Talking with a music teacher about children

I started recording this fairy tale in the spring of 2017. For over a year I recorded videos telling about my interaction with Shri Ram, and I recorded 227 series. 227th series was about that Krishna told me I could go after Shri Ram, that is, to become with him again because he took some vow in our best interests. After that I began to write this history from videos to text and upload it on the Internet, and then I began to translate the text into English.

All July and August 2018 I was engaged in the text in Russian, and at the end of August started to translate the text into English. It took me a long time to do this. To translate text in English, I have used two online translators — Yandex and Google. I was doing a translation of a small piece of text in Yandex, and then insert the translated piece alternately into Yandex and then Google, checking in order to the original meaning of the text was preserved.

I was moving the text many times from one online translator to another, first for translating from Russian into English, and after that the resulting English translation already for translating into Russian. I was choosing synonyms, different formulations to the meaning of the text is not distorted. I had to sacrifice many nuances, figures of speech and speech patterns for a more accurate presentation of the essence, but I wanted to translate my novel into English, and I did it. After a while, I found a site «Reverso Context» that added into my translation the picturesque, poetic and precision.

When I was throwing the translated pieces of text from one electronic translator to another, checking how already translated into English text is read when it was translated into Russian, I discovered a lot of truths that were hidden from me, and I and I decided to pull myself together, pick up a pen and get it all out in my journal in order to after that tell about it in my new videos. The discoveries turned out to be so significant that I couldn't help but tell about it out, and so I began to write down what I was going to present in the 228th and subsequent series.

I also began to write down in this diary the events that took place at that time, with some particularly important moments of our interaction with Shri Ram or in which I received some insights. This I was also going to cover in my new videos. The first thing I wrote about in my diary was that once I hugged my favorite pillow before going to bed, felt the presence of Shri Ram in this pillow, and words burst out of me by itself that I agree to anything to be with him.

I looked at these words and thought that these words showed me that I have agreed to the most terrible, the most dangerous, and the most shameful tasks in my past lives, only to become with him again, in the progress of time, with my eternal husband, who became asur and to whom I was forbidden to approach. From this realization I became so sad... I thought that in this life I did everything just to become with him, but he didn't spare me. As soon as a woman who is much better than me, drifted into his view, he immediately abandoned me and began to give me to his friends from his asuric organization, so that they through him at the energical connectivity fuck me, through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence.

These thoughts made me feel bad, and I thought that I had come to him in vain, because he was not worthy of it. But on the other hand, it is right that I came to him, as it’s time to sort things out. It was necessary to show him that he has an eternal soul mate, and that he now decides which way he will choose: the path of empty hedonism, sensual joys and continuation of staying in the material world, or the path of reunion with eternal soul mate and the return with her into the spiritual world.

And even in one session with pillow Krishna showed that if Shri Ram does not take this chance, then Krishna will tear our eternal connection with Shri Ram, free me from it, and Shri Ram and I will never be together again. I thought that for the sake of this I had to come and put myself under the blow, so that Shri Ram would show all his standard moves, choices and decisions, so that he could see that I knew what who he really is, but, despite this, I went to him.

At that time I had a conversation with teacher music. My son decided to learn to play the accordion. I went to talk with teacher music. It was a nice cultural woman. Through communication with her I with Shri Ram had conversation. She asked me how we used to live, how we came here, how we live now. I told her that my husband had tried to persuade me to have kids, he wanted children, but did not believe that he might have children, because he was a virgin and someone told him that he may not have children.

I presented everything to her in such a way, just not to get involved in the details of those events, just to keep the conversation going. I told her that before meeting me he did not have a woman with whom he could check if he could make the baby, but when we met, he wanted to check it with me. We began to have sex with him to conceive a child. We were tracking my cycles, using ovulation kits. As a result, we had a daughter, and then a son. I told her that when children were born, when he was convinced that he might have children, that he already had children, he found a good soft pillow, fell on her, and drove me with the children out to the street.

