown me that my interpretation of this event was wrong. It calmed me down a lot.

Indeed, communication and interaction with another person without his real presence in your life, without his physical presence in physical reality, is very difficult, because you do not see the whole picture, but you feel the person, though you do not know whether he is at all and whether it is not glitches. But everything indicated that it is not glitches, not fantasies, that it is not some spirit, disembodied, energy parasite or vampire. Everything indicated that it is the man living in our reality, but who has such abilities that you can have such an interaction with him at a distance which is very, very surprising.

Fedka (a rag, God's gift) came to me on September 19, and on September 30 I had wanted to tell him about myself, about my life. I went to «Mail.Ru» and opened my photo album with photos of past years. I liked this Fedka (a rag). I was feeling his support and kindness. He seemed to understand me, and I opened the «Mail.Ru» folder with the name «Romka Petrutze». So jokingly one of my ex-husbands was calling himself, and I placed many important photographs for me into the folder «Romka Petrutze».

I began to open in rotation the photographs from the folder «Romka Petrutze», and I began to speak by voice what was captured there. I wanted to show my life by describing these photos to him. I knew that I did not have to say it all out loud, because he sees all my thoughts and I can mentally tell him. But I wanted to talk to him as a person sitting next to me. Therefore, I was telling not mentally, but out loud... I described the events of my life, what there was of the relationship, the mood, everything. Moving from one photo to another, I caught myself thinking that, describing myself, my life, I allegorically give out all the information about my Ram. I looked at myself in amazement, at my story about me and saw quite clearly that everything in my life speaks about him.

I told him allegorically about his three wives in this life. He thought that all three wives abandoned him. He believed that they did not spare him. He felt that they had humiliated and insulted his dignity. But when I was talking about myself in those pics, I was revealing to him the true picture of what happened to him, the events regarding his relationship with his wives.

I told him that his first wife didn't leave him, that he left her. How did it happen that it was not she who threw him, but he threw her although she herself went to another man? But in fact, based on my words about my photos, he did not feel self-confidence in the marriage, they did not get children, and he began to think that, perhaps, it is her fault in this, and he began to think that and suddenly with another woman children he will turn out.

And because of this thought, without realizing it, he put his first wife on the tender, being auctioned off her, as if throwing a call into space: «This woman was my wife, but I'm looking for another woman, with whom we will have children, and so who needs such a defective wife, take her». And there, in those layers in that space, a good man looked at her, saw that she had a big bag of godly merits, a lot of godliness, and decided that due her godliness he would live very happily ever after, and took her as his wife. After some time he appeared in her physical reality, and it all happened as if by itself, she did not understand how she could leave her beloved husband.

But in fact by that time he was no longer her husband, even though they lived together and were a legal couple and he was jealous of her and thought she was cruel and ungrateful. But in fact he was greedy and wanted more. He thought that he is very good with her, but what if he will better with another woman? He himself being auctioned off her, this was his desires. He didn't know that. He could see only the outside of that breakup, that so-called operation on his heart, but I told him on the basis of my photographs, showed him that she was just like a sheep on the slaughter. He at the level of desires refused her and called another man. Just thinking that with another woman he would be better off, he threw the call into space, into the thought Internet, into the ether space. He did not know this, but in fact he, at the level of thoughts and desires, summoned other men to look at her on the universal Internet in order to one of those men decided to take her by his wife.

I also told about his second wife, who fell in love with another man and left him. He almost went crazy with grief, he loved her so much. And he was sure again that it was she who dumped him. But, describing one photo from the folder “Romka Petrutze” with a cat, I said that the cat was fed the wrong food. The cat was given not cat food, but expensive sausage, baked ham, pork chop. And I had a vision that as a result of this unhealthy diet in the future, a cat would be waiting for a disease and a long agonizing death. Thus I revealed to Ram in an allegorical language that his second wife had not left him. He was just feeding her «the wrong food».

He being an asur has a various types of energy. Apparently, he was giving her the wrong energy. He was giving her energy that not went in her favor and which are generally not meant to her. But he loved her very much and too spoiled her, including by his some energy in their marital sex. And after a while, she would have «got sick and died in terrible agony». Thus I opened to him that after some time because of the «wrong food» all her feelings for him, Ram, would have died, and she would treat him like furniture.

All her feelings for him would die. He for her would cease to exist as a man and as a person. She would look at him as pestered furniture, as a thing that can not be thrown out, because this house belongs to this thing. She would begin to tire of his presence and began to avoid him in every possible way. Especially disgusting and unbearable would be his touch to her. It would be the most unbearable torture for her. She would perceive him as a secretary perceives her boss, who is just a boss, but not a loved one, but who requires sex, because she is his secretary. Sex would be disgusting to her; she would even begin to vomit out of sex with him. She would simply live out her life being in the same space with a person already alien to her. He really was nobody to her, because he is my eternal husband, all the other women are for him no one, but in reality foreign wives. And I, somewhere at level of my higher self, gave his second wife an injection to turn on love for another man. She fell in love with that other man with all her heart, and he was doing not give her «the wrong food», since he simply did not have this «food». And she went to him, ostensibly throwing Ram. But she didn't leave him. I gave her the injection to turn on love for another man, taking care of her, as with him she would have had a completely bleak future.

About his third wife I also told when was describing the photographs with the dog. There was a dog sitting at home, barking at everyone who walked up the stairs of the house. Even if someone was walking on the 10^th floor, this dog was still barking. She was barking at everyone whom was out there somewhere outside the apartment she was in. And so I told Ram, that his third wife had panic womb, uterine rabies. Well, he knew that himself. And she «barked», that is, sexually reacted to all men appearing into her view. Living with him, she constantly was cheating on him, even in their house. And he even witnessed it.

He thought that it was she such and that she also was gone from his life, but I showed him that I had to remove her from his life, because I could not stand her being in his life, she was getting on my nerves, as the creaking of nails on the glass, like chattering the claws of the dog on the floor, and I removed her from his life. But if I hadn't taken her away, she would never have left such «sugar daddy»; she would have lived in his house and fucked there with other men, on their matrimonial bed. But he thought that all women are so treacherous and traitors.

And on the basis of those photographs of my life I told him that all his lives when he was an asur I was «reading» all that it happened there. I told him that I acquired some very expensive connection, thanks to which, even being far away from him, even in other worlds, I was seeing how he lives, and even could make adjustments to his interaction. For example, when I was describing the photo with Mataji Ambika, with whom we had a friendship once, I said that we somehow stayed with my daughter at Mataji Ambika and my daughter peed in her bed. Ambika Mataji ruled out our overnight stays with my daughter at her.

Then I told Ram that in this life, when he was still married to his first wife, «Ambika», we constantly met on the sleep territory and even had sex there, though not remember it the next morning. But somehow he had ejaculation as a result of such of our sex with him in the sleep territory, and their bed in real life was covered with his sperm in a supposedly emission of water. It's called a nocturnal emission or, colloquially, a wet dream. His first wife forbade us to have sex in a dream (she forbade to us do it at the level of higher self, but here, in real life, nobody did not know about it). He checked that information somehow.

He can do a lot while being an asur. And he came in one day and said that my words had been completely vindicated what is very, very strange. He had a wife, I had a husband. We are with him, not knowing anything about each other, were meeting in dreams and even having there sex with him, but were remembering nothing after returning to normal life in the physical reality. How amazing the world is! Then I decided that I would call him Romka. I thought it was for a reason that one of my husbands in my life called himself so, although his name is different. And I thought that Rom and Ram sound almost the same. And I began to call him Romka. Romka Petrutze.

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