And through these words I spoke to Shri Ram, allegorically, in between words, that in past lives he was persuading me to come to him. He was calling on his Shakti, his eternal soul mate, his real woman. He didn't believe that he had his eternal own couple, but he had some yearning, some feeling that he had something like that, and he was calling on me somehow in his past lives and between lives, he was persuading me to come. He didn't believe he had an eternal soul mate.

And indeed, not everyone has an eternal soul mate. The eternal soul mate, a real couple, can be only for those living beings who were a couple in the spiritual world. And such couples, falling into the material world, live here too as couple. But in the spiritual world there are many souls who do not have a couple, so here, in the material world, this concept about the eternal soul mate for most of the people is just a myth. In their case, we can talk not about the eternal soul mate, but about partner. Those who in the spiritual world do not have their own couple, in the material world can have only a partner for some time.

And all those seminars, webinars about how to find a good partner, how to attract a man suitable for the desired format of relations, can be useful only for those women who do not have their eternal couple. But there are women for whom this is not a myth, but a reality, because they had a couple in the spiritual world. For such women all these seminars and webinars, how to find a suitable man, how to imagine in advance how you want to feel in the desired relationship, in fact, useless, as suitable partners and desired formats of relations can not bring satisfaction for those women, because they can be happy only with their eternal couple.

And Shri Ram thought: «What if I have such an eternal couple?» He did not believe this, but at the same time was persuading his eternal couple to come to him. And so I came to him. He made sure I am his Shakti, his eternal wife. He was looking for me. He hired among the asuras some great specialist who knows how to find people in the territory of sleep in their image. He paid this specialist a lot of asuric money, that is, the energy withdrawn from women and their pious merits. That specialist found me on the territory of the sleep, and Shri Ram became convinced that the woman in the dream is me, because I described this dream in my diary.

Everything has come together. Shri Ram has ascertained that he had found his Shakti. And even he saw in my life files, to which I gave him access, how we were a couple and very happily in our long-standing past lives. Shri Ram has found that he has his eternal soul mate and that's me. But when he «saw a nice soft pillow, he immediately fell on her and he chased me out with the kids on the street», that is, when he met a good woman in real life, he immediately gave me to his fellows from his asuric organization, plugging them into me invisibly at our contactless interaction.

Through my words to the teacher of music about children I opened Shri Ram that he was persuading me to come to him, I came to him, he obtained evidence of that I am his eternal couple, and threw me out to his employees for their fun. He thought his eternal soul mate always would will bring pleasure to his feelings the way he wants, but I wasn't as amazing as he expected. And when he met a woman who, according to his concepts, is more suitable for him to enjoy, he immediately gave up his eternal soul mate and gave her to others.

Then in that conversation with the teacher on music I said about my eldest daughter. I said that when I divorced her father, she lived without a full-blown family and that if I had known that this husband would be the same, I wouldn't even have greeted him back and wouldn't have slept with him. I said that if I knew that these children wouldn't also live in a full-blown family, then I would not have become pregnant and would not have bear them. She told me, «How can that be? These are your children», but I said, «No, I cannot accept this sort of logic». Through these words, I told Shri Ram that he gave me to others, that he dumped me and that I would never come to him again, despite the fact that he is my eternal couple. He was persuading his eternal soul mate to come to him, was saying that he would do anything for me. He was talking me that he doesn’t need anyone else. He was talking me that he needed only me, but when I came to him, he gave me to others and made me unhappy.

Part of the Russian word «нес част ная» («unhappy») «част» is similar in sound to the English word «chast ity». If the meaning «chast ity» of the fragment «част» is used as the basis of the word «нес част ная» («unhappy»), the Russian word «несчастная» («unhappy») can be logically decomposed into the following components: «несчастная» («unhappy») = «не-с-част-на-я» = «не» («not») + «с» («with») + «част» («chast ity») + «на» («at») + «я» («I»). In this version, the Russian word «несчастная» («unhappy») can be understood as: «несчастная» («unhappy») = «не» («not») + «с» («with») + «част» («chast ity») = «без част» («without chast ity») = «без целомудрия» («without chastity») = «нецеломудренная» («unchaste»). Saying that I am a unhappy woman, whom he enjoyed, and then threw out, I told Shri Ram that he had break my chastity, he gave me to another men, to his asuras at his asuric organization. Since asuras do not care what kind of sexually interactive: in real life or through distance, without contact of physical bodies, at the energy plane of existence, then he violated my chastity, plugging into me asuras from his asuric organization.

That is, he was asking his Shakti to come to him, he was persuading her, giving her promises. She came to him, he got confirmation on this, and he immediately moved on to another woman and stripped his Shakti of her chastity. This is very regrettable, especially since he was once of divine nature. How did I know about that? From the same conversation with the teacher music, because I said about my husband that he was a virgin, and beings with divine nature in Sanskrit are called Devas, demigods. In Russian, the words «девственник» («a virgin») and «девы» («Devas»), that is, beings with a divine nature, have the same root «дев». Therefore, I realized that Shri Ram had a divine nature, since the word «девственник» in Russian clearly indicates the divine nature due to the same root of the word «дев», that is, a demigod, a creature with a divine nature. Shri Ram had divine nature, but the asuras turned him into an asur.

At that time my daughter was prescribed glasses. I bought glasses for her, we were driving home from the optician's shop, and I decided to go to a karate class, show the coach that my daughter is now wearing glasses, and discuss how she will train. And so we came to class, I call up the coach, show him these glasses and say that it is necessary to train without glasses because the glasses fly off in the first place. Once I was engaged in self-defense, and there said that it is necessary to train without glasses as in a fighting situation the glasses fly off in the first place and the person, not habitual to be without glasses, thus becomes disoriented, vulnerable and inefficient. So I told the coach that my daughter would train without glasses. He said he agreed.

In fact, through these words to the karate coach, I told Shri Ram that before he comes to me in real life, he must to free from all his adventuring with other women. He should break up with them all. Since Shri Ram is asur, the greater asur, RA, he can interact with women at the energy plane of existence, and he always has a lot of contacts with different women, out of whom asuras take female energy, pious merits and just having fun the sex at a distance, contactless, without personal presence. And through my words to the coach that the glasses fly off in the first place, I told Shri Ram that he should stop it completely, and this should be done before he comes to me in real life, because other women are nothing to him, but I am his eternal soul mate, his eternal couple. And this time the karate coach said he agrees.

I remembered a similar conversation with him long before, at the very beginning of our interaction with Shri Ram. There was a karate tournament, all the karate sections from all over the city gathered. There were a lot of children, and among them I noticed one boy in glasses who fought in sparring without removing glasses. I went to the karate coach and told him that he was in charge, he is their teacher, he instills in them some self-defense skills, but why then is this boy fighting with glasses? In a combat situation, glasses fly off in the first place. But the coach said he didn't care.

I was outraged by this: who is he, a coach or no? How could he be so indifferent that he doesn’t care? I told him that if someone on the street starts a fight with this boy, then the attacker will first of all try to throw off glasses from this boy so that the boy becomes ineffective combat. If a boy trains with glasses, then in a combat situation, in a fight, without glasses he will confused and all his karate skills will be not as effective. He will not be able to confront the enemy properly, he will not be able to do this because he did not train without glasses. He trained only with glasses. I told the coach that he must to take account of everything, but he kept saying he didn't care. Through these words of the coach then, even before I started recording these videos of mine, Shri Ram told me that he was not going to give up those women with whom he has sexual interaction at the energical connectivity. Shri Ram told me that he does not care with whom to be, that he does not care, sexual connection with a personal presence or at a distance, contactless, without his personal presence, at the energical connectivity.

He said that he doesn't care, because that interaction with those women is not in the real world, but through distance, without contact of physical bodies, and those women even can not guess about it, because the connection to them occurs at the energy plane of existence, completely invisibly and intangibly. But for him it doesn’t matter how this happens: in real life or in energy interaction, because he feels everything as it is. But in real life he looks like decent, faithful and reliable man.

I remembered that conversation and thought that it is necessary to make responsible some large group of asuras for the fact that my eternal husband, who should protect me according to his eternal male destiny, became asur, began to give me to other men, depriving me of chastity. And for what Shri Ram told me, his eternal soul mate, that he does not care with whom to be — with me or with other women, and also for what he did not abandon other women, although I insisted on it. I thought the asuras were responsible for it and I will brutally destroy them.

I came to the karate coach not only because of my daughter's glasses. I needed to know how to apply for a new school year. Even before talking with teacher music, I already talked with a karate coach on this topic. At that time I came before class, he came out and took out a document for re-registration of the child for the next school year.

I took out my phone to take a picture of document, but at that time another woman came and she also became interested in re-registration of his child. She had a little boy in her arms, and she was holding an older boy for hand. And it so happened that the coach was talking to both of us at the same time and we were both taking pictures of that document at the same time. When I came home and began to remember this situation, I did not like it, because at projection to the situation with Shri Ram, this meant that a new version of the development of the situation, which had not existed before, has appeared. It was a new life's road, with another woman, in some future.

I was very upset with this situation and being in anger I deleted from my phone photos of this document. After that, there was conversation with the teacher music, from which I learned that Shri Ram in some of his past lives was persuading me, his eternal soul mate, his Shakti, to come to him. And in that conversation, this teacher music started telling me that my son is too fat, that I'm defacing him, give him improper nutrition, which leads to many chronic diseases such as obesity and hypertension.

She kept saying that I'm defacing him and how would I live with him when he grows up? When I came home, I remembered her words. I also remembered that recently we went to my dad and he said the same word for word, and my lady friend the other day talked about it. And they all said the same thing, like they were in cahoots.

I thought it was for a reason, and began to decrypt this conversation, trying to pull on the hidden meaning in it. And it occurred to me. I had already started to translate the text of the novel into English, and at the same time I had to read, delve into the situation, to experience events and emotions of those days again, and because of this, I wished Shri Ram a lot of bad. I just wanted to make him started feeling bad. I said that how could he be happy with any woman if he made me so unhappy? How can he make any woman happy if he humiliated and insulted me like that, made me so that I consider myself below the straw lying on the road? I wished him that he could not make any woman happy.

I sent him a lot of wishes of calamity and misfortune when I began to translate the text from Russian into English and immerse myself in those experiences and reflections. I could not help myself, because I had to choose synonyms, consider different meanings of translated pieces of text, because of which I again was experiencing events and emotions of those days, and I could not help wishing him bad, and, apparently, many such wishes have accumulated and this began to be fulfilled. Because when I first came to the karate coach in the fall of 2018, the woman with the children was standing next to me and we turned to the coach together with her and looked at the same piece of paper.

I thought, how could it be? After all, in the spring of 2016, when I had signs about the third double, about the woman who came to Shri Ram that summer, one night, I had a dream in which this Shri Ram came to me and told me that he will take a loan and try to help me. I said that if he could somehow remedy the situation and that if Krishna would give me some sign about that Shri Ram had succeeded, then I agree that he come to me. And that time Shri Ram took that loan, because I received a sign, when I sat in a bus and before my eyes was an advertisement with a squirrel, cleaning carpets, and with the words: «Everything would be clean». Thanks to this, I realized that Shri Ram was able to take this credit. He took someone's pious merits in order to pay off my karmic debt and remove my negative script of the further vital way with doubles, that is, with women interfering in other people's relationships. I was told then that everything would be clean.

And already this fall of 2018, when I and other woman were talking at the same time with the karate coach, I saw aggressor, the other woman again in our future. I thought, how could it be? He has cleared this way using the loan of the pious merits, but then how did this woman with these children simultaneously with me reading the same text? I thought that these were not my karmic reactions to my sinful actions in the past. This life scenario already is excluded from all diversity of patterns of development of situations in my life. This situation presents in total number of his future life situations. And I did this to him, because they tell me from all sides that I myself am ruining him and how I will live with him if he is as the damaged goods. I ruined his life path in his future, and I have to fix it now.

I thought: I have already wished many misfortune and suffering to Shri Ram, and it already began to be fulfilled, since I see manifestation of this in this woman with children, and Shri Ram is trying to convey through these people to my awareness that we will be together, that he took a vow and firmly decided to keep it, but how will I live with him, if I myself wished him a lot of bad that no woman will be happy with him, but I am also a woman. Shri Ram conveyed to my mind through conversations with these people that I need to fix this situation because I am also a woman.

And then I thought: how can this be neutralized? I thought: I wished him a lot of misfortune, and now I was showed that this has already been launched, this has already begun to be fulfilled. But what to do now, how to fix this situation? I thought about Ho'oponopono. Ho'oponopono is a very good practice of purification of one’s existence. Ho'oponopono is based on idea of 100 % responsibility, on idea of the taking responsibility for everyone's actions, not only for one's own. Person has to take complete responsibility for one's life, because everything one sees, hears, tastes, touches, or in any way experiences is one's responsibility, because it is in one's life. The problem is not be with our external reality, it is be with ourselves. According to Ho'oponopono, we need to take total responsibility, because everything exists as a projection from inside the human being. Ho'oponopono using the mantra, «I love you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you». I thought that this version of the development of life with the invasion of other women in a couple’s relationship is a program that is in my subconscious, these are my karmic reactions to some of my sinful actions in past lives. I thought that now I will clear my subconscious, my existence from these programs. After all, if I see this life scenario, this situation, it means that I have this program, and that means that I can now free myself from it, remove it. I started to say the phrase: «I'm sorry that I created all these situations. Please forgive me. Krishna, I thank You for removing all this from my subconscious. I love You».

I started apply technique Ho'oponopono, but I thought I had to add something else, to secure substantial support to implement this task, and I remembered about Shiva's 16 Mondays. Shiva said that if any woman will fast for 16 Mondays in a row and to honor Shiva with sincerity in her heart, Shiva would fulfill her wish. I decided that I definitely need to enlist the help and support of Shiva, as I myself have spoiled Shri Ram. This was Shri Ram`s cliche, his option for development of the further vital way, since I have not that situation with another woman at the upcoming development of situations, because Shri Ram took a loan of pious merits and snuffed out my sinful karmic reactions which were causing at me those scripts of the further vital way with doubles, women who break a couple up. And there everything was clean.

And with next Monday after this conversation with teacher on music I started to fast during 16 Mondays of Shiva. I said to Shiva, «Shiva, please neutralize all the bad things I wished to this Shri Ram. Let it won't affect us. Let this be completely neutralized and will not affect us in any way». And I started to fast during these 16 Mondays Shiva.

When I had fasted during a few Mondays of Shiva, I decided to know if this practice worked, and I asked Krishna to give me a sign. Krishna gave me this sign when I came to the karate coach for the second time when I bought my daughter glasses. After all, it was still necessary to draw up papers for the new school year, because after the first conversation with him on this topic I was angry and removed all the photos of a document out of my phone. And when I bought my daughter glasses, we went to the karate coach to show him the glasses and ask for help with that document.

And no one else was there this time. There were no other women at all, the coach came up to me, gave me this piece of paper in my hands, I did not even need to take pictures of it, he gave it to me personally, no one else, and I asked about the glasses. He said that glasses fly off in the first place, that she would be engaged without glasses, and he agreed.

Thanks to this, I realized that Krishna shows me that 16 Mondays of Shiva is effective practices. Definitely, it works. Yes, you need to fast 16 Mondays. It's difficult. It would take a lot of work, but it'd be worth it. This practice is effective. I was showed that 16 Mondays of Shiva neutralizes everything. Because during the first conversation the other woman was, but when I decided to enlist the support of Shiva and began to fast on 16 Mondays of Shiva, there was a second conversation in which there was no other woman, everything was clean and everything happened very favorably. Thanks to this, I realized that the 16 Mondays of Shiva is very important, and I continued to fast.

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